Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 826 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

  • Total voters
    4,107
Narcissa feels unsafe, we'll never see her at a gaming event again. Also, she thinks she has sexy legs.
Awww. I literally made him feel unsafe cause I pointed out John Numbers will forever be better than him at anything and everything. Cuckcuckcuckcuck.
 
Narcissa feels unsafe, we'll never see her at a gaming event again. Also, she thinks she has sexy legs.
A "safe place", hidden from the public, which is secure, "special" and provides health care?

What Cosmo is describing is a mental institution which is also where everyone else thinks he should be too.
 
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Imagine if we lived in gay weeb space totalitarian communism and at puberty you were assigned a waifu for life, you get assigned narci and are forced to sleep with the most terrifying body pillow ever conceived every night until you die.

On a scale of Critters 4 to Event Horizon how gory would your public suicide be?
 
Cosmo if you want a safe space all you have to do is not go on social media. You're already living alone, completely devoid of human contact. If you get some stuffed animals you can pretend that they like looking at your "sexy" legs.
Noticeably absent is the incessant need for attention, which as mentioned previously is why she crawls back to "hurtful" places like here and SamandTolki.
 
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Cosmo if you want a safe space all you have to do is not go on social media. You're already living alone, completely devoid of human contact. If you get some stuffed animals you can pretend that they like looking at your "sexy" legs.
Can you imagine that being your life?
Always alone in a tiny dark room, fucking mainlining soy, glued to the computer and addicted to reading shit that upsets you.
Whining about "security" and needing a "safe space" (despite the fact that you have absolutely no actual human contact), all because you have absolutely no self esteem, and because people are allowed to express their honest opinions online and you don't have enough willpower to simply ignore it.

I'd say that it's unbelievably depressing, but in reality it's unbelievably pathetic. The real depressing part is that Cosmo isn't the only person who acts like this.
 
Can you imagine that being your life?
Always alone in a tiny dark room, fucking mainlining soy, glued to the computer and addicted to reading shit that upsets you.
Whining about "security" and needing a "safe space" (despite the fact that you have absolutely no actual human contact), all because you have absolutely no self esteem, and because people are allowed to express their honest opinions online and you don't have enough willpower to simply ignore it.

I'd say that it's unbelievably depressing, but in reality it's unbelievably pathetic. The real depressing part is that Cosmo isn't the only person who acts like this.

Humans, no matter what their mental state, only repeatedly do something if they get a reward for it. Even unpleasant things like getting up early to go to work every day is rewarded with a paycheck. Going to the gym might be miserable but there's a payoff/reward for it. And the rewards don't have to be positive, either. Alcoholics and drug addicts know deep down inside they're addicted and hate it, but they need the reward.

If Cosmo truly hated what he was doing and wasn't getting some kind of reward for it, he'd not do it. Even addicts quit when placed on Anibuse and the reward is taken away. His mental state is being rewarded by sitting there.
 
Humans, no matter what their mental state, only repeatedly do something if they get a reward for it. Even unpleasant things like getting up early to go to work every day is rewarded with a paycheck. Going to the gym might be miserable but there's a payoff/reward for it. And the rewards don't have to be positive, either. Alcoholics and drug addicts know deep down inside they're addicted and hate it, but they need the reward.

If Cosmo truly hated what he was doing and wasn't getting some kind of reward for it, he'd not do it. Even addicts quit when placed on Anibuse and the reward is taken away. His mental state is being rewarded by sitting there.
I agree with your point, but I wouldn't say that his mental state is being rewarded. He's getting validation, sure... but he's also getting money. That's the reward that matters to Cosmo. I'm sure the sympathy and shit he gets feeds his narcissism, but ultimately I think that just compounds the issue. It might even be the root, but it's not what enables him to do it.

