"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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josh, what's going on big guy?
you just deleted my discord shitposts
 
I was listening to MATI on the drive home and was screaming into my phone that he controlled the ferret in Starship Troopers. You can not even pronounce Belgrade. Fucking hell
 
'I have a special video prepared for the outro'. Proceeds to play footage of the Russian parliament siege.

What is the meaning of this Josh? Are gamers finally rising up?
 
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I was listening to MATI on the drive home and was screaming into my phone that he controlled the ferret in Starship Troopers. You can not even pronounce Belgrade. Fucking hell

If you want to get super autistic about it (and I do) you would call Belgrade "Beograd." It literally means "white city" in slavic-based languages. Kinda like how the second largest city (I think it is the second largest anyway) is called Novi Sad meaning "New Garden." I suspect the latter is much cheaper even to live.

Anyhow, eastern Europe is more free in many ways than most western countries. You can say, and mostly do, whatever you want thanks to the fact that the state, while it tries to be heavy-handed, is fairly inept. Eastern Europe generally is also free of "woke" culture and your opinions are respected by everyday people because they do not participate in identity politics. That is to say you can hold and express an opinion different than someone elses but they won't get shitty about it because they are not married to their opinion as an identity. They just care about how good or bad you are as a person, even if you are a capitalist or socialist or whatever you are.

IMO Null is making a good choice with Serbia. People there tend to speak English (and Russian) quite well and it is cheap af to live in.
 
I know you're dubious about whether or not the complaints from Amanda Wagar are real, but the Jace Connors chimpout that her trans girlfriend "Yuki Rose" a.k.a. Chris Chitwood had after we doxed him was real and hilarious. Here are some highlights:

Doxing
Dug up some dirt on our boy Chris Chitwood. Not quite a full dox but it's dox-adjacent at least. First, here he is on the wrestling team during his junior year of high school in 2010:
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Collage with some of his more recent Facebook pics for comparison:
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Here's his parents Keith and Wanda Chitwood bitching in a newspaper about Boomer shit while conveniently describing the exact location of their house in Clinton, MN:
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Here's the property in question. I'm fucking exceptional and can't seem to get a proper mailing address for this podunk piece of shit, at least not one I can reliably distinguish from the diner, so have some geocoordinates instead:
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Best street views of the house I could get, along with adjacent diner The Limit:
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Now here's Chris tweeting about a recent snowstorm on 01/17/2020, just a little over a month ago:
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And one of the images from his Tweet. Car is a 2005 Buick Rendezvous with Minnesota license plate # 506 NBU:
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What's really interesting, though, is the scenery around the vehicle. Look familiar? Yup, that's the same house in Clinton, MN. You can even tell which window he took the picture from:
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So not only do we have confirmation that it's definitely his parents' house, we also have confirmation that he was still living there nine years after he graduated high school wow I don't know if he just moved out to a new place with Emery this month or if she moved in with him there and gave an old address on the complaint she submitted to be sneaky. Either way it's pretty fucking sad.

Being a pathetic NEET already kills his tough guy persona, but this 2014 article about men with eating disorders really puts the final nails in his coffin. The original article is an incoherent and jarring mix of three different people's stories along with medical information about eating disorders, so I've provided a clipped version with only the sections about Chris in the spoiler below, but it's still pretty fucking bad. I don't know if everything he said in his interview was true, but the little details line up well enough to confirm that it's him:
The blinds close, blocking the afternoon sun. Chris Chitwood sits opposite the fireplace in a vacant corner of the library. His hands shake. “I just had my meal today,” he says, referring to one serving of instant ramen, potato chips and soda. “I always feel like I eat too much.” Before today, he hadn’t eaten for 72 hours.

Starvation never truly occurs for Chitwood, 22, who rarely goes three days without eating, a significant increase from the hours he spent as a child still and stoic at the family table in the small town of Clinton, Minn. “My mom always said finish your plate before you leave,” Chitwood said. He remembers the many times he was told to sit and finish his food. Some days, as punishment, he was told to finish his meal in the empty bath tub. It was a place to put me that seemed quiet and alone.

His food restriction intensified when he switched schools, leaving friends and familiarity behind for a new school and new friends. He maintained fair grades and wrestled competitively but was unable to connect with schoolmates who dealt more harm than harmony.

The target of physical and verbal bullying and teachers’ indifference, Chitwood focused his energy toward others he could help, becoming the youngest volunteer first responder in Big Stone County at 16 years old. He shared these duties with his mother, also a volunteer responder, until he graduated and joined the Marines.

When Chitwood finally told close friends, he felt he had to defend himself. People take convincing, he said. “They’re skeptical because I’m a guy; they’re not used to it.” Chitwood remembers the first time his parents took him to see a doctor. They were glad I was “trying to better myself.” They didn’t make a big deal out of it until his ribs were visible under his wresting suit.
Even then he felt pressure from the coach to make the weight class. He was at 145 pounds on his 5′ 10” frame. He concealed his condition by wearing loose fitting clothes and eating in front of people. Nice distraction he says, that makes it easier to eat. This behavior continued through high school.

