Official Pillstream TL;DW Reeeeeeeecap:
- Ralph's first night back after a metric forever in the mind of the average killstream fan and he's only got 56 people waiting at 9:15 pm.
- Ralph in chat at like 9:27 announcing his presence, thanking his paypiggies for the well-wishes. He's "getting ready" for the show.
- Big announcement he was back after his extended hiatus and Ralph is still late!
- We get a 1 potion donation... so someone threw half a penny at Ralph after chomo takes their cut!
- Ralph finally goes live at 9:41 with 161 viewers. Cue the 10 minute power point.
- Bitwave was running like absolute dog shit. Ended up ending the restream there because it was stuttering and buffering every 5 seconds.
- More Penny donations come in; then a handful of subscriptions.
- Ralph gets a five cent donation... so 2.5 cents after Trovo takes their tithe.
- His fans continue to pump the boosting currency into him that doesn't work because he's shadow banned, and can't show up on the Trovo front page.
- Ralph gets another 2 cents after the power point has been going on for a bit. As I finish this about 25 more one cent donations pop through... so he makes twelve and a half cents.
- Another five... no seven cents in total! Can Ralph stop winning? I might have to pack it up!
- Ralph's there at 9:53... Ralph is mumbling about how he hasn't been up in his "studio". Ralph looks a bit tubbier and greasier but not too worse for wear, no worse than usual.
- Ralph admits he's got no show prepared for tonight.
- Another cent in a half as Ralph babbles about his mom being dead, trying to milk his simps.
- Ralph admits he's got some "not good" coping mechanisms. He lied about not drinking the whole week. Ralph says he has "coffee" now.
- Ralph said he "should have took more time off" and he was "nervous" to come on air. Ralph admits he has no other option than hosting the killstream.
- Ralph says he's going to do this week for shows; then take next week off. He's driving down... I wonder why? Ralph isn't on a no-fly list, is he?
- Ralph passes it off to the panel. Gator is there. Ralph says he was going to call into Gator's gay little show but nodded off from benzos.
- Only 473 bots at the top of 10pm . Ralph is babbling about how much he loved the well-wishes from the paypigs.
- Culture war is there too! He's calling in from the bottom of a tube on a shit mic.
- Culture war bitching about an update on his PC going all fucky-wucky when his computer donated.
- Bibble's there! Dumping penny confetti in Ralph's chat. About 50 cents in money after Trovo's cut.
- Ralph struggles to read the super chats as people spam 1 cent donations that trovo takes 50% of.
- Rand's there too! Rand didn't think Ralph was there until tomorrow. He ended a stream early and made some of his pigs angry.
- Ralph says the topic of the stream will be crypto and Israel.
- Ralph turns to shill his new killstream.tv app. He reassures his paypigs that he won't move the killstream proper over to the paid only app until he's banned everywhere else.
- Ralph gets a 7.50$ and a 10$ donation back to back... and another 3$ as I type this out! The guntamale just can't stop winning. Ralph tries to suck his own cock over his gunt saying he's got so much better as a host... Rand says its hard to go back to listen to yourself and Ralph thinks its a personal attack and Rand has to explain himself.
- Bibble chimes in.
- Ralph isn't sure if he should cover news or go on to play some stuff from his gay little app.
- Ralph talking about old killstream, he was mad about Uncle Hotep, took an episode down and wasn't able to repost it until today.
- Ralph says there will be a best of Metokur and a best of Corrine... Along with Corrine goes to Compton.
- Covid news. Ralph thinks that the disease its real but Gator thinks its all fake and gay.
- Onto some Olympics news.
- As the panel babble about anime, pantsu pipes up.
- Ralph cuts people off to read super chats.
- Ralph says he still has his mom's phone hooked up and got a text from someone getting health insurance...
- Culture war has a book out, a super chat says Culture war was reading hentai.
- Ralph lies and says he doesn't look at "hater shit"
- Ralph complains about Drumpf being a dummy. Gator says we were pawns and used.
