📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[The Taco Santo!]

Bro, she SAID she's seen it. When a black woman is speaking, you sit your destroyed rectum down and listen.

It's too uncomfortable to sit with my butt baby up there. I got the nigger one, btw. Extra-large.

 

[Elderly beef taco]

Butt Baby

My word, it's just a baby shaped dildo. Seems like something Bad Dragon would make, then pretend it's not related to a horrible paraphilia.

 

[Cun75p4rkl35]

My word, it's just a baby shaped dildo. Seems like something Bad Dragon would make, then pretend it's not related to a horrible paraphilia.

I feel like everyone who buys this should be on a list and also have their hard drives seized

 

[Hepativore]

I feel like everyone who buys this should be on a list and also have their hard drives seized

You would probably catch a lot of pedophiles that way too as their hard drives would probably be full of "cheese pizza" considering how many troons are sex pests.

 

[Aunt Carol]

If I have to relive it, so do y'all.

I did a deep dive probed looked into the Butt Baby the last time it came up.

📚 Megathread Post in thread 'Tranny Sideshows on Social Media'

Nov 21, 2025

I'm glad you commented that they named the variants, because I had neglected to open to the bigger image, so boggling was the black variant.

That kind of black colouring does exist but people who have it are shunned and whispered about in Africa.

Apologies in advance for "trust me bro."

I don't have any way to prove it--good luck image searching gay sex toys--but without the text this is an old, old image. I remember seeing it in PoE days. No troons at the time, just gay dudes with practiced anuses and weird senses of humor. (Remember Jackhammer Jesus, made by...

• Aunt Carol

Reactions: x 34 x 12 x 3 x 2 x 3 x 5

The tl;dr is that the "Butt Baby" name with the "bushman" color was a put-on, however the fact of someone actually selling a baby-shaped insertion toy is true.

I don't know if that's better or worse, but it's not surprising. I do think it's important not to gild the lily, as it were, and give people room to argue. "Silicone baby for the butt" is true; Morning Zoo naming convention isn't.

 

[Hepativore]

Imagine how awkward it would be finding something like that in somebody's house while you are visiting...

 

[Joseph McCarthy]

Imagine how awkward it would be finding something like that in somebody's house while you are visiting...

I mean I'd think it was weird that someone had a silicone baby, but I wouldn't recognize that it's supposed to be a dildo upon seeing it IRL. Because I'm not a pornsick troon that wants to stick babies up my ass.

 

[Aunt Carol]

I mean I'd think it was weird that someone had a silicone baby, but I wouldn't recognize that it's supposed to be a dildo upon seeing it IRL. Because I'm not a pornsick troon that wants to stick babies up my ass.

People could be buying them as chew toys for their pitbulls.

 

[Got Milk!]

Bro, she SAID she's seen it. When a black woman is speaking, you sit your destroyed rectum down and listen.

 

[Magic Pickle]

Happy Trans Day of Visibility, everyone! The Ls are overflowing and there's many sideshows to enjoy, but what better way to celebrate our transgender brothers and sisters than laughing at the horrific outcomes of their stupid yet unfortunately taxpayer-subsidized surgeries? Grab a snack, top off that pop and let's dive in.

Four score and seven labia ago: the folds sewn into this tranny's horror-hole has given him a very peculiar and lesser-represented appearance: to put it simply, he looks like he's got multiple pairs of psuedolabia like a mutated flower with too many petals. While in better times, others may have told OP that such a silly looking crotch is commonplace on real women, even the hugboxers are finally getting more honest with one another about their surgical results as a user tells OP that Dr. Anger has a less than lovely track record and that he should seek out a revision under someone's knife. The funniest part, however, is that before this comment, OP seemed perfectly happy with his outcome.
Critical-Lettuce3247 (Dr. Anger; penile-inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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Penile inversion 3 3/4 mo. ​

I had penile inversion w/ depth from Dr. Anger in ucsd 3 3/4 months ago. I had a couple complications: infections which made more difficult for dilating. But right now I am good. I’m on #4 of my dilators, 5 in total. pain is minimal now. I am very happy. I’m still swollen but it is less than before.

Spoiler: Horri-gami.

Can't spell "Eldritch" without "ditch": Roughly a month after his last appearance in the thread, Accomplished_Fan7636 is back to show us how the healing is going for the robotic ruination he willfully signed up his innocent penis for. Well, as it turns out, it's taking on an appearance that would not be entirely out of place among the works of H.R. Giger and Zdzisław Beksiński - and I can assure you, that is not a compliment!
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Whats this white tissue inside my canal?​

Hey, so I’m close to 7 weeks post-op and I have many questions. What is that white tissue inside my canal? It was always on the floor of the entrance of the canal, but now sometimes it seems to reach the ceiling of my canal, partially blocking it. I’m scared to push sometimes because I don’t want that white tissue to fall off or tear from the floor of my canal, as I see it connects to both my labia minora.

What I do to put it back on the floor is take my smallest Soul Source dilator and, with the tip, gently push it down to the floor—not deep inside, just onto the floor of the vaginal canal. Maybe it’s granulation tissue, but I don’t know what it is.

I also have questions about the middle part inside that looks like two major lips that close or open the vagina. From my perspective, there’s something in the middle that looks unusual… it looks like two lips and a small penis in the middle. Will that go down as the swelling reduces and leave me with a more normal-looking vagina? Right now, that middle part just looks weird to me. I know that downward toward the canal are my labia minora and clitoral hood, but from my point of view it looks too thick like a penis, and the labia minora seem to be tucked inside instead of slightly outside.

I want to add that I had robotic peritoneal vaginoplasty, just in case that helps you answer my questions regarding the technique. My surgeon also mentioned that in my special case, I experienced more swelling than usual and it lasted longer than in typical recoveries, instead of seeing a faster reduction in swelling.

Spoiler: Looks like if you yelled into it, you'd hear a scream in return instead of your own echo.

