@Stray Sheep, I wasn't gonna bother, but fuck it, I'll toss you some of that advice you requested. It seems your requested it under the old "well I don't hear any solutions from YOU!" ploy, but sadly, I do have some solutions for you:
Q: How do I fight my social anxiety and make friends?
A: Understand that other people desire company too. Humans are social animals, and like being around each other, so the odds are in your favor. Take risks and put yourself out there. It requires a little courage, so get comfortable with that. Don't attempt to force your values and ideologies onto others. Don't talk exclusively about yourself. Don't hang around people like Springtrapp who enable your socially maladaptive behaviors. Remember that the world is not here to make you "comfy" and people are under no obligation to respect you, like you, or accommodate you. If you feel strongly about something and want to call someone out on "problematic behavior", take a moment to remember that (judging by your conduct here) you're kind of an idiot, and that such action is unlikely to end well for you.
Q: How do I deal with suicidal feelings when people misgender me?
A: When you begin to consider killing yourself, stop doing that. Don't kill yourself. You have a delightful thing called "agency" in life, and it allows you to choose your actions. Use that agency to choose not to kill yourself. It's that easy! If you begin to think that other people's actions are "forcing" you to kill yourself, punch yourself in the face and don't think stupid things like that anymore.
Q: I think I might have (mental illness). What do?
A: You are not a doctor. Unless you have a diagnosis from a qualified doctor, your belief is so much hot piss. Be happy that you probably don't have it, because mental illness does not make you as special and loved as you seem to think.
Q: Are people who misgender me trying to kill me?
A: No, they're making fun of you, because again, you're kind of an idiot. It sucks, but it's not a death threat, and you'll want to avoid saying that. Proving that you are the kind of idiot they can get a rise out of is not conducive to your goals.
Q: Where do people get off talking shit about Lawrence?
A: Not sure, but here's a clue: why does Lawrence get off to children?
Anyways, hope that all helps, and feel free to impotently rage and sperg about it on tumblr. Clearly, you haven't puzzled out that the caps fuel us, but no worries. I'm sure the fire will go out if you just dump more kerosene on it.
