Moving on and trying to improve myself

[Crackhead Morticia]

My advice is to lurk only. Don't say dumb shit, and stop overthinking this. We wont remember you in a week, think about that. Shh. I SAID SHH.

 

[Dr BigEvil]

Fucking hell not you again.

Look, I will give you one post of advice, and I'm only doing that because you're clearly just a massive autist rather than someone who is malicious.

I've literally moved on. That's it. I literally said at the start I don't care about the consoomer discussion no more. I was just asking where exactly I was going wrong, which you have. I have my opinion, you have yours.

I took the discussion and site too seriously. Lesson learnt.

 

[Pissmaster]

can anyone explain this retard's malfunction? is it attention? should I just ban and ignore him?

He's been doing this for a few months now. He's made something like a dozen different accounts for whatever reason, and his weird writing style and fixation on this topic always makes it easy to spot him from a mile away. It all started here, where he managed to hijack the Consoomer Culture thread for about a month:

Guys I need help. I'm autistic and go to a specialist college for such things.
I grew up enjoying pixar cars and buying the toys, as well as some other stuff I enjoyed as a kid.
I still have a lot of it. I don't know what to do or where to start.
I still care for my old toys and would like to keep it somewhere when I get my own place.
But after looking at this thread I'm just sad. Its clear I can't do that without becoming a lolcow.

I want to give my toys to someone who'll look after them.
I just don't know where to start, I don't know why people can't enjoy their old toys while at the same time being an adult.
If an adult was to keep his old toys but stay mature, is that really that bad?

I don't know. I know I'll be made fun of but I don't see me being a massive consoomer. I don't act like these people, I don't treat it as the only thing I do or my entire identity. I'm just stuck.

then he sent me and a few others a giant spergy PM:

Spoiler: Private message

Hi.
I just want to say sorry about whats happened over the past month.
I know I've given you guys a lot of grief in the consoomer thread and elsewhere.

Essentially I came across the site at the end of 2020 and had a bad view of it for most of 2021. But I decided to come back because the site made very good points on those on the alt right and of Paul Joseph Watson.

I wanted to actually see what you had to say rather than before where I thought you all had a vendetta against liking stuff.
I did it in incredibly autistic ways. But again, I actually have autism.
I wanted to see what you all actually meant.
I wanted to see what was good in your book and bad in your book, what people who replaced their personality with something were.
It was hard to gauge what was consooming and what wasn't. I saw rooms that looked clean and not excessive and confined to a room or wall unit but even they weren't acceptable.

As well as this I wanted to find answers to other things that bothered me about the forums.

1. I disagree with the notion that liking Star wars/Transformers makes you a man-child.
I don't really buy into the "Not allowed to like things at X age".
So long as the people who like that stuff are functioning adults I have no issue with it.
That CS Lewis quote rings true for me. Its about keeping the child you once were but keeping it under control.

But I want to understand WHY people have that view. Why have a problem with people liking things?


2. I want to try and balance the discussion when it comes to pro gaming.
The site seems a bit anti pro gaming, the same way people here say the autistic thunderdome is a hugbox for the right wing. It is annoying to see exaggerations thrown around and such whenever pro gaming is mentioned. I don't have a problem with people who have no interest in it, I have an issue when people have a hate boner for something they don't care about. Streaming also seems to have a negative view here.
I want to try and clear up a few things given I engage in this kind of stuff a bit and maybe give people an alternative view to maybe change a few opinions. There are people here who like that stuff, but from what I've seen its few and far between.


3. I want to see peoples problem with pro gaming.
Pro gaming is a thing and won't be going. Its here and its here to stay. But I can understand some peoples problem with it. If I can understand their viewpoints, maybe I can take some of what they say and help out in improving pro gaming.


4. Because its the only place I see these takes and people with such drastic takes getting along.
Usually when I see someone say "lego is for kids" its some sad individual getting grumpy over stuff. But here, I think I can actually see what they have to say, where I normally wouldn't. I can actually talk to them about why they think that. I'm I guess what you'd call a libertarian and I just don't see the mentality of people who have a problem with enjoying whatever so long as it doesn't cause harm. But I want to see why people think the way they do, even if I disagree.

I guess its weird because on one hand you have star wars fans with people who think star wars is a space movie for children. In the consoomer thread you had that one example with the star wars room, which was clean and tidy, leaving the thread split between @Gar For Archer and @curbside on whether it was fine or not.

You have collectors like @LORD IMPERATOR and @UnsufficentBoobage who openly admit they buy toys they want with @whitepumpkin and @The Valeyard posting that reddit image of reddtors seething at someone saying LEGO/Star wars/comic books is being stuck in adolescence. I mean @whitepumpkin said it straight up, they don't think those people actually grew up. Is @whitepumpkin saying that @LORD IMPERATOR and @UnsufficentBoobage haven't grown up and if so, should they not listen to them?