Fudge, packed: outside of certain industries, your average person is likely unaware of the fantastic rainbow of colors
natural to the nooks and crannies of the human body. Consider yourself educated, then, as you bear witness to this troon's crotch which resembles a slab of cheap, melted chocolate that solidified into a very unpleasant shape. And from OP's report, it sounds like it doesn't just look like crap, but feels like crap, too! Maybe they should put this on boxes of chocolate the way they put rotten teeth on cigarette cartons to dissuade chocoholics?
Numerous_Match_2658 (Dr. Kamol; peritoneal pull-through vaginoplasty (PPV))
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PPV SRS post op 11 days Kamol​

Is this how early results are supposed to be? I can only reach a bit more than 5 inch with dilator super difficult and painful when going to 6inch.

Spoiler: Also, what the fuck kind of angle is this photo?

A man left with little more than a crevice and some gristled flesh weeping next door to his anus has some concerns about the aesthetics of his genitals. Buddy, given how much your doctor snipped off, you should be glad you can even feel yourself touch it at all with just how featureless it is - was it an "everything must go" sale on your pelvis or something?
Entire_Donkey3385 (vaginoplasty)
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Srs PI 31 days​

Hi,

Not alot of complications, everything is still swollen, so I am unsure about aesthetics.

Sensation is still returning and dilation is mostly ok.

Spoiler: Whoreshach test.

This TiM seems to be under the impression that the real reason his dicklessness does not a proper pussy make lies in the remaining presence of his corpus spongiosum rather than the fact that despite the misogyny of historical medicine, one cannot actually turn a pole into a hole more convincingly than vice versa. The comments, however, are quick to tell OP that his craterous crotch looks natural, and - alarmingly - many of them are women. What stage of pickme is it to tell a dude with a shredded shlong that his shit looks like the real deal?
Public_Ad6865 (vaginoplasty)
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Hate my results ​

I hate the fact that my neo vaginal entrance look unnatural. It has so much of corpus spongiosum

Spoiler: It looks unnatural because it is, you idiot.

Questionable mark: the first time I looked at this dickchop, I honestly had to stare at it for a few seconds - while guffawing, of course - because I honestly wasn't quite sure what to make of it. Upon further reflection, I would liken its appearance most to the humble interrobang, which is not exactly something you would hope someone would think of when you take off your trousers.
FinalLight9363 (Dr. Marquette; zero-depth vaginoplasty)
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I think my zero-depth surgery was botched--what are my prospects for revision?​

I am 6 months out from zero depth with Dr. Marquette at UofM. I'm realizing that my anatomical issues are not the result of swelling. The clit is off center and weirdly shaped, and there is a bump above it that I think is supposed to be the clitoral hood but doesn't look right. Also, the skin under the clit is so full of folds, it's not at all what I am familiar with in neo or natal vaginas.

My post-op appointment is coming up, but I'm scared to go back to the same doctor because she fucked up so bad to begin with. I have a feeling she will downplay the problems. But I think I need a full do-over. I don't know what doctor would be willing or able to fix this. Any thoughts? Am I overreacting?

EDIT: Someone messaged me and I accidentally deleted it; if you see this please message me again lol

Spoiler: ‽

Dr. Leif Rogers seems to be the Mengele of miscellaneous mutilations these days, offering clavicle shortening, hip augmentation and rib remodeling to give patients like this 40something TiM the same goofy silhouette you'd see on vintage Barbies. The most dreadful part, though, is that insurance did completely and totally cover this on OP's behalf, and he refuses to elaborate on how exactly he managed to squeak this by the same draconic robots that love denying medications like Humira for elderly women with arthritis. But hey, you know, they're being genocided, so you should feel bad for them and give them all your money.
RothaiRedPanda (Dr. Leif Rogers; rib remodeling)
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Rib remodeling 6 to 12 from Leif Rogers. 6 week progress pictures.​

Raw pictures, just cropped out my face. I still have lots of edema that pooled up around my inner thighs. Currently lacing down to a 20" waist. I wear my corset everyday. Even sleep in it, but at times I will switch to sleep in a more forgiving sculpting garment. My goal is to do this for 6 months. I want to get the most out of my result.

Spoiler: His legs look like they're going to pop.

Now since it's also the end of women's month, let's make sure we don't leave our ladies in the lurch!
Please welcome back to the thread Winter_Hovercraft163 who truly has one of the most grotesque of rotdogs I've had the misfortune of cataloguing; after a tumultuous 3 months, it seems that the various little holes in her sinking ship have finally been plugged up, and the scarring left behind from the ordeal definitely makes her vessel look as if it endured some serious cannonfire during combat.
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[TW: Gore] Severe wound separation/split penis finally healed - 3 month update​

Posting this to show how severe wound separation does eventually heal with time. Took 12 weeks/3 months total to heal.

Spoiler: You know she hopes to go stealth in the future?

Revolting medical experiment OspreyFTM has finally completed her genital journey after 5 total surgeries, now walking around among normal men and women with a floppy little fauxdong and the vulva she was born with still intact. While Osprey is celebrating the end of her long walk, we all know that just because one operation is done doesn't mean your time in the theater is over, so we'll see how things go for her in the future...
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2 weeks PO two cylinder Coloplast ED implant with bulb in labia majora (no vnectomy, no scrotoplasty, no UL, no burial) ​

SLIDE 3 CONTAINS NATAL GENITALS.

My surgeon is Dr. Santucci and I had ALT phalloplasty. All of these pics show a full erection. The pump bulb is on the left in pic 3 and on the right is a small silicone testicle implant for symmetry. No, I do not sit on them, and inflating it by accident seems almost impossible. Pumping the bulb and using the release valve is semi-uncomfortable because of the location but also due to swelling and that I'm fresh off of surgery. My dick is also swollen here so I'm not sure if the implant makes too much of a size difference. Everything was placed through my single monsplasty incision you can see on my abdomen.

This was my 5th and final phallo surgery. I'm so happy to be done and am in love with what I have now. I can't wait to play around with being hard once I'm fully cleared.

Spoiler: Genuinely: who the fuck would have sex with that thing?

Helicopt-her: in the summer of last year, ArchiveSelection provided us a stationary photo of the inchworm she was proud to call her own - but because it wasn't disgusting enough to simply look at, she's now forcing us to watch it in slow motion as she gleefully toys with it! I'm not sure what I did in a past life in order to see a woman manipulate her macroclitoris like she's torturing a fish during its final moments out of water, but whatever it was, I hope I at least had fun doing it.
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This has been the most fun thing to do since surgery (extended meta by Özer)​

Spoiler: Is there a word for something being hypnotic in a really gross way?

