I've seen people say these kind of things when dealing with cases of young people here, so I'll just live up to my username and parrot it:
Your best case scenario (

) is,
stop watching retard gorilla nigger doomer content, you are wasting your youth with failed men (by their own admission) and you clearly have a parassocial relationship of sorts with them. You'll only get influenced by them, even if indirect, into even worse outcomes than getting phone booked.
Log off the Farms, no one will give a shit as said above, you're not Rekieta or Ethan Ralph or whoever, be low-key enough, and in a year or so, allegedly, you can try and
contact Null about removing your information (see the courtesy section).
It's not guaranteed, but luckily for you, you have Ricardo incidentally helping you by sperging the fuck out every other page. Just do the opposite and disappear, no one will care and you will be able to make your case that you were young and stupid and moved on with your life since.