Chitwood was anxious before the oral presentation because he was about to admit to high school classmates that he was suffering from an eating disorder, the topic of his report. On finishing, Chitwood found himself answering the question he considered to that point obvious: can men have an eating disorder?

Chris Chitwood sat alone in the corner of an alcove on the second floor of Comstock Student Union at MSUM. He was deciding whether or not to make a call for help. “It felt like I was looking at that number forever,” Sjobern said. An appointment was made for an initial evaluation at the Sanford Health Eating Disorder and Weight Management Center for early the next year.
<<Speditor's Note: I left that bit about Sjobern (one of the other interviewees) in because I'm not sure if the sentence after it is about him or Chris. If you think that paragraph was schizophrenic then you should see the full article, holy fuck.>>

After high school Chitwood joined the Marines to become a Special Warfare Combat-Craft Crewman. It was a job he felt uniquely suited for considering his past experience with trauma medicine. During basic training in South Carolina the psychological evaluation “set off all the flags,” he remembers.

Anxiety, depression and suicide are common dual diagnoses to men with eating disorders according to the JAMA study. Regardless, even seeking help after attempting suicide, his training continued. He was unimpressed after going for help at the base medical service.

The therapist was more interested to tell me what was wrong than to listen to what I had to say, Chitwood said. Not long after that, he was medically discharged due to a recurring shoulder injury, a discouraging moment for someone considering a military career. He relocated again to Fargo.

Chris Chitwood shifts in his seat opposite the fireplace as the automatic blinds rise. The great window frames downtown Fargo at dusk. “I was the one doing all the cooking,” he said. As a child Chitwood prepared meals for his single mother. But, when he was 7-years-old the family relocated. His mother remarried. His meals were more often stared at than stirred.

It was then he became aware he “never really felt the need to eat.” From then on he ate enough to live. He ate enough to compete in high school wresting. He ate enough to assist as a first responder. He ate enough to join the military. He eats enough to stay alive.

“I like food. I would like to eat properly,” Chitwood said. After every meal he feels full, like he’s eaten so much more than he should have. On those days he lay in bed, unable to move, unable to sleep. His eating disorder is not affecting his quality of life, he said. “If it got worse, I would see about getting help.”
If you don't have time to read all that shit, here are some choice bits:

Same name, same age, same nowhere town, same wrasslin', same dude. Oh, and of course he got bullied.

So much for his big bad military man act: his exceptional ass didn't even make it out of Basic. Jace Connors is more of a military veteran than this stolen valor LARPing sped. I'm not buying his shoulder injury excuse either. Sounds more like he got thrown out with a psychiatric discharge for being a fucking basket case. Like, he bombed the psych eval and was chimping out attempting suicide, but they just so happened to throw him out for an injury even though he was at his physical prime? Give me a break.

Found a couple more newspaper articles that mention his parents, but nothing particularly juicy in either of them. His great grandma's name is Blanche Westerwood and his stepdad is in the National Guard, big whoop. It is pretty hilarious what qualifies as "news" in his bumfuck town, though:
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Last but not least, here's a little something from his Facebook that happened to catch my eye:
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Imagine taking credit for a quote from The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. This nigger doesn't just steal valor, he's got full-blown valor kleptomania. I bet he'd take credit for somebody else's fart :story:
Big Stone County GIS to the rescue:
221 4th St W - PO Box 38

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Apparently, sometime between the 2012 and 2013 tax statements, the owner changed from Keith & Lawanda Chitwood to Lawanda Chitwood.
It appears they were divorced in 2012. Only the case summary is available online.

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Chimping
Emery claims she never sent complaints into Null/KF, confirms new doxx:

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Regardless of whether or not the emails were from her, Emery and Chris have decided to go the dumbest route possible:

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She's still on about the asexual shitlist:
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She claims she didn't know about KF, but Chris-Chit is super bothered. I'm guessing the emails were real:
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And Chris-Chit is gonna come after us with his hair amulet:
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this faggot really just has decided to be the most exceptional person

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Chris, since you're trawling the thread, spend more time worrying about your receding hairline than people on the internet gawking at you and your freak girlfriend.
We're well aware that you have weird violent fantasies, hence why you want 'us' to 'do' something so badly - the only thing anyone in this thread is going to do is continue to mock you for being a complete degenerate NEET that lives with his mom.
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Nigga what the fuck are you on about.
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A blanket? Are you sure that’s what you wanna go with?
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Another quote worthy of a random.txt
 
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kays taco caskets looked like raw pastry shells. theyre probably not but 🤮🇬🇧🤮🇬🇧🤮
 
Null has big plans now that the stream is over. Kay got him feelin' frisky.

EDIT: Wrong vid
 
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