"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

Null mentioned the theory of an imposter Joe Biden this week and showed the contrast of his handwritten signatures both during the Obama administration and current day, this is apparantly often cited as proof for this theory.

Aside from the absurdity of such a scenario (which was noted on stream), I can speak from experience that changes and deterioration in older folks' handwriting is often a sympton of dementia (one of many for good 'ol Joe). Occam's razor and all that.
 
For posterity's sake, I summarized the Rekieta bit from this week's MATI here in the Rackets Balldomobile thread:
For those dummies (now banned) who wanted Null to really comment on the Rekieta situation, he did on MATI this week:
That will probably get pulled at some point, so here's Rumble, jump to ~2:58:30 (2:18:00-ish right now because of Rumble's weird processing of VODs)
https://rumble.com/v2omz14-mad-at-the-internet-may-12th-2023.html

Key points:
  • Null talked to Nick on that dumbass clip show guy's stream, and then later in private.
  • Nick wouldn't call anyone specific out, publicly or privately, because he didn't "want to police anybody". Even though he said he would do it in private
    • Makes no sense to Null, as what Rackets's claiming, would break site rules
  • He also doesn't know about the site going down along with Ralph? Because that's funny.
    • People from site aren't f'ing with Ralph, but his baby's mommas (families) are.
  • Rackets has said the site isn't useful anymore and the site is full of mongoloids.
    • Null defends us! Yay grolious readel!
    • Null thinks the rackets thread is full of long-timers, calling specifically Stenographer and Himedall All-seeing Waifu. (Can't tag, editing, or TOR. Oh well.)
    • Null thinks a lot of thread turned with the bottle in ass, Null told Rekieta this
    • Null says Rekieta is being dishonest, told him so.
    • Null calls out rekietalaw.locals.com lewds
    • Usual stuff with Null almost getting the lore right, saying Himedall's name wrong. (I assume it's a long I.)
    • Rekieta is blaming locals for not being able to block users? (Was that as a Locals level for the admin? Why not just ban them from the site? I thought it was user to user blocks...)
    • Rackets says Kiwi Farms has been interfering in his business.
    • Null supposes that the locals archiving is what is getting Nick's goat, Null has even gotten complaints from fags from locals
    • Rackets somehow thinks that the leaks should be private? Because then people would still post wrinkly tits or whatever
    • Null summarizes, that he (null) is not retarded.
    • Null will agree, it is hard to defend the Kiwi Farms.
Edit: promised summary updated.
Himedall All-seeing Waifu corrected the record a bit here:
I think that Null sees through a lot of this nonsense, but has much too little time and investment to care about the whole drama than we in this thread do.

I will add a bit of correction to the lore that Jersh shared. Maybe helpful to Jersh and people in this thread; maybe not...

I did start lurking during the Farms the middle of WW in 2019-2020 when the daily updates on the case stopped. Here was the hot spot of cutting edge news and spergery archival. The account came later when I had something to say with research behind it about Eric Vale's takeover of KamehaCon (The con that Slatosch owned and had the gay anime man). I was a Nose fan for the memes of WW and the hilarity there, plus the legal knowledge and commentary of a supposed expert at the time.

My conversion to anti-fan moment was just about the time of the arse bottle posting when Nick screamed at his 'incel prude' fans that wanted and projected trad values on to an e-daddy to 'fuck off'. I just took his advice...

The account name was not for the logging activity specifically (more a nod to KF archiving than anything), but I cannot deny my info-wonk proclivities have been a life-long trait.

It is actually a long 'e' or 'i' sound depending on which branch derivation of the two confluences that inspired the name you follow.

For the first meaning, I played with the Japanese pronunciation of the word for 'princess' (Hee-May) with the English pronunciation of 'doll' to add a flair of femininity. (How dare you misgender me! LOL).

The second meaning flows from the transposition of letters in the Norse god's name 'Heimdall' and the somewhat well-known lore there thanks to Marvel.

Pretty sure the rest of the name is a self explanatory admixture.

The profile picture I use is in itself an old Japanese pun in the name of the yokai Dodomeki which is derived from an idiom for 'stealing'.

I like puns and multiple layers of meaning. It serves as a Shibboleth that tells me where people are taking their inspiration and amuses me. The Japanese inspiration is the much less common one that people recognise first, so if you understood that pun before the Norse one, you are a special little biscuit!


