📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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You see men, being creatures of simple and at-hand pleasures, have been known, on occasion, to swing their penis around and around in a dazzling, whirling display of genital helical amusement (provided sound effects optional). Now my question, Have we seen a TIF do this with her absurdly oversized attached appendage?, or would that be more a whirling display of faux-penectomy? (That is faux pen-, very real -ectomy)
 
You see men, being creatures of simple and at-hand pleasures, have been known, on occasion, to swing their penis around and around in a dazzling, whirling display of genital helical amusement (provided sound effects optional). Now my question, Have we seen a TIF do this with her absurdly oversized attached appendage?, or would that be more a whirling display of faux-penectomy? (That is faux pen-, very real -ectomy)
I have never seen a FTM helicopter, and frankly I don't know how many of them actually can do so. It seems to me like the lack of ligaments and the shape of the scars would mean it flaps up and down instead of around. A normal man with the kind of scars phalloplasty causes might have their helicoptering ability hampered as well, one line tends to go down the length of the phallus and there is also a ring of scar at the base.
 
I have never seen a FTM helicopter, and frankly I don't know how many of them actually can do so. It seems to me like the lack of ligaments and the shape of the scars would mean it flaps up and down instead of around. A normal man with the kind of scars phalloplasty causes might have their helicoptering ability hampered as well, one line tends to go down the length of the phallus and there is also a ring of scar at the base.
For this reason, FTMs are rarely seen taking off and flying in the skies as men often do as their rotdogs are unable to withstand the shearing forces that rotary movement places on their appendages.

I remember the flying lessons I was given in sex ed to do the above.
 
For this reason, FTMs are rarely seen taking off and flying in the skies as men often do as their rotdogs are unable to withstand the shearing forces that rotary movement places on their appendages.

I remember the flying lessons I was given in sex ed to do the above.
This brings new meaning to the ‘Jesus nut’ on a chopper ….
 
Now my question, Have we seen a TIF do this with her absurdly oversized attached appendage?, or would that be more a whirling display of faux-penectomy? (That is faux pen-, very real -ectomy)
This one's asking for helicoptering advice, complete with clumsy pooner hips, phallo scars, frog croak voice, and a pathetically flailing dong. Plus long unnecessary ramble about her opsec. (Link / Archive)



This one's clearly a little more seasoned at it. (Link / Archive)


That first pooner is cognizant of her piss poor opsec due to easily identifiable tattoos. Too bad she's posted on the farms now.

Reddit user u/DisasterKey9279 is also u/penis-parade.

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I haven't looked further, but a kiwi with more time could definitely find more. Will update with the other archives.
 
I am just a humble and ordinary Attack Helicopter.
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Would be a real shame to meme helicoptering into an essential act of True & Honest Manliness. Telling FTMs with those gargantuan rotdogs that You Will Never Helicopter Like A Real Man could certainly speed up the inevitable...
With how little some pooners know about male anatomy and physiology, I would not be surprised if some pooner somewhere will ask her surgeon to give her a rotdog that she can fly with like "cis doods do".
 
The comments, however, are quick to tell OP that his craterous crotch looks natural, and - alarmingly - many of them are women. What stage of pickme is it to tell a dude with a shredded shlong that his shit looks like the real deal?
Okay like. As a woman who's been up close and personal to plenty of so-called 'natal vaginas,' all of these horrific butcheries just look upside down to me. Like they angled the hole the wrong direction
 
The comments, however, are quick to tell OP that his craterous crotch looks natural, and - alarmingly - many of them are women. What stage of pickme is it to tell a dude with a shredded shlong that his shit looks like the real deal?

The "trans" movement is held up by legions of handmaidens and affirmers. While I am not going to delve into the swamp of what the "feminist" movement even is at this stage of the game as that is another thread, gender-criticals and true TERFs have largely been ostracized and cast out of most strains of feminism, apparently, because troons have also co-opted a lot of the various feminism variants.
 
This one's asking for helicoptering advice, complete with clumsy pooner hips, phallo scars, frog croak voice, and a pathetically flailing dong. Plus long unnecessary ramble about her opsec. (Link / Archive)

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This one's clearly a little more seasoned at it. (Link / Archive)

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That first pooner is cognizant of her piss poor opsec due to easily identifiable tattoos. Too bad she's posted on the farms now.

