Springtrapp - Batshit Otherkin Pedophile Sadist and Her Brainwashed Child Bride

[Boson]

I might be a bit late to this but I just want to say:

As someone who was in a(n) (abusive) relationship with someone older than me -- an adult, as you said, about 4 years or so older -- it's really fucking disturbing you're advocating this relationship. There's a massive difference in emotional maturity in a newly-turned 16 year old and a 19 year old (Almost 20 iirc?). Think of someone entering college dating a Sophomore/junior in high school. Fucking side-eye worthy.

I was not emotionally mature enough to know what my abuser was doing was not okay. I was dependent on them and emotionally vulnerable, volatile, and not nearly at the proper level for a healthy relationship. It took family members forcibly cutting me off from them for me to realize maybe this wasn't good. Jeremy deserves someone healthier, better, and closer to his own age. You're right in saying that 3 years isn't that big of a difference but that's really only for someone who is an adult. Even a teen dating a teen 3 years a part (14 yo with 17 yo, etc) is a bit weird.

Also, as a person who has been in a poly relationship, that is not healthy poly. Your partners aren't fucking disposable. It's gross to me you think so. 'No big deal'... then why bother sticking your neck out so far for this asshole? Honestly?

 

[Delicious Stickmeat]

Get over it, you fucking infant. You are not defined by your gender; nobody is. If I call you a woman, go ahead tell me to fuck off, but you don't get to pretend it's a death threat. If people doing something as simple as misgendering you makes you want to die, then maybe you're the one with the problem, honeybuns. Most people don't feel suicidal just because someone says something unpleasant to them. If you do, perhaps you should fix yourself, instead of demanding that the world change to accommodate your shit.

I almost feel bad for when some of these lolcows hit the actual real world. Kiwis are somewhat gentle compared to the actual, legit oppression a lot of us face out there.
The police officer responding the the inevitable DD call isn't going to listen to some drawn out explanation about gender roles, he's just going to bust out the taser and handcuffs. The redneck yokel isn't going to give a flying fuck about your gender expression when he's out to do a little homo bashing. Shit like that happens day in, and day out.

Throwing a spazzfit and threatening death over a "microaggression" like "misgendering"....what's going to happen when a "macroaggression" like "this dude is about to kick my ass and rape me because he found out I'm actually a chick" ends up happening?

Sheltered lives, man.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

So you admit you want me dead because I "don't have a spine", yet you're gonna call me bad for wanting people that want me to die dead. Hm.

Don't you fucking misconstrue that like you're in the right. You claim you're not a woman? That's awesome. Now stop being a pussy.

I don't use it as an excuse, I never even mentioned my illness until people tried to say I don't have it. And unfortunately, with things like my social anxiety, I'm not going to say "It's my fault I can't talk to people". I blame myself for enough shit in my life.

That's the definition of using it as an excuse. It's completely your fault you can't talk to people. But I have marvelous news: You can work hard, humble yourself, accept your failings, and try overcome your issues. It's what people did throughout history before psychiatry. You should try it.

It is a death threat though, if I've said "hey this thing makes me want to die" and you continue to do it, it's a death threat. It's not that hard to call someone by the gender they prefer.

And plenty of trans people get suicidal because of others misgendering them. Or do you think they kill themselves for attention, since that's apparently ya'lls views on suicide?

No, that's someone refusing to cater to your stupid shit. A death threat would be something like "I'm going to shoot you in the face."
Something like "Woman" would be a provocation. You can choose to freak out over it, or ignore it. You are absolutely correct, plenty of transfolk fail to appreciate that it is not the world's job to cater to their preferences, but I applaud the one's who do, and encourage pansy-ass fucks like you to (rather ironically) grow some fucking balls. It's called "Being an adult" and at your age, you're coming up on the point where it's going to happen, and most of what you're doing now will be horrible embarrassing.