Ever been curious about how exactly the nightmare noodles utilizing the "hotdog bun" method get swaddled by their mommies? Well, No-Antelope-3624 is more than happy to give us a video guide which is both insightful in representing one of the lesser-discussed elements of the procedure while also showcasing how barbaric the entire affair is.
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Wrapping with “Hotdog Bun” Method​

Hey all! I got asked by someone how I wrap with the hotdog bun method and I thought I’d do a little video for educational purposes. And also for more information to be out there on this method. The focus in this stage is making the phallus as soft and smooth as possible. I wrap the tubing thick so that it helps expand the phallus and stretch it a bit. If the tubing was too thin, then the new urethral lining (inside of my phallus) would have a lot of ridges/folds and wouldn’t be smooth. I hope that makes sense. Also the wrapping doesn’t have to perfect. This is just how I do it and what works for me!

Spoiler: It's 3m 42s of creepy silence, which gives it a "scary haunted copypasta" vibe.

And now for some text posts.
Poor little predatory pooner Enough_Ad1324 is finding that her pursuit of mimicking manhood is an arduous one, reporting that since her surgery she's felt bloated, ugly and out of shape all while constantly babying her bouncing little fakedong in order to ensure her scars aren't quite as blatant. Though she insists that she doesn't regret the procedure, OP almost seems at war with herself due to how bitterly she resents the difficulty of her recovery. Here's hoping it falls off!
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This journey fucking sucks​

I’m in the beginning stages of my complete phalloplasty journey and this shit is fucking awful. I had ALT phalloplasty with scrotum creation and UL in late 2025. I am now 3 months post op and every day it feels like I’m 1 day post op. This surgery has taken everything out of me and just continues to fuck me. Before this surgery my body wasn’t in the best shape I’ve ever been in but I was in decent shape and slim. Now my hips are weird and my donor leg thigh/hip is puffy because of excess fluid and swollenness after walking for too long. And I just look awful. My phallus is big and can still swell sometimes so it’s more obvious when I wear tighter pants. I’m barely ever 100% comfortable because of all the nerves waking up and just zapping and such. Peeing hurts a good amount (getting that checked out. Could be regular post op pains, a UTI, or a Stricture) and is annoying because I still have to wipe my phallus after pissing, if I don’t I’ll have a decent sized piss mark on my pants. My donor leg is so ugly to me. Just in general my body is so ugly to me right now because I’m so out of shape from this surgery and struggling to get back to where I was before this surgery. I have to constantly be aware of sun exposure with my donor leg and if I’m not aware then I risk the chances of having it scar badly and be even more noticeable. I have to do a morning and night routine for scar care to have the best possible chance of my scar being not completely ugly. I feel so dramatic because I’ve been through a lot of hard things in my life even though I’ve only been alive for 2 decades but this by far is the hardest thing I’ve gone through and I’m not even done yet. I still have a few surgeries to go through. This process is hell and I don’t think anyone should glamorize it at all. Would I do it again? Yes. But holy shit did I underestimate it and still continue to underestimate it.
The point I’m making is that this is a journey and before you even consider it you need to realize how big this truly is. My doctor definitely made it seem like it was a “neutral” process but it is far from that. Don’t get me wrong, I’m young and healthy but I still had complications and this still beat me the fuck up. And I used to have to worry about being able to pee in a men’s restroom and now I don’t have to do that but now I have to worry if I have enough gauze on me, if I have a piss stain, if my phallus is too swollen, not having my donor leg in sunlight, and etc. This journey takes awhile before you can just live a normal life and the first surgery alone, yes has done a lot of great things for me but also I just traded old problems for new problems!
I hope someone can relate. I just miss my old body with no scars and strong, mobile, functional, etc. I’m weak and puffy and etc rn and I just don’t feel strong or good at all in my body and it’s so depressing because I’ve gone through so much in the past few months just to feel like I’ve made zero progress at all. Seriously fuck all of this, I’m grateful to be in the position I am to have had this surgery at such a young age but damn I wish I never had to have it in the first place.

In the liberal utopia of San Francisco, a FTM who describes herself as a "pooncuck" recounts the numerous times in which having a perpetual psuedoboner does not entitle her to any sort of recognition as a man. The part where she writes "We said that women can have penises and they're so 'accepting' here that they see someone with a penis and still think I'm a woman" feels quite telling - isn't it funny how much troons 'n' poons despise "biological essentialism" yet require it to function?
Kind_Preparation2907 (phalloplasty)
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Getting misgendered in SF post phallo​

Hey 4tran4 Ive been lurking and enjoy the vibes more than most other subs so here I am to share my story as a pooncuck
Finally got phalloplasty recently in woke San Francisco. Nurse checks my penis every hour for the first day to make sure he's doing well. Then he works with another nurse to turn me over to wipe me down since I'm on bed rest and can't get up myself. He misgenders me multiple times in this process. I'm ass naked with a fresh penis getting fucking "she/her". He corrects himself a couple times but still feels pretty shitty.
A few days later I'm discharged from the hospital. Wearing a button up shirt and loose pants and zip up hoodie. My penis is propped up so it looks like I have a boner - this is necessary for healing for like the first month or so. Transport guy comes to wheel me down to get picked up. Misgenders me a couple times in this process. Hears someone else call me "him" and he starts correcting himself, but he still says she first before correcting to him.
A few days after that I'm at a store bc I need new boxers in a bigger size, again because of the propping. Still got my permaboner setup and wearing the same outfit. I buy two packages of boxers and nothing else. Checking out and the cashier calls me ma'am.
Woke has gone too far. I joked that "we said that women can have penises and they're so 'accepting' here that they see someone with a penis and still think I'm a woman"
Anyway I wanted to post this partially to combat the idea that trans men pass easily. I'm 4.5 years on T and can't grow facial hair, nor do I really want it tbh. I do pass sometimes but SF in particular hates me lol

Ever since she decided she needed a falsecock to live, this li'l dood's been in nothing but big trouble, with numerous partners leaving her or threatening to leave her if she goes forward with the procedure - two of whom were FTMs themselves, and one of whom already has a preten-dong of her own installed! One might think this would be cosmic intervention trying to save OP from herself, but no, she still plans on getting the ball rolling come this summer, so there really is no helping some people.
helplessly_fucked (future phalloplasty)
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My phallo journey has been so hard bc of my partners​