Reddit user u/DisasterKey9279 is also u/penis-parade.

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I haven't looked further, but a kiwi with more time could definitely find more. Will update with the other archives.
The skin tags are like...THREE COLORS.

They made abominations of themselves unto the LORD thy GOD just so they can helicopter a tri-colored SKIN TAG.
 
Magic_Pickle has done Shai Hulud's work in gathering the assorted clowns here, but would there be any interest in someone (me) making masterposts of some of our favorites like Veinscrawler and Fistulissa and such?
 
Magic_Pickle has done Shai Hulud's work in gathering the assorted clowns here, but would there be any interest in someone (me) making masterposts of some of our favorites like Veinscrawler and Fistulissa and such?
@toilet_rainbow already did it with the SRS Horrors Hall of Shame. Get with them if you want to help add to their "best of" thread.
 
Intriguing new development on the surgery front: it seems that WPATH, the worldwide organization for transgender healthcare and used widely by providers across numerous specialties for medical guidance on transgender care, has taken down their provider search directory. What once was this...
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... Is now this.
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And the trannies have taken notice, with some speculating that this is a move to protect providers from the Federal Trade Commission's investigation into their organization as well as spare them from death threats. Based on their last few public statements, I'm inclined to consider it a believable hypothesis.
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WPATH quietly removes trans provider directory

I just noticed that WPATH quietly (as far as I know) removed their trans friendly provider directory. This URL, now reporting "file not found", used to be a search tool allowing you to select by provider specialty, and state or zipcode.
https://app.wpath.org/provider/search
I'd been using this resource with great success to help post-op patients find trans friendly gynecologists. I wonder if WPATH, sadly, took it down for fear it would be used to target specific providers.
Now whether this is a temporary outage or if it's a sign of increasing tensions towards the organization remains to be seen, but since I've accidentally turned this thread into a sort of hub for all things relating to transgender medicine, I thought I would make mention of it, for my autism, a cruel mistress, flicks her wrists at her whim to dance me around like a puppet on a string.

Now for your scheduled programming. Today's episode: The Salmacian Special!
A rose by any other name: Dr. Rose did this li'l dood mighty dirty with her top surgery as years after the procedure, OP's nipples are pronounced to the point of cartoonishness - and since OP kindly provided a freshly post-op pic alongside her latest photo, you can see that the issue actually got worse over time rather than improving as once was hoped.
galpalaxy (Dr. Katherine Rose; bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with free nipple grafts)
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AIO or are these nipples unusual?

Hello! Non-binary friend here, they/them please.

Questions for discussion:Has anyone "reconstructed" their nipples after surgery? Has anyone else had a similar experience of nipples being too prominent or even growing as they seem to do in the photos? Why did my nipples heal how they did?

Explanation:I'm almost 3 years post-op of my double mastectomy with free nipple grafts (first photo). I used Dr. Katherine Rose in Bryn Mawr, PA and highly recommend her and her team. The other picture is just a month after surgery.

To clarify, I'm happy with the aerola size and placement. I was told my nipples would shrink and settle throughout the process. Despite my doubts, I trusted the professionals. However, they remained large and prominent as they finished healing. Later on, I tried to accept the reality of just having larger, visible nipples because that can still occur naturally and is nothing to be ashamed of. I've learned to live with it, but I have many clothes I can't bring myself to wear without wearing a binder or even pasties.

Summer is approaching again, which means thin shirts and single layers and I don't know if I can get over them sticking out 24/7 without wearing a vest or something on top. I should've gotten used to them by now, right??? Oh and to clarify the self-consciousness is reduced significantly when shirtless. I've gone shirtless on the beach and nearly happy cried from finally being able to. I existed peacefully, without issue from others around me or my anxiety, and it was wonderful.

So again the actual questions: Has anyone had a similar experience? Has anyone "reconstructed" or removed their nipples AFTER surgery? What may have happened during healing to make them seemingly grow? Do I just power through because who cares if my nipples show?