 

[Stray Sheep]

I might be a bit late to this but I just want to say:

As someone who was in a(n) (abusive) relationship with someone older than me -- an adult, as you said, about 4 years or so older -- it's really fucking disturbing you're advocating this relationship. There's a massive difference in emotional maturity in a newly-turned 16 year old and a 19 year old (Almost 20 iirc?). Think of someone entering college dating a Sophomore/junior in high school. Fucking side-eye worthy.

I was not emotionally mature enough to know what my abuser was doing was not okay. I was dependent on them and emotionally vulnerable, volatile, and not nearly at the proper level for a healthy relationship. It took family members forcibly cutting me off from them for me to realize maybe this wasn't good. Jeremy deserves someone healthier, better, and closer to his own age. You're right in saying that 3 years isn't that big of a difference but that's really only for someone who is an adult. Even a teen dating a teen 3 years a part (14 yo with 17 yo, etc) is a bit weird.

Also, as a person who has been in a poly relationship, that is not healthy poly. Your partners aren't fucking disposable. It's gross to me you think so. 'No big deal'... then why bother sticking your neck out so far for this asshole? Honestly?

I was abused by someone 3 years older than me, we weren't in a relationship, but he was using me because I was young (he literately told one of my friends he liked me because I "look like a loli") at someo point in the abuse we were at the same ages Lawrence and Adam are-he was 19, I was 16, It only stopped because he graduated.

And when I said it was "no big deal" I mean it's not a big deal for me to dump an abusive partner, since you guys seem to think I'm staying with him to feel loved.

That's the definition of using it as an excuse. It's completely your fault you can't talk to people. But I have marvelous news: You can work hard, humble yourself, accept your failings, and try overcome your issues. It's what people did throughout history before psychiatry. You should try it.

I have tried probably hundreds of ways to approach people I have been trying for probably about 6-7 years. And for about 4-6 of those, I blamed myself and hated myself for it and wanted to die because of it. Because I thought that people didn't like me because I was doing something wrong. Reminding myself that I'm not doing something wrong and that its my mental illness causing all this and I'm working to improve is really helpful for.

But seriously, if you have any advice for making friends, especially in an area where there is one mall and zero people that share my interests, I'd love to hear it.

No, that's someone refusing to cater to your stupid shit. A death threat would be something like "I'm going to shoot you in the face."
Something like "Woman" would be a provocation. You can choose to freak out over it, or ignore it. You are absolutely correct, plenty of transfolk fail to appreciate that it is not the world's job to cater to their preferences, but I applaud the one's who do, and encourage pansy-ass fucks like you to (rather ironically) grow some fucking balls. It's called "Being an adult" and at your age, you're coming up on the point where it's going to happen, and most of what you're doing will be horrible embarrassing.

So my gender is "stupid shit"? Ok whatever you say.

And I've been trying to ignore it. My parents refuse to acknowledge me as a girl, and since I have a high pitched voice and a "girly" face I have trouble passing in public. But everytime I hear my birth name, or anything like that, I want to die. Once again if you have any advice for this I'd love to hear it.

Anyways, I really have to go now. My dad got back from his sister's graduation trip, my dog is crying to be let out her crate, and I've cleaned enough of my room now that I can probably take a break and play Saints Row for an hour or two. I might be back later tonight if I don't pass out or decide to focus solely on cleaning for a bit but hey I'll try if you guys have anything else to ask.

 

[Overchek]

I'll try if you guys have anything else to ask.

Who's your favorite member of One Direction?

The joke is you're a whiny teenager.

 

[SpessCaptain]

But everytime I hear my birth name, or anything like that, I want to die. Once again if you have any advice for this I'd love to hear it.

Wow how fucking shallow and thin-skinned are you? You should be sponsored by Gatorade because you're fucking thirsty for that tumblr attention.

 

[Boson]

Mmm the self-awareness and 'pity me' is strong in this one.

If you were abused and yet you still advocate this you've succeeded in becoming exponentially more detestable.

 

[Meowthkip]

I'm not here for you all to poke a prod about how I'm "faking" an identity that could make me lose my home and potentially my life.

