So, we have a Samus Aran who has a love/hate relationship with her former commander; love in the sense that she trusts him more than anyone else in her life, hate in the sense that his very presence threatens to drag her back to the state of complete helplessness that she's been running away from for the entirety of her life. And now, we take another step backwards:
I read this last line as "that's just how things were with him"; to Adam, any and all life was sacred once it came into being, and the act of doing anything which would violate those boundaries -
even if done with entirely good intentions - would lead to his...disapproval? Rejection?
When your heart's already been
torn open by circumstances outside your control and you allow someone in anyway, what happens when the exact same series of events
even seems to be happening again...?
Remember this is all taking place in the unconscious part of the mind as it filters through all the events in search of
anything and
everything that matches a pattern that it happens...
...to...
...recognize.
OH SHIT