(I will of course be reaching out to my surgeon for potential options. My ideal resolution would be shrinking/removing the nipple part but keeping the aerola, or even going completely nipple-less.)
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A wannabe website stripper got herself a "salmacian" set-up - which as you should all know by now is essentially a catchall for "porn-fueled experiment" - and is now wondering about how she should present the cuntastrophe she put her pelvis through in order to make money off of being "a niche taste." Amusingly, someone in the comment section warns OP that the market for such porn is actually very, very slim: "I was a mod for a large ftm porn subreddit for almost two years and the very sad fact is post phallo content just doesn't do as well, like significantly worse." Still, our heroine remains determined that there's a market for a monstrous physique such as her own, especially if she chooses to go down the path of selling herself as a "futa."
DirtyLilRatty (anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty with scrotoplasty and no vaginectomy or urethral lengthening)
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Advice On Aesthetic Presentation For Adult Work

UPDATE: I made a part 2 with better quality and a more general idea of how the presentation would be.

UPDATE EDIT: Reddit filters removed it, so I'm just waiting for manual approval. I uploaded them onto CatBox for now.

So I am *mainly* post op AFAB Salmacian, as I had my phalloplasty and scrotoplasty with no vaginectomy done at the end of 2025. I have my glanplasty and testes implant scheduled for this Summer and hopefully will be able to get my erectile/penile implant before the end of the year.

I have been on a long "hiatus" from adult work (camming, amateur videos and photos, etc) and I've been highly considering getting back into it, especially since money is tight and options for work is free - and now that I am of a niche taste, it feels a bit like a bonus.

However, since I do not have my glans yet, I worry that it might not go over too well with people finding it appealing, and that maybe I should wait until that operation
(I feel like the penile implant isn't super important for the sort of content I'd be doing).

Do people think I can get away making some content pre-glanplasty without it being a turn off, or should I wait until I've had that taken care of so it looks more "desirable?"

Note: apologies for the hairiness, I intend to shave, I have just been lazy lately …and for the shimmer…

I also censored my tattoos for privacy sake; I typically would cover them with stockings and a corset or other accessories when I do content.

TL;DR Does my pre-glanplasty phallus look appealing enough or is it too much of a turn off?

Thank you (and apologies if this isn't what I am allowed to be asking here)!

EDIT: These don't really have anything to do with the above for the most part, just more of general recommendations I have for gender/genital f'ckery folks, like myself:

- For pre-op AFAB's, Peecock Products has some great packers that not only look realistic and come in different colours, sizes, and cut or uncut, but they also are able to do the three P's: Pack, Pee, and Pleasure (you can get them with toys, inserts for clitorial stimulation, and/or an erection rod - some even have an "ejaculation" component)!

- If you have a phallus, be you AMAB or AFAB, but you also like lingerie, Erogenous have lingerie made specifically for people with one!
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The Angry Inch: though this stinkditch is merely in its infancy, you can tell already that this tranny will have a very silly result at the end due to the comical Frankenstein stitching on both sides of it; however, OP claims that he's withholding judgment as due to its age, his "kewchie" is "very angry."
Spirited_Stick_5093 (Dr. Stranix; penile inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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Twelve days post op PIV w/ peritoneal flap (Dr. Stranix, UVA)

still very early and these pics are immediately post dilation so the kewchie is very angry. not sure how I feel about the aesthetics yet as everything is still swollen, but with dilations I have been able to consistently reach 5 on the blue one since the packing was removed. sharing mostly for history so I can refer back later.
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A year after sending his dick to the afterlife years ahead of him, a troon brags about the crevice carved into him by a surgeon who he boasts has a surgical assistant who is also transgender. In fact, Dr. Hanna is such a #TransAlly that he has an entire wing at the hospital dedicated to his patients where all of his staff are trained on tranny pandering so you never feel a moment out of place! Surely that doesn't indicate that Dr. Hanna sees dollar signs in tranny eyes, right? But maybe instead of fantasizing about future yachts he'll buy, Dr. Hanna ought to play closer attention on the operating table as this result looks more akin to a charcuterie board salami section put together while drunk than a pussy proper.
Proud_queer22 (Dr. Dany Hanna; vaginoplasty)
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*Update* 1yr SRS with Dr Hanna Dallas TX

