Peace Please?

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I think this is counseling enough. I do not feel someone like myself, who should be merely quirky, does not deserve institutionalization.

Violence, rape and necrophilia aren't exactly quirky. Neither is domestic abuse of a partner, or animal torture. Sadists aren't "quirky people" and inflicting pain and serious injury aren't innocent jolly hobbies to have.

Quirky is Juno putting her furniture outside to piss off Connor. You are not quirky.
 
Kink shouldn't seriously injure or disfigure. I honestly think a lot of your fantasies are just that, fantasies. The reality of a girl screaming from legitimate hurt during a cattle prod session would probably not be all that hot outside of fantasy, or at least I would hope.

I'd forgotten about that. Jay, I work on a cattle station and I've used a cattle prod before. Believe me when I say, you do not want to use one on a person.
 
First, I did have counseling as a young boy. I've come to terms with who I am as a person; I only wish there was a place for me to belong (well, I should try for MMA, but I don't like the idea of shattering my bones...Cowardly me!). And as I've said and proven, I have never, ever, wanted to seriously disfigure anyone, particularly in kink. Cattle prods, I've seen a couple porn videos with their use. And it looks fun to be using it. It hurts but does not disfigure or seriously damage. IT fits the bill perfectly. Same with the videos I've seen about nettle; the worst would involve reddening and a few bumps that settle down in a couple days. Nothing wrong there.

When I speak of sadism, I mean in the S&M lifestyle; not so much the psychotic one (if life were a video game - it's not - then it would be epic and not disturbing). Sorry if there are actually two types of sadism, one of which I was formerly unaware of.
 
Look, Jay. If you want to continue to ignore me that's fine, but I'm going to say this:
I am not trying to be a bully. I love my sister and I want to protect her. I am open to getting to know you, because if Amanda loves you and you might be a member of our family one day I don't want there to be excessively negative feelings between us. I did what I did because I was horrified by the things you said to her and by what I have seen of you through this forum and DA.

I'm open to getting to know you, if you are open to getting to know me. The ball is in your court, man.
 
To me, I don't need "professional help." I simply need a place to air myself so I can remove my inner taint; like a confessional. Then again, I think that would be best with Mom, as busy as she is (bless her heart).
Jay, please keep in mind that this is coming from personal experience: sometimes we are not the best judges of what's best for us.
 
And as I've said and proven, I have never, ever, wanted to seriously disfigure anyone, particularly in kink.

Jay, you're not listening: A lot of the stuff you've expressed interest in would absolutely disfigure or at least badly injure someone.
 
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First, I did have counseling as a young boy. I've come to terms with who I am as a person; I only wish there was a place for me to belong (well, I should try for MMA, but I don't like the idea of shattering my bones...Cowardly me!). And as I've said and proven, I have never, ever, wanted to seriously disfigure anyone, particularly in kink.

When I speak of sadism, I mean in the S&M lifestyle; not so much the psychotic one. Sorry if there are actually two types of sadism I was formerly unaware of.

I really don't care if you're into sadism but the problem that comes up is you don't seem to have a realistic view on what kind of damage is okay. Maybe find an S&M message board so you can see what real couples are doing. I'm sure there are plenty of couples out there that love talking about their experiences.

Also you have autism.
 
Look, Jay. If you want to continue to ignore me that's fine, but I'm going to say this:
I am not trying to be a bully. I love my sister and I want to protect her. I am open to getting to know you, because if Amanda loves you and you might be a member of our family one day I don't want there to be excessively negative feelings between us. I did what I did because I was horrified by the things you said to her and by what I have seen of you through this forum and DA.

I'm open to getting to know you, if you are open to getting to know me. The ball is in your court, man.

Oh, cool! Mandy tells me you're a leet haxor. Please tell me, how grand is your cyber knowledge-power? Yes, that's my first question, because I'm so geeky!

Back to sadism; whipping, electricity, minor venom with no allergies, biting, first-degree burning...All of these are minor enough that they heal in no more than a couple days and leave not even a single scar, never mind any grotesque "reminders".

And Philly, you're awesome!
 
First, I did have counseling as a young boy. I've come to terms with who I am as a person; I only wish there was a place for me to belong (well, I should try for MMA, but I don't like the idea of shattering my bones...Cowardly me!). And as I've said and proven, I have never, ever, wanted to seriously disfigure anyone, particularly in kink.

When I speak of sadism, I mean in the S&M lifestyle; not so much the psychotic one. Sorry if there are actually two types of sadism I was formerly unaware of.

But a lot of the things you want to do or fantasise about doing would disfigure or cause extreme pain, Jay. I understand you probably just don't know that, but it's an unavoidable truth.

