"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

[reptile baht spaniard rid]

The great ass generation fought a war and came home and voted for stupid shit and raised the most entitled faghots the world has ever seen.

Some I’m sure are good people, but somebody was doing the faggotry.

 

[God's strongest milkman]

I think you'd be better off making your point by simply saying that the men of WW2 were lied to about what they were fighting for exactly like modern soldiers were about the wars in the middle east.

Saying shit like they're in hell watching their children suck niggerdick and then saying "I don't hate them" feels disingenuous and makes you sound like an angry spiteful mutt who can't even stay consistent.

"I wish they make a million war bonds and have a million D Days"

 

[Null]

However, I don't think you getting banned off xitter is a big deal

My anger is from the realization that the pendulum will never swing so far that I, personally, can benefit from it. It doesn't matter what I do, what I say, what I write, what I accomplish, who I inspire, who I influence, etc: I personally will never benefit. I will never profit from my work. I will never benefit from my mission. The only possible good fortune I am going to ever receive is possibly living to see a day where my idealism is spread a bit further.

Actually make money? No.
Speak freely on whatever platform? No.
Hold any position in any organization? No.
Be thanked by name by anyone who matters? No.

Even when I can demonstrate, beyond any benefit of a doubt, that certain organizations like Cogent and Path are terrible, I can't even get the supposedly free speech orgs like Rumble to take it seriously. It almost feels like they have deliberately picked the two worst ISPs to do business with so that when Schaeffer invariably chimps out and cuts them off, they can make a press release RUMBLE AT FOREFRONT OF CENSORSHIP; FIRST COMPANY DEPLATFORMED BY TIER 1 INTERNET BACKBONE COMPANY! and then the boomers rally around them and give them a billion dollars in market value to fight the good fight.

Like that's how it's going to happen. They don't want to avoid problems. They don't want to listen to weirdos who've been there and done that. They want to capture that essence and convert it to profit because they have the means and ability, whereas I never will, and never can.

Elon is very happy to let outright pedophiles on his platform so long as they don't attract enough negative attention. He's happy to make token gestures and allow Nick Fuentes on because it makes him look like a freedom fighter. He's not willing to allow me on because I am not high profile enough. I attract all the wrong negative attention without making any point. Who cares what happens to the Kiwi Farms guy? He's not even on a political team! He doesn't vote!

I am not depressed, I am angry. I am extremely angry and indignant that I am the world's omni-nigger. I am the nigger of all niggers, lower than the lowest nigger, beneath the calloused feet of the most dirty disgusting retard gorilla nigger.

And I'm not even really sure why at this point. I feel like I hold back continuously. If I said what I really wanted to say I'd be naming names in a way that would probably get arrested. I feel like I continually piss off everybody. We're not hardcore enough for actual criminal sites, we're not political enough for the far right, we're not correct enough for the left, but we're too correct for the libertarians! We're just the odd peg. A drama site that just so happened to piss off a bunch of really important gross faggots. So we (I) have no friends and never will. I honestly feel like my life would be easier if I just let some political activist group like the Groypers take over and nod along with Fuentes, or some other group of insufferable retarded faggots.

Saying shit like they're in hell watching their children suck niggerdick and then saying "I don't hate them" feels disingenuous and makes you sound like an angry spiteful mutt who can't even stay consistent.

Well, they are, and I don't. That's just what I think.

 

[Chuck Chudjak]

idk homie not really eager to show up on a guest roster next to Christopher Gesualdi the Pedophile and Finnster.

If you ever do end up on that show please make it a point to only talk about their past guests degenerate actions for the full 4 hours

 

[WelfareNiggerQueen]

ought for the same reason every denthead mutt merc does today: a paycheck

There's going to be a lot of copium over that since we're programmed to believe that they all did it out of love for country.
My great grandparents always told us they did it for the money. Great Depression was a thing and military service was the best way to bring in a stable income even if the pay is shit. Only family member that did it out of patriotism was one of the younger siblings that wanted revenge on Japan but they ended up going to Italy.

 

[Corporal Lewis]

I honestly don't even hate them, my point was that they didn't accomplish anything and every single person who died on the beaches of Normandy died for a worse America than the one they left behind. This is an objectively true statement. They should be considered the lucky ones; they didn't grow up to see spics buttfuck their granddaughters, or muslim pedophile worshippers in congress.

I hate their children, though.

There's a sort of dark humor in that we (you) refer to the WW2 generation as the "greatest generation" and their children as just "boomers". There's an implicit admission that the WW2 generation was the best it ever got, and every single generation after was worse off.

So let's correct the record: they didn't fight for me, or my freedoms (I'm less free than they were), or my prosperity (I'm poorer than they were), or anything of the sort. They fought for the same reason every denthead mutt merc does today: a paycheck. At least the ones who got drafted to die for FDR's war have an excuse.

Have you ever thought that maybe, it was not the soldier's sacrifice that made a worse America? Maybe it was the technological advancements, the smartphone, social media. That's what created the brainrot you see today, the sacrifice of these men has nothing to do with it. How could they predict what we would have now?

 

[Gorton Colu]

I personally will never benefit. I will never profit from my work. I will never benefit from my mission.

I think there is a chance you'd be posthumously recognized for your work. Especially with your non-profit plans. Cold comfort, I know

 

[God's strongest milkman]

If you want money just talk to metokur and make a merch deal with him where you put

I am not depressed, I am angry. I am extremely angry and indignant that I am the world's omni-nigger. I am the nigger of all niggers, lower than the lowest nigger, beneath the calloused feet of the most dirty disgusting retard gorilla nigger.