So I originally got my SRS back in January of 25 so this is quite the late post- my initial post is here:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/s/kBhTLAyIEu

First picture is when they took the dressing off and the other two are 1 year post op (roughly)

Let me start off by saying I love my kitty! Dr Hanna’s staff was amazing throughout the whole process, I was never deadnamed or misgendered despite me not having my legal name or gender changed (ik that’s bare minimum, but JS)

The hospital that Dr Hanna has you in has a specific wing dedicated to his patients alone and therefore the staff that occupy it are specifically trained to help trans people which is great.
I was in the hospital from start to finish 5 days. He walks in right before they take you back just to make sure you’re feeling okay, he’s very welcoming and professional and has great bedside manner. I found out His surgical assistant is also a doll so that’s automatically a positive.

Once you have surgery you have the option of joining a discord server that’s dedicated to his patients. From there you can learn so much about your new parts! (I may have mentioned this in this original post)

From the first call I made to his office (before consultation) until the day of surgery was roughly 5 months so I was beyond grateful for that short of a waiting period. It was about 3 weeks before I had a consultation which was virtual as I’m from Houston (optional)

The recovery time for me was 3 months as I work a labor job so I needed the most time to recover. During that time all I was doing was sleeping, eating and dilating basically. It was quite a painful process and could not have done it without valued friends and family. I stocked up on supplies that I would need so I wouldn’t have to spend a bunch out the gate and that seemed to help, but admittedly I stocked up too much and on things I didn’t need. So prepare, but don’t go crazy with it. I would prepare the idea of being bed-ridden for at least the first month. So no cooking and cleaning and other activities around the house.

Anyway,

I have 5.5 inches of depth and can easily use the green dilator to dilate but I did lose about .5 in from the first time I dilated to today but the loss I had all happened in the first month which is always the most critical time and is a complication that can happen as they warn you ahead of time.

Dilating is so much easier now. I dilate once every 3 days now and with ease. To keep it in perspective, you start off by doing it 4x a day (yes, EVERY 6 hours)

Only long term complications I had was granulation tissue. It initially went away after 8 treatments (7 of them done at my GP’s) although that did later come back a little more than 1 year post op but I’ve had 3 since then and it’s been going well

Sexually speaking, everything works like a normal vagina. I get naturally wet, I have a very sensual/stimulating clit AND I can even squirt a little. I’ve had sex a lot and never had an issue having an orgasm. I’ve even had orgasms from anal stimulation (my partner was too large for my vagina) Sex toys are so much more fun now! The orgasms are crazy better than anything I’ve ever experienced before.

Okay, sorry for the crazy long between update times but I hope I did what I could to answer any questions. Feel free to reach out in the comments if you have any more for me
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A bean unflicked: a troon hailing from the Czech Republic shows off what the humble surgeons of the region can offer, which is less than satisfactory compared to foreign results from North America and Asia as he says that his neoclitoris is the size of his thumb (and knowing that most trannies wield some pretty formidable chicken-chokers, that's gotta be one big-ass fauxclit). But indeed, he is correct: his "clitoris" - which he wishes was the size of a kidney bean instead - is comically large, though he doesn't seem aware that his whole pelvis is actually a punchline.
UnderLilies (vaginoplasty)
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Oversized clitoris

Hey, I’m about 2 months post bottom surgery and my clitoris is comically large. I’ve never seen another trans woman with a vulva like that. It’s as big as my thumb. Does anyone have similar experiences? Is there any chance it’ll get smaller after a year or so (at least like a kidney bean sized) or will I have to undergo a revision?
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2 years have come and gone since his cock chop, and now this MTF has learned the hard way that the hardware he came with remains ever-present even after getting nipped and tucked up into his body. For example, his fakelips actually respond to temperature the way testicular skin does - who'da thunk? - and his crotch does not magically clean itself, clearly too aberrant a hole to be blessed by the pussy pixies to act the way real vulvas do. Worst of all is that OP has actually lost sexual sensitivity over time and now isn't quite sure if he reached climax at all when he does. But as long as we all understand that suicide is a fate worse than this, it was worth it, wasn't it, Kiwis?
LeafLore (Dr. Agarwal and Dr. McCormick; penile inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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Two years ago today, I got PiV vaginoplasty at University of Utah Hospital with Drs. Agarwal and McCormick. Maybe I’m a bit perfectionist, but I have not been very happy with my results. Every day I wish I had waited, saved up more money, and gotten PPT surgery from a more reputable surgeon.