Fun titbit, I actually messaged Null before I started the logging to ask if I should post them in this thread or somewhere else. I did not want to spam. Null told me that I could use tables to post the logs and spoiler it. I do not think that he realised how large these were, but that inspired me to do the highlighting that I do.

To be clear, Null had 0 input on my decisions to post logs or how I do it. Null does not have the time or emotional investment to read or keep up with this thread (see the corrections to lore above)


While I am flattered by the shout-outs, I know well enough not to chase clout (but to accept free head pats when given freely.)
It was the peer-to-peer block that did not work until recently (and only works now on PC. The app roll-out it still in process). People were whinging in the chat that Cynthia was ringing their experience and Nick had not worked up the motivation to ban her for months.

Was this weakness on his part to not want to crack freeze peach ideals, or something else? Who knows...

I agree with Null that Nick thinks I am the culprit for his chat's decline, but I disagree that I am the primary cause. I have explained this ad nauseum, so I will not repeat myself, but I am encouraged that someone else agrees with my theories.

I LOL'd that the LOCALS people Karen'd to him. I would bet that Sally, Art, Xino, and Egalitarian were in that batch...
Thank you, Null.
 
Josh watching moe shit and watching MSNBC explains way too much.

People who keep telling Null that he should just pick a side and go full right-wing grifter and associate with people like Nick Fuentes and Andrew Anglin and Milo just so the forum can have "friends" and "allies" are fucking retarded. I really pity Americans because you have this country where you basically have to pick a team to survive and BOTH SIDES SUCK. Either you join the tranny libtards who hate women and want to groom kids or you join the rightwing tardgrifters who hate women and want to groom kids. There is no team for good boys like Null who respect women and want to protect kids.

The whole point of Kiwifarms is that you can say whatever you want, you can dox both catboys and troons, you can shit on Trump and Biden, you can be a gay furry commie or a nazi tranime avatar. If Null had to pick a team he would also have to censor the site and start banning speech that would be offensive to his allies. Then what even would be the point anymore? May as well shut it all down.

Just shows that Nick is retarded and people like him can not imagine actually having moral values and not just pretending to have them as part of a grift.

Also the paypigs giving hundreds of dollars to sit on Josh's face are starting to become really weird and uncomfortable. I am glad that Null has so many fans that send him money so he can pay exorbitant pizza bills, but some of these ladies really go a bit too far with their parasocial obsession, even tho they try to play it off as "just a joke" *cough* @Large Marge *cough*. It clearly makes Null uncomfortable so maybe stop sexually harassing the poor boy. You are really putting him in a weird place where he has to be nice to you because he doesn't want to be mean to his fans, especially the paypigs so he can't tell you to fuck off and stop being weird and creepy.

It's an issue where none of these people really make me want to side with them. Beyond how scummy and degenerate they are, they really have no principles. The current "Alt-Right" (which is basically Fuentes trying to sucker fish onto Trump's Populist Right) is full of trash like Ralph and young men who want to be masculine, but lack the father figures so they just come across as massive faggots. The Progressive Left who basically have actual power, but are incredibly petty and more disgusting with how they actively despise the foundations of the country.

None of them really align with any of my beliefs and they just want their ego stroked. None of the leaders really want to lead people and have a set of beliefs (I kinda believe it's to ensure that no political movements come out that challenge the current paradigm, I kinda think Trump kinda cracked the current one). They're political sucker fish eating the scraps that fall out of the mouths of the disgusting political leviathans.

I think they just want Kiwi Farms to be partisan and cover for them like some counter Partisan Farms won't be created.
 
No fucking way look who's back I took the sticky note off I thought she was gone but she came back to lay another egg the old unhatched egg is still in the nest possibly a new bird because it got spooked by me
 

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They suffer with the "the enemy of my enemy is my friend" mentality when that's just not how it works with extremist groups at all.
It is a political maxim often taken to an unreasonable extreme. Yet another symptom of the demise of Real Politik in an age of Liberal Idealistic Hegemony. I like to couple it to: 'Strange times make interesting bedfellows', but you want to get that hairy beast out of your bed ASAP.

Put simply, for short-term gains, yes, it is advantageous to have another state push the teeth of a common enemy in, but you cannot count on the continued benefit of their alliance. This is a massively reduced example, but just look at Soviet Russia post WWII. Strange bedfellows get to squabbling over how much of the bedsheet is theirs after enough time.
 
