Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[SJ 485]

Only moment of genuine toothache came from the guy putting forth a qanon level conspiracy theory about anime avatars turning everyone into troons and secret level ops.

I think alpha-god or whatever his name was came on a little strong and maybe overstated his point, but he was referring to something real that was actually documented. There is/was a small group of people running a discord group based around 4chan's /r9k/ board that was earning the trust of vulnerable and confused gay guys on the board before blackmailing them to do HRT. There is most definitely a perverse AGP fetish culture within anime fandom online.
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r9k.36172/page-3#post-3232468
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/r9k.36172/page-4#post-3236424

 

[Gustav Schuchardt]

Here is a compilation of Cosmos "content" for your amusement

The way he reacts to 'perhaps some soul searching is in order' is fucking funny, though admittedly you need to be somewhat sociopathic to see the humour.

 

[John Connor]

Only moment of genuine toothache came from the guy putting forth a qanon level conspiracy theory about anime avatars turning everyone into troons and secret level ops.

That guy is fucking crazy obsessed with Narc, the stream.me chat went from having 2 mods to 8, im sure he made more than 100 accounts already, not that hard when you dont even need to confirm the email to make an account and post, but still

 

[AnOminous]

Does anyone else think Narcissa should be labeled a sadcow instead of a careercow?

She is not really a speedrunner anymore, she said she hates speedrunners and people who watch them. In my personal opinion, the label just does not fit her anymore. She doesn't really have a career anymore. That is, unless streaming herself lurking on threads and crying over what people are saying about her counts as a career.

Or just chuck his troon ass in Rat King with the rest.

 

[Five Star Man]

Does anyone else think Narcissa should be labeled a sadcow instead of a careercow?

She is not really a speedrunner anymore, she said she hates speedrunners and people who watch them. In my personal opinion, the label just does not fit her anymore. She doesn't really have a career anymore. That is, unless streaming herself lurking on threads and crying over what people are saying about her counts as a career.

I'd still call Narco/Cosmo a career cow if only for the fact that streaming and online panhandling remains their only source of income, no matter how little that may be.

 

[RJ MacReady]

Does anyone else think Narcissa should be labeled a sadcow instead of a careercow?

She is not really a speedrunner anymore, she said she hates speedrunners and people who watch them. In my personal opinion, the label just does not fit her anymore. She doesn't really have a career anymore. That is, unless streaming herself lurking on threads and crying over what people are saying about her counts as a career.

I'd still call Narco/Cosmo a career cow if only for the fact that streaming and online panhandling remains their only source of income, no matter how little that may be.

He's a careercow because his driving obsession is still regaining his former popularity and being recognized as the anime pop star he believes he is, which squares with Null's original definition of the term. How much the cow in question failed to achieve their goals isn't usually relevant.

 

[The Giver]

Man, call me autistic or whatever the fuck you want, but this shit still depresses the hell out of me. I remember some of the old shit fondly. Donating to AGDQ during Windwaker because I love Zelda and it was for a good cause, the commentary made the speedrun accessible for a relative scrub like me, that sort of thing. Hell, my buddies and I got really competitive about smash bros in college and this motherfucker taught me to wavedash via an old youtube video so I could fuck my friends up. Lots of fond memories for me.

I don't know what happened. I don't know what the cause of this downward spiral was. But god damn it, it doesn't make me laugh. It just makes me sad.

 

[Strine]

Cosmo needs to take ventriloquism classes until he can talk without opening his mouth. I'm pretty sure the terrifying darkness between those teefs is the abyss Nietzsche warned us not to look into.

 

[Fetal Alcohol Syndrome]

it doesn't make me laugh. It just makes me sad.

You can take solace in the fact that because you were a fan when Cosmo did speedruns, he now hates you because he believes you abandoned him for not giving him asspats for transitioning.

I mentioned before about how Cosmo has always had a problem with actively seeking out negative comments. Here is his rational and reasoned take on this behaviour he acknowledges is self destructive:

This whole video is after he tried to use block /r/samandtolki, /srg/and I think cyberdemon531a's subreddit /r/speedrunmemes (i think that's what it was I don't remmeber and it was removed a while ago on his browser only to intentionally bypass them because he is so desperate for the attention. That is what he is referring to bypassing with incognito mode.

 

[The Giver]

You can take solace in the fact that because you were a fan when Cosmo did speedruns, he now hates you because he believes you abandoned him for not giving him asspats for transitioning.

Honest to God, this doesn't help. It's still a god damn shame that someone who legit entertained so many folks, who was legit good at something, is reduced to this sort of shit. Yeah, making a career out of video games is pretty autistic, but being passionate about something and sharing that passion with others in an accessible and entertaining way is something very few people can do well. That's legit worth a damn, I think, and it fucking sucks that all that got thrown away in a cycle of self-destruction.

Idk, maybe I've had too much bourbon tonight.