This is also about two weeks away from being 1 year post op from revision surgery (with the same doctors). It used to look much less symmetrical and my urethra opening was positioned a bit too high.

The vaginal canal permanently gaping open makes me immensely depressed,
I can almost insert one finger without even touching the vaginal walls. There is no natural lubrication or self cleaning, it smells horrendous if I go more than 5 days without cleaning it and inserting a vaginal probiotic suppository AND a boric acid suppository.

I think the labia majora looks like a deflated scrotum (especially if I get really warm, they get saggy just like a scrotum does)
and to top it all off, my clitoris has slowly lost sensation over the years; it was pretty sensitive at first but now it’s rather difficult to orgasm, and if I do, it’s so weak I sometimes question if I actually came or not. Depth is only 5 inches, despite never missing a dilation during my recovery.

I have yet to experience sex with my vagina because I’m too scared to let any man see it, I’m scared they will be disgusted.

Idk why I’m making this post, I doubt anybody wants to read my pity party, but i guess 2 years post op feels like something I want to post about, even if it’s not necessarily a celebration post.
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Last time we saw French tranny olivier2266, who loves mean-mugging the camera to awful music as he dilates, he had just freshly undergone a revision from Dr. Kamol in order to make his stinkditch more natal in appearance. But alas, 4 months later, we can see that even the experts of dickripping that call Thailand home cannot fix what was broken on his body and he continues to be self-conscious and disappointed.
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not satisfied with the aesthetic results of the SRS

I had vaginoplasty a little over a year ago in France.

Then I had a cosmetic revision with Dr. Kamol in Thailand.

Even though he corrected my bulge, I still don't like my vulva; I don't find it cisgender.

What should I ask for?

What do you think?
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Digital degenerate breedingbunnyytwt who got a salmacian situation in her pants like the earlier pooner is complaining about an unexpected consequence of her surgery: the self-harm scars that littered her thighs have now become vastly more prominent upon relocation to her arm in the form of a graft. This is actually something I wasn't aware of could happen with grafts, and I know you must all love medical anomalies the way I do if I haven't been threadbanned yet, so take a look - it's quite a distinctive appearance.
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Mildly upset that my leg scars are now on top of my arm

I had some scars on my upper thigh right where my graft was taken for my arm. they were previously covered by leg hair. I just got silicone to put on my arm and after putting it on, the scars just kind of appeared. I was hoping that they wouldn't transfer, I completely forgot I had them until after surgery cause my leg was shaved. sucks but I suppose I'll just have to live with it or eventually get it tattooed over
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And hey, speaking of salmacians, here's the male version of such a grotesque set-up who we last checked in on back in November. Nearly half a year later, and so far, he hasn't festered any new superbugs in the crevice he calls a coochie, but he has lost some depth. The funniest part to me, however, is that it really just looks like he extended his ass-crack to lengths they once accused man of being too arrogant to dream of.
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6 months post PSV, Mozaic Care

It's been 6 months since Dr Bonnington did my surgery, I've had around .25 to .5 inches of depth loss, but on a good day I can get the orange soulsource to the 5th dot so I'm still pleased. I'm also able to do squats again!
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Fun-Resident-1045 is continuing to downplay his disappointment with the 'ditch driven into him, but let it be clear for those observing his timeline that one can usually tell just how gross a neovag will be from the outset as we all saw it fresh out of surgery and it still looked remarkably unnatural and stupid. The only way in which this has a hope of passing is when his legs are closed, which has a funny way of implying that the only way for a troon to ever successfully disguise his sex is to simply never show it. Hope the hospital bills were worth it!
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3 months update

