taking a break... DAY 10 - 5/3/2018

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15:28min vid, 7 ads

- I fasted after eating all of my calories. I fasted for 10 hours and was awake through all of it. I slept 8 hours out of the 10 I was fasting. I slept only 6 hours. I need more hours of sleep."
- "All I could think about was food". And this is different from every other day?
- something about being so "hongry". Amber wasn't sure if it was her hunger or true hunger.
- Amberism right out of the gate: "I have very unregular periods"

I'll keep on watching, but I don't think this video is worth a blow-by-blow. Even before watching everything I know that Amber is taking a break because her fee-fees are hurt.

I've seen her do this enough times to know that this is her last resort whenever she isn't getting "her type of attention", i.e. headpats.
I also know that the reaction she wants from this video are comments along the lines of "Please don't go! We love you gorl.". She won't get those either, so she'll sulk for a few days, spend all the money she got this month in a few days and come back pretending nothing happened.

TL;DR: Amber does/says stupid stuff > people call her out > Amber gets all mean girl on social media (her version of sticking her tongue out) > gets more heat > Amber announces she'll take a break/stop updating people (her version of "I'm taking my toys and going home") and that she got her period > no1curr > Amber posts new video with new journey
 
This video by a popular Youtube therapist was uploaded today. It's like it was made for Amber. At least until the point where she's like "try this, and then this, and then that, and if that doesn't work... well... do what you want!" She would totally use that as an excuse to binge because "nothing works"
 
~I'm not butthurt or anythingggg.~
But yet she continues to complain about the ratings and how she would never do that to someone else's video.

What she expected from this real and raw journey was people to go back to giving her asspats.
After so many times viewers aren't going to go down that way anymore.
This journey isn't for other people watch for motivation.
It's because we either want to confirm your failure or be optimistic of your success.
The fact that she never touched the subject of actually getting help until now just proves she only does things for views.
She was never really going to go see a nutritionist or a therapist, she just wanted to say something that would
trigger her audience into apologizing.

The only truth I heard in this video is when she said: I can never do anything right.
 
Screenshot_20180503-144800_YouTube.jpg Fret not my precious farmers, she'll be back when she needs money, because it's not like shes going to get an actual job. New video title. " My weight loss journey day 1".

Also, this comment is gold.
 
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this video was so hard to watch because so much of the shit she says are classic npd manipulation techniques with 0 sincerity. shes so desperate to work her audience into pitying her i have no idea what her end goal is or what she is trying to achieve at this point.

dont put content out if youre not willing to receive criticism.

stop being a piece of shit and people will stop disliking.
 
"Welcome to day 10! We are now in double digits, you guys!"
Um, so what? You're still overeating by 3,000 calories since you started. What are you so happy about?

Kay, don't believe in the slightest that she didn't eat during her attempt to fast all night. She can't even go 3 hours between eating and we're supposed to believe she went ALL night without eating one thing while feeling starved? Sorry. Not buying it. Not to mention the whole time she's talking about it, she's not looking at the camera. She looks in the camera for a millisecond and then looks away for an extended period of time. Body language experts still say that that is an indication that someone isn't being truthful.
When she mentions it again later, "Me fasting the other night DID work..." she's looking down the whole time while saying it. Watch it again and analize it from that perspective. It's quite interesting.

Whenever Becky is holding the camera, Amber always, ALWAYS asks if she's in the shot. God, Becky is not a complete moron. Your massive frame is in the shot, Amber, stop making her feel like she can't do anything right, Christ.

Digging Becky's Greatful Dead shirt, even though I'm sure she only knows one or two songs of theirs, if that. lol

"I don't know if my bathroom is big enough to do that (film in there)" The only bathroom that would be too small to film in for a normal sized person would be like an airplane bathroom. But then, look who we're dealing with, so of course that's a concern for her.

Again with, "I don't read the comments". Sure, Jan. We all believe you!
We know you read all the comments, we know you religiously search your name on Google, we know you read on here... you're a narc, it's a given.

She says she's sharing her mistakes and binges and it's hard for her. She's acting like she hasn't been doing this since the inception of her channel. This isn't new for us, why are you acting like this is something new and "real and raw" and now you wanna stop filming because the majority of people aren't buying into it anymore? The lack of self awareness is astounding.

"I already seen (ugh, it's *saw*) a doctor, check. Medicine, check. Now what's next?" Umm... therapy?? You KNOW therapy is next! You know this!

"I'm trying to understand my disorder and... educate other people about it" :story:

This whole sit down shit of her trying to get sympathy as to why people aren't buying into her opening up about her constant failures is a tactic to get it to stop. She's not gonna stop filming. During her "break" she's going to keep filming and making videos to upload later on, during the days she doesn't feel like vlogging. She can't stay away. She likes the attention even if it's negative. Again, narc.

Go ahead and take a break. Just don't forget to weigh in and show all the weight you've gained while you've been gone, bb.
 
It's not fasting if she ate her allotted calories for that day. That's just called being done eating.
 
