Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[keksz]

I've read the entire pastebin file in the hope of coming here and presenting a positive outlook on it, something like:

His poetry is shitty but I can see some talent in the rough - maybe if he worked hard on it, he could eventually leverage his writing as a way out of speedrunning and into artistic fame, which is what he wants the most. Especially considering he has so many viewers already, certainly more than most poets have readers, all willing to log in to watch him sleep... imagine what he could do if he eventually became a honest-to-god good poet

Instead I wasn't able to find a single verse of talent in there and there's almost 500 lines in that file. Honestly: I read poetry almost every day (good and bad) and I can 100% unironically say that I came here hoping to find something of value since despite his :autism: he seems to have a penchant for deep emotional stuff - but instead I only found pure egomaniac shit, shallow stuff about smoking weed, making games, fucking female programmers, chopping off or not his dick and how unfair life is that you can't just get by without putting an effort into anything. This guy will never, ever be a good poet.

I actually wanted to believe in him for a minute there but it's just shit. It's all shit

 

[Kurosen]

I got a kick out of this.

 

[keksz]

Well, you could say his mute list is as big as ever before, surpassing any size it's ever had in the past...

 

[D.Va]

any clue what tweetstorm he just deleted?

guessing it's something we'll find in a twitch vod

 

[Raging Capybara]

Bipolar cunt, every single day s'he tweets about how good s'he is feeling and one minute later writes a suicide letter.

 

[Antipathy]

Guys, calm down, he's just back to speedrunning.


He's trying to break the "normal person to flaming sperg" speed record.

 

[GK 090]

Narcissa deleted so many tweets so rapidly that it fucked up my twitter feed.

 

[BiggerTriggerNigger]

Yeah, he's a huge cow.

People like to joke that this was the point when Cosmo's mind snapped.

Good news everyone!

Don't worry, he has a plan.
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The video under good news everyone seems to be gone or not working.



This guy is gonna commit suicide. I can just tell. It's the fate of all trannies that don't get help.
Kill the trannies save the frames.

 

[cappaint]

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any clue what tweetstorm he just deleted?

guessing it's something we'll find in a twitch vod

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I caught some of it. One tweet I didn't get was about how somebody had told him that taking HRT/transitioning was his biggest fuckup.

https://archive.fo/MI0cO

 

[Abby]

 

[alex_theman]

Saltier than Reynad when his RNG analy rapes him.

 

[Buzzkill]

Yeah Narcissa's stream will grow huge.

For 2 or 3 days, because people will just check it out of pure curiosity.

Then we will be back to amazing content like:
- looking at the monitor,
- singing like a drunkard,
- sleeping,
- saying how she's some kind of superhuman and we, stupid pleb just don't understand her,

I really REALLY liked Cosmo. I really dislike Narcissa, what a fucking egomaniac. And trust me, gender has nothing to do with my feelings towards her.

I hope that the stream will fail miserably, not because I want her to have financial trouble, but because that experience would be humbling and very good for her personality I think.

 

[Shugo]

I hope that the stream will fail miserably, not because I want her to have financial trouble, but because that experience would be humbling and very good for her personality I think.

If he wasn't humbled by deleting his youtube and twitch to begin with after the first "quitting speedrunning" fiasco, nothing will humble this person. Not as long as twitter exists for trannies to tell each other what wonderful people they are.

 

[Jacob]

Yeah Narcissa's stream will grow huge.

For 2 or 3 days, because people will just check it out of pure curiosity.

Then we will be back to amazing content like:
- looking at the monitor,
- singing like a drunkard,
- sleeping,
- saying how she's some kind of superhuman and we, stupid pleb just don't understand her,

Agreed.

Narcissa's constant insistence that Breath of the Wild will allow her to rebuild her fanbase tends to feel like she's trying to convince herself that it'll be the case. Especially in that Twitch chat screenshot above.

Between her steadily worsening mental health, hand issues, and complete lack of motivation to do anything productive, I don't think there's any sort of realistic chance at all that she'll be able to stick to this.

 

[D.Va]

Narcy is incredibly optimistic about his future as a Twitch streamer as he has basically pissed away his legacy. He's lost everything about his personality as Cosmo and you can really see it in the way he acts. Why is he focused on the new Zelda when there's thousands of games he could be speedrunning right now?

Of course the Twitch admins won't ban him even though he's violated the Twitch T&Cs several times with his sleeping shenanigans because that's bad PR for them.

Honestly it all becomes clear when you learn his gf left him.

 

[Shugo]

and complete lack of motivation to do anything productive

The one big thing about speedrunning that I hear vastly misrepresented is that it's not that hard to get into, and not autistic.

Speedrunners do the same run of the same game, 6+ hours a day, almost everyday for months or years to get world records. It requires an autistic amount of pure effort and a timesink that you have to dedicate your life to in order to get anywhere near good to anyone popular, and the hugely popular ones are the only ones who make money from it.

There's no way this self-medicating trainwreck can not get distracted after 3 or 4 days of playing the same game.

 

[keksz]

Yeah, any argument that revolves around "think about how you'll feel about this 10 years from now" is a pretty shitty argument. You can't convince anyone with that, especially if they already did it.

Honestly it all becomes clear when you learn his gf left him.

Any info on his ex? I tried googling for some pictures but found nothing and I'm afraid it'd be easy to make a mistake searching blind like that so I'm hoping someone here knows her by name instead.

 

[Buzzkill]

Any info on his ex? I tried googling for some pictures but found nothing and I'm afraid it'd be easy to make a mistake searching blind like that so I'm hoping someone here knows her by name instead.

You're out of luck, she deleted her twitter like 3-4 days ago.

Basically a relatively good looking girl (not a hottie by any means) ruined by dumb SJW/weeaboo style (short pink hair/manga clothes etc). She's also very skinny, but she had some pretty serious health problems (skin cancer and shit) so it's justifiable.

You can google "Cosmowright girlfriend Adrian" and similar stuff, or "0xA101" which is her twitter/tumblr handle, I'm pretty sure you will find some pics there.

Just to give you a basic idea though:

Like I said nothing special, but WAAAAAAAAAAY out of Cosmo's league.

Edit: If you wanna see her in motion: https://www.twitch.tv/0xa101/v/3807968

Keep in mind she's much more skinny now and her style is weird as fuck.

 

[Digger]

>Think about how you will feel in 10 years

"Wow remember that tranny that killed himself on stream 9 years ago"

 

[Buzzkill]

>Think about how you will feel in 10 years

"Wow remember that tranny that killed himself on stream 9 years ago"

Whether you liked Cosmo or not, he will always be remembered as "the legendary speedrunner that got fucked in the head at some point".

He was a significant figure in the speedrunning community (perhaps the most well known speedrunner of all time? Certainly one of the first people on twitch to reach 4000 viewers on twitch on regular basis) and extremely hard working person, very dedicated to his passion (the type of person that spends 10h a day in debugger mode trying to find a specific angle and frame to trigger a glitch) and so SOOO knowledgeable.

Also a really likeable guy, I generally speaking don't enjoy streams but I did watch him to kill time from times to times, he was a very good talker.

That's why it kinda hurts me to see what has become of him - absolutely delusional moron, that says that people leave him because of transition, not noticing how utterly shit his content has become.

Illusion of grandeur completely fucked him up. I just CAN'T believe it's the same person, complete personality switch in just slightly over a year. It is insane how nothing else but your mind can fuck you over, and Cosmo is the prime example of "kids, take care of your mental well being".

And when I see his "PWEASE GIMMI MONIS" vid I just want to punch his face. Still can't believe I really REALLY liked the guy in the past.