Artcow Patty Locke / Peter Locke / AuntBibby / UncleBibby / petermobeter - Artistic autist and kino musician whose every thought is a randomtxt. Abstract pansexual and virgin with rage, but keeping cheerful.

[Swerf'n'Terf]

Here's another interesting video I found:

Now V.S. Then [short documentary]

this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some com...

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"this wasn’t meant to end up as such an obvious juxtaposition of how my disability has progressed over the last 2 decades. i just wanted to read thru some comics old comics of mine that my mom found at her & dad’s suite, cuz Gil and my other friends post cool comics now... but it’s..... illuminating, isn’t it?"

One thing I found interesting is how relatively coherent Patty is when talking about the comic in September 2020, well after the ECT. I said in the OP that Patty's apparent decline might not be as clear cut as it appears, and that's because of examples like this, as well as his writing, which continues to be as good or better than the average 18-22 year old zoomer. In uneducated speculation: Patty's current state might be less a case of additional retardation and more sort of an emotional regression or withdrawal to a comfy state, give or take some combination of neuro and memory loss symptoms. This video seems to mildly supportive; at first very Patty's very present, then after the awful tourettic attack (feels, Patty), becomes much more childlike. Might not be anything, but I think for one reason or another Patty's a lot more intellectually intelligent than presentation might indicate.

In this video he says that feels repelled by the LGBTQ community being soft and comfy because he needs to be loud and violent. He only holds it in because it is morally unacceptable to harm people and break stuff and having to fix broken stuff causes him extra pain.

I must say, he seems like a wholesome figure when making art, but when he talks about the rage attacks and violence in him it can sound pretty scary. Props to his parents for trying their best to deal with all of this.

Without discounting the danger or the hard work of his parents, I do continue to see a fundamentally decent person struggling with issues beyond their control, but trying. There's no malice there that I've seen, and he seems to reciprocally love his family. On the basis of everything so far it's still wholesome, it's just sharply bittersweet. I also wanted to quote this for the reference to 'soft and comfy', it's a recurring theme, per below.

6:00 About the bad relationship with his dad. He got to a point of hating his dad so much that even a single word from him could cause Bibby to start breaking things and hurt himself. He says he has always been grossed out by his dad, even before his anger problems started and he wanted to kill himself over hearing his dad make certain sounds.

This was surprising, up until 2017ish Bibby's dad appeared in way more videos than mom and I'd figured they were very close up until a certain point when things broke down.

Spoiler: Can't possibly not upload this, 10/10 dad

Snowstorm & Hurricane JUMP INTO ACTION, 2016 [Link | Archive]

13:20 He takes out his hair bands because they give him a headache. He doesn't like them, but they're the only way he knows to show people that he's not just masculine. He thinks gender stuff is dumb and he's only accepr ting that gender is a 'thing' "for you people" and he doesn't understand why he has to put on a gender performance for others.
[I wonder how he became convinced of being genderspecial. It sure sounds like he was talked into it by someone else, maybe during his psychiatric treatment]

I'm inclined to think there's a big sensory element of being extremely attracted to the soft, cosy, round and cute (mentioned often, and clear in most of his OC art), also possibly with a flipside of being averse to men and masculinity (with some relation to being 'grossed out' by dad), eg this from the tumblr:


Personally, I suspect Patty's medically induced psychosis blew out his doors of perception to some degree, that on top of an already nebulous sense of gender and sexuality, and being a citizen of the troon republic of Canada. It's possible he was specifically influenced, but I think with the transhumanism added in, and the way he speaks about both, it indicates a sense of mind and body that's fairly fractal in nature. For illustrative purposes:

Spoiler: How normies see gender

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Spoiler: How Patty sees gender

I basically think Patty tripped so hard into gender he almost came out the other side. He posted this about a month after starting HRT, and in spoiler is what he posted immediately prior, the juxtaposition of the two kind of sums up the whole thing quite neatly.

