"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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the retarded faggots decided to say "Oh, yeah, I'll show you Mom & Dad society, I'll be even more retarded and an even bigger faggot!"
Yeah so now we have 75% of our population just wallowing in a massive pool of faggotry and "If I ignore it, it will go away" mentality.

I wonder how much of the faggotry would stop if Mom & Dad society actually enforced consequences and boundaries and said No for once.

Give me all those puzzle pieces but I think about this exchange from CN Justice League a lot:
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What the fuck use would that be? He couldn't use it to post Farms shit because the instant they figured out who he was he'd just be banned again.
Who is "they"? The bots or the Indians who can't read english?

Of course he could, he still has the Kiwifarmsdotnet account. The Xjosh account is just for shitposting and personal stuff.
 
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You need to xeet this at him anytime he posts on the platform he owns. If it worked for the groypers to get Fuentes unbanned, it’ll work for Josh.
Josh isn't employed by the regime to trick disaffected young white men into voting for Trump as the lesser of two evils, as Nick the spic is.
 
I think you'll find that there's more to see the more you look.
I never said the allies were any less gay, it's a national pass time for the Brits to suck nigger cock. The point is that the trajectory of history does not change, Napoleon despite loosing in the end had his ideas of an enlightened nationalistic Europe outlive him. The Soviet government despite hating America and it's culture couldn't stop thousands of it's own citizens from seeing a Metallica concert. Even if the Nazi's could have gotten everything they wanted, they would on a long enough timeline be forced by it's own people to wave the pride flag or would have collapsed from within like the Soviets in the 90s.
 
Also, suggesting that history has a trajectory is very hegalian. Do you believe that there is a destination or finality to history?
I'm a catholic so I do believe in the second coming being the end to everything. As for predeterminism I think in some ways Christ's passion is a great example of fate, Jesus from the very moment he was born was destined to die a martyr he just didn't know how. Jesus instead of giving into sorrow or abandoning his duty righteously marched to his death whilst healing the sick and the blind only to be thanked by being spit on and slapped. I feel for Null that he has to deal with complete bullshit by people who don't deserve their positions of power but at the end of the day I doubt the outcome of a war that was almost 100 years ago would put Null in a better position.
 
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Are you saying that the future is predetermined?

Also, suggesting that history has a trajectory is very hegalian. Do you believe that there is a destination or finality to history?
Reality is predeterministic. Its out of my control that I'm going to keep drinking my whiskey from the bottle because the future is just the result of the current placement and trajectory of all particles
 
I never said the allies were any less gay, it's a national pass time for the Brits to suck nigger cock. The point is that the trajectory of history does not change, Napoleon despite loosing in the end had his ideas of an enlightened nationalistic Europe outlive him. The Soviet government despite hating America and it's culture couldn't stop thousands of it's own citizens from seeing a Metallica concert. Even if the Nazi's could have gotten everything they wanted, they would on a long enough timeline be forced by it's own people to wave the pride flag or would have collapsed from within like the Soviets in the 90s.

Russia has enormous AIDS stats and a well-known history of rape that makes them stand out among allegedly Europoid peoples; dedovshchina*/дедовщина is a problem to the point of murder to avoid gay rape in the Russian military.
Since I can't embed *odysee for whatever reason, please enjoy some 4chan:
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My anger is from the realization that the pendulum will never swing so far that I, personally, can benefit from it. It doesn't matter what I do, what I say, what I write, what I accomplish, who I inspire, who I influence, etc: I personally will never benefit. I will never profit from my work. I will never benefit from my mission. The only possible good fortune I am going to ever receive is possibly living to see a day where my idealism is spread a bit further.

I have a honest question Josh what do you plan to do next?


If the pendulum swinging doesn’t benefit you why even come to America? You might as well to try learn the local language and get a job in the country your in now and forget about the farms.


You don’t own anything to half the people that use your site, why keep fighting a battle you know you will lose?

In my opinion you have two ultimate options.

Abandon your idealism, forget about this bullshit and try to find your own road without America. You already know the US is fucked.


Or “keep fighting the good fight” knowing ultimately the influence you have is minuscule at best.

Just do something now because your running out of time.
 
Crossposting from the Dick Masterson thread & Got something for Tuesdays Mati,

Dick show Producer and Obese Midget, Riley the retard has been arrested at one of Eric July's events! Remember that Eric filed a restraining order against Riley after the fucking retard showed up to one of his Warehouses at midnight like a pussy.
Shout out for Elissa Clips for the clipping the footage from Mint Salads recording of the arrest:

Video Link:

I made some memes:
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And heres the template! Meme away, Kiwi Bros & Sisters:
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Also @Null Keep appealing to get your Suspended Twitter account unbanned and mention in the text box that you got mass reported/flagged. I got my Twitter account unsuspended for the 2nd time after I told some retarded troon to commit Seppuku through a meme and a whole bunch of furries/troons mass reported my account. They gloated/celebrated until I came back unsuspended 4 days later.
 
I'm a catholic so I do believe in the second coming being the end to everything. As for predeterminism I think in some ways Christ's passion is a great example of fate, Jesus from the very moment he was born was destined to die a martyr he just didn't know how. Jesus instead of giving into sorrow or abandoning his duty righteously marched to his death whilst healing the sick and the blind only to be thanked by being spit on and slapped. I feel for Null that he has to deal with complete bullshit by people who don't deserve their positions of power but at the end of the day I doubt the outcome of a war that was almost 100 years ago would put Null in a better position.
I'm with you to an extent, I thought you were going for a secular view of history. The second coming is the end and the beginning. My faiths understanding is that there is work to do after.

