Dramacow Ryan J Craig / Mode_View / Demodeview / Aggrax - Anthropomorphic walrus, self-hating small-dicked fat virgin being groomed by a penis inversion cult

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If Ryan was serious about wanting to fix himself, he would stop looking for instant gratification in toxic online communities. He'd log off social media for a long time, go on a serious diet and exercise program, and go get therapy. But no, instead he's going to "try out" female pronouns for a month just so he can get few twitter likes from a bunch of degenerates that won't give him the time of day otherwise.

Truly pathetic.
As much as I dispise the whole submissive/dominate "lifestyle", he's basically the definition of an extreme sub. What he's truly looking for is a dom of flexible gender who'll take care of him and make sure he never has to adult again in between whippings.
 
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A refinement of the theory: He's just a straight male fatty with a humiliation fetish, who is so terminally online that he's imagined this universe where's he's infinitely beset by all these gender identification problems simply because his life is boring. But the word "terminally" is critical. His highs are classic coomer mania: That's when he's writing all this fetish stuff, playacting with the tranny crowd (and they all are doing that in all the same ways, but anyways), trying to crack one off to The World's Ugliest Hyenaand other general coomery (tranny porn, sissy porn, etc, no doubt all of that stuff). His lows aren't really lows. Maybe he has a sad every now and again, but really what's happening is that he spends some time in the real world where things are normal, and he feels like what he is: A do-nothing FAT nobody who has only been made "of note" by this thread.

But he's forced himself to become so online that he always lets his porn addiction set the standard for what "normal" should be. Everything he does on the internet serves exclusively to feed his addiction, especially all the fetishes. Ryan is desperately not trans, and if he were to drop that fantasy, I'd probably lose interest because as has been pointed out, he is an incredibly boring cow. There's nothing else but cooming, and that's why you read reddit. And yet, I find it incredibly interesting watching someone try to masturbate their way into "gender dysphoria". I mean, that's one theory as to why people troon out, right? They're so addicted to porn that they just literally collapse. I'll be watching for that for as long as this place stays open.
 
Not only is he not trans, he's not even bi or "pan". He likes girls. Normal women won't give him the time of day, because he's a fat blob with no confidence, no social skills and no personality aside from self-loathing. The troons are the only "women" who pay him any attention, and he's trying to convince himself that these are "real women" giving him the attention that he craves from the opposite sex. If he met Kev, Wedge or that balding ogre he calls his girlfriend in person, he'd be repulsed like any other straight man (or indeed anyone with an ounce of sense) would be. But online, what's the difference? It's just text on a screen, if you squint really hard you can imagine that it's an actual woman who is talking to you.

Thing is though, the troons aren't interested in him sexually, or even as a friend, in the way he is hoping they will. They just want him to chop his dick off, and he's so desperate to get into their good books that he plays along with their grooming, even though he is not that way inclined at all.

Ryan, if you do read this thread, those people actively wish you harm and are going to try to destroy your life and your body for their own amusement. They don't care about your well-being, much less having any romantic interest in you. Delete your Twitter, cut those people off, go on a diet and if possible get some therapy. Pick up some desperate fat chick in a bar or on Tinder and pop your cherry with an actual female. Don't cut off your genitalia to please someone else (I can't believe I had to type that actual sentence).

Or don't. Get your dong sliced off, find that those people don't like you after all and have moved on to their next victim, leaving you as a sad lonely man with no friends, no girlfriend and no penis. That would be amusing to watch for Kiwis at the very least. The choice is entirely yours.
 
Without powerleveling too much, I once knew someone like Mode; she would endlessly post about all the ways she was horrible, and rotten, and worthless and woe unto everyone near her! She made it sound like she was living a horrific life and drowning in so much sorrow and self-hatred it was amazing she didn't make due on her suicide threats a long time ago. People would rally behind her constantly, soothing her miserable spirit, letting her know that she wasn't alone, that we're all in this together and she's worth it, and all that other cheesy fluffy crap. She'd "perk up" for a couple hours then hurtle down back to misery. It was like this for years.

And, it was all bullshit. Every last post was curated to generate the maximum amount of positive engagement. She was secretly utterly in love with herself and threw tantrums if others didn't sing her praises at her beck and call. Suicide-baiting was common so she could force guilt into bystanders just to get that pity fix. Not getting the fix meant her having a narcissistic meltdown and pretending to leave the internet 5ever. She ended up graduating to physically abusing her disabled brother whenever she didn't get what she wanted from the people that she had tried to convince that she was the Saddest Gorl ever, you guys. She wasn't very smart, but she was an incredible manipulator.