THE ULTIMATE TRANS MEME [Link | Archive]

Spoiler: Transhumanist nudity

Blumo of the Mushroom Kingdom (NSFW animated gif) [Link | Archive]
(Bibby's YT profile picture is a crop of this)

In this video he says that he's looking into being karyotyped because he thinks he might have Klinefelter syndrome. Most of the video is about having figured out how to properly shave (so he passes better as a cis lady) - but the laser clinic needs him to show up with beard hair to prove he needs the treatment.

It looks like he either didn't go through with the test or it was negative. According to the tumblr, it was scheduled in March 2020 and he hasn't mentioned it since. Archive includes all tagged as Klinefelter's.

 

[Procrastinhater]

I wonder if his seeming slowness post 2018 might be exacerbated by estrogen which causes brain fog in males, I think him retreating into a state where he feels more comfortable is pretty close to the mark too.
I think this Hunter Thompson quote sums up Patty quite well -
"There he goes, one of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die."
Whatever the answer is, the world is a far brighter and more interesting place with Patty doing his thing. I really wish him the best and look forward to see what he creates next because above all else, the dude is an artist.

 

[Simon]

I know I'm late but congrats on the new thread out of PG. This cow is a nice change of pace from all the pedos and narcissists.

 

[Accept Only Substitutes]

People who claim we're hateful bigots being cruel to trans people just for being trans need to be directed to this thread.

In just a few days Patty has gone from being laughed at by us to being cherished as a unique and interesting person who just happens to be trans.

It's almost like the trannies we mock and "harass" are genuinely bad people, who also happen to be trans. Nah, that couldn't possibly be it!

 

[Aero the Alcoholic Bat]

People who claim we're hateful bigots being cruel to trans people just for being trans need to be directed to this thread.

In just a few days Patty has gone from being laughed at by us to being cherished as a unique and interesting person who just happens to be trans.

It's almost like the trannies we mock and "harass" are genuinely bad people, who also happen to be trans. Nah, that couldn't possibly be it!

Even then, I still hope he desists. Even if he follows through with transitioning completely, I wish him well and hope he finds peace and happiness.

 

[Procrastinhater]

Even then, I still hope he desists. Even if he follows through with transitioning completely, I wish him well and hope he finds peace and happiness.

I've got mixed feelings on it. I don't want them to talk him into cutting his dick off because its a horrific act of medical barbarity and has terrible lifelong consequences for literally no benefit and I don't want Patty put through that shit he's been through enough.
That said reduced Testosterone is likely to help with his Rage outbursts, which seem primarily directed at himself, hence his punching and headbutting pads on his walls, if HRT helps reduce that, its got advantages. I worry about the long term health problems.
Most of all if its what Patty wants and he's not being head fucked into it by troon recruiters (trooncruiters?) and it makes him happy whatever.
Its just his comments about it being "dumb" and something "I'm only doing for you people" makes me worried its not just a guy thats never felt like he fits in, and has a lifelong fixation on transhumanism and shit like that just looking for a way to be comfortable with himself.

All in all this thread is a perfect example of how we aren't what the rabid troon squad wants us to be.
The people that get hate get it because they are genuinely bad fucking people.
Patty is a treasure, I would seriously beat the shit out of anyone I could get hold of that Ayylaawged him.

Sorry for the double post but I found this and its great

I'm on my phone going into work so if someone could archive maybe I'd appreciate it. Not that I think he would DFE.

This is what I mean. I find myself constantly surprised by Patty.
Patty may be wired different but he's got a brain in there and he's clearly a deep thinker.
Patty is talking about stuff he's been researching about his transhumanism thing, and how it could be possible to upload a persons consciousness to a computer by taking a super accurate scan of their brain, and mapping out all the neurons and how neuro chemicals interact and replicating that.
He wonders about whether it would really be you or be a copy, and says he wants to be put into a robot body, but worries the scan would kill the subject, which leads him into a discussion of the Ship of Theseus, and whether you could replace a persons neurons with digital ones over time, and would it be the same person?
This is really deep shit, Chris couldn't conceptualize this shit in a thousand years, Patty is a deep thinker clearly.
Oh and if science ever reaches the stage where we can make Patty a cyborg he wants to be a small cute robot dog or cat, because he's big and he doesn't want to be big.
I love this guy.