People who keep telling Null that he should just pick a side and go full right-wing grifter and associate with people like Nick Fuentes and Andrew Anglin and Milo just so the forum can have "friends" and "allies" are fucking retarded.
funny how making "friends" with people like this will always hinge on you compromising yourself to get a favor, not them. obvious faustian bargain.
 
People who keep telling Null that he should just pick a side and go full right-wing grifter and associate with people like Nick Fuentes and Andrew Anglin and Milo just so the forum can have "friends" and "allies" are fucking retarded.
Either retarded or malicious. I find the forum not having a political identity to be very appealing because I hate both sides of the political discourse and I want to freely shit on them both.
 
So where can i order some nice kiwi merch that i can wear in public ?
null has done t-shirt runs now and then, collect them all (they're not available anymore, collect none).

but when they do reappear, jump on them. he can only sell for a short time before payment processors climb up the ass of whatever poor 3pl decided to try to help

you might be able to make poor initiations of them by finding the old threads and stealing the art
 
Thanks for finally clarifying my case Null lol

They'll track you down for sure, they've already shown that they'll attempt to ruin everything anyone in this sector admits they like and sabotage any major project. Just gotta be smart, be strong, be safe. God is with us in our sneeding.
 
@Null apologies for the ping, but I was listening to the last episode and to play devil's advocate (or at least offer some interpretation) of Rekieta and what he was saying about the farms, I guess his criticism is that he feels like there's people on the farms who make up theories and speculate about things that happen and almost gaslight themselves into believing it to be true, even if it's not and no matter how many times they might deny it. For him, I guess he feels like he scrolls through his thread and it's nothing but people saying "Drexel is fucking Nick's wife, he's in an open relationship" kind of shit and he feels like people are just running with it and it's worn him out over the years. But I also think he didn't want to mention the Locals drama by name because that's at least substantiated by real evidence of people posting nudes in his chat and him on stream talking about how he doesn't give a fuck and wants to be some swinger. Mentioning that things went south when people went after Ralph was weird, but I guess I kind of get what he's talking about, in that even though there's a lot of shit Ralph will say it's nawt truuuu when it obviously is, there's times people will either out of ignorance or malice start propagating theories with little or no evidence. Like I remember genuinely believing that he refused to get a covid vax to see his mother and thinking it had to have been true, but I saw one of his rants where he went on about the farms spinning bullshit about that to where I realize that it was stupid of me to say that. But even if it's the case that people operate off conjecture and act like what they're proposing is real without any evidence, a) it's not to unique to this site (I go on /tv/ all the time and every day there' s a redlettermedia thread and people replying to it accusing them of being soyboy SJW Disney shills and that they all hate each other) and b) loudly proclaiming that you're aggravated by the farms is probably just going to result in more people fucking with you. I guess it's also worrying to observe because this has happened twice to people in the sektur - Dick and Ralph - who go from singing the forum's praises and having you on as a frequent guest, but then they start screwing up and making bad decisions and people on the forums turn on them and suddenly it goes from unconditional admiration to this kind of concern trolling "trust me I *love* KF, but there's a lot of craaazy people in my thread" to then eventually just outright hating it or not standing up for it like they used to. Idk, there's a lot of momentum against Nick atm and it's not hard to see why, but I think he's generally a bit more pragmatic and reasonable that Dick and Ralph. But I agree he should name names or at least clarify what the fuck he's talking about, and if he doesn't want to do it publicly on his channel, then just make an account on here and make a rebuttal to what people are saying.
 
Mentioning that things went south when people went after Ralph was weird, but I guess I kind of get what he's talking about, in that even though there's a lot of shit Ralph will say it's nawt truuuu when it obviously is, there's times people will either out of ignorance or malice start propagating theories with little or no evidence.
Allow me to suggest an alternate theory: when Ralph decided to make an enemy of Josh for no real reason, if memory serves, is also around the time Rackets started getting pestered about the Gunt, which would also be around when the Captain Manning drama happened. Someone bonk me if my timeline is off, lord knows Gunt lore melds together like a abused flesh colored molasses containment breach, but my point is that I think that's also the first time he got called out for anything, even if few of his fans here gave a shit and accepted his explanation regarding his lack of desire to proactively burn bridges with Ralph.
 
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