Came out in 2015 as non binary, realised in 2021 that I was a trans man and my long life partner left me because 'he can't see himself with somebody with a dick' (I've always wanted phallo and he knew that but okay)
Got in a new relationship but this time with another transman, we shared loads of views and needs regarding our transitions and we even went together to each other's phallo appointment back in 2022.
For 1 yeard and half we were having great sex together, being preop and open about it, but suddenly we stopped having sex and I tried to talk about it with him and he was making excuses. Months later he explained that he can't have sex with me because I have a vulva and a vagina, that it makes him so so dysphoric and that he couldn't worp up the courage to tell me.
Well after that he cheated on me with somebody with a penis, we broke up for that and other reasons.
I've been with a new partner for a while, another trans man too, he's had phallo and I'm still on a waitlist, hopefully should be happening this summer or winter after starting the process with my surgeon over 4 years ago.
And now my partner tells me that he doesn't feel comfortable with me getting phallo. He tells me that of course I do what I want with my body, that he knew that I wanted phallo and still got in a relationship with me and that it's okay.
What he tells me is that he doesn't know if he'll be interested in my penis and would want to engage with it sexually. And of course I wouldn't force anything on him but it just hurts a little with everything that I've gone through, phallo seems is so central to my life and so inescapable.
I am very hypersexual due to trauma and sexuality matters so much to me, and knowing taht by having phallo my partner will mabe stop fucking me is so painful.
Having to pack my things with my husband because he's scared of me getting a penis, getting with a trans guy that abhors my downstairs and won't fuck me thus making me speed up as much as I can my phallo to stop being so ugly to him, to now having someone that I love so so much that won't break up with me or anything but that won't find me sexually desirable is really hard.
Also I was supposed to get my phallo in december 2025 so I decided to push back my college application and now I may have to puh it back AGAIN and I'm so poor, I would really need to get that diploma and everything is so exhausting

In No_Driver_2945's last appearance, she was complaining about the double-dicked appearance of her monstrous metoidioplasty and how it was having a negative effect on her marriage. Well, now she's got more to say about her wife, and all signs are currently leading to divorce - a tough decision when she's made herself as unlovable as she is. But what motivates her to stay with a woman clearly hankering for the honky ham one can find only on a real man? Their young daughter has expressed how badly she wants "mama and dadda" to be married for a long time. Maybe instead of spending a fortune on your surgeries, you might consider saving up for the inevitable therapy you'll be paying for your daughter to attend?
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Marriage During Recovery​

Okay so idk if this is really allowed in this sub, but it does relate heavily to my meta experience rn:
About 2 months before I got stage 1 I found out my wife (who has only been with cis men before me) was texting and messaging a lot of guys inappropriately in the first 3 years of our marriage and at one point even laughed about me to one of them. We have kids and a home and a whole life together and my dad passed away just a few days before I found all this out. It’s been a year since I found this out and we’ve been in marriage therapy for almost 2 years now. I got to the point back in September that we decided to open our relationship up and try a threesome. Took us a few months to find someone we were comfortable enough with. Long story short, I hated the experience and told her I didn’t want to continue (which she continually told me beforehand would never be an issue if I was ever uncomfortable), but it’s been a huge issue. Since we stopped group texting with other guys she’s been so cold and distant. She’s just in a bad mood all the time and shows me zero physical affection or desire. I got stage 1 (full meta, UL, scrotoplasty, vaginectomy) back in June and stage 2 (monsplasty, circumcision, excess skin removal) back in January. I’m still recovering and things are still swollen and I have a small wound opening on my monsplasty incision I’ve been having trouble getting to heal. Whenever I talk about how excited I am to be healed to finally try things with her or talk about anything sexual I get little to no response from her. I’ve been waiting my whole life to have this body part and the one person I want to experience all this with makes me feel so fucking disgusting and repulsive. I’ve talked to her about this and she just blames her BPD and says she can’t help that she’s not in the mood. But when I think back to when she was talking to other guys, she was ALWAYS in a good mood and was horny every minute of the day and would actually show me affection. She swears it’s not my body parts and that she is attracted to me but I’m not an idiot. I can’t talk to anyone IRL about this because I know everyone would just hate her and tell me to leave and I’m so embarrassed and humiliated at myself for staying but I do love her and I did make vows and we do have a whole life together that we’ve built so it’s not that easy. Our daughter loves us being together and since she could talk has always asked “mama and dada are gonna be married a long time? Because you love each other?” So I just can’t bring myself to leave.
Has anyone struggled with relationship problems during their recovery? How did you handle it when you’re physically still in a vulnerable place?

Finally, a tranny is so desperate to have the bones in his face smashed to smithereens that even when he tried to kill himself, he was somehow still cognizant enough to orchestrate some downright Machiavellian machinations in order to ensure that he wouldn't have to pay for such a privilege.
indigoauxillary (facial feminization surgery)
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PSA: Don't go to the psych ward 2 weeks before surgery (TW)​

TW: Suicidal ideation, depression
Hi! I wanted to make a friendly post saying that it's not a good idea to go to the psych ward before your surgery.
Last year, I was going through some things and I overdosed, leading me to go to the hospital. I wanted to get the immediate help I needed to get the acetaminophen out of my system and get out, but they said it was mandatory policy to book me into a psych ward. If you haven't gone there, it's a place where they keep you for typically a week or two as the bill racks up and about one or two days a week you see a psychologist who talks to you about what you've been thru for 15 minutes.
If you absolutely must go to a psych ward, and yet still want to keep your surgery (As I did for insurance reasons- the surgery would not have been possible next year and my quality of life would have been severely affected, which is counterproductive to depression recovery (but doctors will not care about that because in my experience no one has empathy for the trans plight)), you MUST be extremely diligent to follow these specific policies:
Oh, and if your priority is not surgery but instead is recovery feel free to not follow this and have your surgery be cancelled. Whatever's important to you and would improve your quality of life. This post is just for those who want to avoid broken-arm syndrome however possible.

