Masking My Problems - A glimpse of the REAL Amberlynn via Eric

[Tiny Clanger]

Ugh if thats the case then ill stop following her. Al has finally met her match in passive agressiveness. If all she does is just roll over and not generate any drama by standing up to then i will be very dissapointed.

Then again the situation they are in cant last for much longer...ricky is being a good sport by revealing info on al passivly but i would really love for him to do a q and a after this ends

It must be a nightmare inside her head because she can't escape being her. She's almost enslaved, she HAS to take whatever is dealt, no matter how humiliating. We saw that with the whole Destiny/Dana thing but I don't think Becky will be such a pushover if she's had enough.

Most of us, in whatever bad situation, can change something about it or work towards change and improvement. But she can't drive, can't live alone, can't go anywhere, can't get a new job, can't just move. Even if she wasn't 500lbs, she's got no stable income, no assets, and therefore no credit rating. And not even ID or, as far as we can tell, her own bank account. She really is as dependent as any child, but without even the basics because she never attended to them.

It's depressing as hell but, in all seriousness, what can she do if she's unhappy? It would take YEARS before she'd be established on her own and it's obvious that she can't live alone from the state of her last house when Destiny fled. She can't really even look at her life in reality because improving it must seem so insurmountable....where'd'you even start? She was lucky this time round; the queens acquiesced and Becky moved her lock, stock and umpteen barrel-loads into her own life, even down to Becky's friends taking her pets. But she's really only a barnacle attached to somebody else's life, house, friends....

Add in MASSIVE paranoia because she knows, no matter how much you corral and isolate someone, they can still escape you - I think the simple fact Destiny upped and offed with someone else will have really shaken her, Destiny was supposed to be locked down. Altogether, she has no agency over any aspect of her life, all she can do is try and make this situation work. Which is fucking depressing for all of them.

Like you say, it can't last. One of Eric's vids was interesting; they're all mooching around complaining of anxiety with no very visible signs. Yet Ricky, the one who exhibits REAL anxiety, is currently the only one working. In his shoes, I'd be mighty pissed off. What happens between him and Eric is between the two of them, but Ricky didn't sign up to be the only responsible adult and it's not fair they dump it on him.

And fuck me yes, will I be up for popcorn if the queens ever spill!

 

[de_DEVIL_tails]

If we're lucky he'll find a way to film her while she's on a binge.

Thats the holy grail of al content

 

[Long time lurker]

We saw that with the whole Destiny/Dana thing but I don't think Becky will be such a pushover if she's had enough.

When they started dating I though Becky was tougher than Destiny and Crystal and wouldn't put up with Amber for long. I'm beginning to think Becky is the most emotionally frail one of all her girlfriends, though.

For some time now I've been noticing that any time Amber says "I love you" to Becky on video, Becky almost jumps out of her skin to say "I love you" back as fast as she can - like she's afraid of the consequences if she doesn't reply fast enough.

Becky, for whatever reasons, has allowed Amber to do to her things she didn't manage with her exes (like quitting her job). Amber might be happy that she has total control over her partner, but this will come back to bite her.

I don't believe that Amber makes a lot of money, and with the latest rules from YT, her income will become even more limited - she won't be able to monetize her mukbangs, for example (which do bring her a lot of views). Outside her "diet" videos, there isn't much she can create that will generate views and subscriptions.

By convincing/forcing Becky to quit her job, Amber lost the only source of reliable income she could have. They can only hang around the house waking at 3:00P.M. and doing nothing for so long. At one point one of them will have to stop pretending they're small kids and go get a job.

 

[Mad Alice]

I think it was her BS try-pop-phobia. They were showing off the marker dots on Ricky's arm and she was pissing herself about it. I think she just has BPD and needed the attention on her for having a negative reaction to something. Pity me, comfort me!

Attention seeking is NOT a symptom of BPD, that's a misconception. She doesn't display BPD tendencies, instead if she has any personality disorder it's most likely NPD
(Narcissistic Personality Disorder)