- Rand thinks that covid is fake and gay.
- Bibble thinks that vax cards are so a group of people can do crimes with a mask on.
- Panel and Ralph sperg about masks. He then goes on to babble about his mom, trying to milk more donations.
- Onto some... superchats? No he's still trying to milk the death of ol' Salty Sandra.
- Ralph pivots to talk about E Michael Jones was sending him a copy of the Jewish revolutionary spirit. He babbles about how it's a big assed 3 book set.
- Top of 11pm EST and he's only got 623 bots fired up.
- Ralph looks for an article he wanted to play... but can't find it. Onto the article about how Fauci thinks the virus is potentially man-made... Ralph pauses the video to give his take that he isn't sure if Fauci is retarded or getting old.
- Bibble thinks its to get the NPC's use to doublespeak.
- More superchats. One viewer struggles with a terminal case of yellow fever.
- Bibble says that China is gross. Chinese kids piss and spit everywhere. Someone must of pissed on Bibble's Jordan's
- Gator tries to get a take out but his audio cuts him off.
- Back onto super chats.
- Ralph starts talking about his twitter, the Fauci video paused.
- Gator parrots the "bitch, you live like this" meme.
- Ralph bitching about sheeple wanting big brother to tell them what to do.
- Bibble agrees and pivots to talk about how some people knew weed wasn't that bad, but a lot of people were still refer madness mode. Bibble contines to babble about conspiracy shit...
- Rand and Ralph sperg about being deplatformed.
- Ralph thinks the dems are afraid of being toppled.
- Gator has a piss warm take about Tromp having (((them))) scared shitless.
- Rand starts talking about American politics like he's some expert in the field.
- Bibble starts talking about the LGBT people trying to pull back on pride because people are getting sick of stepping in shit and needles as people fist their assholes.
- Ralph pulls up a vaush tweet but not before reading out some 1 and 2 dollar super chats - of which his Chinese overlords take 50%.
- Finally onto the Vaush tweet about not liking kink at pride parades and events.
- Gator and Ralph think that Vaush only has that take because the out there queers are scaring away the kids he planned to molest.
- Gator bitches about the oh so nebulous leftists.
- Rand lets everyone know that Vaush left the ogre and is streaming from what is a child's room.
- Ralph reads out a super chat, and reads someone simping after the totally real girl in chat.
- Gator is bitching about breadtube...
- Gator brings up Vito getting into it with Vaush. Ralph brings up that all the leftoids are blowing Vaush out in his feed.
- Ralph and panel babble about nothing for a bit until Culture war brags about starting the orange county antifa, running its twitter and starting events, doing cookouts... He knows professors and has people recorded saying "fucked up shit". Culture war says that he met some tranny autist with an illegal gun. He claims to have rerouted donations and had people falsely accused of being "nazis" and getting them "beaten up".
- Ralph pulls the tweet from Ryan up and reads it.
- Culture war tells a story of when him and some antifa clowns got into some tunnels for a photo op. He said there was a fat Mexican who got salty when they had to climb over a fence.
- More superchats.
- Onto the news of the growing anti-Semitism in the US. Ralph wonders why when the jews are attacking Palestinians and taking their homes... He doesn't co-sign attacks though.
- Ralph implies that its mostly been black people attacking the Asians.
- Back to the anti Semitism article...
- Ralph and Culture war Kvetch about the ADL.
- More super chats... Ralph says he'll be up bright and early for the morning stream. He says he'll do the Durst trial but isn't sure what else.
- Ralph wants to quit the article and starts poking around for a video.
- Ralph gives up on the video and tries another...
- Culture war says you should befriend the Palestinian Student's association at your college or uni, they're willing to butt heads with (((them))).
- Complaints of swastikas drawn in dirt on a jew's car.
- Back to the video. Hasidic jews complaining that people came up to them, asked them to say something anti semetic and punched them when they didn't.