1. Admit yourself VOLUNTARILY. This will give you the opportunity to request a 72 hour leave period. Otherwise, you will have no say in when you leave. I know it sounds strange, but it worked for me. I didn't put in the request until I had established with my psychologist that the goal of treatment would be to connect with a therapist outside of the recovery unit. I did it at noon of the first full day. Staff members were upset, of course, but they fulfilled my request by letting me leave on the third day. Which I needed because the food had made me backed up like crazy.
2. Do not list your PCP and write N/A instead. They have the power to contact your surgeon and cancel. And don't mention your surgery to ANYONE. I didn't.
3. If you are forced to sign any forms, make note of ANY FINE PRINT so that you can revoke them later. As soon as I got out, I revoked the ability for my therapist to speak with my PCP. And if you can revoke the forms right then and there, go for it.
4. Have a clear exit plan and know what to say and what not to say. Do not stress and have your story be "it was accidental, I had no intention to" etc. Pretend you're being interrogated by police, because these wards see hundreds of people per week, they do not care about you, everything is systematic. Stay calm, quiet, and have a clean and concise exit plan such as therapy. Always list relatively high numbers with some variability on your daily "How are you feeling" paper. It may be controversial to lie, but I think it would be more controversial for me to pay 50,000 that I don't have for FFS part 2.

Here's my experience: I arrived late at night and got sick, 4 separate times I was asked to strip fully. I was put in a room with a male in a Blue state, despite having had SRS they put M on my papers, despite ALL of my documentation and records being F. I got moved rooms a few times, and it seemed like they wanted to isolate me. I barely spoke much. At night they would check up on me every 15 minutes. I was supposed to bring hormones from home but my parents are transphobic. (Good thing I happened to use undecylate before I went- 2wk intervals.) I was allowed to use razors after asking but it was embarrassing. The food made me sick. I was drugged by this guy from the stave unit who gave me water at the lunchroom (on my birthday!) who wanted to switch units to mine probably to take advantage of me. I was lay-on-floor out of energy all day. I saw him when my mother picked me up as well. Very weird for me to go thru.
Before I was admitted, before I even drove to the ER, I signed the forms to have a caretaker for my surgery since I would be alone and my surgeon required it. In the ER itself, I booked the hotel, sent them the info, and shaved my legs with an electric razor in the ER and plucked my eyebrows because I knew I would not be afforded the decency in inpatient. I did braids to keep my hair from being messy, and when I took them out, I kept my hairbands in my bra. I looked on Reddit for anyone that had been admitted to the psych ward and still kept their surgery. Not a single post anywhere on the internet about the topic, so I'll be the first. Keep in mind, you risk surgery by being suicidal. Try not to do anything drastic if you can help it, but if you're already in the situation hopefully the steps above outline how you can protect your future surgery at all costs.
My surgery ended up happening and insurance paid for a good amount of it. Of course, I did have every intent to go to therapy because I really wanted help, however the therapist I matched with- it was like she was in a different universe, she did not at all understand my struggles, which is par for the course for the type of therapy that psych ward outpatient provides. It's all just to say they did something. Nothing helps LOL. But the FFS certainly did, and people treat me much nicer.
As a side note: I also recommend getting mandible contouring BEFORE the upper half of the face (nose/brow/hairline) because the latter will act like a facelift, and getting the chin done is like an anti-face lift. That, plus the fact that my insurance changing to one that didn't accept FFS were the reasons it was imperative for me to finish what was already started. I will share my ffs results/story at a later time

 

[hey god it's me again]

her pursuit of mimicking manhood is an arduous one, reporting that since her surgery she's felt bloated, ugly and out of shape all while constantly babying her bouncing little fakedong in order to ensure her scars aren't quite as blatant. Though she insists that she doesn't regret the procedure, OP almost seems at war with herself due to how bitterly she resents the difficulty of her recovery

Considering pooners treat their fakedongs like newborns, maybe this one's suffering from post-phallopartum depression

 

[The Skeksis Emperor]

Dr. Leif Rogers seems to be the Mengele of miscellaneous mutilations these days, offering clavicle shortening, hip augmentation and rib remodeling to give patients like this 40something TiM the same goofy silhouette you'd see on vintage Barbies. The most dreadful part, though, is that insurance did completely and totally cover this on OP's behalf, and he refuses to elaborate on how exactly he managed to squeak this by the same draconic robots that love denying medications like Humira for elderly women with arthritis. But hey, you know, they're being genocided, so you should feel bad for them and give them all your money.
RothaiRedPanda (Dr. Leif Rogers; rib remodeling)

Good Lord. Well, I guess the silver lining is this lunatic is speedrunning an early death, because I can't see how this won't have a severe negative effect on his body as a whole.

 

[#58fb58]

that hand is saying---

 

[Smellee Cat]

I can’t quote @Magic Pickle but as someone who is in Japan at least 1x per month, “Domo Arigato” is rarely used, especially in modern cities. It’s used is within close friendship or family circles and is very casual. Or considered rude is some places. Are we friends on KF?… could be!

The proper use here would be “arigatou gozaimasu”

 

[triforce9001]

This shit is beyond fucked up because it's backed by medical professionals. It's like a sick joke but it's real.

 

[JohnnyG]

I can’t quote @Magic Pickle

You can't quote posts over a certain length (e.g. an OP of an entire news article) with the +Quote button at the bottom right, but you should be able to select specific text and use the Quote | Reply that pops up:

 

[sheepworldvizor]

Thanks MP.

This one reminded me of those photos they snap on the rollercoaster when you’re screaming and the wind is blowing your cheeks.

Spoiler: argh

 

[Otterly]

Spoiler: Horri-gami.

You are truly a wordsmith. I kneel

Can't spell "Eldritch" without "ditch"

The use of the word canal here made me gag. The sort of canal with a rancid stagnant miasma and a shopping trolley half submerged perhaps.

truly has one of the most grotesque of rotdogs I've had the misfortune of cataloguing;

The latter ones look they should be popping out of John hurt’s chest.

 

[Magic Pickle]

I swear, it feels like every time I come in to post, I wind up bringing a massive haul with me. Hopefully everyone's eager for some grossness!