 

[Kier]

This thread continues to make me smile every time I click on it. I am so glad he managed to make it through the classic internet era without managing to draw some miscreants style degeneracy.

This was surprising, up until 2017ish Bibby's dad appeared in way more videos than mom and I'd figured they were very close up until a certain point when things broke down.

Armchair non-scientific bullshit:

A lot of people with mental illnesses or mental lapses like Patty has/might have have been can merge various memories and often, entirely unintentionally, create hybrid exaggerated revised histories. Its called confabulation. It is possible that occasional irritations got merged with more things to feel like they were more pervasive then they were at the time. I am not saying there is no chance they always had a deep seeded resentment, nor that he is intentionally lying, but that sometimes mental conditions/deterioration can cause exaggerated memories. (Source: None right now lmao).

 

[Swerf'n'Terf]

People who claim we're hateful bigots being cruel to trans people just for being trans need to be directed to this thread.

Please God let’s not start using Patty to score PR points in the ’how evil is KF’ debate, it’s creeping politicization and, frankly, hypocritical moralfagging. Apologies for the bluntness, but not for being strongly opposed to using Patty as a moral shield in unrelated Internet metapolitics spats.

A lot of people with mental illnesses or mental lapses like Patty has/might have have been can merge various memories and often, entirely unintentionally, create hybrid exaggerated revised histories. Its called confabulation.

Good point, even among normies it's pretty universal to somewhat interpret memories through the lens of feelings, add in Patty's diagnoses and it's easy to see how sensory feelings might also get into the mix. I tend to think Patty's forthright as a narrator but not necessarily reliable one for these sorts of reasons.

Patty may be wired different but he's got a brain in there and he's clearly a deep thinker.

Glad you found this, it's exactly what I mean about Patty being capable of conceiving and explaining complex thought. Archive below.

Spoiler

talkin bout Mind Uploading, 2022 [Link | Archive]

Apropos of nothing, here's Patty's most-viewed video, a percussive supercut of slobbering noises made by Slavoj Žižek.

Spoiler: Aurally vile

Slavoj Zizek's Sneezer Salad (supercut), 2015, [Link | Archive]

 

[Procrastinhater]

Glad you found this, it's exactly what I mean about Patty being capable of conceiving and explaining complex thought.

Yeah Patty constantly surprises and impresses me. I get the comparison to Classic Chris but this stuff just shows how much that actually undersells and underestimates Patty. I can't imagine Chris comprehending and expanding on philosophical experiments like the Ship of Theseus for example in a million years, even the basic principles of that sort of thing are fucking lightyears out of Chris's league.
Patty is definitely autistic and extremely neurodivergent, and can appear simple and childlike, but this guy has an extremely complex thought process, to compare him to Chris is actually almost insulting.

 

[Nuns with guns]

Such a shame he trooned. Peter, like Chris, would be a lot more interesting if he just remained an autistic fat guy. Guess that's impossible in 2022.

 

[JanuaryViolet]

Wow. My hard little heart actually feels for this guy. He's obviously very bright, and very impaired. Those are the ones you can't help but feel sorry for, because you know that somewhere inside the shorted-out synapses is the realization that they are impaired. Contrast this with Chris, who thinks he's just dandy and can't quite make the connection. In my work, I see plenty of crazy people. A majority of them lack insight into the fact that it's their behavior that is making everything hard for them, which, in a way is a stroke of mercy. The few that have any intact intellect really suffer, though. "Whom the gods would destroy, they first make mad." I think that the gods are, in some cases, sadistic bastards who leave a few shreds of reason behind, just to make that person worse.

People like this do not get better as they age, which makes it even sadder. The only thing that will improve is that eventually (a long way off) he will become physically debilitated by age and be unable to cause much harm to others. I get the feeling that he hates his rage.

 

[Procrastinhater]

Whom the gods would destroy, they first make mad." I think that the gods are, in some cases, sadistic bastards who leave a few shreds of reason behind, just to make that person worse.