2 months. Not 3 like the title says. Can't edit the title.
  1. Legs fully open 2. Legs half open 3. Legs fully closed
There has been some healing since last time. What is very noticeable is how short my vestibule is and how it does not include the vaginal opening. The labia minora are underwhelming as well
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Whew! Okay. Now for some text posts, which I've been sitting on for too long like a broody chicken.
French pooner Nonoh_Transman last gave us an update when she filmed herself urinating blood, which we all generally understand does not bode well for one's urinary tract. Well, it turns out that the stricture she has been wrestling with has returned and has forced doctors to give her yet another suprapubic catheter after believing she'd graduated from it before, leaving OP with the question of whether to continue her stand-to-pee dreams or give up the ghost and sit like the other girls do.
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Stricture came back

4 -5 days after can finally pee structure came back. Couldn’t empty the bladder.
Went to the hospital they couldn’t even pass any cystoscopie camera. Only at the tip. Looks like hook up was almost closed again.

They put me back a catheter Supra pubic, really painful. And then only blood is in the urine bag red like hell. They are not worried about the blood they said it’s gonna be back urine.
Dunno how long imma keep it. And I am about to abandon urethra and go back to seat to pee for real sometimes things just doesn’t work for some people .
But I’m tired and devasted .
If I want to continue i have to start over all the urethra journey. Can not.
As time has gone on for gee891, he's become vastly more and more honest about the wretched position he's put himself into, crying about how even when men ask him out he still has to be upfront about his status as a male due to just how ruined and unnatural his genitals are. "I'm just so abnormal and I feel like a freak," he writes. "Being a tranny is the worst even for some of the lucky ones." Has the dragon gone too far ahead of you for you to keep chasing, OP?
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I’m genuinely at my wits end with being trans atp

I’m so fucking tired and exhausted. I had bottom surgery a few years ago and it’s been nothing but problems since. Still can’t have sex, still in pain. There’s a guy I met out the other day who’s asked me if I want to meet up with him, and I can’t because I have to tell him I’m trans and even then we wouldn’t even be able to hook up. I feel like none of my friends fully understand me and I’m just so abnormal and I feel like a freak.
I just want to be a normal woman with a normal vagina who can go on normal dates and live a normal fucking life, rather than having spent thousands on surgeries for it still not to be right.
It’s so fucking unfair I want to just give up. Being a tranny is the worst even for some of the lucky ones.
This is a long two-parter, so I understand if you don't read it all the way through, but I highly advise that you do. But to summarize for lazier readers: a TiM had his dick ripped off a decade ago, and even after passing the typical time period in which most complications arise (which is within the first 5 years), he has now developed a Grade III-IV internal rectal prolapse, as his MRI defecography showed what he details is an intra-anal intussusception, rectocele and excessive perineal and anorectal junction descent. (For the less medically inclined, that just means his rectum is saggin' and baggin' but hasn't poked itself out of his butthole just yet.) But gravely, as a Canadian, nobody in his country except for one singular surgeon is equipped to take on his case, and Dr. Brassard has been dodgy about giving out his medical records to any specialists atttempting to give OP guidance; now he is forced to potentially trek to the dangerous wilds of the United States all so that his rectum can stop threatening to revolt.
throwawaycat2999 (Dr. Brassard; vaginoplasty)
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Pelvic floor and rectal prolapse due to GRS? (cw: mentions defecation issues)

