"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

I think it might be "Inside Out" by Eve 6:


This came up the section on Rani in the October 10th MATI around 1:00:30.
That's it. Thanks.
I've been here 5 years and it still astounds me that I can ask some bullshit vague question here and get a correct answer every time.
I was waiting to finish our before replying, but it's not an easy one. Check the joshcore thread tomorrow and I'll have it up.
Edit: If you want to listen to it
 
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Since we're talking songs, here's a couple that I feel Josh may eventually have a use for.
Fuck U by Archive
I can think of several use cases for this one, such a fat pedophile, a creature devoid of a dong, or certain litigants. But I trust Josh to expertly choose the target and the time of its usage, if ever.

And Rong by Royksopp

Not amazing songs by any measure, but potentially exploitable.
 
Request: don't talk about Nick Rekieta. He has become a total faggot like Dick and is just trying to get attention. Talk about something else or do a shorter show or... play video games I don't know.

Nick is 100% doing the attention farming thing. His drama is derived from the artificial Dick drama and it is all willful. The actual issues matter less than the drama clicks.
 
Request: don't talk about Nick Rekieta. He has become a total faggot like Dick and is just trying to get attention. Talk about something else or do a shorter show or... play video games I don't know.

Nick is 100% doing the attention farming thing. His drama is derived from the artificial Dick drama and it is all willful. The actual issues matter less than the drama clicks.
And Dick is just playing MATI clips because he wants to get replayed on MATI. I liked how Null just said they’re trying to get his attention a couple episodes ago and he didn’t replay their obnoxious commentary.
 
Request: don't talk about Nick Rekieta. He has become a total faggot like Dick and is just trying to get attention. Talk about something else or do a shorter show or... play video games I don't know.

Nick is 100% doing the attention farming thing. His drama is derived from the artificial Dick drama and it is all willful. The actual issues matter less than the drama clicks.
Yeah, he’s throwing everything at the wall now.
Josh does have a thread and it’s hilarious, he’s addressed the neko shota stuff a hundred times and I’ll be real, he just seemed like at most an edgy kid lashing out and trying to offend people.
 
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Yeah, he’s throwing everything at the wall now.
Josh does have a thread and it’s hilarious, and he’s addressed the neko shota stuff a hundred times and I’ll be real, he just seemed like at most an edgy kid lashing out and trying to offend people.
Clip starts: Starts with Whisky Glass in hand, holds glass while almost taking a sip multiple times for 1 minute, 12 seconds
1:12 - Sips, puts down glass
1:40 - Picks up glass, holds glass while almost taking a sip multiple times for 2 minutes, 18 seconds
3:58 - Sips, puts down glass
4:25 - Picks up glass, holds glass while continuing to mald for 2 minutes, 16 seconds
6:41 - Drinks rest of Glass, follows the exact same pattern of "I like Jersh, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut" for the rest of the clip.

Clip was 8 minutes 54 seconds so he was holding his whisky glass for 65% of the clip. It is fascinating to watch how much he's worked the whisky glass into his mannerisms.

- Nick: "YOU'RE [Josh] THE BIGGEST BOVINE OF THEM ALL FOR THEM, YOU'RE THE FUNNIEST SHOW THEY SEE!"

Lmao. Nick's audience is shrinking and it bothers him that Null's audience is growing. Someone needs to compare Rumble numbers between the two.
 
Yeah, he’s throwing everything at the wall now.
"He's TERRIFIED of his own forum."

I'm pretty sure Josh has said many times that if he didn't enjoy using his own forum, he wouldn't be running it. Nick is so felted—insisting he doesn't care while making monologue after monologue about how bad Josh is. The bit about the forum thinking Josh is a lolcow is just straight up cope and projection. You could easily summarize this clip as Nick adopting a Patrick Tomlinson mindset—"No, Josh, I'm not a lolcow. You have been instructed, many times now, to stop spreading lies. You are being manipulated, as I have said many many times before, by felonious liars with ulterior motives. You are the lolcow, drama child."
 

"But my community loves me! Oh Josh they don't."

-Nick Rekeita

Dear Joshua,

I know it's clear that everyone on the forum hates you, but don't fret. I still love you. I know we have never met, had a conversation, or even been within 1000 miles of each other geographically - but I've always felt a brotherly kinship with you, and that is not a bond easily broken. Even when you say that you don't care about HDMI modded toploaders with 4K FPGA upscaling, I still love you. Even when you say poodles suck and look like pube dogs, I still love you. So don't fret, because even though shadow of hatred threatens to consume you, it will not. My brotherly love for you will always vanquish the hate, like the darkest night is vanquished by the first light of dawn.

Sincerely,
The President of Nintendo
 
DailyWire has called a Jihad against Disney.
TheDailyWire is making their version of Snow White.
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The "actress" they hired, Brett Cooper
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"But my community loves me! Oh Josh they don't."

-Nick Rekeita

Dear Joshua,

I know it's clear that everyone on the forum hates you, but don't fret. I still love you. I know we have never met, had a conversation, or even been within 1000 miles of each other geographically - but I've always felt a brotherly kinship with you, and that is not a bond easily broken. Even when you say that you don't care about HDMI modded toploaders with 4K FPGA upscaling, I still love you. Even when you say poodles suck and look like pube dogs, I still love you. So don't fret, because even though shadow of hatred threatens to consume you, it will not. My brotherly love for you will always vanquish the hate, like the darkest night is vanquished by the first light of dawn.

Sincerely,
The President of Nintendo
I love Josh, and I love your dead gay superchats.
 
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"He's TERRIFIED of his own forum."

I'm pretty sure Josh has said many times that if he didn't enjoy using his own forum, he wouldn't be running it. Nick is so felted—insisting he doesn't care while making monologue after monologue about how bad Josh is. The bit about the forum thinking Josh is a lolcow is just straight up cope and projection. You could easily summarize this clip as Nick adopting a Patrick Tomlinson mindset—"No, Josh, I'm not a lolcow. You have been instructed, many times now, to stop spreading lies. You are being manipulated, as I have said many many times before, by felonious liars with ulterior motives. You are the lolcow, drama child."

This fucking guy. I used to be a huge Rekieta fan to the point of recommending him to normal people as someone who was worth watching. I'm now fucking embarrassed that I did because he's become such a scuzzball over the last year or two.

Also, in honor of Halloween, the Lich Queen graced us with some new spooky pictures


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Yeah, he’s throwing everything at the wall now.
Josh does have a thread and it’s hilarious, and he’s addressed the neko shota stuff a hundred times and I’ll be real, he just seemed like at most an edgy kid lashing out and trying to offend people.
Josh also wasn't pushing 50 with five kids and a reputation as a devout father and husband in a crazy, degenerate world.
 
What numbers do Nick get on his streams?
After a quick glance: Lowest I saw on Nick was 58K, highest was 273K. 2 months back numbers look similar. His numbers are a bit erratic day to day, but over the past several months haven't changed in mass.

Null is consistently between 29K and 35K recently and if I scroll 2 months back it only shows around 16K which denotes a decent amount of growth. I'd actually put this down to switching to streaming more regularly so he's more visible and is actively attracting audience on Rumble.

There's been some speculation about Rumble doing shady things with numbers, but the arguments have been that it's based on counting impressions as views which I believe would apply equally to Josh and Nick. I'd say longer streams would equal excessively higher view counts which is a point in favor of Nick's views being inflated because of his 7 hour cope streams, but that doesn't tell me anything about trajectory.
 
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