My thoughts on the matter are: if you aren't going to respect my life, I'm not going to respect yours. People that call me a girl after I have said that it makes me want to die aren't respecting my life.

So you admit you want me dead because I "don't have a spine", yet you're gonna call me bad for wanting people that want me to die dead. Hm.

How do you manage to go outside?

 

[SpessCaptain]

How do you manage to go outside?

Trick question: they don't.

 

[Colress]

Wow how fucking shallow and thin-skinned are you? You should be sponsored by Gatorade because you're fucking thirsty for that tumblr attention.

maybe red bull instead. those wings might be the only thing that can pull her out of that pit she's in.

 

[lolwut]

Odin's hairy balls, I fuck off for a few hours to watch Mad Max and Stray Sperg goes full cow. Praise be to our Dear Leader for adding the '+ Quote' button.

Now you've done it

this blood is on your hands

@Stray Sheep you threatened to kill yourself for notes, for being told to clean your room, for losing the wifi for not cleaning your room, for 700 other minor things, and now for this. Good job overlooking the rest of @lolwut 's post telling you to leave, which is pretty sound advice.

I'm pretty sure this is exactly what you came here for, though. Apparently you lost a lot of followers for being an asshole, so maybe you can make some new pity friends!

My suggestion is for the most part, ignore this one. She desperately wants to paint herself as a victim and I'm sure she's jealous of the attention Grease gets here.

This chick's a faggot, anyway.

Also do not call me a kid, I'm 19.

The average Kiwi is in their thirties, you're a kid to most of them. And even if you were forty, the fact that you act like a thirteen year old makes you a kid.

Actually, it's a thing an actual doctor at boot camp told me, unfortunately they're shitty to people who are being separated so I never got a solid diagnosis. To further my point, the diagnosis on my separation papers (BPD) doesn't even match my medical records (depression, anxiety, and paranoia). And I don't know which was written when so I can't even judge based on that.

They treat the mentally ill just fine, it's the shitbags who make crap up to get out of their military commitments they don't like. Admit it, the only reason you got els'd was because your Drill said mean things to you in a loud voice and you got scared.

Yes I do think that people who won't respect someone's pronouns don't deserve to live, because they aren't respect my life so why should I respect theirs honestly.

Then take a number and line up to kill me. I've heard dozens of Tumblrfags say the same shit, many to me directly, and not one of you have the stones to actually do it. It's always someone else's job to weed out the 'undesirables.'

Because pronouns aren't gender? A non binary person can use gendered pronouns.

Then explain to us, in precise words, what the purpose of having different pronouns is.

Heck, on sawkin he started tagging some posts as #chloe (another name I go by).

OH WOW, SHE TAGGED YOU! THAT'S THE DEFINITION OF LOVE! WAY TO GO CHAMP!!!


This is fun, I'm having fun.

 

[Animocity]

"I don't use my mental illness as an excuse"

What was that? I couldn't hear you over the fact that Andy has diagnosed paranoia and was simply making his Tumblr a safe space so he didn't have to deal with seeing abuse enablers and his abuser on his dash. Do you know how scared he is of you guys?
YOU pushed them into having a breakdown and then said WE didn't respect YOUR paranoia. Fucking bullshit.

 

[DirtbagDeluxe]

Bye

I'm still confused why she even came here (lol no I'm not but humour me), back to the thread that upset her so much and brought her a brief wave of weens on anon, and talks shit about her partner. Things were actually quieting down before this. Thanks for rousing up the hive again, I guess? I'm sure Greasetrap appreciates it.

 

[Adamska]

See ya tomorrow ya masochist.

 

[Lurkingjay]

I really like ("like," I should say) the continuing theme of misgendering somehow being a greater and more hateful crime than any number of actual abusive behaviors. It's fine for Spring to threaten suicide purely for attention, and yank around untold numbers of partners, and give them ultimata about mutual acquaintances, and generally be an abusive/neglectful piece of shit, but if you call someone who uses "she" pronouns and uses the names "Catherine" and "Chloe" a girl, you're history's greatest criminal?

