Dude, that's sick.
Jay: I will show you why I am giving you that line of questioning:
You have throughout your life refused to seek out friends in school. Instead, you seek out people who will worship and admire you without you "owing" them anything such as friendship or camraderie. Other than looking for a passive girl who you can project your sadistic fantasies onto, you don't seem to seek much other human interaction outside of your mother who does everything but wipe your ass for you. This is very unhealthy behavior and has left you with undeveloped social skills. By refusing to have friends or even people that you hang out and do stuff with, you're unable to cope with any sort of criticism or conflict as well as emphasize or care for other people's emotions or feelings. You may not actually have autism, but you could have some serious personality/emotional impairment which came with stunted growth. You are the only person on this planet other than maybe your mother who thinks that you're "better" than anyone else. This is a harsh reality check, but you're not better than everyone else. If you died tomorrow, nobody would know who you are 40 years ago. I'm not saying this to be a dick or A-log, I'm saying this because you need to hear the truth. No one other than possibly your mother would dispute this.
The good thing is that, unlike autism or legitimate retardation, this can be cured through going to therapy and getting professional help. I have a lot of friends who are way more socially adjusted than you who see a therapist because even they have issues with relating with other people and even getting out of bed in the mornings. You have literally one person in your life who you've interacted with over a meaningful period of time and it has left you with some serious issues.
I can't make any promises that the Wiki will go down, or we'll stop talking about you. The only promise that I can make is that if you ignore my advice and don't seek professional help to better yourself as a human being and make some friends, this is only going to get worse for you. Many lolcows have come seeking out advice, few have taken that advice and most just make it even worse for themselves. I'd really like to see you be the one lolcow who, instead of bawling about bullies, actually looks at themselves and understands why people on the internet spend time mocking them, and gets professional help to make themselves better. I think you're capable of that with your resources at hand to do that, all it takes is you being truly brave enough to take that step and better yourself.
If only Mandy could see it...