I don't see how you expect to pistol whip someone without it causing some serious, unpleasant hurt. Even just the jellyfish stings are a big deal. Only the extreme ones can leave scars but jellyfish stings are no joke. I grew up by the ocean and people being dragged out of the water shrieking and crying bloody murder is a sight I've seen many a time. Pistol whipping? You could easily knock out or weaken a tooth or split open the skin. From what you've said about your own fortitude I'm sure you wouldn't desire the after-effects of any of these practices on yourself.
 
First, I did have counseling as a young boy. I've come to terms with who I am as a person; I only wish there was a place for me to belong (well, I should try for MMA, but I don't like the idea of shattering my bones...Cowardly me!). And as I've said and proven, I have never, ever, wanted to seriously disfigure anyone, particularly in kink. Cattle prods, I've seen a couple porn videos with their use. And it looks fun to be using it. It hurts but does not disfigure or seriously damage. IT fits the bill perfectly. Same with the videos I've seen about nettle; the worst would involve reddening and a few bumps that settle down in a couple days. Nothing wrong there.

When I speak of sadism, I mean in the S&M lifestyle; not so much the psychotic one (if life were a video game - it's not - then it would be epic and not disturbing). Sorry if there are actually two types of sadism, one of which I was formerly unaware of.
It's good to see you in a reflective mood. IT does seem to suit you better than being a soldier or running Cartoon Network :)

Be the best IT tech you can be!

Also, please seek treatment for your obvious autism.
 
First, I did have counseling as a young boy. I've come to terms with who I am as a person

It seems you've failed to adjust yourself socially, and probably still need more assistance. You "coming to terms with who you are" has lead to an adulthood where you still live with your mother who coddles you and having little to no social interaction with people other than her outside of work/school. If you went to a group therapy session for socialization along with one on one counseling to help get through some of your violent urges and lack of empathy, I think it could really be a boon for you. Maybe with a group of friends, you won't be so desperate for fame and admiration. Face it Jay, I used to live in both Los Angeles and NYC, I know a lot of very talented individuals who are struggling to become famous who are significantly more talented than you. Even if you were a virtuoso artist and master comedian, a small percentage of people "make it" and it's time to think realistically of a plan B while doing something you actually enjoy (you have said you only do the comic to become famous) like maybe making some youtube movies with the friends you make from going out and meeting people. Maybe you could patch things up with your brother and do some fun videos with him as an act of reconciliation.
 
But a lot of the things you want to do or fantasise about doing would disfigure or cause extreme pain, Jay. I understand you probably just don't know that, but it's an unavoidable truth.

I don't see how you expect to pistol whip someone without it causing some serious, unpleasant hurt. Even just the jellyfish stings are a big deal. Only the extreme ones can leave scars but jellyfish stings are no joke. I grew up by the ocean and people being dragged out of the water shrieking and crying bloody murder is a sight I've seen many a time. Pistol whipping? You could easily knock out or weaken a tooth or split open the skin. From what you've said about your own fortitude I'm sure you wouldn't desire the after-effects of any of these practices on yourself.

Did I *ever* mention pistol-whipping? I only did that one time to please Lisa, nothing more. It is not something I would do to another person on my own.

Say, Mandy's Bro, what's your name? And how DID you get ahold of our Skype video chats?

And, thanks for the heads-up about making it. That's why my tech career is my Plan B. Also, management sounds great because something tells me I'm a natural leader (you should hear me give an "epic speech"). The hours are harsh, but that's where the big bucks and great glory are at!
 
Oh, cool! Mandy tells me you're a leet haxor. Please tell me, how grand is your cyber knowledge-power? Yes, that's my first question, because I'm so geeky!

Back to sadism; whipping, electricity, minor venom with no allergies, biting, first-degree burning...All of these are minor enough that they heal in no more than a couple days and leave not even a single scar, never mind any grotesque "reminders".

And Philly, you're awesome!

I-what. Are you huffing Jenkem son? Minor Venom and First Degree burning are terrible. A first degree burn is equal to sun burn. It heals but it's still painful and last way beyond fun time in the bed room. And qualifies as minor venom? Even without allergies venom can be dangerous.
 
Did I *ever* mention pistol-whipping? I only did that one time to please Lisa, nothing more. It is not something I would do to another person on my own.

You mentioned electricity and minor venom. Could you explain this further to me?

And you really have autism. I'm not messing with you.
 
Oh, cool! Mandy tells me you're a leet haxor. Please tell me, how grand is your cyber knowledge-power? Yes, that's my first question, because I'm so geeky!

Back to sadism; whipping, electricity, minor venom with no allergies, biting, first-degree burning...All of these are minor enough that they heal in no more than a couple days and leave not even a single scar, never mind any grotesque "reminders".

And Philly, you're awesome!

Jay I don't think that is a good first question to ask the brother of your "lover"

It kinda shows you sort of want to use him...

Honestly I think I would be careful here... I think he is also giving a warning not to hurt her or use her.
 
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