Though this tranny reports that he has maintained the ability to receive both clitoral and vaginal "orgasims," he's still left disappointed thanks to one little problem: due to blood clots, both of his outer psuedolabia died, leaving him with a crotch that sort of looks like a half-tucked curtain over a window into hell. And while OP provides a fresh-out-of-surgery photo for comparison, one must question his eyesight if he thinks either photo is an acceptable result.
Liolanse (Dr. Scholl and Dr. Morath; vaginoplasty)
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Munich M&S Dr. Schöll 7 weeks post op. Is Outer Labia reconstruction a thing? How?​

Munich M&S Dr. Morath & Dr. Schöll. Main surgeon Dr. Schöll.
7 weeks post OP.
I had a rough recovery with a 4 weeks stay in the hospital. The clinic is fantastic 10/10.
Due to blood clots part of both outer labia died of. I added a 6 days post op pic for comparison. Healing is going great.
Overall i am quite happy and already had clitoral and vaginal orgasims.
But can the labia be reconstructed and how would they do it? I would have had a beautiful closed vulva but my body fucked up and now i got this....
What they def do it reduce the bulbus (the blob over the condom), make the "entrance" longer and reduce skin flaps.
This friday (10.04.) I have a appointment with Dr. Schöll. He said he can/will fix it and make it pretty again. But I am overthinking again....

Spoiler: Do I WANT to know what the white stuff is?

Having lived only a quarter of a century with his manhood, a TiM has decided that his remaining lifespan - however long it would be - would be ill-suited to continue on with his skin-sword and has had it removed. The result, however, looks raw and haunted even a full month after healing, though his surgeon reassures him that everything is looking A-OK! I like how there appear to be leftover stitches that make it sort of look like a portal to Tentacle Land, a dreadful realm where only Cthulhu and hentai perverts hope to traverse.
keirasock (Dr. McClung; penile-inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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1 month full depth PIV SRS with Dr. McClung, Columbus, OH​

Just wanna see how Im doing!

Im 25, (hrt for 3 years), got this done using anthem insurance, spent four days in the hospital, had to go home with a catheter and started dilating during week 2. He said i was a bit on the shallower side at 11-12cm depth. My dr told me Ive been doing really well healing wise but idk after a month it still looks pretty raw.

I can answer any questions about dr mcclung too hes been nothing but great for me.

Spoiler: As usual, it's also hilariously large.

The general consensus when it comes to surgery is that getting it done abroad is pretty much only a good idea if A) you come from a shithole country with awful medical practices and need superior care or B) it's a life-or-death thing and specialists with a novel procedure can only be found somewhere else. So what lead this man to think Argentina was the place to head to when it came to having his dick ripped off? We'll never know, but we will know one thing: the procedure went so badly that barely a few months after, he's already prolapsing, and his doctor is brushing him off and telling him to wait it out to heal on its own! Countdown to being blocked by the practice in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...
ThoughtsFarmer (colovaginoplasty)
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Colovaginoplasty Prolapse?​

Hi everyone. I’m really worried because of the next situation.

Had Colovaginoplasty exactly two months ago in Argentina and I am still experiencing pain in the area that you clearly will detect. The right side of the cavity seems to have healed perfectly but I think in the first month some stitches of the left side fell. The cavity seems to present a prolapse which my doctor said could be “revised” if it doesn’t “fix itself”.

When I am laying horizontally I don’t feel pain but walking for more than 10 minutes or sitting can become super uncomfortable. Dilations are uncomfortable and painful on the left side, but prolapse gets better after them.

Anyone can say if this is normal? I’m not from Argentina so I should schedule a visit there if I want to get it checked and/or revised.

Spoiler: Yeah, sure, just wait 'til the rest falls out!

Back in January, NickWildSimp gave us a look at the Gast-gash he was given and it looked like it was suffering from a pretty grisly infection. Miraculously, it appears this was not the case, though he now presents us with a different kind of horror: his lax, nigh-vertical urethra that is closer in size to his pinky nail than to a pinhole like you see on real girls. But the reason he's unsure about whether his cyclopean slit looks natural? Well, you see, he hasn't seen a lot of actual vulvas before he got this done. When jokes write themselves, a comedian lacks any real purpose.
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Is my urethra unusually large?​

I had piv with Dr gast about 3.5 months ago, and I’m wondering if my urethral opening is larger than normal? I haven’t seen a lot of natal vaginas so I’m not really sure lol, this might just be me being delusional

Spoiler: He's also holding it up in a Jesus Christ pose.

Surprise!: 5 years after sliding under the knife to give her boobs the boot and then another two rounds to correct aesthetics, a TiF has been left behind with a very, very flat chest - and two nipples that are so wide, pale and circular they make her torso look a bit shocked. And while her visuals make her insecure, it seems she's still debating having them removed entirely even though having all these procedures done has left her with permanent nerve damage in her chest... which is part of what puts her off of medical tattooing, but somehow not having them nerfed completely.
titolitoooo (Dr. med. Jens Diedrichson; bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with periareolar/keyhole incisions)
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Vent​

I’ll be 5 years post op this year and I already made a post about considering getting rid of my nipples because they’re just way too big and I can’t comfortably be shirtless in public or even at home. I feel so crushed seeing other people’s post op results and feeling the same envy post-op that I had pre-op. One time someone even thought I haven’t had top surgery yet after I sent them a picture because of my unfortunate areola situation, lol. That definitely stung.

I know I’m lucky when it comes to my results themselves since this is almost the only aesthetic issue I have and compared to what some others go through this must seem dramatic, but I’m just struggling a lot and can’t look at it without feeling tremendous dysphoria.

I’ve had 2 nipple corrections already and both were unsuccessful since the areola just stretched out again. I guess I just have to deal with this.

Spoiler: I mean, if you blur your eyes, it's not SO bad...

Though keyhole surgery is the dream of many a poon, most are ineligible for it due to having too much substantial breast tissue to make the procedure work. This FTM, however, has managed to get it done despite sporting a notable waistline, which implies that some doctors may be taking on the challenge just to sell to eager, desperate buyers.
Goblin_Hoe (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with periareolar/keyhole incisions)
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Peri on a chubby guy​

How does it look? I worry my nipples are a bit big. I’m just about 6 weeks out.

Spoiler: Well, I'll give her this: she does kind of look like someone's dad.