The concept of a benevolent and loving God is a primarily Christian idea. The God of the Old Testament was a jealous and vengeful God who demanded obedience and didn't take any shit, and if you go back to Polytheistic Religions such as the Greek or Germanic pantheons, the Gods are capricious, vengeful, and can be stunningly petty and cruel, they are literally described just like superpowered humans in sources like the Illiad, or the Havamal or Norse Eddas.
Looking at the state of the world really makes it easier to believe in capricious and petty Gods than benevolent and loving so I can see their point.

On the subject of benevolent Gods, here Patty is going to show us how to make cereal. Thanks Patty.


Looking back through Patty's portfolio, this is a guy who is extremely creative in multiple different mediums, he plays multiple musical instruments and his music is extremely catchy and well made, I'm not even a fan of electronic stuff normally but Pattys stuff has been stuck in my head for days.
He's got an extremely off the wall and absurdist sense of humor that reminds me of Monty Python sketches and other Bong comedians and his drawings, while simplistic are often examples of multi layered humor in a style that you quickly recognize that Patty has made all his own.
Patty is the sort of person I first came to the Farms to read about, I didn't come here originally to get my stomach turned by disgusting troons or rage baited by FurFag beastophiles, Patty is a breath of fresh air, we need to look after this guy and not interfere so he remains this way.

 

[Procrastinhater]

No apology for the double post because Regis Philbin Beats

 

[Swerf'n'Terf]

Results of tumblr search on the key subjects 'milk', 'mom' and 'dad'. Both lols and feels ahead, and an informative video project by Peter, age 10.

Milk

Spoiler: My Cup OverFloweth, a short story

My Cup OverFloweth
By Patty "UncleBibby" Locke

Jace lipped their lips, sitting in their upholstered chair. Their mouth was dry. They needed a hot chocolate! Jace sprung out of their chair, a little too fast. they were a little dizzy now, because their blood was rushing out of their head. "Haha, I'm like an empty cup," they mumbled. Jace sat down again to get their bearings. Finally, more slowly this time, they stood up and began walking toward their kitchen.

Jace lightly slapped their knees as they walked around the kitchen, thinking "where, where is the hot chocolate powder.... or maybe i should get a cup first?" They tentatively opened a cupboard.

"Oh.... Hello!!!!!" yawned a cup at the front of the cupboard.

Jace was taken aback. They almost fell over, but grabbed the kitchen counter. "who.... hello?" said Jace, vaguely towards the cup. It had a youthful face jutting slightly out of its ceramic finish, animated as if by magic. "Hi!" said the cup, in a high-pitched voice, "you must be my master, i think!"

"No, i'm nobody's master. That kind of thing is immoral." Jace was flattered but stood their ground. "it's immoral to own objects?" the cup asked quizzically, almost tilting its face a little bit. "i'm just a cup, i'm not a person." Jace frowned, "but you're talking! and you're clearly sentient. At least, by the typical philisophical standards that i'm familiar with." The cup frowned in response "but master..... i'm here to serve you as an object. i mean...... i USED to be a person..... but i got sick of it. I'm much happier as a cup. Please use me!!!!!"

Jace thought there must be more to this, but it was 5 in the afternoon and they wanted their hot chocolate. So they grabbed the sentient cup and placed it down on the kitchen counter. "wheeee!!!" it said, as it was being placed. Jace then went into the closet and grabbed the hot chocolate powder (they had remembered where it was in the meantime) and popped its can open.

"so i can just..... pour this into you? you won't mind?" Jace wanted to be cordial with this little thing. "yes of course" said the cup, "just don't break me.... and warn me before you put somethin reeeeally hot or reeeeeally cold in me. that stuff is a bit intense!!!" Jace nodded and poured 3 spoonfuls of hot chocolate powder into the cup. "oooh it feels like snow!!!" said the cup, smiling.