- Culture war says its smoothbrain to attack Hasidic jews because they just sit in their quarter and do welfare fraud.
- Ralph almost admits to doing welfare fraud but quickly catches himself.
- Ralph and panel go into talk about how the Hasidic jews are shit on by the Israelis.
- Onto some callers... we got Dingo on a 2800 baud modem calling in...
- Dingo's been praying for Ralph. Dingo finally outs himself as being dingo.
- Ralph says the call with Dingo and Heshi was one of the funniest things on the show. Dingo says he watched the whole thing today.
- 12:10 and Ralph only has 601 bots going.
- Dingo talks about when Rand tried to get banned so he played a tranny surgery video.
- Ralph mumbles about his dinner waiting after the show made by pantsu; then gets into some superchats.
- Another 1$ after Trovo takes their cut super chat.
- Culture war asks about the "radical rooster"
- Ralph explains its an emoji. Gator washes Ralph's balls.
- Ralph shills his digital welfare platforms, and even mentions Trovo's heavy cut.
- Ralph says he plans to open a PO box to get physical donations.
- Ralph complains about his nose being stuffed up still. All but confirmation he's been coping nose first into opioids and or benzos.
- More super chats... There's a bam-bam succession crisis in Ralph's entropy chat I guess?
- Ralph skims the articles... Thinking he's done.
- Culture war says he should do a work out stream.
- Ralph has Dingo say his piece. Dingo says the Vaush stuff made him think that the gay left was hiding their true intentions... Dingo says that the only thing the right can do is tell the 100% unabashed truth. You are the yin to your yang... the butter to your biscuit.
- Onto some Killstream celebrity news. Kevin Spacey is going to be the detective in a case of someone wrongly accused of pedo shit...
- Ralph has Rand shill his shit.
- Ralph and panel squeal about all the fun they will have on the network.
- Gator does a bad MLK impression.
- Ralph has Gator shill his shit, and like a Maker's fed gimp he does.
- Ralph shills his network one last time and tries to milk Sandra's death one last time for donations.
- He searches for the song. Ralph isn't sure he has it because he can't find the drive.
A little disappointing he was so put together. He must not be too shook up about Sandra, or if he is - he isn't letting it show on camera. He looked surprisingly well, not like he's been binging, unless he's just been doing benzos and binge eating for a week.
This has been said before and it was said on this page but I will give my own thoughts on it as well, as
@WhimsicalTrolli pointed out, the pillstream showed us how much he does care about his own mother. Which from what I have observed is nothing at all, he doesn't and/or he has never cared about her, he had his pillstream knowing full well his OWN mother needed TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, what does he do instead? He gets drunk and he is high on pills looking at an image of an underage girl God knows what he was doing since we could not see the camera.
Truth be told his mother had died due to the neglect he brought onto her, he did not care about her, he did not give a shit about her, he never has and never will. If he cared for his own mother then why did he not put aside his own pride and accept the hospitals new policies? I get we may not all agree with the current situation, but one thing I do know, if someone I know who raised me from when I was a child was on their death bed, I would do anything to be by their side, even swallowing my own pride and do as I told just to spend one last time with them.
Ralph likes to blame other people for what has gone on with his mothers death, but I have seen actions like his from others, it is never their fault and always someone else's. They are never in the wrong for what happens and according to their own minds they are angels.
So no I don't think Ralph ever cared about his own mother, if anything he probably is happy since now she will never be a burden on him, he doesn't have to pay for her care or medical needs anymore.
One other thing apparently it has been said that Gator will be doing his own show? If that is the case, congratulations Gator, you have done it, you have managed to grow 1/10th of a spine, though here is the question Gator since you do read this and everything I post. Will you actually do it? Knowing you and knowing Ralph as soon as you have a modicum of success he will get you to stop, and like a lap dog you will. Though to be honest, I don't really expect much from you. Oh and by the way Gator, from what I have been seeing it seems you have been making new friends while Ralph was gone. Looks like you were cosying up to a few people isn't that right Gator?
