Please don't call user Agony a retard - or neg rate his posts!

Hmmm, I think that I was/am (to a point) consumed by pride, that will/would not let me ask for support or help when I need it. On top of that, I've developed pretty unhealthy mechanisms to cope with bullying and ridicule when I was a kid, due to disability, one of which might have been OCD, which pretty much was going rampant during my teenage years. Thus, I might have lost too much valuable time in ruminating, rather than going out there and try to carve a place in society.

Maybe you're still consumed by pride. You acted like a sperg correcting everyone about their typos and asking stupid question while proclaiming your mental superiority.
Irl if you act like that you get ignored/rejected/beat up asap.

But at least now you admit it
 
What are you good at, that has a potential social aspect involved? Any talents or actual hobbies? That's a faster path to better socialisation (and hence a greater likelihood of getting laid/finding a gf) than the one you appear to be on.
I do not think that I am particularly good at something. I used to have various interests but when I became anhedonic, I stopped indulging in them. Well, I sketch..but that is just like saying I masturbate, I suppose.
 
Maybe you're still consumed by pride. You acted like a sperg correcting everyone about their typos and asking stupid question while proclaiming your mental superiority.
Irl if you act like that you get ignored/rejected/beat up asap.

But at least now you admit it
I was correcting everyone as a retalliation towards the retard spam, I had no real intention to act superior. No, I do not act like that outside
 
In all seriousness. Get off the internet for a while. Go outside. Try to get interested in things like before. Spend less time spanking it and more time trying to meet people.

Or give up and die alone. The choice is yours.
 
Maybe simmer down on the doubleposting, too; bad habit to get into. Use the edit function instead.
What steps have you taken to alleviate your dissatisfaction with your life? Try getting out and doing something IRL, stay off the internet for a bit.

Damnit, @Just A Butt ! Ninja'd.
 
Maybe simmer down on the doubleposting, too; bad habit to get into. Use the edit function instead.
What steps have you taken to alleviate your dissatisfaction with your life? Try getting out and doing something IRL, stay off the internet for a bit.
I continuously experience mental fog these days, but you are right, I've abused the fucking hell out of the net the last months or so. I should also learn how to modify my behaviour in such ways that it will make me seem less inflexible, something that is apparent on my posts.
 
I continuously experience mental fog these days, but you are right, I've abused the fucking hell out of the net the last months or so. I should also learn how to modify my behaviour in such ways that it will make me seem less inflexible, something that is apparent on my posts.
Self-awareness is a good starting point, definitely. From there, whence? Once you identify things you want to change, make a plan* to change them and execute it as well as you can. Adaptation is a habit like any other.

*Literally write it down on paper and carry it with you.
 
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Self-awareness is a good starting point, definitely. From there, whence? Once you identify things you want to change, make a plan* to change them and execute it as well as you can. Adaptation is a habit like any other.

*Literally write it down on paper and carry it with you.
I am more self aware than needed, whenever I'm not throwing tantrums that is. But I should begin humbling myself down and actually learn to plan, something I never learned to really do.
 
@Agony I am going to give you some actual advice to help you fit in before I resume the "Fuck off retard" spam:

Don't talk about your problems unless it's in the context of making fun of someone else. As in: "I'm literally disabled and I'm not nearly as lazy as [INSERT TARGET HERE]". Revealing personal shit is considered "power leveling" around here and is usually mocked. Which is what happened to you with your introduction, which I may add, was completely unnecessary. You didn't have to start a thread to introduce yourself that would have garnered ridicule regardless of the content. The way you did it however was the perfect storm of autism that attracted negative attention.

Now fuck off retard.
 
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I am more self aware than needed, whenever I'm not throwing tantrums that is. But I should begin humbling myself down and actually learn to plan, something I never learned to really do.
It sounds like you're aware of the changes you need to make but for whatever reason you don't actively implement them in your day to day life.
 
I am more self aware than needed, whenever I'm not throwing tantrums that is. But I should begin humbling myself down and actually learn to plan, something I never learned to really do.
You need to start apologizing for all the double posting (or worse), and you need to start now.
 
It sounds like you're aware of the changes you need to make but for whatever reason you don't actively implement them in your day to day life.
To a point this is true. However, mining through the issues I know I must take care of, I lose myself in the detail. For every one problem 400 branches will pop up, which usually end up overwhelming me.
Nough sperging from my side, I do not want to tire you more.
 
To a point this is true. However, mining through the issues I know I must take care of, I lose myself in the detail. For every one problem 400 branches will pop up, which usually end up overwhelming me.
Nough sperging from my side, I do not want to tire you more.
Tire? Brother this is what we do for relaxation and fun.
 
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