Lucas admits that his policing of language is just about jealousy over other guys getting laid.
The night of the famous 8 guy orgy he missed out on, these guys used the n-word, so ever since then Lucas has hated it, not because it's racist, but because the schizo wiring in his brain connects it with sexual jealousy.
Lucas is so deluded, he thinks using the word nigga around girls is a factor in their liking him. Saying "nigga" makes him cool and casual, like saying "dude" in the 60s 50s and 40s.
Uh, Lucas? Don't think dude was common slang in the 40s, brohan.
We also learn that his antipathy to the words "faggot" and "retard" are similarly connected to sexual frustration and not SJW moral outrage.
There was a portion in Lucas's manifesto where he mentions that his brother taught him some Smalltalk jargon. Lucas bizarrely "learned" that When people would say certain things to him, only very specific responses were acceptable.
I don't remember the details exactly, but it was along the lines of a guy saying "wassup?" and then Lucas would HAVE tp respond with "don't gots" as if "wassup" was a query for pot.
Found the portion. Very bizarre:
"A couple times, I thought the word "Gross" instead of "Weird" when someone would talk about gay sex. I somehow taught myself the word, "Dude" as a response and not just calling your buddies "Dude". Then another funny one, "Wasuuup?" Then I heard this other dude say "Wassuuuup?" And he followed it by another word, well one of two words, If it was "Bro." (Wasssup, brooo?") I had the urge to say, "Nuttin, maynerd. Suppitchoo?" So I did. This was weird because the other word was always "Bra" Now, if the next guy had said, "Wasssuuuup, braaa?" He'd also say "Wanna smoke some weeeed?" And I would say "Sure" and smoke some weed or I was like "What's weed?" And he'd explain it to me and I smoked some weed with him. The other scenario was followed by "Supitchoo?" It was usually followed by the other guy saying, "Noffin, yao." This usually meant he wanted to buy some weed and I knew this so I said, "Sorry. Don't gots." And walked off, usually into a convenience store and bought something. Anyway, I've never sold pot. Just something I never got into doing. Sometimes fear and lack of confidence helps me me stay a little more law abiding, if you know what I mean. Glad some do. Otherwise, how else would we ever get stoned and happy?"
His brain is all about the malformed connections, incorrect certainty, and once again, looking for the Konami Code to life, or in this case, pussy.
He thought saying "nigga" got guys laid.
Heck, he admits he still does.
Lucas's thought are very disorganized. His individual thought are ok, i suppose, but the connections he makes are almost always wrong.
I wonder if this is common of schizophrenia or bipolar.