Mode is absolutely guaranteed to be similar in a private setting. Every god damn word is carefully picked to try and siphon the most pity and attention from the few sad sacks that actually follow him. His every post is manipulation, he wants constant affirmation and attention because he himself has nothing to be proud of. Personally I see him clinging to the trans community because like him, they demand attention and pity from one another and pretend to have horrible oppressed lives yet secretly get off to all the power of manipulating unsuspecting people's emotions. Don't fall for his pitiful bullshit. Remind yourself that behind that pathetic twitter persona is a deeply manipulative individual using people for his fixes.
 
i know im in the minority here but fat guys have cute dicks. I wanna put a baby tophat on his.
You're a degenerate but it's a million times better than getting it cut off because the cult told you it was the gateway to majestic orgasms. No Mode_View, if you get it cut off you will still be fat and hairy but with the bonus of unyielding agony and no coom ever again. They lied to you.
 
Without powerleveling too much, I once knew someone like Mode; she would endlessly post about all the ways she was horrible, and rotten, and worthless and woe unto everyone near her! She made it sound like she was living a horrific life and drowning in so much sorrow and self-hatred it was amazing she didn't make due on her suicide threats a long time ago. People would rally behind her constantly, soothing her miserable spirit, letting her know that she wasn't alone, that we're all in this together and she's worth it, and all that other cheesy fluffy crap. She'd "perk up" for a couple hours then hurtle down back to misery. It was like this for years.

And, it was all bullshit. Every last post was curated to generate the maximum amount of positive engagement. She was secretly utterly in love with herself and threw tantrums if others didn't sing her praises at her beck and call. Suicide-baiting was common so she could force guilt into bystanders just to get that pity fix. Not getting the fix meant her having a narcissistic meltdown and pretending to leave the internet 5ever. She ended up graduating to physically abusing her disabled brother whenever she didn't get what she wanted from the people that she had tried to convince that she was the Saddest Gorl ever, you guys. She wasn't very smart, but she was an incredible manipulator.

Mode is absolutely guaranteed to be similar in a private setting. Every god damn word is carefully picked to try and siphon the most pity and attention from the few sad sacks that actually follow him. His every post is manipulation, he wants constant affirmation and attention because he himself has nothing to be proud of. Personally I see him clinging to the trans community because like him, they demand attention and pity from one another and pretend to have horrible oppressed lives yet secretly get off to all the power of manipulating unsuspecting people's emotions. Don't fall for his pitiful bullshit. Remind yourself that behind that pathetic twitter persona is a deeply manipulative individual using people for his fixes.
Totally agree. He loves himself and he thinks everyone else should love him too. That's why he doesn't put any effort into actually improving himself, he just hopes all of his whining makes people feel bad enough so that they see how wrong they were to not give him the attention he craves.
 
I'm posting this in two different threads because the same commentary applies to both (Jude & Mode_View). Something that is so perversely fascinating to me is how people who would have just been heterosexual misfits a century ago have latched onto to the troon/queer movement with a feverish intensity. Desperately trying to coopt the lifestyle of the homosexual or troon but lacking the requisite true inner core of homoerotic desire or genuine dysphoria. The people who claimed these labels under real stigma decades ago were actually out there having feverish homo encounters in national park bathrooms or cross-dressing under the threat of death or ruin.

Today's "queers" are so often disaffected and pornsick millenials/genz'ers who sit alone in bedrooms all day making their entire online identity about sexuality yet are entirely sexless beings!

If a guy who looked like Logan Paul glanced twice at Jude or a woman who looked like Margot Robbie wanted fat loser like Mode_View both of these lolcows would immediately ride off into the sunset, delete twitter, STFU about SJW politics, and do their best to live a normie life clinging hard to any attractive opposite-sex person who would give them the time of day. But that will never happen, so these two sit online and build entire personas around something they lack- a real sexuality.

I've thought about how people like this hate capitalism and colonialism so much when only living in an empire that thrived from capitalism could allow for such decadence. So how can they hate? But then I realized, they're right (in a sense). Think about how much happier either of them would likely be if they had had the good fortune to be born 500 years ago, stayed in shaped through the physical activity needed to farm and work, married an opposite sex partner and shagged like rabbits, and had 13 kids in a small community of likeminded folks. But they were born into a time of empire and excess, so they will drown in the spoils.
 
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