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This thread is shockingly wholesome and I kind of love that.

@Goldfysh, I truly hope you are still in the world and are getting help.
 
I've lurked on the farms for a long time. I'm asking here because it's one of the only places I can think of where my post won't immediately get deleted. I know that all sorts of different people post here - and some might be able to answer my questions. You know the internet - if there is a place that can help me, someone here might know. I wouldn't put this here if I wasn't desperate.

Pradaxa/dabigatran is a blood thinner. I have about 240 of them. Is want to know if that's enough. Can I knock myself out so I don't feel the end? I'm thinking if I cut myself too there's a good chance I might bleed out.

Anyone with any medical knowledge - please help. Or if you know of any forums out there that are pro-suicide, I will go there.
 
They aren't my drugs but the ownwer, god bless them- they don't need them any more.
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Sorry about your loss.

I don't know about blood thinners, but maybe this site can help you with the other drugs. Linking the site map because the main page for methods doesn't work.


Pain will pass in time, but death is eternal. Dying is also messy. Whatever you end up doing, you will not leave a pretty corpse.


Good luck.
 
I was going to write an essay length post saying if you want to do it, do it.

However, just to let you know:
  • You're going to be fucking up the lives of everyone else around you by doing this, even if you think you won't matter, you will to at least a few others and it will fuck them up completely.
  • its gonna be a bitch to get the smell of your rotting corpse out
  • you probably will be forgotten as you rot in the ground for the rest of eternity or as long as Earth is around. So stick around and at least try to make a difference in someones life so you wont be forgotten
  • Just having a friend listen to your retarded shit can bring you a long fucking way. It stopped me from wanting to kill myself and I've saved a few lives by just listening to others.
  • on the off chance you survive your suicide attempt, you're going to live with an ugly fucking scar for the rest of your life.
Trust me I've been contemplating this shit for while over a decade and ultimately decided against it for a few reasons, some of which is listed above.
 
It's up to an individual to decide when enough is enough. It's not my place to tell you what you should and shouldn't do with your own life. I'm sorry your pain is unbearable, I'm sorry life isn't fair, and I hope you find peace any way you can.

That being said, we all end up dead anyway, so won't you please consider getting professional help? Overdoses more often than not are excruciating. No matter what your mind is convinced of, no matter how many drugs you take, your body will fight to stay alive, and I don't think you deserve to have your last moments filled with panic and agony.
 
Goldfysh said:
Pradaxa/dabigatran is a blood thinner. I have about 240 of them.
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That is illegal...
You haven't seen all of life and you will probably fuck this up.
Why don't you wait a year and try new things. You are NOT thinking straight even if you planned ahead by acquiring these things. Nobody here knows who you are and you must be a better person than you're aware of, you can't have done anything to deserve this.
 
Get a length of rope and tie a noose around your neck, then climb up into a tall tree and tie the other end of the rope to a strong branch. Take all your drugs and then lie down on the branch. When you conk out from the drugs, you will probably fall off the branch and end up hanging yourself, you will be unconscious when you do so you won't be able to fight back against the rope or free yourself.

If you wake up after the drug cocktail and you're still on the branch and haven't killed yourself, then that's proof God exists and has a plan for you that he won't let you derail.

Everyone in this thread with a join date of 2019-2022 going "nooo don't kill yourself!!!!" is honestly pretty funny.
 
Varg Did Nothing Wrong said:
Get a length of rope and tie a noose around your neck, then climb up into a tall tree and tie the other end of the rope to a strong branch. Take all your drugs and then lie down on the branch. When you conk out from the drugs, you will probably fall off the branch and end up hanging yourself, you will be unconscious when you do so you won't be able to fight back against the rope or free yourself.

If you wake up after the drug cocktail and you're still on the branch and haven't killed yourself, then that's proof God exists and has a plan for you that he won't let you derail.

Everyone in this thread with a join date of 2019-2022 going "nooo don't kill yourself!!!!" is honestly pretty funny.
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I mean, they aren't that emphatic.
Personally, I'd lean towards the side of people not killing themselves too.

That said it doesn't exactly matter, we'll all be dead and going to the same place in an arbitrary amount of time anyways, the years fly by and before you know it you'll be an old man so offing yourself won't really change anything, but I generally figure you've got an eternity to be dead and not that long to be alive. It seems a bit silly not to stick it out for that short period, and if you're going to throw the remainder of your life away anyways then may as well stop giving a shit and just live hard instead.

OP hasn't done anything to make me think his death would be beneficial, but he knows himself and his life better than I do, so ultimately if he thinks he has to tap out early then so be it. It won't change much in the end.

Edit: As to actual methodology there are ways and products that are pretty easy, but I'm not sure of the legality of recommending store bought items for suicide if someone winds up going through with it, and I like being able to obtain things like potassium salt substitute without suicides getting it pulled.
 
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I mean, they aren't that emphatic.
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Well yeah, they have to couch it in 4chan edgy "I don't give a shit bro also I will call you a faggot lol" nihilism, but all the replies are, in spirit, "please [random person on the internet that doesn't affect me at all], don't kill yourself".

Uberpenguin said:
That said it doesn't exactly matter, we'll all be dead and going to the same place in an arbitrary amount of time anyways, the years fly by and before you know it you'll be an old man so offing yourself won't really change anything, but I generally figure you've got an eternity to be dead and not that long to be alive. It seems a bit silly not to stick it out for that short period, and if you're going to throw the remainder of your life away anyways then may as well stop giving a shit and just live hard instead.
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This is exactly what I would expect to read in a Reddit post on r/atheism about why you shouldn't kill yourself, even though you're a nihilistic niggerfaggot who believes we're all just walking bags of chemicals that exist for no reason other than to procreate
 
Goldfysh said:
Anyone with any medical knowledge - please help. Or if you know of any forums out there that are pro-suicide, I will go there.
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You ever thought about clogging up your nose & then suffocate yourself via sucking your dick?
 
Life is good life is great, please don't kill yourself I send no hate.

Seriously dude, don't do it.
 
Osmosis Jones said:
The human body is more resilient than one might think. The drugs won't do it. As a matter of fact, no method is a guarantee and the further you go from vaporizing yourself with a shotgun, your chances get exponentially worse that you'll survive it. Just don't try. Go outside and act crazy if you need to but don't try to die.
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The stories about dudes who survive suicide gunshots are scary as fuck.
 
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