5. To maybe give the site the video it deserves.
Mutahar has done videos on the dark web and places that don't have a great reputation outside of the site in question. I've seen videos on KFs and they are all negative.

I want to give this site a chance and maybe make a video on what it is and what you'll expect. Hopefully it will give people outside the site a different view of things and maybe change their minds.


I don't know if I will or not, but I think its a video that needs to be made. I guess that's why I'm asking KFs opinion of this stuff.

I don't want to make an inaccurate assessment. I don't want to paint KFs as something it isn't.

@Pissmaster I respectfully disagree with you to an extent on a number of things, but I think I can understand where you come from. I get your frustrations at fans who take it too far. I'm sorry for giving you so much grief.

I think why I went on the consoomer thread so much is because I think there were a few times where there were some collections that were a bit much, but overall not that bad. It felt like as the thread went on, the qualifications for a consoomer were less and less.

Decorating your house with your interests shouldn't be a consoomer. And I feel like sometimes, the thread felt like that.
I must stress, I get you guys. Consoomers annoy me because as I said a few days back, Disney's decline is helped by these people.
Whats the point of making good stuff if your brand sells anything. Treating brands as a religion is a problem.

The horror shows of stuff filling an entire house is disgusting. But then you have relatively "normal" clean examples where people are split. So, where is the line drawn?

And I guess I'm at the point where I don't care about the amount in a room or house. Its clear everyone has subjective views on it. The consoomer meme at its heart is the attitude, not actually liking or buying stuff. I'm just gonna live my life and own the stuff I want, and if someone has a problem with me liking owning that stuff, so be it. Not gonna please everyone.

I've talked with @NoReturn for a few days now and he's been a real help.

So, I just want to say I'm sorry. I don't expect you to understand or anything, I don't blame you.
But I just wanted to say something and thank you guys.

and then he made an account specifically to passive-aggressively call me out by name in this thread

and here he is, back once again. All of this because he cannot get an objective threshold on how many of his childhood toys it's socially acceptable to keep around, lest he crosses it and becomes a consoomer manchild.

 

[What the shit]

I wish I had a retarded a-logger that creates an account every once in a while, sort of like @Pissmaster has one.

 

[Pissmaster]

I wish I had a retarded a-logger that creates an account every once in a while, sort of like @Pissmaster has one.

It's an odd feeling, it's especially funny to have a personal a-log but also you know he'd make a lampshade out of my skin and say to it at night "I wish I had fattened you up so I could consoom more of you"

 

[Dr BigEvil]

@Pissmaster is correct. Which is why I made the apology thread in the first place.
As stated, I realised there was no objective basis for consooming and its based on personal standards and "you know it when you see it"
I held that view before I joined.

I joined because I wanted a better understanding of consoomers. That snowballed into hyperfixation and I got overly invested in the topic. The thread where I called out @Pissmaster was when I just had an operation and was tired stressed and frustrated.

Essentially I got different views and got confused on what was the truth. Then I found the transformers thread and so when the consoomer thread said one thing I saw an entire thread of another.

Taking that time off made me self reflect and realise how silly all of it was. I just made this to improve myself and move on. I've been given advice so therefore understand now where my thinking went wrong. I'm just sad that I had to bother people about this for months and I want to put it aside.

 

[What the shit]

Taking that time off made me self reflect and realise how silly all of it was. I just made this to improve myself and move on.

 

[Some JERK]

No, I just messed up. I just want advice from people.

The difference between the internet and real life is that unlike real life, when you get into an awkward position with people on the internet you can just stop talking and disappear. Do that. There's your advice. Take it.

 

[Marissa Moira]

It's an odd feeling, it's especially funny to have a personal a-log but also you know he'd make a lampshade out of my skin and say to it at night "I wish I had fattened you up so I could consoom more of you"

He's not alogging he's autistic and basically doesn't know how to act around people.

Everything he's typed from the self improvement to all the other shit is typical autistic behavior. But if you're not familiar with the mentality it works like this. Knowing how to behave and socialize around people for autistics, is like dropping your ass in a foreign country knowing full well you don't speak their language. You won't be able to properly communicate and maybe at most say a few phrases or words, much like he's struggling to communicate his feelings right now.

He doesn't know the way people function from a logical standpoint, and this is what's leading to his long decrees.

He needs to get off the internet and seek groups or organizations that will teach him how to function with autism and how to interact properly with people. That's how you get actual self improvement.

 

[Rich Evans Ayypologist]

so let me get this straight:

attention-whoring fusion of man and cockroach continually crawls back to the website in order to loudly announce that he is leaning again on his trusty autism crutch, and this time you should totally forgive and accept him into your internet "community" which he literally cannot literally can't even handle in the slightest being mocked and rejected from, and will continue to crawl back over and over and over again until he is finally "accepted" so that he can continue running from learning to form normal social interactions with people in the real world

am i missing anything

 

[Gar For Archer]

so let me get this straight:

attention-whoring fusion of man and cockroach continually crawls back to the website in order to loudly announce that he is leaning again on his trusty autism crutch, and this time you should totally forgive and accept him into your internet "community" which he literally cannot literally can't even handle in the slightest being mocked and rejected from, and will continue to crawl back over and over and over again until he is finally "accepted" so that he can continue running from learning to form normal social interactions with people in the real world

am i missing anything

No, that's pretty much the gist of it.