I'm a trans woman who had GRS at the Montreal clinic with Dr. Brassard 10 years ago in 2015.
Last year, I started to experience digestive and rectal symptoms which started with being misdiagnosed by a walk-in clinic doctor with a UTI (I was urinating like 12 times a night, but it turned out to be because my hormone cycle was causing it) he gave me an antibiotic (cipro) and told me to "take it anyway" despite my tests coming out clean. Nobody is quite sure what happened after that, I had constipation and gut problems and then at some point, possibly due to straining with the constipation or because I was constantly putting pressure on my pelvic floor due to urinating so much, I got a sensation of incomplete evacuation after every bowel movement, along with nausea. I also have constant pain and a feeling that something is inside my butt at all times like I have to go but I don't.
It's taken me a year of being dismissed by doctors because colonscopy and CT scans came back clean and even ending up in a psych ward because I was becoming suicidal from nothing helping and doctors telling me it was in my mind, until I've finally found the cause through an MRI defecography which I pushed for that found I have an intussusception, rectocele, and excessive descent of my rectum and pelvic floor (basically an internal prolapse).
I consulted with a colorectal surgeon yesterday who says I need surgery to fix those as everything else I've tried (pelvic floor physiotherapy, GIs prescribing medications, diet, fiber, etc) hasn't helped.
But the key thing is he said that he thinks it's a complication from having GRS even though that was 10 years ago (I'd brought this up to multiple doctors who all also said that 10 years ago seems too long to develop a problem from it). He says that any trauma or surgery in that area can cause a weakening of the pelvic floor. He's trying to get in touch with the GrS clinic in Montreal to get more information about the surgery because they are dodging my requests for records. He wouldn't operate on me because he says I'm a complex case and also he doesn't do the surgery I would need (ventral rectopexy).
The surgeon thinks that it's GRS related because it's extremely rare to see what he saw on my defecography scans in somebody who is AMAB and as young as I am, and that prolapse/pelvic floor descent/etc are a known complication of GRS.
I have a friend whose father is a GI and he also suggested that GRS might be responsible because it's a known complication and that it's so unlikely that I should have this.
So I want to ask, has anybody else experience these or similar issues years after GRS? Is it a not uncommon thing that could happen?
And more importantly, has anybody successfully had it repaired, or know of any colorectal surgeons/teams that have worked on trans woman? I'm in Canada, so trying to find a specialist or surgeon for things is so frustrating and the waitlists are long and I can't wait because this thing is literally making me want to end my life every day. It's been debilitating.
I'm currently looking for all options, anywhere in Canada that I could get my doctor to refer me to, and even options in the States (as dangerous as it is to travel right now), like the Cleveland Clinic and Mayo Clinics seem to have the expertise to do it. The surgeon I consulted said Cleveland could definitely do it. Or even in the UK, anywhere in Europe, or Australia (I have friends in Australia I can stay with).

I'm desperate and scared. It also just sucks, I feel like getting surgery (even though it really helped with my dysphoria) was a mistake now and it's all my fault. Navigating all of this is so frustrating, it's been a year of being dismissed. I could use any help, any support, or even just if anybody else has dealt with this just so I know I'm not alone.
Thanks for listening,
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Canadian confused about American surgery codes, also asking for information about ventral rectopexy and sigmoid resection

Hi, I'm a Canadian, I've been diagnosed with a Grade III-IV (internal) rectal prolapse. My MRI defecography showed an intra-anal intussusception, rectocele, and excessive perineal and anorectal junction descent.
My symptoms have been completely debilitating, and since I've failed all conservative treatments (including biofeedback and pelvic floor physio),
I've been recommended by a colorectal surgeon in Canada that I need a ventral rectopexy to fix my issues, but I've had an impossible time trying to find a surgeon in Canada with experience in the procedure to do it (according to Dr. Alkhamesi, who did Canada's first robotic ventral rectopexy in 2016 who has since left to work in the US a year ago, he doesn't know that anybody in Canada does the procedure since he left which seems so bizarre).
We've been looking outside Canada and found a doctor with expertise in robotic ventral rectopexy who has been extremely kind and considerate to how long I've suffered (doctors completely mishandled my case and I was even psych warded briefly because they thought my pain was in my head until the defecogram proved otherwise). To make the process smoother because I'm a Canadian going into another system without insurance, she had her staff put together an estimate on costs (and gave us a discount too) which they said is unusual but they want to help us.
The one thing I'm confused about is the procedure. This will be clarified no doubt when I actually get to talk and consult with her. She has my scans and stuff and I assume she's already reviewed them.
So I don't know anything about procedure/billing codes in the US, but on the estimate the procedure is listed as:
45402- PR Lap Surg Protopexy (for Prolapse) W sigmoid resection
https://www.aapc.com/codes/cpt-codes/45402
Is that the same as a ventral rectopexy? Also, we've been in communication with doctors in Sydney and the UK about surgery which has progressed pretty far, and neither have mentioned sigmoid resection, only mesh. Would a sigmoid resection also include mesh or would it be sutures? Are there good results with sigmoid resection to treat intussusception?
Also would this procedure fix my perineal and anorectal junction descent problems?

