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Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down
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Our civilisation is doomed, and we deserve it.
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I didn't know Gollum is into speedruns
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DESTROYER_OF_WORLDS
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That is absolutely terrifying...
Which I guess sums up just about everything since Cosmo decided to go by Narcissa.
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Why do you guys keep reposting that clip, it's disturbing. I don't need to watch it multiple times to have the visage stuck in my mind for the next few nights.
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So I was wondering if there would be a lolcow thread and wish I had found it sooner. I have a bit more information about the whole situation - specifically about Adrian/0xa101 and her affect on Narcissa. Some of it is just correcting and addressing what I saw was commeneted on here.
- Username 0xa101 was an error she saw when her laptop bluescreened once and used it
- Adrian isn't her real name.
- She's been suffering from extreme depression and anxiety
- She dropped out of school due to this, recently decided to go back. I imagine she's somewhere near 50k+ in debt from student loans.
- Born female and still is. Considers herself bisexual.
- Adrian worked(might still work) at Gamestop for close to 10 years? Could have something to do with Narcissa's reaction to working at Gamestop.
- Surprised Adrian herself didn't reach lolcow territory. She frequently deletes her twitter, cries about not getting attention but then cries when she gets it. Never saw the appeal of being her friend.
- She met Cosmo shortly after she got out of the hospital from her cancer surgery. She had been watching him while in the hospital and donated stating so.
- She's stated in multiple places that Cosmo had a huge dick. Cosmo also showed a magnum condom on stream when he was with Adrian I believe - it might have been a different girl though, it was a few years ago.
- Adrian cheated on Cosmo multiple times during and after SGDQ 2014. She had a few dudes visit her while she was living with Cosmo and he was gone on trips and would fuck them - one being her now boyfriend TaylortotFTW. He would frequently come over while Cosmo was there too just to hang out. No idea if Cosmo ever found out about all of this but it wouldn't surprise me if he did and ignored it. I remember posts from SGDQ 2014 on SRG of Adrian kissing other girls and Cosmo getting very upset with her.
- Adrian used to text Siglemic a lot - but Siglemic hated Adrian it seems like. He would tell Cosmo to date someone
who valued him more and wasn't such a cunt.
- Cosmo apparently proposed to Adrian but they kept it extremely quiet. No idea if this is legit or not. With how serious Cosmo was about Adrian, it wouldn't surprise me.
- Cosmo never paid for Adrian's student loans because Adrian wouldn't let him - she did want to pay and contribute normally despite both of them being mentally ill and barely working or making money.
- Why they actually broke up, I have no idea.
- Them breaking up HEAVILY influenced Cosmo's transition into Narcissa. Narcissa also had other trans-sjw friends feeding her ego - I believe twitter.com/feiqn being one of them. I don't know how close they still are.
- Narcissa has shown her buttplug on stream before. Not in but has shown the plug itself.
- The general consensus with Narcissa is if she still streamed speedruns or played games with their previous sense of humor and personality, they would still be enjoyable to watch. This personality is gross.
- Narcissa has resorted to restreaming her old VODs with no added commentary. Literally just restreaming for who knows why.
- Whether or not Adrian feels bad, no one really knows. She willingly uses people for her own gain and then talks shit about them later. People believe she only used Cosmo for his fame.
- Overall, Adrian is a pretty kind goofy person but you can easily find nicer friends. She sucks a mean dick apparently though. Narcissa is Narcissa.
I've been following the situation actively since they first started dating and Adrian became a decently well known person. This is all I can think of that hasn't been mentioned yet.
Minor edits for coreecting a few words because 3am rambling
Another edit because I just remembered:
With Cosmo's disappearance and Narcissa's appearance, I don't think Narcissa ever went to a specialist or actually talked to a doctor before doing it. I know it was mentioned but I believe she did simply go to a clinic that was one of those as long as you're informed and know the risks - we'll give you the hormones. I don't remember the name of the place now.
- Username 0xa101 was an error she saw when her laptop bluescreened once and used it
- Adrian isn't her real name.
- She's been suffering from extreme depression and anxiety
- She dropped out of school due to this, recently decided to go back. I imagine she's somewhere near 50k+ in debt from student loans.
- Born female and still is. Considers herself bisexual.
- Adrian worked(might still work) at Gamestop for close to 10 years? Could have something to do with Narcissa's reaction to working at Gamestop.
- Surprised Adrian herself didn't reach lolcow territory. She frequently deletes her twitter, cries about not getting attention but then cries when she gets it. Never saw the appeal of being her friend.