 

[Five Star Man]

Man, call me autistic or whatever the fuck you want, but this shit still depresses the hell out of me.

It's natural to be disappointed or upset when someone you like makes a series of bad decisions and starts hurting themselves and ruining their life, for sure. But there's also a point where they become so stubbornly set upon that path that they will never admit any fault or regret, and that's when the pity dries right up.

People just let their ego get out of control and consume their entire lives. Nobody can possibly know better than me how to run my own life. Even psychiatric professionals, emergency workers, or older and more experienced people who have been through similar things. They're all haters, y'know?

 

[Aladdin_Insane]

You can take solace in the fact that because you were a fan when Cosmo did speedruns, he now hates you because he believes you abandoned him for not giving him asspats for transitioning.

I mentioned before about how Cosmo has always had a problem with actively seeking out negative comments. Here is his rational and reasoned take on this behaviour he acknowledges is self destructive

This is a classic youtuber bullshit thing and it pisses me off "I know its self destructive" is not a fucking excuse because if you know what you're doing is wrong you can (through effort and management strategies), stop fucking doing it.

Cosmo being the soy based skinwalker that he is simply says it to appease his fans that he's self aware to it and will stop.

Cept he won't, he'll just keep doing it. Because attention and somesuch.

 

[The Giver]

But there's also a point where they become so stubbornly set upon that path that they will never admit any fault or regret, and that's when the pity dries right up.

Yeah, I didn't mean to imply pity. I've been in this thread since the very beginning (page like 2 or 3 if memory serves though I've almost exclusively lurked). I know what the score is. But it still is a damn shame imo

 

[Five Star Man]

Yeah, I didn't mean to imply pity. I've been in this thread since the very beginning (page like 2 or 3 if memory serves though I've almost exclusively lurked). I know what the score is. But it still is a damn shame imo

Yeah. It's actually hard to fault Narco for never admitting any regret to trooning out, because what'd be the point? You can't undo the damage. You've ruined yourself with hormones and everything, you can no longer conceivably be fully recognised as either a man or a woman. You've become something between the two which is not fit to be recognised as either. It's just done and he has to live with it now. That's the fucked up thing about these rat kings and "egg" people. Misery loves company.

 

[AnOminous]

Yeah. It's actually hard to fault Narco for never admitting any regret to trooning out, because what'd be the point? You can't undo the damage. You've ruined yourself with hormones and everything, you can no longer conceivably be fully recognised as either a man or a woman. You've become something between the two which is not fit to be recognised as either. It's just done and he has to live with it now. That's the fucked up thing about these rat kings and "egg" people. Misery loves company.

He's the gender equivalent of Brundlefly at the end of The Fly.

 

[Alberto Balsalm]

Yeah. It's actually hard to fault Narco for never admitting any regret to trooning out, because what'd be the point? You can't undo the damage. You've ruined yourself with hormones and everything, you can no longer conceivably be fully recognised as either a man or a woman. You've become something between the two which is not fit to be recognised as either. It's just done and he has to live with it now. That's the fucked up thing about these rat kings and "egg" people. Misery loves company.

Unless I'm mistaken, you can absolutely come off female hormones, start dressing as a man, and become fully passable as your birth sex again fairly quickly if you've never gotten any surgeries. The physical part isn't the main issue, it's throwing away your entire social identity again and losing the support of most people in the trans community. Narcissa is such a broken-ass human being that he wouldn't have anything left if he went back to being Cosmo.

 

[Troutsmacked]

This all pretty much makes the case for me that transgenderism is the byproduct of a broken mind. He had too much shit he didn't like happen to him in rapid succession and his brain wasn't strong enough to withstand it.

 

[Xouqpii]

F L O W S T A T E

 

[CrunkLord420]

You can take solace in the fact that because you were a fan when Cosmo did speedruns, he now hates you because he believes you abandoned him for not giving him asspats for transitioning.

I mentioned before about how Cosmo has always had a problem with actively seeking out negative comments. Here is his rational and reasoned take on this behaviour he acknowledges is self destructive:

This whole video is after he tried to use block /r/samandtolki, /srg/and I think cyberdemon531a's subreddit /r/speedrunmemes (i think that's what it was I don't remmeber and it was removed a while ago on his browser only to intentionally bypass them because he is so desperate for the attention. That is what he is referring to bypassing with incognito mode.

I remember when Narcissa could still string together cohesive thoughts into verbal sentences, good times.

 

[Zilortha]

Unless I'm mistaken, you can absolutely come off female hormones, start dressing as a man, and become fully passable as your birth sex again fairly quickly if you've never gotten any surgeries. The physical part isn't the main issue, it's throwing away your entire social identity again and losing the support of most people in the trans community. Narcissa is such a broken-ass human being that he wouldn't have anything left if he went back to being Cosmo.

Now? No. I don't see it happening, simply because he burned all of his bridges in a hormonal hysteria.