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Reply to @Cnaiur urs Skiotha :
Total agreement with what you wrote, well said, too.
You know, I've never understood where Lucaa got the idea that bigotry was a turn on for young women, specifically saying the n word. Almost all of his incorrect thoughts, you can trace to some sort of grand misunderstanding of the way the world functions, but I tend to agree with you and think that in the case of the n-word, and misogynistic language for women's genitalia, Lucas is just drawn to that sort of antisocial behavior, and is necessarily trying to glom it together with the rest of his pseudoscience.
I don't think Lucas has ever witnessed a girl getting turned on by the n word. I do believe, however, that he said the n-word around women, and they look at him in shock and surprise, when he stares back at them dumbly, like some bovine specter of urban insanity, they smile at him out of fear, apprehension, and embarrassment for him. A cringe smile, if you will.
Still though, it's fascinating to me that Lucas, whose mental problems are clearly ego syntonic, that is to say, he doesn't understand that he has problems, and he thinks everyone else is wrong for not seeing the world the way he does, still has managed to internalize the idea that he's an extreme leftist activist, while chiding people for not accepting his casual, frequent overuse of the N word. It's such a mixture of contradictions, but he manages it with no problem. It's because Lucas is doing what feels good to him, and all of these ego syntonic aspects of his disorder, whether it's auditory delusions, whether it's his deeply antisocial anger and jealousy, or whether it's his need to use a misunderstanding of science to make the world the way he wishes it was, seem to be completely unfixable.
Since we've observed Lucas for the past few years, it's become entirely apparent why his family wants nothing to do with him. If he's this way around total strangers, imagine how he would act with the comfort level of being surrounded by his own family, in his own house. Imagine the level of entitlement he would feel to women in his own family. I can only imagine the horrors that must have been enacted on his brother's girlfriend's, and his uncle's daughters. It must have been spectacularly vile.
Total agreement with what you wrote, well said, too.
You know, I've never understood where Lucaa got the idea that bigotry was a turn on for young women, specifically saying the n word. Almost all of his incorrect thoughts, you can trace to some sort of grand misunderstanding of the way the world functions, but I tend to agree with you and think that in the case of the n-word, and misogynistic language for women's genitalia, Lucas is just drawn to that sort of antisocial behavior, and is necessarily trying to glom it together with the rest of his pseudoscience.
I don't think Lucas has ever witnessed a girl getting turned on by the n word. I do believe, however, that he said the n-word around women, and they look at him in shock and surprise, when he stares back at them dumbly, like some bovine specter of urban insanity, they smile at him out of fear, apprehension, and embarrassment for him. A cringe smile, if you will.
Still though, it's fascinating to me that Lucas, whose mental problems are clearly ego syntonic, that is to say, he doesn't understand that he has problems, and he thinks everyone else is wrong for not seeing the world the way he does, still has managed to internalize the idea that he's an extreme leftist activist, while chiding people for not accepting his casual, frequent overuse of the N word. It's such a mixture of contradictions, but he manages it with no problem. It's because Lucas is doing what feels good to him, and all of these ego syntonic aspects of his disorder, whether it's auditory delusions, whether it's his deeply antisocial anger and jealousy, or whether it's his need to use a misunderstanding of science to make the world the way he wishes it was, seem to be completely unfixable.
Since we've observed Lucas for the past few years, it's become entirely apparent why his family wants nothing to do with him. If he's this way around total strangers, imagine how he would act with the comfort level of being surrounded by his own family, in his own house. Imagine the level of entitlement he would feel to women in his own family. I can only imagine the horrors that must have been enacted on his brother's girlfriend's, and his uncle's daughters. It must have been spectacularly vile.