- She met Cosmo shortly after she got out of the hospital from her cancer surgery. She had been watching him while in the hospital and donated stating so.
- She's stated in multiple places that Cosmo had a huge dick. Cosmo also showed a magnum condom on stream when he was with Adrian I believe - it might have been a different girl though, it was a few years ago.
- Adrian cheated on Cosmo multiple times during and after SGDQ 2014. She had a few dudes visit her while she was living with Cosmo and he was gone on trips and would fuck them - one being her now boyfriend TaylortotFTW. He would frequently come over while Cosmo was there too just to hang out. No idea if Cosmo ever found out about all of this but it wouldn't surprise me if he did and ignored it. I remember posts from SGDQ 2014 on SRG of Adrian kissing other girls and Cosmo getting very upset with her.
- Adrian used to text Siglemic a lot - but Siglemic hated Adrian it seems like. He would tell Cosmo to date someone
who valued him more and wasn't such a cunt.
- Cosmo apparently proposed to Adrian but they kept it extremely quiet. No idea if this is legit or not. With how serious Cosmo was about Adrian, it wouldn't surprise me.
- Cosmo never paid for Adrian's student loans because Adrian wouldn't let him - she did want to pay and contribute normally despite both of them being mentally ill and barely working or making money.
- Why they actually broke up, I have no idea.
- Them breaking up HEAVILY influenced Cosmo's transition into Narcissa. Narcissa also had other trans-sjw friends feeding her ego - I believe twitter.com/feiqn being one of them. I don't know how close they still are.
- Narcissa has shown her buttplug on stream before. Not in but has shown the plug itself.
- The general consensus with Narcissa is if she still streamed speedruns or played games with their previous sense of humor and personality, they would still be enjoyable to watch. This personality is gross.
- Narcissa has resorted to restreaming her old VODs with no added commentary. Literally just restreaming for who knows why.
- Whether or not Adrian feels bad, no one really knows. She willingly uses people for her own gain and then talks shit about them later. People believe she only used Cosmo for his fame.
- Overall, Adrian is a pretty kind goofy person but you can easily find nicer friends. She sucks a mean dick apparently though. Narcissa is Narcissa.
I've been following the situation actively since they first started dating and Adrian became a decently well known person. This is all I can think of that hasn't been mentioned yet.
Minor edits for coreecting a few words because 3am rambling
Another edit because I just remembered:
With Cosmo's disappearance and Narcissa's appearance, I don't think Narcissa ever went to a specialist or actually talked to a doctor before doing it. I know it was mentioned but I believe she did simply go to a clinic that was one of those as long as you're informed and know the risks - we'll give you the hormones. I don't remember the name of the place now.
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Thanks for the information. To me, the biggest puzzle regarding Cosmo/Narcissa has always been Adrian, the breakup and the effect it had on him, and this gives a few answers to that. I had no idea she was regularly cheating on him, which makes it even more sad that Cosmo/Narcissa is so hung up on a clearly toxic relationship. This truly is a sadcow.
Captain Fish
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Thinking back, I think the breakup might have been Adrian finding a better guy. This is all speculation at this point.
The times she cheated that were confirmed by multiple people
- July 2014 at SGDQ - sucked on two different guys dicks - I'll call them B and Z. She sucked B's dick at a room party while Cosmo was in the room. Sucked Z's using her friends room while no one was in it. The whole time she was talking to both dudes 'romantically' and getting close to them. Sort of what you would do when you like somene but you're *not* dating them. B had a girlfriend. She would have fucked Z at this time but I guess he got too nervous.
- Z went and visited her in Chicago while Cosmo was gone and they fucked. Don't have an approximate time for this since I found out way after the fact.
- TaylortorFTW would frequently visit her and they would have sex. He visited her a lot and I believe they started dating almost immediately after Cosmo and her broke up.
These are simply the confirmed times, but I have no doubts that there were more simply based on her attitude. This is speculation but I think Adrian getting close to Taylor was a big reason for breaking up. That and they were in too different places in their life. I believe the break up happened right after Cosmo supposedly proposed which makes sense with everything - Cosmo wanted something long term and serious while Adrian couldn't get her shit together for school. So she started dating someone younger who now currently lives with her at her family's house.
I know a lot about her simply because of how often she was brought up on SRG/speedruns general on /vg/.