The sluggish severance of veravendetta's stupid doorhandle-dong from her abdomen continues, with the goal of having it hang free and wild by the chill of autumn. Of course, it really doesn't look much different than it did when we last saw it back in February, but maybe we'll see a bit more progress by July when her next pointless procedure is expected?
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Stage 2 groin flap phallo complete ​

For context, I’m in the process of doing groin flap phalloplasty with Dr Ley at Gender Confirmation Center in San Francisco. I will not be having UL, Vaginectomy , hysterectomy , scrotum, innervation or erectile device. All those options are possible with this procedure , I just don’t want them. You can look at my other posts in Phallo for more info.

This stage is the beginning of freeing the tip of the penis from the abdomen where it has been receiving extra blood supply. Surgery was easy, only an hour under anesthesia and about 20 minutes of actual surgery. Pain is minimal, I only needed Tylenol to manage it for the first few days. I’m up and doing most activities aside from weight lifting. Sutures should dissolve soon. Easy as pie. Most of my piercings and body mods were more painful than this. In three months we will do the next section of freeing the tip. In October the phallus will hang free

Spoiler: You know, it really doesn't make her awful body look that much worse.

You gotta love users like AttachablePenis who make my job as a carnival barker-- er, "digital archivist" so much easier, because she's provided us with a very, very detailed timeline of the disgusting way her arm has bloated after getting it mutilated to make her bouncing baby boy. Watching as it slowly inflates due to tissue damage is quite an exercise in making you appreciate your own circulatory system, that's for sure...
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RFF phallo arm timeline progress (so far)​

Pics 1-2: pre-op (hair removal progress pics)

Pic 3: IT’S ALIVE! never took a pic of my bare arm in the hospital, sorry

Pics 4-5: 8 days (1 week) post-op, wrapped in mepitel (silicone dressing)

Pics 6-7: 15 days (2 weeks) post-op, wrapped in mepitel, hematomas increasing…

Pics 8-9: 18 days (2.5 weeks) post-op, bare zombie arm (with way too much aquaphor)

Pics 10-11: 24 days (>3 weeks) post-op, found out I was putting wayyyy too much aquaphor on the graft site, which is why my skin looks like that

Pics 12-14: 26 days (nearly 4 weeks) post-op, putting a much more normal amount of aquaphor on, hematomas almost gone (they’re not even really hematomas at this point, just scabs), bonus partial dick pic

Pics 15-16: 35 days (5 weeks) post-op, starting to be on friendly terms with my arm. This is around when I was allowed to stop bandaging it in gauze because it’s just skin at this point. There are 2 small scabs left that I put band aids on, but otherwise it’s just aquaphor and a mild compression sleeve.

Pics 17-18: today! 47 days (almost 7 weeks) post-op. Finally wore the silipos sleeve for a few days last week, because I thought my 2 little scabs had healed, but one of them re-opened a few days ago, so I’m back to the mild compression sleeve.

Range of motion and scar suppleness are works in progress. I can turn my palm over face up just fine, and I have no issues extending my elbow. But I still can’t bend my wrist/hand up much (like you would to say “STOP”) and I can only bend it down a little farther than I can bend it up. Haven’t been keeping up with my PT exercises very well lately — moving back home last weekend was a big distraction, and then on Thursday I broke my finger on my good hand (now I guess my left hand is my good hand). Even so, it does feel like it’s healing and making progress. Gaining strength. I feel like I’m putting aquaphor on my arm and thigh every waking moment, but it’s really just whenever they get dry. Looking forward to using the silipos sleeve again, because the compression was great for the swelling. Oh and I ordered a little compression glove online that’s supposed to come tomorrow I think. My hand swelling just never seems to go down even with elevation and massage. It was like that before I broke my finger, and thankfully it hasn’t gotten worse. Hope to resume PT appointments locally soon.

Spoiler: Stay Puft Marshmallow Manlet.

So long, farewell, Off Wienersen, goodbye: after beginning at a whopping 9" of length and shrinking down to a more modest 7.5", a li'l dood must part ways with even more of her frightful fauxnis, which she admits is "bittersweet" as supposedly she used it during sex yet found it unwieldy in every other aspect of her life. While I personally have a hard time believing anybody had interest in this gargantuan girlbat, I confess that I've been on the internet long enough to realize many people were given orifices when they're definitely not responsible enough to have them, so I suppose for every pole, there is a hole...
NineInchNailALT (Dr. Gallegos and Dr. Goldstein; anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty)
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Goodbye 7” wiener…​

Shortening my dick *again* tomorrow. It’s super bittersweet. So fun for sex, so not fun in wet shorts or sitting on my moto. Gonna settle at 6” (with hopefully the same girth) and get my glans and ED in a few months. I hate being a shower and not a grower. Can’t complain, I know, I know. It’s just hard saying goodbye when I’ve grown attached to it (but get annoyed all the time).

Spoiler: Even a traffic cone has more erotic appeal.

If there's something I always find amusing, it's when troons 'n' poons get operations when they proclaim themselves to be "sex workers" of any variety (which I consider a weasel word to escape labeling the truth of the matter, but we're not here to get into that). This one supposedly has an OnlyFans, so I suppose we'll see if her digital panhandling kicks into hyperdrive now that she's ruined virtually any possible appeal she could have to those who are not descended from Dr. Frankenstein. In fact, for funzies, I'll even include a before and after!
breedingbunnyytwt (Dr. Salim; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty with no urethral lengthening and no vaginectomy)
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4.5 weeks post op ​

becoming more malleable, still have a lot of swelling on the left labia. neosporin on the tip as the faux urethra scab is starting to come off

Spoiler: Her scars are literally pooner pink.

Spoiler: Pre-op vs. post-op.