As far destiny or fate, I dont buy it. The Savior was called to his mission that he accepted and He sublimated his will to that of the Father and carried out his mission. That is implied in the garden. It was choice. Earlier, He could have chosen to agree to the offers at the part of temptations of the devil, but He declined. Thats the beauty and example that was set for us. If there is no choice than what we do matters not at all. And Christ's atonement was for nothing. We choose to believe on His name. This topic is too interesting to get further into it here.

Reality is predeterministic. Its out of my control that I'm going to keep drinking my whiskey from the bottle because the future is just the result of the current placement and trajectory of all particles
So what was the prime cause?
 
Russia has enormous AIDS stats and a well-known history of rape that makes them stand out among allegedly Europoid peoples; dedovshchina*/дедовщина is a problem to the point of murder to avoid gay rape in the Russian military.
Since I can't embed *odysee for whatever reason, please enjoy some 4chan:
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I read a book a while ago that touched briefly, it's a biography about a Russian soldier who fought in both Chechen wars, One Soldier War by Arkady Babchenko.
Yea, the older soldiers would regularly beat the shit out of the younger soldiers, the one time Arkady stood up for himself, they tried to rape him but he pulled a shard of glass on them.

Note that the older soldiers never stopped being retard bullies even when combat started.
 
I read a book a while ago that touched briefly, it's a biography about a Russian soldier who fought in both Chechen wars, One Soldier War by Arkady Babchenko.
Yea, the older soldiers would regularly beat the shit out of the younger soldiers, the one time Arkady stood up for himself, they tried to rape him but he pulled a shard of glass on them.

Note that the older soldiers never stopped being retard bullies even when combat started.
booyah, found it -- thanks!
and if anyone wants to listen to Null talk on a podcast,
[shit it's supposed to give you spotify embedding, but I got a blocked/forbidden placeholder]
https://www.heterodorx.com/podcast/episode-107-how-the-internet-lost-its-backbone-with-joshua-moon/
https://open.spotify.com/episode/5leP21WfcJw8yvbqeBBqmu
that will have to do
 
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My anger is from the realization that the pendulum will never swing so far that I, personally, can benefit from it. It doesn't matter what I do, what I say, what I write, what I accomplish, who I inspire, who I influence, etc: I personally will never benefit. I will never profit from my work. I will never benefit from my mission. The only possible good fortune I am going to ever receive is possibly living to see a day where my idealism is spread a bit further.

Human lives are complicated Josh. I understand that many of the things that are highly desireable for you (and anyone else), are likely to be out of reach for your entire life (and so are for the large portion of other humans). People you despise often have all of the things you want, but would you really rather be them than who you are now? "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"
Actually make money? No.
Speak freely on whatever platform? No.
Hold any position in any organization? No.
Be thanked by name by anyone who matters? No.
And yet, when you started a fund raiser for the litigation fund to get 75k, how fast did you achieve the initial goal? A few days?
When you launched the 6k fundraiser for the Rekieta tape how fast did you reach the goal? 3 hours?

I understand those are not the things you mentioned, but are you sure you aren't not seeing the forest for the trees? You have already achieved something, which the majority of people never have and never will - you created something. Against all odds and hardships you created a silly internet gossip forum that exists despite of being the eyesore of the powers that be. You created a community. Sure, many of the people here are absolute schizos and might even be insane, but it's a unique and interesting place. In the modern corporate-infested nightmarish internet it has the spirit of the good old, wild and odd spirit of the Internet. That's really something unique and you should be proud of that.
I honestly feel like my life would be easier if I just let some political activist group like the Groypers take over and nod along with Fuentes, or some other group of insufferable retarded faggots.
Yeah it would be. A lot of ways to make your life much easier, really. But after doing that, would it truly be your life? Is the real you someone who will just nod along with Fuentes? It is abstract and philosophical, I get it. But based on what you tell on the streams, I'd say that doing something like this would lead to heavy regrets in the future.
We're not hardcore enough for actual criminal sites, we're not political enough for the far right, we're not correct enough for the left, but we're too correct for the libertarians! We're just the odd peg. A drama site that just so happened to piss off a bunch of really important gross faggots. So we (I) have no friends and never will.
And yet, strangely, I ( and i bet many others) would rather be part of this odd peg than of anywhere/anything else.

Idk, life sucks rather often and makes you rightfully angry/desperate. But it also has some good parts that make it worth living.
 
And yet, strangely, I ( and i bet many others) would rather be part of this odd peg than of anywhere/anything else.

Idk, life sucks rather often and makes you rightfully angry/desperate. But it also has some good parts that make it worth living.
I think all that is easy to say on the outside when you’re not the one that has to move to Eastern European countries you don’t know the language of to afford the bills, when it’s not your insignificant gossip site that’s banned from monetiization, constantly ddossed, anytime you go anywhere and do anything trannies try and ruin it. When you get debanked and banned from visa. When your registered agent drops you.

if I were null, I’d monetize kiwifarms as much as possible, maybe if he were making 100k a year or more he wouldn’t have to live secluded in Eastern Europe, he could move back to America, he could buy a house or something.
 
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