Rate me late or autistic or whatever but I was lying in bed, slightly feverish and reading the pooner thread, when a neuron must have connected because something suddenly clicked.
All these "gender" feels are internal world stuff, right? Our perception of ourselves, the balancing of Ego against Id and Super Ego, whatever. It's all in our heads. But for trannies and pooners and enbies, they have this need to externalize these thoughts and feelings, to force other people to see and acknowledge them.
I know that roping other people into your navel-gazing antics is a pretty BPD or narcissistic thing to do, and obviously there's a lot of gender-specials who qualify for having Cluster B traits if not a full-blown personality disorder of some kind, but I didn't really get it until now.
Normal people can feel a certain way, but know that's just a feeling. I've never felt especially ladylike, but I never felt the urge to scream it to the whole world. It's a private thing that doesn't affect much, besides hobbies and interests or personal fashion choices. It doesn't really matter, especially not to anyone else. People talking about themselves is boring because no one cares as much about your inner world as you do.
Trannies, though. There is nothing at all stopping them from keeping their degen pornsick activities limited to their private spaces, and yet they are compelled to externalize these fetishes and insecurities and subject everyone else to them. They get off on it.
"No shit, Misogenes, that's why we hate them." I know, I know. But for some reason, I never really put the pieces together that even the quiet I-want-to-be-left-alone trannies are choosing not to keep this nonsense to themselves. Every time they put on a spinny skirt and go out on public, they are making a declaration: "I'm a man in a dress!" When they grow out their balding hair and scribble cosmetics on their stubbly faces, they are saying, quite loudly, "I am a perv and/or a sex pest who wants to wear your skin!" The autism may keep them from realizing that's what they're saying, but the social cues and red flags are there for everyone else to see.
So many of these weirdos crave attention and validation, and violating social norms is definitely one way to get that. They're not content to keep their inner weirdo tucked away in a box until they go home to prance around in lacy panties and jerk off. They kicked the closet door wide open and are making it everyone else's problem. They may have weird feelings and emotions and obsessive thoughts, and they may be possessed by the coom demon, but being trans, openly, is a choice they are consciously making. They want the attention it brings, for whatever reason. Might be they'd prefer it was positive attention and ass-pats, but they go outside looking like they do even if they know it'll get them jeers and nasty looks. If someone makes a stink about it, they get to call that person a bigot and can identify as a victim for that sweet dopamine rush from their fellow hugbox prisoners.
I won't ever believe one of these weirdos again when they claim they just want to live their life quietly when their entire presentation is a vibrant display of mental illness and obsession. If you really wanted to fly under the radar, you would have stayed in the closet and kept your thoughts and feelings private, like everyone else does in most public social situations.
It really must be hell to be an avoidant, nonconfrontational person who actively chooses to go out looking and sounding like an eye-catching and controversial disaster. No wonder so many end up necking themselves.