Onto a hat. You will make a million dollars.

 

[Alaric the Visigoth]

mulatto grandchildren suck niggerdick

Yeah like Germany winning the war would've made any kind of difference with how gay the world became, Keep on coping.

Cross-dressing Nazis: A German artist found so many photos of them he published a book

Ironically, all these cross-dressing soldiers were fighting for a regime that sent actual transvestites to concentration camps

nationalpost.com

 

[reptile baht spaniard rid]

I need another damn merch run tbh

 

[Corporal Lewis]

I'm unable to quote your post, Josh, but I will try my best to answer.

You are benefiting from your own community. You get donations in bitcoin and superchat money. Maybe it's only enough to keep you going, maybe it's not enough for you to make any substantial change.

I like your streams and I like your opinions, but you have to admit you sound absolutely doomerish in this last post. You're not an omni-nigger.

Nick Fuentes was only allowed back on with the pretext of people making fun of him, because Elon knows this guy is not to be taken seriously. But Elon has never mentioned you directly? Why is that? Are you even scarier to talk about compared to Nick Fuentes? I think so, yeah. Because you run a website that contains everyone's dirty laundry. Why would Elon never mention you by name, but he mentions Nick Fuentes?

EDIT: You have more power that you think you do in swaying public opinion. Please stop acting like you're not earning any money like before the Daxipad friendship era. I would kill to have your job. Or at least, what I perceive to be your earnings.

 

[Jotch]

He's not even on a political team! He doesn't vote!

You must found the Sneed Party.

 

[reptile baht spaniard rid]

Null needs to wait ten more years, ten long years of keeping this fucking shithole running, and by then a decent number of us faggots will actually be in positions of more and significant power.

But it takes fucking time - super chants should keep him goin.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

Yeah like Germany winning the war would've made any kind of difference with how gay the world became, Keep on coping.

I believe that by D-Day there was no way for this to happen. If it wasn't US troops it would be Red Army - they already tried in 1920 but back then they were too weak. All they had to do was wait for Western Europe to bleed a little more and then go through it like a hot knife through butter.
After all, we had the Berlin Wall because by the end of the war Soviets were already occupying Eastern part of Germany.

 

[bookers]

So we (I) have no friends and never will.

People do like you though. And when you put out calls to do fundraising people answered that.
All the stuff you're saying, you have a right to be angry about.
But you're in a better position now then you were even just a few years ago.
It's not like there's going to be a pendulum swing or all of a sudden things get magically better.
But idk you keep going and pick up wins here and there and it does make a difference even if it's not immediately evident imo.

 

[God's strongest milkman]

Honestly I think it comes off as a little insulting where you talk about how everyone hates you and you get no support and no recognition from anyone who MATTERS.

You get thousands of viewers on your stream and you run a community that listens to you and get donated money purely because people want you to keep going and people go out of their way to learn shit they never would have otherwise just to support you.

Even people who play by the rules and suck the right cock don't normally get these things. To act like it doesn't meany anything and you have no support and you've got nothing and never will have anything is silly.

You've already said that if you give up when you're fucked you're fucked and if you give up when you're not you're still fucked, so the only reasonable thing to do is act like you're not fucked.

If you feel like you're spinning your wheels then try something new. Talk to someone new. Try a new format or do something you haven't before.

But don't pretend you don't have anything or anyone when you're talking to people on your website in a thread about your show who are all disappointed they didn't get to listen to you.

 

[Phoneposter]

I am not depressed, I am angry. I am extremely angry and indignant that I am the world's omni-nigger. I am the nigger of all niggers, lower than the lowest nigger, beneath the calloused feet of the most dirty disgusting retard gorilla nigger.

you are like a house nigger
having to deal with drama and schemes or whatever
but you know it upsets the field niggers when you push them around
so to speak because they pick the cotton out there and do not know what you are up to
because you talk like you are white and say master has some good ideas

 

[Corporal Lewis]

Last post before I seem like a crazy ex, I hope Josh stops with this self defeatism. You have taken a side, you went on the Kino Casino and you told them you were glad that there is someone you can still collab with. You can't collab with Rekieta, you can't collab with Ralph, for obvious reasons. But you're talking politics, in an election year...There is no one to collab with in this moment and you're making a big drama out of the fact that you, yourself, can't pick a side except your own individual one. My question is, should you? Why not just be the individual with the wacky gossip forum? Who told you you have to pick a side? Was it life? Maybe you're wrong Josh, maybe you should've been a CIA agent, helping cover up Biden's shit-his-pants moments. Maybe the money is there.

P.S I have all of your patches on my camo jacket.

 

[Null]

Honestly I think it comes off as a little insulting where you talk about how everyone hates you and you get no support and no recognition from anyone who MATTERS.

Bro, in the years I've been at this the only person to ever contact me from a datacenter or ISP was some dude in Poland and he contacted me by Twitter DM.

I've never been able to break the bubble or get people from within important organizations to make change to help us.

You know what the fuck I'm saying, don't twist it to make it about you.

 

[God's strongest milkman]

I have to clue what the fuck you're saying. You sound like you're crying into a bottle of booze and throwing shit at a wall because you got banned off social media for saying something intentionally spicy and controversial like people have for a literal decade.

I'll just wait for you to cool your jets and not be a retard screaming into a mirror with shoe polish on your face. See you next stream.