"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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@Null how're you getting this WiFi (capital W) exactly?
I've seen videos of these red niggas putting some crazy shit together and getting like 10KM range or something, for bouncing free internet to your house if you're not within normal range. You'd be especially lucky if there were a school, library, dealership, or government building that you could use. An Apple or service provider store would be the most ethical probably.
Not sure if you're doing this or not, but I may have to try it since I'm a poor fuck. Imaginary super chats aren't cheap yk....

 
@Null I know you are struggling right now in Enoch, and that is because
the last three short chapters have been setting up how the angels in heaven view earth in accordance with God's design, but in the next chapter, 6, it is going to contrast that to how the Watchers and those who are wicked like them view/interact with the world. It is going to make sense when you listen to it all together in the audiobook, or if you were to read it and see it written on the same page.
And Chapter 7 is when the main narrative starts off.
 
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I think my brain glitched out and I combined the story of Matthew Prince and Yaniv in my head while listening, and was amused how Matthew ended up living near Yaniv as some kind of karmic hell.
 
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I like how Josh just periodically adds extra kids to Rekieta's family as he sees fit. One day he's got 4 kids, the next he's got 7, maybe by next week we'll be up to 12 who knows. (The actual number is 5)

With regards to the food stuff, the extra messed up bit there is that Nick used to be the primary food prep person around the house because he was a better chef than his wife. This was fine back when he wasn't this constantly hammered, I think he even had a few cooking videos here and there and the kids were eating good home cooked stuff, but now it means that in addition to Nick being too far gone to even microwave canned pasta, Kayla probably wouldn't easily step in to supplant that role even without whatever's going on with her. Under normal circumstances she should be able to get over whatever teething problems there may be with cooking (And do something about Nick's spiral, if possible) but as it stands things are looking rather bleak for the home life of those kids.

Also damn I hadn't listened to him directly in ages and he really does sound so much like he's trying to do some stand up comic stuff in that video clip. Especially the bit where he's ranting about hotels or whatever.
 
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Clearly a pair of dogs that are equivalent with baby eating shitbulls. Look at those faces, if that isn't the look of a murder dog, I don't know what is.
 
For the news segment: Matthew Prince has been an especially litigious prick lately, which includes suing his neighbors for having scary dogs:
Bernese mountain puppies are one of the most affectionate and curious type of doggos. Matthew Princess hating them just goes to show you how much of a worthless stain he is on society.
Honestly fuck this faggot, I hope he loses. Don't like the neighbourhood? Move out. No one is forcing a billionaire like him to stay there.
 
Hey josh, I just want you to know you are a fucking nigger
I liked gardenGnostic because they are a cool person. Their taste in music blows mine away and they always post interesting shit.

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didn't help anything. It just made shit kinda uncomfortable. I like Gnostic regardless of their gender. They were just the cool music person who was better than me. You made it all weird.
Fuck you incel. I didn't need to know she was a she, I was just happy talking about music with my friend who was a them,

You fucking nigger, you god damned double jew, you ruining that comfy gender neutral vibe. I hope you catch AIDS and are so butthurt over your immune system being compromised you talk about it on stream while playing this song. Nigger
PS Harvey Danger will smash an infinite amount of box compare to you or I
 
Qrd on i2p and hashes?
I2P is an alternative networking protocol, kind of like Tor, with focus on decentralization and anonymity. But unlike Tor, I2P allows for BitTorrent file sharing, with the catch being that you need a BitTorrent client that supports I2P connections, and torrents for I2P can only be accessed within the I2P network.

The hash is just a regular BitTorrent info hash. Here's a QRD on how torrents work.

In BitTorrent, the files are hosted on the user's computer. The way you share those files is by announcing them to the BitTorrent network, so that other people can connect to you and download the files.

You have to announce your torrent to some form of distribution point if you want for others to find it, there's no way around that. That's what trackers are for, such as OpenTrackr, though those are susceptible to being taken down, such as the RarBG tracker.

There's also DHT, or distributed hash table, which is a more resilient form of announcing torrents via decentralized nodes. This minimizes the chances of something like Napster repeating.

Now that you've announced your torrent, other clients need some form of identification to know what to look for on the tracker. That's what info hashes are for. That string of random characters is what tells the client what to look for and where.

When everything's all and good, you'll have a peer that'll connect to your client and begin downloading the files. The magic of BitTorrent is that the files are downloaded in random segments, and when more peers connect to a torrent, a web of distribution is created.
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This means that the more people join in, the faster the downloading process gets, as every peer simultaneously uploads what they've downloaded at any point with every other peer. And it's because of this segmented nature torrents are faster the more people are seeding, because you're simultaneously downloading multiple parts of the files from multiple peers.

It also means that you can pause the resume the downloading process at any time, something that was very important in the early days of the Internet when the connections were slow and you'd have to keep your PC on overnight to download something larger, and if the download failed you'd lose all progress. BitTorrent is a very beautiful and clever file sharing protocol and this is a rather simplified summary of it.

With all this knowledge dump out of the way, here's a practical example of how you can use just an info hash to download something.

Copy this string: a2ca83e177df5cb1966dfc1d262bc751e4987405

Open your BitTorrent client and paste it in as an added link. The client will understand you're giving it an info hash, and it will begin looking it up on the DHT. It should figure out that it's rarbg_db.zip.

Once you start downloading it, if you go to the peers section, you'll see that you've now began downloading this file from multiple peers from all over the world, peers that you've found thanks to the client looking up the info hash on DHT.

Now you might ask yourself, what the hell did I just download?

Well, in this archive you'll find a file by the name of "rarbg_db.sqlite". As the name implies, it's an SQLite database. If you open it with SQLite Browser, you'll find countless of scraped torrents from the now-defunct RarBG. Try looking up a movie you'd like to watch, copy the "hash" value of the result and paste it into your BitTorrent client. Chances are it'll find peers over the DHT network and you'll start downloading it. If not, you can always add some extra tracker links to find more peers.

Now you know how BitTorrent works, have fun. And remember, none of what I shared here is illegal, it's just information. What you're gonna ultiamtely do with that information is up to you. ;]
 
For the news segment: Matthew Prince has been an especially litigious prick lately, which includes suing his neighbors for having scary dogs:

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A picture of the terrifying pups:

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Artist's rendition of what the dramatic confrontation probably looked like:

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*Side Note - in finding the pictures for the above terrible MS Paint, I discovered that google has officially Bent The Knee:

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Try it yourself - link
In fairness, BMDs are notorious for being very anti-social and aggressive to people who they aren't extremely close with. They are very "good" guard dogs and having two large, aggressive dogs hanging around your house doesn't sound pleasant. Didn't read the article but if that part's true and it were me I would have shot them by now.
 
In fairness, BMDs are notorious for being very anti-social and aggressive to people who they aren't extremely close with. They are very "good" guard dogs and having two large, aggressive dogs hanging around your house doesn't sound pleasant. Didn't read the article but if that part's true and it were me I would have shot them by now.
I had a neighbor once who had one and he was definitely a good guard dog who would patrol the area and go "BOOF!" at you if he saw you walking towards his house, but he was not at all aggressive or seemed dangerous in any way, when his owner was with him he even let me pet him. Ofc I guess maybe he was just trained better idk.
 
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