panic attack - 8/1/2018

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Amber: Does it cause weight gain because it makes you eat more?
Becky: I don't know.

It's like looking at two ogre NPCs in a video game discussing something.
 
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She's been using her youtube channel as a manipulation tool for a very long time, and this video is the greatest example so far. She obviously fought with Becky before turning the camera on, and after Becky toddled off to Walmart Amber started talking out her panic attack excuse under the guise of a vlog. In her sad, fat mind she thinks if she vlogs it, she makes it reality... problem is, Becky's responses to her once she's back in the car let us know there is way more to the story than Big Al is letting on.
 
Holy crap on a crutch! Stopping your antidepressants cold turkey without your doctor's knowledge is one of the dumbest fucking things you can do (besides eat yourself to 500+lbs) What a dumb bitch.
 
Yeah, no. I don’t buy this for a minute.

What I do but is that AL has some deep-rooted issues that stem from childhood and being in foster care. I’ve seen foster kids medical records and they usually have some sort of a depression, anxiety, trust issues, or a personality disorder that stems entirely from the chaos of changing homes. The entire issue is usually fear of abandonment. Which brings me to my next thought...

If this is her sincerely having a depressive episode, it’s because of the spats her and Becky had that were no doubt a product of that personality disorder (I’m banking on BPD personally). Becky got upset and AL started freaking out because the tension between them is mounting with all these broken promises to lose weight, failed challenges, carting her around, missing Pride, and laying around all day filming shitty vlogs and tantruming over food. AL doesn’t have her own place or life outside of whatever relationship she’s in and so if she gets dumped she’s out on her own at 500lbs with no one to love her or take her in or something to fall back on; she’ll have to start over again from scratch. Regardless, it’s her problem and I don’t really care about her self-inflicted misery.

But if this is just pandering for sympathy then this stunt will catch up with her quick in a house with two other individuals with a mental illness. I doubt they’ll appreciate her using a disease for internet views.
 
melissarendato said:
fake
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And gay:P

lurkingcow said:
it looks like her skin is dying
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Beetus does that, it also gives delightful skin tags, dry and coarse skin that hardly heals.

Scootypuff Sluts said:
Very possible, especially considering the whole household is supposed to have started a “healthy eating journey” together, and promised to hold one another accountable. I imagine the binge monster wouldn’t tolerate that and Amber would need a way out of the deal- Amber is always a Special Case, she needs to eat junk food because she has “an eating disorder!!”
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Yeah Eric said something about it while making a bigass cheesy casserole... :roll:
 
"And, like, my depreshun was so bad that, like, I just constantly felt like, someone was like, someone that I really loved just died and I had to mourn their death."

That's your subconscience screaming at you, gorl. The person who's death you feel like you are constantly mourning is YOU, any day now.
 
Quarter Ton Hon said:
w h a t t h e f u c k i s h a p p e n i n g. is she crying over ground turkey?!
EDIT: half her face would go numb over panic attacks? that sounds like a neurological problem gorl, not a psychiatric one.
EDIT2: i bet shes gonna use this as an excuse not to lose weight, losing weight will make your mental health better, gorl!
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We call that numbness Diabetic Neuropathy. One day, it will be permanent and there will be nothing the doctors can do.
 
Her mannerism in this video reminds me way too much of the "I got mad" video; I couldn't find it, but it's usually in all the compilations about Amber being abusive to Becky. It's the one in which they both are sitting in their bedroom and Amber desperately tries to shed some cocrodile tears while telling her audience how she got angry at Becky because she didn't want to drive her to some restaurant.
The mannerism is the same: the faux sniffling, the constant touching the underside of her eyes as to wipe away tears that were never there in the first place, the broken words... everything is the same, and Becky, stuck in that unhealthy relationship to her non-existent neck, has forgiven her that time and has forgiven her this time, no questions asked about that.

:powerlevel: I've been in a relationship like this before, and everything the kind of person like Amber does is try to guilt you in accepting the abuse, saying it's related to undiagnosed mental problems and a difficult childhood that make them act that way. Truth is, when they become abusive to the point of having to cry afterwards, in order to be forgiven, they are already planning to find another enabler; they see that their manipulation techniques aren't working that well anymore, and begin shitting themselves with the knowledge that their caretaker might dump their ass after a too rough fight. I just wish Eric would stop trying to follow Amber's steps and help Becky out of that relationship, because I doubt she'll ever able to manage to do so by herlsef...
 
Man she is so transparent for someone so fucking thick.

Also can you imagine how that car looks like from the outside with her frantic gesticulating? Haha and her deep breaths. If the car's a rockin don't come a knockin' cause big AL needs to fake a melt down for sympathy.

Aaah, what a dumb bitch.

Clock these dusty ass knuckles

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Dog Prom 3D said:
The only real question I have about this video is why she wants to eat chili during one of the hottest summers in decades. Does she eat ice cream during blizzards?
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Her slop concoctions are almost always soup/stew based.
 
So disgusting to see her use mental illness as a way to milk views and attention. Her bahaviour is extremely transparent. She obviously struggles to stay in "character" during the video. Even Becky sees through her bullshit and barely even cares when she answers to Amberly. That laugh in the end made me angry...
 
I totally saw this coming! Every time she fucks up she pulls the mental illness card! She's a damn Ouroboros accept she can't find her toes in a million years, her life is just a rediculous serpent circle.

Be sure to tune in for the next video, folks!, where we start all over with positivity, taking charge, thanking our supporters, buying more journals and a heartfelt pseudo-realization about how much we have in our life that we should be thankful for.
Followed by more grocery hauls, mukbangs aaaand so on until we end up right where we are right now with the guilt trip.

Thing is, I seriously wonder how many more loops like this can her body withstand. Looking at this and the previous video she looks pretty far gone... It's not even that funny at this point, I'm genuinely amazed how far the human body can go and the mere thought of being like that even for a few seconds scares the shit outta me and makes me feel uncomfortble. It's like a creepypasta of it's own.
 
If I showed her past 10 videos to a depressed person, he would not say amber is in depression. If I showed this video to person who experienced panic attacks ,even they would say she didn't have a panic attack

Amber is a shitty person who just Google's panic attacks symptoms and acts them on camera. Similarly depression symptoms. She at one point said she suffers from slip disc. I recovered from slip disc this month from an accident two months back and I wanted to slap her when she said she suffers from slip disc

Also apparently southern accent goes away when a person is experiencing panic attacks :story: this bitch is such a lahh
 
I dunno, I find it hard to believe anyone who weighs over 500 pounds isn't depressed.
 
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