I know these are questions to ask the doctor when I talk to her, or send in an email which we will. But since it's the weekend, there's not gonna be a response and I just want to know what to make of this.
This is all preliminary of course, this is an estimate based on the information she has and the procedure she thinks will probably help me.
Any feedback would be helpful! This has been a really rough and scary time for me. I had to fight to get the defecography done, and now I have to find a surgeon across different countries/health systems, and I'm worried about the procedure too. I think robotic ventral mesh rectopexy seems to get good results from the literature? I know there's risks with biological mesh but apparently it also provides the best long term outcomes because your body absorbs it?
Lastly, a 14-year-old girl reports getting top surgery after allegedly coming out as transgender at 4 years old. While commenters believe that OP is likely a fed and the post is some sort of psyop, after my own personal investigation into the user I must unfortunately inform you all that there is actually a very decent chance that OP is an actual kid posting online. In the interests of protecting the child, I won't be providing any phonebooking details, but I still feel it important to record her story anyway (and if mods edit it out, I understand); I also accept any trashcans or puzzle pieces for potentially falling for a ruse, but in my defense, during my research I discovered that this user's digital footprint goes back to at least 2021. Still, take it with a grain of salt, for the internet is a breeding ground for liars and propagandists.
UndertigYT (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy)
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the reality of just having larger, visible nipples because that can still occur naturally
No the fuck these do not occur in nature.
Dr. Brassard; vaginoplasty
Ehheheheh, Brassard got another one. They just keep Rejecting His Design. :biggrin:

Maybe in the future he and Lissa can co-hab and compare ostomy hole size as troons like to do.
 
2 years have come and gone since his cock chop, and now this MTF has learned the hard way that the hardware he came with remains ever-present even after getting nipped and tucked up into his body. For example, his fakelips actually respond to temperature the way testicular skin does - who'da thunk? - and his crotch does not magically clean itself, clearly too aberrant a hole to be blessed by the pussy pixies to act the way real vulvas do. Worst of all is that OP has actually lost sexual sensitivity over time and now isn't quite sure if he reached climax at all when he does. But as long as we all understand that suicide is a fate worse than this, it was worth it, wasn't it, Kiwis?
There is no natural lubrication or self cleaning, it smells horrendous if I go more than 5 days without cleaning it and inserting a vaginal probiotic suppository AND a boric acid suppository.
...does this nigga only shower once a week?
Everyone has to wash their genitals, dude. Even a natal man/woman would be smelling funky down there by day 5.
Not like soap and water is actually going to do anything to combat the miasma of a man-made meatpocket, but thanks for providing more anecdotal evidence for the horrific hygiene habits of troons n' poons.
 
...does this nigga only shower once a week?
Everyone has to wash their genitals, dude. Even a natal man/woman would be smelling funky down there by day 5.
Not like soap and water is actually going to do anything to combat the miasma of a man-made meatpocket, but thanks for providing more anecdotal evidence for the horrific hygiene habits of troons n' poons.
I think he's talking about the inside of the rotpocket. Women don't have to wash the vagina itself because it's a vagina and not a scar pouch that collects dead skin and sweat that ferments into a rotting bacterial goo.

it smells horrendous
inserting a vaginal probiotic suppository
He's flushing it with pro-biotics... So the scar pouch that collects debris and sweat in it... That's where he puts a pro-biotic... to feed the already festering bacterial soup. Loony Troons really do think it's a vagina and not just a hole in their pelvis.
 
Women don't have to wash the vagina itself
Not only do we not have to, the natural flora will get rekt if we do. It's a one-way ticket to infection city. Gynecologists tell you not to put soap and/or water in there, because it'll fuck up your microbiome. Of course, the opposite applies to rot pockets, but they're totally True and Honest vaginas you guys.
He's flushing it with pro-biotics... So the scar pouch that collects debris and sweat in it... That's where he puts a pro-biotic... to feed the already festering bacterial soup. Loony Troons really do think it's a vagina and not just a hole in their pelvis.
Yup. This nutcase thinks the perpetually infected state of his flesh tunnel is the same as an actual vaginal microbiome. Lel.
 
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