I live nearby one of the locations mentioned in this thread and it is a doozy to deal with. Gas stations are dangerous places and you never know what type you've walked into. I do love gas station tacos though. I have extreme difficulty getting healthcare, even basic medication refills. Need birth control or any type of scheduled substance on the ever increasing list? Yeah they can deny that no problem. You don't get healthcare or injury insurance if you work somplace 50+ hours a week. Where i lived previously in my large southern metropolitan area, I could not go to the gas station near my home as the Indian cashier was incredibly interested in my life. After months of not going in during my last trip to the property to get some water, the cashier asked me why I wasnt in, and I just said politely "I am moving." My mistake as he pointed in the direction of the house and said "You wont be over there anymore?!" I had been in the station when he was working maybe twice, the entire station maybe 5 times over a period of 3 years. I have many more stories since moving here. I am constantly harassed by the nigger majority students in the department adjacent to mine at my place of work, overhearing many beautifully rotund corn-fed Negros saying "If she wasn't a teacher I would do that!" I am grateful I am a tall wirey woman and not little. It is near constant innapropriate comments amoungst the students outside of the niggers, i'm talking 18+'s talking about how hot I am. Male students blushing when I simply come over to help them. The state of education, primarily because of moids, has disolved rapidly. When you've taught 3rd grade boys in the past who are mimicking and acting out porn in a private institution setting, and try to get it reported as possible sexual abuse as you are a mandated reporter and your dot indian boss openly says we cant as we'll lose business, you know the areas been demoralized past return. The 20 year old white front desk guys have told me they believe men and women cannot be friends, and my male internet-slop fed students are constantly pushing boundaries with me on subjects to the point I've integrated conversations about normal behavior vs the internet in the field as part of the courses. It's always at least one moid a class that refuses to follow basic naming conventions for the work, lose points because of it, and then refuse to update it because it's "hard," and when I fail them time and time again and show them how to do it time and time again, stare at me with hatred. It is my sick joy to see students (always a moid) not get jobs in the field because I'm forced by admin to swaddle their wounded peepees, pass them through for the security of my position as they whine to me like children when I ask them to do something. To watch them come into job fairs down, and depressed, talentless and gross, crawling back to me for reccomendations, trying to message me on linked in they'll never get as education is devalued further and further to baby them.
I'm trying to leave my field at the intersection of art, tech, and entertainment as it is absolutely infiltrated with autistic retards, they/thems, and egoists. I have so much insider information about 1924, yellowstone, and gearbox and harassment inside of them. I was in the legal field shortly, and I had a grown white man tell me 1. If porn was banned then they would rape and 2. When I was asked and mentioned my unrealistic dream of being an herdswoman, was told that "countries that do that rape women," and was told specifically about when two nordic women's heads were cut off. When I told him I had seen the video, and that he does not scare me, and then reached out to managment, I was fired. I have been fired multiple times for simply telling managment of sexual harassment here to the point I deal with them, and it, outside of the workplace.
The landscaping and horticulture field is absolutely infested with illegal and latin immigrants which are incredibly sexist and deragatory to white women in specific, If you're a woman, good luck trying to find jobs in certain areas or fields, even if theyre higher paying. If you're a white woman, you maybe cant even go to a garden center within 20 miles of you depending where you live unless it's more hip, because then you'll be safe as youth and gays will be in it. Just yesterday with my elderly parents I had a nose-picking wetback mimic me to his obese coworker as i pointed out a cute bird feeder. Spanish isnt that hard to understand, maybe a little bit with how it's been butchered, but you're not slick as youre complaining about white people and women being hired and coming in. You're here because you're the new slave caste, nothing more. My elderly mother was screamed at by a male spicoreacan manager after being moved by a company down here for work as he tried to make her "help" him sign off on her items being delivered.
You get into one of the okay companies in the area which require loads of certs, and is majority white, and you'll be fine since you're segregated away from the rampant homosocial, white hating and white lusting behavior, but then you have to deal with the out-of-touch insanity of the descendants of slave owners (more perma online shit like the law office.) Constant ass grabbing in a non bro way by older latino males, humping of coworkers. My own moid is being touched up by a short fat meximoid at his work place currently. Not all™ of course, but it becomes all of them increasingly so as they interact with one another. Im tired of being called names in spanish, stalked, and then lusted after simeltaniously all at the same time by the sacred minorities I was taught so much in the north to worship. The feather indians also have major problems with the spics and minorities in this area, black isrealites are on the rise and are converting more and more and are now coming into powwows and my place of work to spread their literature.
The absolute physical tantrums i've faced from grown men, the darker, the more frequent, which include crying, aggressive behavior, because i've refused to kiss their wounded egos and not letting them interrupt class and for simply doing my job is absolutely insane. If I dare point out that they should be helping their mothers, that as 20+ year olds should be working to help their families, that I shouldnt be there doing the job, I would probably be attacked. I would love to see them squirm, if I was not in distinct risk of harm from the moidkies. The perma online white moids are 100% reading "white women!!!" stuff online from shitskins and are taking it seriously. I pray for their women. I am an ethnic minority from a highly fetishized group, i've never been called my ethnicity in public by men or referred to it openly in a fetishistic manner until I came to a minority-majority area. I will be free soon, but what about the women who can't free themselves? They have already been killed. Killed by lack of abortion access, killed by abusive moids. Killed by invaders, and killed by their own families, all while being blamed for it.
I cried at a doctor lately because I finally got my medication and my symptoms taken seriously. I have gone from striving for dreams, to yearning for safety. My own parents tried to have me return to a home to live with an abusive partner here after an attack and his short institutionalization because they "cant handle," me living with them and the advice of the police. A cat I cared for in my neighborhood was shot and killed by meximoids, and I have PTSD flashbacks from any animal death I see or read, but I cannot fight back or else I am punished for raising my voice. Therapists in this area are overwhelmingly christian and I've dealt with a fair share of victim blaming through them. My tears will salt the earth.