JanglyLoudThing said:
She also made a point to mention how courteous and generous she is filming her vlog in the bedroom and being quiet for Ricky's and Eric's sake. Like her bellowing and screeching through out the nights when Ricky tries to sleep hasn't been mentioned in the farms multiple times. Or in her comments.
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Eric's last vlog Rickie mentions how he hasn't been sleeping but finally had a good night's sleep. I wonder if he said something to Amber... But Rickie was still awakened prematurely by Eric getting out of bed to go clatter around in the kitchen to make him breakfast in bed, which he got out of bed for.
 
Nice! She managed to play mental gymnastics enough to quit her weight loss journey (she says youtube, but this bitch is transparent) over thumbs down. Not because she is weak and has no willpower, no, ambiguous ratings that she equates to self worth. This is the lamest shilling to get ass pats we've seen from her in a minute.

:story: Round and round we go.
 
I'll give her 4 days max until she realizes being a fat piece of shit without a camera in front of her doesn't pay the bills.
 
LOL she said butthurt. HI AMBER! She's definitely been reading here.

If she's smart, she'll do the things she supposed or has been meaning to (like see a nutritionists and a therapist) and bother to lose like a good 50lbs or more before she comes back. But lol this is Amber she'll be back in two weeks max and be 20lbs bigger at least.
 
Sigh.

Nothing to say that hadn't already been said.

Let's look at someone who actually had made a constructive, honest video about eating disorders. It's honest, well spoken, and it's made with the intention of helping other people in a similar situation. There's no martyrdom like Amber does, there's no self congratulations like Amber does.

You could make the argument that content creators or artists in general, require some level of narcissism. The idea that your thoughts, feelings, and words can help people or you have something to say probably requires some level of self involvement. However, these creators aren't creating solely for themselves, they want to help people.

Amber's content, at this point, is created wholely for herself. She has a good inside of her that she needs to fill with food, money, and the right kind of attention. She creates to satiate her own ego. There is no benevolence or self reflection in what she does. She could care less if she helps someone else as long as the comments say, "We luv u Amber <333".

Her stubbornness, even in the face of poor metrics, is astounding. Amber, most of the people on your channel offer you wonderful advice. Sure, it's with a sharper edge, but in documenting your life online we have seen no personal growth. You saw a doctor, but not about addressing your weight. The day you seek outou therapist, is the day Christ rises from the fucking ground.

There are so many YouTubers who actually create content based around mental health awareness. You aren't one of them. To imply otherwise it's disgusting. Fuck, I feel like a broken record at this point but it really just grinds my fucking gears. I can ignore the suicide by food, her life isn't my own, but to act like you're attempting to raise awareness with videos like this is just.... >:(
 
She said she's only read "maybe 10 comments" in the past 11 days, but also said in one of her recent videos that she reads all the comments when the video is first uploaded for 10-15 min. :story:
 
In which universe (besides the one that is Amber) she could be legitimately considered as a weight loss expert? Sure if one wishes to gain the mass of one of Jupiter's moons in a year, do go and listen to her calorie and diet advices. It is truly amazing how she blames "the viewers" for her constant failures in weight loss but still thinks of herself as a self-taught nutritionist. It will be fascinating to see how much she has gained weight when she comes back from her "break".
 
This is the same outfit and hygiene she was sporting when everything was going to shit with Dustin.
Same gross turtle neck thing, same 5-day poop bun, same choker for days straight.. the end is nigh. :optimistic:
 
Oh, "quitting". Wait... Wait. Let me get my shocked face on.

Will we be rebooting this 'journey' come next week fresh start for 500 lbs day 1?
 
THIS. This video is AL 100%. She cannot accept responsibility for any issues in her life. It's everyone else's fault.

Also, very telling: "I want to get acknowledged..." AKA "I'm not getting enough ass pats for doing nothing."

She'll be back though. Because if she can barely manage lazily filming herself waddling though Walmart, there's no way in hell she'll be able to manage in the real world.
 
Alpo_Farts36 said:
This is the same outfit and hygiene she was sporting when everything was going to shit with Dustin.
Same gross turtle neck thing, same 5-day poop bun, same choker for days straight.. the end is nigh.
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They may not break up but I think they are probably both fucking miserable with each other. Amber doesn't fucking try around her or if she's seeing Becky's family. She doesn't bother to look nice when they go out, but is super happy and flirty as long as it involves restaurants, fast foods or desserts. That movie outting is one of the most depressing things I've seen in a relationship in awhile. I'm guessing realistically Amber's fatass wanted to see I feel pretty and unlike any other non-dependent relationship because she can't actually get herself anywhere she had to ask Becky who didn't want to see that movie with her to haul her ass over there. That's a red flag when your partner doesn't want to partake in your hobbies anymore that they once did Amber. She even physically had to take Amber there and still didn't want to see it with her, because she's probably wisening up that Amber won't return the courtesy to her. And her dumbass is so preoccupied with herself Amber didn't care as long as Amber gets to do what Amber wants. They drove to a movie theater and saw separate movies from each other. LMFAO they are like the couple that sleeps in separate beds and says nothings wrong. Sure.
 
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