Seriously, @Stray Sheep, since I know you're reading this: it's okay to be harmed by misgendering. I'm cis, and I still find it hurtful sometimes. However, if it really takes this much of a toll on your mental health, you have to take responsibility for presenting yourself on the Internet in the way you want to be treated. There's been some legitimate argument in this thread about the topic, but you've also presented a very confusing front, where you represent yourself in female ways and then wish death on people for referring to you with female words. Maybe it's not safe for you to present as male/agender in person, but surely you can start doing it online, if this matters this much to you? Or are you allergic to the concept of solving your problems instead of using them as excuses?

 

[Johnny Bravo]

I have tried probably hundreds of ways to approach people I have been trying for probably about 6-7 years. And for about 4-6 of those, I blamed myself and hated myself for it and wanted to die because of it. Because I thought that people didn't like me because I was doing something wrong. Reminding myself that I'm not doing something wrong and that its my mental illness causing all this and I'm working to improve is really helpful for.

But seriously, if you have any advice for making friends, especially in an area where there is one mall and zero people that share my interests, I'd love to hear it.

Honest advice: learn to be comfortable with yourself before you worry about making friends. If you're always on the defensive, worrying only about yourself, you won't be able to relate to other people. You also shouldn't focus solely on interests. Having a common interest is a good place to start, but ultimately a friendship isn't going to last if you don't enjoy being around that person (or they don't enjoy being around you). The most helpful thing I've ever read about making friends comes from the About page of Dinosaur Comics:

"About Interacting Socially
This can be tricky! You want to be friendly, but you don't want to come on too strong. My best advice is to carefully observe others, and to relax!"

 

[Pancake]

I don't remember if it was here or on Tumblr that I said this, but I've been emotionally abused and used enough since as long as I can remember, that I've become hyper aware of when someone is using me and so on, and Lawrence is not. I can sense his honesty

You're forgetting that every person is different, and not everyone is going to use you or be an abusive asshole to you in the exact same way. You may recognize the signs from previous experiences, but if someone new comes in that does not use those same methods it will fly right over your head until it's too late and the damage has been done.

 

[A.Shitposter]

@Stray Sheep The internet isn't your hugbox, people will intentionally say shit to make you angry simply because you provide a reaction. Stop being stupid and get thicker skin, nobody on Tumblr actually gives a shit about you and nobody on the farms is stalking you.

Come back after Rose finds a new fuckbuddy so we can all tell you we told you so.

 

[DirtbagDeluxe]

Last one, then I swear I'll take my own advice and ignore her:

>her/she
>girl
>literarelt had separation papers thrown at her without a word

 

[Boundman]

@Stray Sheep

You identify as multiple female characters, maybe when I use female pronouns, I'm addressing them and not you. Is that way of thinking about it agreeable to you?

The English language carries a connotation of gender with pronouns, my understanding is that some non-binary people feel more comfortable with one set than another and so ask for them to be used. This exception to the connotation of gender does not invalidate the rule as a whole.

If you approached this thread and said; "Firstly, could you use 'him/her/they' pronouns for me?' we would not be having this problem.

Just because someone doesn't respect your view on gender, doesn't mean you're entitled to wish death on them. By the same vein, people on this forum could say that you've been mean to them, which in turn means you're disrespecting their life and so they can wish death on you.

About your remarks about not being here to prod; "Kiwi Farms is a forum for discussion of eccentrics on the Internet". You are an eccentric on the Internet, by all means, you are a completely valid person to discuss and, as you would say 'prod'.

Lastly, a few mentions and Skype calls does not equate to love. You're clearly a lot more invested in Spring than Spring is in you. We would've found you a bit after Adam if you really came up as much as him. Remember how we're 'stalkers'? Don't you think "stalkers" of this magnitude would have found a post tagged with you and remembered it? But we didn't. Because you don't come up anywhere near as often as Adam, you are superfluous to Spring and I hope everyone here will be understanding when you realise that.