Idk. My point was that his life is sad. He basically mentally tortures himself for money and because he can offload responsibility for his personal issues on to others. It's kind of bleak lol. But it works:

The Cosmo Cycle
Step 1) Obsessively read things that upset you.
Step 2) Whine that people are allowed to do or say things that upset you.
Step 4) Become hysterical. Sperg out about censorship/take drugs and talk about transhumanism/threaten suicide/etc.
Step 3) Collect $$$ and sympathy from paypiggies.
Step 5) See Step 1.
 
Humans, no matter what their mental state, only repeatedly do something if they get a reward for it. Even unpleasant things like getting up early to go to work every day is rewarded with a paycheck. Going to the gym might be miserable but there's a payoff/reward for it. And the rewards don't have to be positive, either. Alcoholics and drug addicts know deep down inside they're addicted and hate it, but they need the reward.

If Cosmo truly hated what he was doing and wasn't getting some kind of reward for it, he'd not do it. Even addicts quit when placed on Anibuse and the reward is taken away. His mental state is being rewarded by sitting there.

Ah yes, but there is another rub. Sometimes the reward can simply be more abuse. People who get their pleasure center wires twisted up can get pleasure from being put down/abused repeatedly. If I had to guess what was happening here, Narco is just hurting himself on purpose just to retreat to his little safe space of enablers to feel validation. I would surmise this is why he trooned out in the first place. He needed validation in a time where his star wasn't exactly on the rise.

Gee, it's almost as if speedrunning isn't a rewarding and fulfilling lifelong career in and of itself...

Edit:Ninja'd by Mathas
 
Gee, it's almost as if speedrunning isn't a rewarding and fulfilling lifelong career in and of itself...
Like any activity, if you build up relationships in the community, interact with your fans, it can be very social and rewarding. After burning all her bridges and goodwill except for her useless orbiters with the ZSR stunt, Narcissa dug her own hole.
 
Like any activity, if you build up relationships in the community, interact with your fans, it can be very social and rewarding. After burning all her bridges and goodwill except for her useless orbiters with the ZSR stunt, Narcissa dug her own hole.

This may be true, but once these speedrunners start hitting their late thirties, early fourties, I think you're gonna start seeing some true spergouts. Our reflexes just die when we get older, and those frame perfect tricks aren't gonna get any easier. In korea when starcraft players destroy their wrists, they usually do the football (handegg for you eurofags) thing where they move into a commentator role. Speedrunning isn't that big or successful to support an ecosystem like that.

I really believe we're gonna get some amazing content when these people who have bet everything on speedrunning grow up and realize it's not a lifelong career. (especially the troons who have no skill and play shitty obscure games) I mean, just look at Billy Mitchell.
 
This may be true, but once these speedrunners start hitting their late thirties, early fourties, I think you're gonna start seeing some true spergouts. Our reflexes just die when we get older, and those frame perfect tricks aren't gonna get any easier. In korea when starcraft players destroy their wrists, they usually do the football (handegg for you eurofags) thing where they move into a commentator role. Speedrunning isn't that big or successful to support an ecosystem like that.

I really believe we're gonna get some amazing content when these people who have bet everything on speedrunning grow up and realize it's not a lifelong career. (especially the troons who have no skill and play shitty obscure games) I mean, just look at Billy Mitchell.
I think the best thing for speedrunners is to try and build a name for yourself and move into streaming once you either burn out or simply can't compete anymore. It might not be the same as e-sports commentating, but it still allows former runners to entertain people while making a living. A number of speedrunners have done this with success, and Cosmo easily could have done this as well.
In fact, he tried to, and failed... But he failed precisely because he alienated his audience, burned all of his bridges, and basically went insane.
 
This may be true, but once these speedrunners start hitting their late thirties, early fourties, I think you're gonna start seeing some true spergouts. Our reflexes just die when we get older, and those frame perfect tricks aren't gonna get any easier.
None of that really matters, though. The ones that have some charisma to them just go casual when they get tired of speedrunning and still maintain their audience because the people who watch them love them, not their skills. notice how Cosmo burned that bridge.
 
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