Lastly, a text post where a tranny tries to correct some misconceptions around neovaginas and winds up writing a long essay that is completely untrue but will inevitably be eaten up by the barrelful by hopeful TiMs because if there's anything a tranny loves, it's snatching the limb of a fellow crab and dragging them further back down into the bucket with them.
GFluidThrow123 (vaginoplasty)
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Clearing up some myths around neovaginas​

I see a LOT of conversation around trans genitals in trans spaces, cis spaces, and everywhere in between. Some is true, some is a lie, and most of it is impossible to parse.
So, I wanted to share some things I've learned along the way based on my experience, conversations with others, and information I've received from doctors and surgeons.
First, the elephant in the room: "We can always tell." Also framed as "they don't look like a cis vagina."
This isn't true. But sometimes it is. No two vaginas look the same. I'm a lesbian. I've seen PLENTY of vaginas in my life. Different sized labia and clits, different shaped vulvas, etc. They're all completely unique. And that's true of neovaginas as well. Don't believe me? Go look up "The Vagina Museum." They have an entire wall of vagina pictures that have been submitted by real people, including trans women.
Surgeons matter. Don't go to a surgeon whose results you haven't seen. Get testimonials, if at all possible. A good surgeon both shows good results and is known for their post-op support. You want a way to contact the nursing staff in case something does go wrong.
A surgeon that knows what they're doing will construct a vagina that fits you, and is nearly indistinguishable from a natal vagina. A surgeon with less experience might have worse results. Yes, I've seen both. But worse results are becoming less and less common. Trans health care has improved 1000-fold in the last 15 years.
So, can you tell the difference?
The best ones are only noticeable if you know what you're looking for and explicitly looking for it. Chances are, you'd only be able to tell if you already knew the person was trans. The only outwardly visible difference for these ones is scarring. A good surgeon will even hide that pretty well, however. The incision is done along the outer labial folds, blends in with them, and tends to fade with time. If you grow hair along there, the scarring is often impossible to see.
The neovagina smells, feels, and even tastes, just like a natal vagina. To the point that my wife (who is very much a tried-and-true lesbian) occasionally forgets I'm trans, even during sex.
What's it feel like? Can you orgasm?
It feels like a vagina. It's soft, warm, and a little wet at all times. The canal is a little bit tight, but relaxes when you're aroused and can stretch a LOT. You can almost definitely take a phallus (penis or toy) that's a bit bigger than the average cis girl can. (Cis girls are often terrified of the largest dilator)
And yes! You can orgasm just fine! In extremely rare cases, some women have reported loss of orgasm. This is significantly less than 1% of all procedures performed, and it often goes back to what I said above about picking the right surgeon.
BUT! You will orgasm more like any other girl who has a vagina. And this is WAY different from a penis. It will take longer, you'll need to explore to figure out what feels right, you might need toys or vibrators, and the same thing doesn't feel good for every girl. You may or may not be able to orgasm from penetration. You'll also likely need to re-connect with your own body. You have a whole new organ that, despite feeling "right" for you, is still new. Your brain needs to re-wire and you need to let your guard down and get comfortable with it. (This part took me over a year! And I'm still experiencing changes in sensation!)
Oh, and getting wet is a common question! This is highly dependent on your surgeon, their technique, and your body. I do get wet - VERY wet. The consistency is a bit thinner than a cis woman's, but it's not particularly noticeable by a partner. But not everyone does. You'll likely want lube for penetration either way. But that's pretty normal for anyone with a vagina.
How bad is recovery/dilation/maintenance?
Initial recovery is the hardest part. You're probably going to struggle to walk for a couple days, but the nurses will encourage it and help you. Packing removal is super weird. Just have someone there to hold your hand for it. It doesn't hurt but you'll still hate it...
Most major complications occur in the first month, with monitoring over the first few months. I had a hematoma. That slowed my recovery a little. But again, if you have a good surgical and post-op support staff, they'll give you good instructions and you'll heal just fine. There is zero sign I ever had that now.
Dilation really isn't a big deal. Every surgeon has a different schedule for it. Some people are down to weekly in the first couple months. Mine had me at 4x/day for a couple weeks, then down to 3, 2, 1, and then decreasing from there. Now, after a year of healing, I only dilate once a week for 15 mins. I know girls that do WAY less - once every 2 weeks or even every couple months. Dilation doesn't hurt. I read a book while I'm doing it. It's not a big deal if I miss a day. I move it around to fit my schedule.
On that note - The neovagina isn't going to "close up" if you don't dilate! That is a myth! The only time anything like this is even remotely possible is when you are still in the super early phases of healing, and even then it's highly unlikely. The reason you dilate is to maintain depth. And even if you lose some, you can just work your way back up and you should be able to regain most of it. After a couple years of healing, many people report they don't really have issues with this at all anymore. It's something you can feel out for yourself.
As for other maintenance, douching is recommended but not really required. at first you'll do it regularly. But later you may choose to do it much more rarely. My nurses basically say "when you feel like you need it." So I do it about once every 6-8 months, at most. While the neovagina doesn't share the same biome and self-cleaning mechanisms that a natal vagina does, it still does push things out on its own. This is the one part I'm not *as* informed on, but you'll need to make your own calls on how much you feel you need to douche.
On the note of standard washing? It's just like a natal vagina. Use gentle soaps, or just water between the folds. Use a touch of witch hazel on it after showers to keep it fresh.
And now for the conversation that actually stresses me out the most when I see trans people discussing it:
Is a vagina more hassle?
I really, really, really don't like this question. I have a vagina because it's right for my body and for who I am as a person. I didn't get a vagina because it's easier or harder to maintain. I didn't get one to impress others or to make someone else happy. I got one because I feel I should have been born with one. And I don't compare it to anything else. It's just a part of my body and I do what I need to in order to take care of it, just like the rest of my body.
But to answer the actual question? Vaginas are not a "hassle" at all. Standard basic hygiene is the majority of what you'll concern yourself with when you have one. When someone says "you should wash it regularly," this was always true. You should be showering regularly. If you don't shower regularly, it doesn't matter what genitals you have - you're not taking good care of yourself.
If I notice an odor that's a bit off, I go to my gynecologist and she prescribes me some metronidazole. This is the same stuff a cis woman uses when her vagina has an off odor.
If I have soreness around the labia that I can't identify, my gynecologist prescribes some low dose estrogen cream. Again, the same stuff a cis woman would use on hers.
It's not a big deal to take care of my body. And that's the only way I look at it now; it's *my* body. It's the way I recommend everyone goes into it. Because that's what it's all for, right? Loving yourself? And I love myself very, very much. My vagina has been a part of that journey and my body feels more complete than ever.
I really hope this post clears up some of the questions y'all have! I know it was long, but I appreciate y'all reading it! Feel free to drop questions in the comment section. And please downvote and report 'phobes who inevitably will make an appearance.

 

[Positron]

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