Jace grabbed the cup and held it under the sink, "im gonna pour some water in you now, okay?" The cup gave a lil grunt in affirmation. Jace turned the knob and water filled up the cup to about its three quarter mark, at which point Jace turned the knob back down. "ahhahh... i feel jiggly... like jello!!" squeaked the little cup. the hot chocolate powder had clearly been swirled around by the water falling in.

Jace went and opened the fridge, grabbing some milk. "This stuff's kind of cold" warned Jace. "you don't have to warn me for every little thing, master. this is kind of my job...." Jace sighed and poured the milk into the cup so that it was full to the brim. "oh..... that IS cold!!!!!!" exclaimed the cup, "you were right, master!!!! you're smart!!!!!" Jace put the milk away and closed the fridge with a SLAP.

Jace put the cup down on the counter. "um, i don't know how to tell you this, but...." Jace scratched the back of their head. "the final step is to put you in the microwave. for a long time, too!!!" The cup looked up with puppydog eyes at Jace, "i....really? you weren't gonna use a kett.... oh right the water came from the sink............" the cup seemed to gird its loins, to brace itself "well, if regular cups can handle it, i should be able to too. i'm not a person after all. Let's do it master!!!!!"

Jace gentle placed the cup full of water, milk and hot chocolate powder into the microwave. they whispered to the cup "i'm sorry. it'll just be 90 seconds, okay? i know that sounds like a lot but it'll all be over soon." the cup cried exactly one tear of cold hot chocolate, "i can do it master, don't worry." Jace closed the door to the microwave and set it for 90 seconds. then, rethinking, they erased the 90 seconds and set it for 89. just to be nice. they pressed the start button.

The loud hum of the microwave began. The cup started slowly spinning on the microwave plate, and Jace could hear a muffled voice going "ooOOooOOooOOoohhhh..." but the cup didn't complain otherwise. it was stoic. When the microwave DINGED, Jace THREW open the door and asked, "are you okay???????" the cup gulped and said "yeah, i'm..... i'm okay..... it was just dizzying and really hot and humid. but it was kind of like a steam room, you know, like at a swimming pool? it was like a really intense steam room, that's all. 90 seconds was...... okay i guess."

Jace gave a sigh of relief and grabbed the cup by the handle. "oohh!!!! hot!!!!!!" they barked, and pulled their hand away. "really??? replied the cup, "wow, i really AM an inanimate object. i didn't even notice how hot i was!!!!!" Jace waited a minute or 2, and then ripped off some paper towels from a dispenser, wrapping them loosely around their hand. they grabbed the cup carefully and lifted it onto the kitchen counter. "there you go, little cup.... you're a hot chocolate!!!!" sang Jace. The cup cheered, "thank you master."

Jace left the paper towels on the kitchen counter, because the cup wasn't so hot anymore. They carried the cup over to their upholstered chair and sat down, absentmindedly taking a biiiiiig sip from the cup. "mmm." grunted Jace, suddenly realizing what they had done, "oh sorry!!! should i, um........" the cup interjected, "take me out to dinner first? no it's okaaaayyyyy master. im just happy to be useful!!!!!" the cup closed its eyes and grinned. Jace took another sip, with the cup holding back a giggle, "that tickles a lil bit master!!!!" the hot chocolate wasn't very creamy. Could probably do with more milk. but Jace and the cup had a lot of opportunities to make better drinks!

THE END

i wrote a story about a sentient cup | My Cup OverFloweth


this was a complex, tasty, refreshing treat... | Me and my Colonial | super sadness via artisinal-cheese

Mom


nobody other than my mom will ever accept | this is a sketch of my mom | i wrote thiis yesterday. then i got mad | A Moral Compass That Doesn’t Criminalize The Invisibly-Disabled

A song called Momma, very sweet,

for my mom… love you mom… sorry i dont respect you enough… thank you mom

And evidence of a song now deleted that I really wish wasn't, judging by the description:
Peter & Laura Locke (my mom) superstition duet #superstition #steviewonder #korg #ms20mini #clav #clavinet

Some Peter,

I made this powerpoint when i was in Grade 5 | my new painting, hanging in my mom n dads bedroom | A summary of my religious beliefs

Children's Guide To Tourettes Syndrome (by kids, for kids), c. 2000 [Link | Archive]

Dad
One unrelated but hilarious and two examples of Peter's dad being a bro with his interests. We've seen the father son cosplay before, but the picture's worth adding.