Narcissa always has the same discussions surrounding her. She believes in universal basic income and truly believes she does not need to work or do 'menial' tasks/jobs. She started up on her art again s few months ago and it looked fantastic honestly. She constantly shits on speedrunners despite the fact that they gave her a cushiony few years. She believes playing the same games over and over is childish. It's truly scary to see someone flip so completely.
Even when she was painting her nails I never thought Cosmo would become Narcissa - I just thought it was a cute quirk. When it did happen though, after all the 'trauma' I suppose I wasn't surprised. I feel like she may have been more pressured into it than we realize as well.
Thinking back, I think the breakup might have been Adrian finding a better guy. This is all speculation at this point.
The times she cheated that were confirmed by multiple people
- July 2014 at SGDQ - sucked on two different guys dicks - I'll call them B and Z. She sucked B's dick at a room party while Cosmo was in the room. Sucked Z's using her friends room while no one was in it. The whole time she was talking to both dudes 'romantically' and getting close to them. Sort of what you would do when you like somene but you're *not* dating them. B had a girlfriend. She would have fucked Z at this time but I guess he got too nervous.
- Z went and visited her in Chicago while Cosmo was gone and they fucked. Don't have an approximate time for this since I found out way after the fact.
- TaylortorFTW would frequently visit her and they would have sex. He visited her a lot and I believe they started dating almost immediately after Cosmo and her broke up.
These are simply the confirmed times, but I have no doubts that there were more simply based on her attitude. This is speculation but I think Adrian getting close to Taylor was a big reason for breaking up. That and they were in too different places in their life. I believe the break up happened right after Cosmo supposedly proposed which makes sense with everything - Cosmo wanted something long term and serious while Adrian couldn't get her shit together for school. So she started dating someone younger who now currently lives with her at her family's house.
I know a lot about her simply because of how often she was brought up on SRG/speedruns general on /vg/.
Narcissa always has the same discussions surrounding her. She believes in universal basic income and truly believes she does not need to work or do 'menial' tasks/jobs. She started up on her art again s few months ago and it looked fantastic honestly. She constantly shits on speedrunners despite the fact that they gave her a cushiony few years. She believes playing the same games over and over is childish. It's truly scary to see someone flip so completely.
Even when she was painting her nails I never thought Cosmo would become Narcissa - I just thought it was a cute quirk. When it did happen though, after all the 'trauma' I suppose I wasn't surprised. I feel like she may have been more pressured into it than we realize as well.
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I was never a regular Cosmo viewer or anything like that, but I watched from time to time, and I just thought the nails thing was a quirk too. I know a lot of straight guys who paint their nails but have zero interest in being trans or anything of the sort. They just like the nail polish, and that's that. I figured it was the same type of thing, so I've always been under the impression that there was a lot of outside pressure pushing him towards it.
We all know how the current trend of being transgender for cool points and being absolved of your terrible cis sins is hardcore pushed on social media platforms in general, and I imagine that the speedrun community is pretty deeply steeped in it as well. I don't necessarily have any facts to back it up, but it doesn't seem farfetched to me that people kept prodding him about the nails and telling him that it meant he was subconciously wishing to become trans. During hard times, it's easy to manipulate people. I don't know if this is how it went down for Cosmo, but it's always the rough impression I've gotten.
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Even a broken clock is right twice a day, eh?
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As far as Cosmo painting his nails was concerned, I don't really recall him giving any specific reason why he started. He had a statement in his info section and it just answered "Because I like it." I know there was a lot of speculation as to what made him start, and something commonly heard in his chat was "he lost a bet/race." As for what actually happened to start it, we probably won't ever really know, unless someone just straight up asks his new persona, which depending on where the minute hand is, could be met with hostility, or some autistic fit, or just a real answer.
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i doubt we'll ever get a real answer about anything relating to cosmo again. narcissa would just freak out that everyone just wants old cosmo back blah blah
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Why keep them anonymous? I've heard rumors that one of them was Bonesaw, is that right?
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I'm fascinated seeing how people react and defend Narcissmo/Wanda in other chats. Nearly every person brings up "they don't strim for realz b/c her hands are messed up". Really? That's why Narcissa does sleep streams and gets high on Robitussin prior to doing a hot stream session???
There are streamers, speedrunners and competitive fighting game players, etc that invested far more hours into their poison of choice and still play. The hands excuse is complete bullshit and doesn't justify the degenerate actions.
There are streamers, speedrunners and competitive fighting game players, etc that invested far more hours into their poison of choice and still play. The hands excuse is complete bullshit and doesn't justify the degenerate actions.