I have spikey energy levels which render me cranky and paranoid anyway, I can only imagine what a chemically induced social hell that would be. I'm Canadian Sorry (which is just polite sympathy I guess) you went through that. It's the compulsion that I should be anywhere but here doing anything but this, sometimes with a deafening certainty with what I should be doing, that makes it hard for me socially when I'm feeling obligated to preform socially.
A clear view of the monstrous drama is sometimes a curse to be suddenly handed. This most thorough-going enslavement that has ever existed is a nightmare, and we are supplied with drugs to lessen the burden of it but never a solution to it. An inward detachment, that suddenly gives you insight into the choices you have or things you need and can stop doing, is the last thing society seems to want to allow. Drugs and more symptom management, rather than personally chosen goals and actually owning enough to decline working so hard, are the go-to solutions.
People call the sane men crazy in an insane world, if you can't get to your life goals then you're spiritually stuck and you don't know to or how to reform sane evolutionary goals in this thoroughly confused society of ours. We keep trying to embrace everyone and allow everything, but we only end up abandoning those who become stuck by our clever social designs and interventions. Social expectations, goals, and the ways we see each other are just so good at making cliffs where once you're on the wrong side of renting and living paycheck-to-paycheck you just cannot find the social relations or ways to get back onto the path towards a house and spouse which our biology is wired to reward and give us a sense of belonging from.
Social isolation, lacking any property, and being financially stuck in a rut is the new normal. Nobody is happy, and everyone is sour-grapes about the American Dream because of it. Stimulants are just going to be abused, because they cannot solve the underlying truth of it all: None of us like the society we're in and think its deeply unfair. What's fair? Whatever works for the majority of the people rather than makes the majority compelled by social pressures, which is probably far more Right-Wing and Traditional than hyper-leftists and free marketers would like.
I really wish there was a magic pill for existential angst, but mistaking it for ADHD or another novelty mental disorder is only going to hurt those who genuinely have a biological upset inside them. ADHD was what 60% of kids? That's utter nonsense. Now Straight White Women are given brain pills because their social development was socially arrested by fads of university professors and politicians? FtM detransitioners are growing in ranks and sounding the alarm that it was the same self-hatred and hysteria that fueled the bulimia nervosa epidemic of the 2000's that led to their numbers being above a small number of legitimate cases. Existential angst being over-categorized into the latest social fad of hysterically over-correcting for yesteryear's neglect of this or that mental illness is itself a problem.