FUCK PAW PATROL | 2016 Otafest | this is a street fighter battle

Father VS Son (real life Street Fighter battle), 2013 [Link | Archive]

 

[Accept Only Substitutes]

That story is pretty good. Kinda wierd, but a fun read. I'd like to know more about the person who became a cup. How? Why? How did he end up in the cupboard?

 

[AfghanBlue]

Please God let’s not start using Patty to score PR points in the ’how evil is KF’ debate, it’s creeping politicization and, frankly, hypocritical moralfagging. Apologies for the bluntness, but not for being strongly opposed to using Patty as a moral shield in unrelated Internet metapolitics spats.


Good point, even among normies it's pretty universal to somewhat interpret memories through the lens of feelings, add in Patty's diagnoses and it's easy to see how sensory feelings might also get into the mix. I tend to think Patty's forthright as a narrator but not necessarily reliable one for these sorts of reasons.


Glad you found this, it's exactly what I mean about Patty being capable of conceiving and explaining complex thought. Archive below.

Spoiler

talkin bout Mind Uploading, 2022 [Link | Archive]
View attachment 3735126

Apropos of nothing, here's Patty's most-viewed video, a percussive supercut of slobbering noises made by Slavoj Žižek.

Spoiler: Aurally vile

Slavoj Zizek's Sneezer Salad (supercut), 2015, [Link | Archive]
View attachment 3735164

It makes me feel pretty bad, but I legit can’t listen to anything with Zizek in cos I actually can’t stand his mouth noises.
I’m fucking amazed patty could hack making this video. This video which I’m not even considering clicking on

@Accept Only Substitutes again with the cup? He mentions the idea of being a cup several times it seems (most specifically being a ceramic dog cup that would gently growl while being sipped from) What an odd ambition

 

[Baraadmirer]

Sorry for the double post but I found this and its great

I'm on my phone going into work so if someone could archive maybe I'd appreciate it. Not that I think he would DFE.

This is what I mean. I find myself constantly surprised by Patty.
Patty may be wired different but he's got a brain in there and he's clearly a deep thinker.
Patty is talking about stuff he's been researching about his transhumanism thing, and how it could be possible to upload a persons consciousness to a computer by taking a super accurate scan of their brain, and mapping out all the neurons and how neuro chemicals interact and replicating that.
He wonders about whether it would really be you or be a copy, and says he wants to be put into a robot body, but worries the scan would kill the subject, which leads him into a discussion of the Ship of Theseus, and whether you could replace a persons neurons with digital ones over time, and would it be the same person?
This is really deep shit, Chris couldn't conceptualize this shit in a thousand years, Patty is a deep thinker clearly.
Oh and if science ever reaches the stage where we can make Patty a cyborg he wants to be a small cute robot dog or cat, because he's big and he doesn't want to be big.
I love this guy.

I hope Patty comes across the anime series Summer Time Rendering, as one of its central themes is heavily based around this line of thought.

 

[Catch The Rainbow]

He seems to be a genuinely good guy.. The most touching thing about him is how he has every excuse to do nothing but sit and justifiably complain about his lot in life but he refuses to wallow in it. Instead he creates art and seemingly tries his hardest. God bless his tenacity.

 

[Hogscraper]

if he ever gets doxed, i feel like this dude will have chocolate milk sent to him for life.

 

[Procrastinhater]

Pattys right about those Rolo milkshakes btw I had one before they're fucking great.
I never seen a guy who likes chocolate milk so much, he knows his stuff though, I'll give him that. Except that Soylent shit. I don't know how he drinks that shit. If the name didn't put me off by making me think of the Charleton Heston movie looking at what it did to Cosmo would.
Although that was probably a lot to do with the constant LSD abuse too.