"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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About an hour in, Jewsh wonders if its fair that people can just convert to Christianity at the last second and still claim salvation. Bible addresses this very dilemma:
The key is that if you spend your entire life centered around self, it will be very hard to deny yourself at the last moment and embrace the other: God.

And then it's pretty clear for the works stuff that if you claim you have denied self and embraced Jesus, but still whore around like a fucking coomer, you're probably just full of shit and everyone should laugh at you. Fruit of the Fig tree (GOD HATES FIGS):

Then he told this parable: "A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener, 'See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none. Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?" He replied, 'Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig around it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it down.'"
 
Bossman's "I going to fuck a dude" colloquialism reminded me of this STREAMER REKT'D ventrillo prank video.

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Man I miss Video Compiler.
He's the guy that invented or popularized WTF Boom. Even that's a ancient Internet relic at this point...I miss the time I would be impressed by a level 18 +4 Strength +4 Stam leather belt.
I miss back when the world wasn't so fucked or at least when it wasn't so obvious that this whole thing was gonna collapse upon itself.
 
No, that's stupid. I will figure out a way.

I know people complained way back when that the animated background was making files larger but I really want the setup to be more pro when I'm finally setup. I'll think about how I want to do it.
I trust you understand plenty about video encoding given that one post with the magic ffmpeg command.
I will do some experiments and get back to you on it.
 
I might be retarded but why does Josh think that AI will make ICBMs ineffective? Will it just make the defense rockets more accurate? Will the AI help keep costs low? Faster responses time? All of the above? I feel like all of these are issues that will take more than throwing AI at them to solve. (Not factoring in things like decoys and new hypersonic missiles) I would be interested if anyone has some good info on this.
 
As ever, excellent rants. However, I'm sorry, because they are always sourced from legitimate anger. I do hope Josh has some mindfulness exercises or off-the-cuff stress reducing technique he does; as gay as it sounds, having a stress-induced heart attack isn't fun.
 
I might be retarded but why does Josh think that AI will make ICBMs ineffective? Will it just make the defense rockets more accurate? Will the AI help keep costs low? Faster responses time? All of the above? I feel like all of these are issues that will take more than throwing AI at them to solve. (Not factoring in things like decoys and new hypersonic missiles) I would be interested if anyone has some good info on this.
I assume it's that AI will somehow allow Regan's "star wars" to work, so ICBMs can be intercepted. As far as I understand it, we have all the technology to do it, it's just asininely expensive, and any country starting it would be immediately looked upon as incredibly suspicious.

I think all AI is going to do is make spam and advertising worse, devalue shitty artists and poets, and cause another investment bubble. Shit is wack.
 
I can’t believe Josh’s therapist saved the Kiwi Farms AUGH YEAH
On that topic.

I think therapy can be useful for some cases. Though, outside of when people have actual mental disorders it really isn't necessary.

A lot of people think therapy is what they need to improve their life, become happier, reach contentment, get over anxiety. When really they are wasting money.

Self improvement, and self reflection are Definitely good things. That I would encourage most people to strive for, but I think in most cases therapists, psychologist, and psychiatrists are the wrong way to go.

Mostly because the way to be content in life is just so much easier than people want to believe. Anxious? Simply don't think about the thing you are worried about. Depressed? Force yourself to be more active, find things in your life that you are grateful for, make a list and think about those if you have to.

It's really as simple as perspective. People that think they are helpless over their mental health (I mean people that don't have actual chemical imbalances and severe mental disorders) will be helpless if they won't accept any agency in how they think and feel.

I know from experience. I used to have depression issues, anxiety issues. And I didn't think anyone's advice would apply to me because I'm so special and unique, nothing would work for me except popping benzos or whatever. But no. I was wrong. I just didn't want to accept the truth.

Oh yeah. One point I wanted to make. Is people don't want to accept how powerful our mind is, in our perception of the world. If you think your life is shit, you are terrible, nothing is worth putting effort into. Well that's how the world will look to you. If you think that you have a purpose in this world, that you can accomplish your goals, and everything is OK. That is what you will see in the world. It's a matter of how you want to view things. And it's a lot easier to change than people want to accept.

Edit: to be clear this isn't a reply to what you said, just on the topic. And what I thought about during the stream

Edit 2: I can't reply to this but editing is better anyway probably. I made something to illustrate my point.
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@Null please reconsider an animated background. It would probably double the size of your videos when encoded, which would make it more difficult to archive them.
If it's a slow moving background like the Sun just slowly sinks into the sea and he ends the podcast when it's dark, it wouldn't add significant file size. :)
 
Have I had a stroke or was Bossman listening to Blind Man's Penis? (originally titled Stevie Wonder's Penis but changed for obvious legal reasons)

 
I might be retarded but why does Josh think that AI will make ICBMs ineffective? Will it just make the defense rockets more accurate? Will the AI help keep costs low? Faster responses time? All of the above? I feel like all of these are issues that will take more than throwing AI at them to solve. (Not factoring in things like decoys and new hypersonic missiles) I would be interested if anyone has some good info on this.
In short currently the idea is that AI targeting will be a massive leap in missile defense.
but AI, like any technology has an element of mysticism and the stakes are far, far to high to bet on some "this AI controlled s600(or whatever the American antimissile wonderwaffe is) should defeat ICBMs", but it's a cat and mouse game where overwhelming volume can defeat sophisticated defense ala the iron dome. All current defenses of American fleets against are theoretically defeated by chinese hypersonic missiles in the event of a Taiwan invasion, and any theoretical event where Chinese uniformed forces are attacking American uniformed forces nothing is off the table.
 
@glue eater
That’s the series about salvation in general that’s told about during Lent. The others are wedding and oil lamps, Vineyard Workers who murder the owners son to inherit the vineyard, and one other I am forgetting,

Also, Rekieta did an another stream where he leaves for 20 minutes to likely snort cocaine or some other drug check on his wife and pee. His daughter shows up and goes on a tangent that I have no clue what the fuck he’s talking about beyond wanting his parents to take custody of his kids.

Pee break, he looks awful.

Deranged segment after his kid interrupted the stream.
@Null this is… I don’t know. It’s out there man.
 
Glad to see that seminary is paying off
I have been praying for Josh to win his legal battles and repent every night. It has been working.
"He said to them, “Because of your little faith. For truly, I say to you, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you.”" Matthew 17:20
 
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