Also lol, this nigga thinking he's a big boy with a reputation. People like APC and Sigsev had reputations; nobody but the people you bothered in DM's knows who you are, @Dr BigEvil, and nobody fucking CARES. If you hadn't come crawling back yet again, there's a good chance your name would've never been spoken of again on this site. Hell, if you had ACTUALLY changed, you could've easily come back under a new account and blended in by not sperging the fuck out over the exact same shit people told you to shut up about last time. But you're a major incurable autist so it's kind of a foregone conclusion.

 

[BelUwUga]

I took the discussion and site too seriously. Lesson learnt.

Yet you still respond like this is a Magic 8 Ball you can just shake for a different answer. In an attempt to maybe get through, if you really want to sort this out, say this to your therapist verbatim: "I am autistically fixating on a nuanced issue and struggling with my black and white thinking. I would like to try and cope with it instead of simply abstaining." Text isn't getting to you and hopefully your not a big enough sperg to shake an actual person when you don't like the answer.

 

[Dr BigEvil]

so let me get this straight:

attention-whoring fusion of man and cockroach continually crawls back to the website in order to loudly announce that he is leaning again on his trusty autism crutch, and this time you should totally forgive and accept him into your internet "community" which he literally cannot literally can't even handle in the slightest being mocked and rejected from, and will continue to crawl back over and over and over again until he is finally "accepted" so that he can continue running from learning to form normal social interactions with people in the real world

am i missing anything

I am actually moving on this time though.

I do care what people here say because of what this site is. Its all well saying “dont come here move on” but I look at some threads and people seem to genuinely despise the lolcow and that they live a pathetic life and are a pathetic excuse of a human being. That's why it bothers me so much that I've annoyed people here because of that.

I came back to ask for help and guidance. I've been given it so I want the discussion to end and for me to discuss other things here.
I've said this over and over. Consooming is subjective. I get it now.

Personally, it applies to people who have aren't well rounded and entire personality is being a fan of IP. They don't talk about anything else.
Thats my opinion. I apologise to everyone I've bothered these past few months and I'll focus on other topics here.

 

[Marissa Moira]

I came back to ask for help and guidance.

This is like going to Papa John's and ordering a burger.

Get professional help and only then will you realize your past mistakes

 

[Rich Evans Ayypologist]

I do care what people here say because of what this site is

a bunch of retards throwing peanuts at other retards while drooling on themselves or screaming about stickers, yes

I've been given it so I want the discussion to end and for me to discuss other things here.

"people told me what to do, so i'm going to ignore all of them and continue doing the same thing over again because i think it's better"

i genuinely hope to catch the next time you make this kind of thread so i can throw some more peanuts and drool on myself a little more

 

[Sandraker]

I am actually moving on this time though.

Then you wouldn't reply.

You keep coming back to say "look guys" and nobody believes you or cares.

If you got support irl use that instead of coming back to try to prove something to faceless online avatars.

 

[Spunt]

I've literally moved on. That's it. I literally said at the start I don't care about the consoomer discussion no more. I was just asking where exactly I was going wrong, which you have. I have my opinion, you have yours.

I took the discussion and site too seriously. Lesson learnt.

The fact you replied to my post when I specifically said not to shows that you have not moved on at all.

I said you would get ONE sympathetic post from me. Now you're not listening.

Fuck you. I hope everyone here eats you alive you irritating sped.

 

[Slit]

Lmao this is incredible, nigger I get revenge rated all the time for stickers just do what I do and laugh or stop being such a faggot and log off for awhile or limit yourself to posting once a day. But you know what I take it all back pm'ing Null truly is the best move you can make keep doing that.

 

[Gar For Archer]

I've literally moved on. That's it. I literally said at the start I don't care about the consoomer discussion no more. I was just asking where exactly I was going wrong, which you have. I have my opinion, you have yours.

I took the discussion and site too seriously. Lesson learnt.

Dude, this isn't about consoomers, it's about your incurable autism.

Again, if you really wanted to move on, you could have joined under a new account and didn't make this fucking post, and just post like a normal person. Or as normal a person as you can find on the Farms. But nooooo, you still want attention and validation for being a massive autist.

Do everyone a favor and fuck off and die in Minecraft.

 

[José Mourinho]

@Dr BigEvil

Mate you PM'd me about the idea of making a thread like this and I warned you it's best not to with several reasons why this is a bad idea (one being people are already annoyed by it), and you still ended up doing it.

You dug your own grave, I'm not even gonna bother sharing the PM because I actually pity you. Suit yourself.