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I reread Lord of Light a few days ago. Recommended for anyone who is interested in a religious SF novel which isn't about Christianity. The writing is very vivid. Here, the people who have assumed the roles of Kali and Kalkin/Siddhartha discuss their past:

They sat within black robes upon the dark seats, and his hand lay atop hers, there on the table that stood between them; and the horoscopes of all their days moved past them on the wall that separates Heaven from the heavens; and they were silent as they considered the pages of their centuries.

"Sam," she finally said, "were they not good?"

"Yes," he replied.

"And in those ancient days, before you left Heaven to dwell among men - did you love me then?"

"I do not really remember," he said. "It was so very long ago. We were both different people then - different minds, different bodies. Probably those two, whoever they were, loved one another. I cannot remember."

"But I recall the springtime of the world as though it were yesterday - those days we rode together to battle, and those nights when we shook the stars loose from the fresh-painted skies! The world was so new and different then, with a menace lurking within every flower and a bomb behind every sunrise. Together we beat a world, you and I, for nothing really wanted us here and everything disputed out coming. We cut and burnt our way across the land and over the seas, and we fought under the seas and in the skies, until there was nothing left to oppose us. Then cities were built, and kingdoms, and we raised up those whom we chose to rule over them, until they ceased to amuse us and then we cast them down again. What do the younger gods know of those days? How can they understand the power we knew, who were First?"

"They cannot," he replied.

"When we held court in our palace by the sea and I gave you many sons, and our fleets swept out to conquer the islands, were those days not fair and full of grace? And the nights things of fire and perfume and wine? . . . Did you not love me then?"

"I believe those two loved one another, yes."

"Those two? We are not that different. We are not that changed. Though ages slip away, there are some things within one's being which do not change, which do not alter, no matter how many bodies one puts upon oneself, no matter how many lovers one takes, no matter how many things of beauty and ugliness one looks upon or does, no matter how many thoughts one thinks or feelings one feels. One's self still stands at the center of all this and watches."

"Open a fruit and there is a seed within it. Is that the center? Open the seed and there is nothing within it. Is that the center? We are two different persons from the master and the mistress of battles. It was good to have known those two, but that is all."

I have also begun rereading The Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch. PKD's novels use Christian and Gnostic terminology sometimes but the religious worlds he conjures are far more eclectic. This novel does not have any passages as striking as the "cleaner, more durable place" solilloquy from Ubik, though there are parts that are provocative - in a good way!

Another book I've been trying to start is The Politics of Exile in Renaissance Italy. Anyone familiar with the Fourth Crusade knows how disruptive exiles could be, but the Italians didn't have long-term prisons, and execution was considered too extreme for political enemies who weren't in rebellion, so expulsion to other cities was the only acceptable solution. I found it at Goodwill of all places, tucked in between Danielle Steele novels and Minecraft guides.
 
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Not a book, but I am currently working my way through the Oshi No Ko manga after the first season of the anime ended. Went into the series blind. Its pretty fucking fantastic down from the excellently written characters to the way the series seems to spitefully hate the Entertainment Industry is pretty fun to behold.
 
P.G. Wodehouse's Laughing Gas. a 1936 one-off novel from the creator of Bertie Wooster/Reginald Jeeves and other series. Personality flips (like the sort you'd see later in movies like Freaky Friday) had been around for awhile, one character in this book muses, and figures that people in those kinds of stories can't get anyone to believe them so he shouldn't try, else risk being thought insane.

27-year old Reginald "Reggie" Swithin, the Third Earl of Havershot has been dispatched to America by his Aunt Clara to check in on his cousin "Eggy" who has been hanging out in Hollywood. The last thing his aunt wants is for some gold-digging American commoner to get her hooks into him. While in Hollywood Reggie meets and soon falls in love with actress April June, and at a party runs into "Eggy" and finds out he has met and taken up with Reggie's former fiancée Ann.

Then his life is flip-turned upside down when he goes to a dentist for a toothache. While under sedation for his tooth pulling, Reggie has strange dreams and afterwards finds he's swapped bodies with another patient who was also under sedation for a tooth pulling at the same time, child actor and "Idol of American Motherhood" Joey Cooley. Joey, a very bratty child star, is pleased to find himself in the body of a wealthy adult, while Reggie is dismayed to discover that that asides from making public appearances, Joey Cooley is a virtual prisoner living in the home of a tyrannical studio head, overseen by the man's awful, tyrannical sister who constantly scolds him and forces him on a diet of mostly stewed prunes and cereal that tastes like sawdust.
 
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'Nectar' by Lily Prior. It's about an extremely stupid narcissistic woman, who is so deluded and self absorbed that she's effectively almost a toddler in how she interacts with the world. She is an ugly, near sighted albino, but where ever she goes she is followed by a retinue of bewitched males who'd do anything to please her... She has a magical scent that makes any man who smells it mad with desire and lust. It's based in Italy around the 1850s. Extremely funny, irreverent, magical surrealism.

This book, and Prior's other novels La Chiuna and Ardour were some of my favourite books for several years, but I read them too often and Prior took a break from writing of about a decade, and at some point I donated the books and forgot about her. I think it's close to fifteen or twenty years since then. A couple weeks ago I randomly tripped over an auction for one of her novels and found myself remembering that she existed. Turns out she eventually published a couple more books, although it seems that these didn't do as well as her first three books. After Nectar I have Ardour on the pile waiting. When payday rolls around I'll look into acquiring the rest of Prior's works.
 
Having seen someone on here mention it, I've been reading Orson Scott Card's Saints. I was attracted to it as Card's novel of Mormonism and specifically because the Kiwi mentioned it in the context of English people migrating to Deseret due to a low quality of life. The book is a bit weird, it's a romantic fiction about Card's donut steal OC fictional woman romancing Joseph Smith and then Brigham Young, with a framing device of being a biographical novel by her ancestor.

The first parts of it, up until the Mormon stuff, were very compelling. The Kirkham family were barely getting along in Manchester when their father (a shitstain artiste type) ran off and they were immediately thrown into grueling poverty. The mother is minor gentry by upbringing, so it's a rough adjustment to have to send the children into the factories and the chimneys. They eventually claw their way out of it, but with some very tense family feuds below the surface. The Dickensian stuff is fascinating.

Where it's gone off the rails is that the moment the missionary walks into the plot it feels like everyone got a lobotomy, the characters all get worse (worse people, in some cases), and the writing generally starts to morph into something more like shitty inspirational lit. Now, this may be accurate to portraying how people got swept up in new religious movements of the time - I don't know - but they basically just see a little bit of themselves in the missionary's stories, get convinced in one night that he's legit, and then all decide as a family to make this shit the center of their lives. The cynic villain brother would be damned right for throwing them in the asylum.

The sister character is the worst one, in large part because her actions actually make a lot of sense but also make her gross to read about. She starts out being a very compassionate and sweet girl. She's smart and independent, and I love that the novel makes a point that Mormon women, contrary to their portrayal then and now in the world's press, tended to be such. But she gets dragooned (due to a rape attempt) into a marriage, not to the rapist but to the only man who'd marry her afterwards. She resents him and her own stubbornness about it makes it worse. What's absolutely rank, though, is she decides to unilaterally run off to Nauvoo with her children (invites her husband to come, but she just makes up her mind Gawd wants it), steal them away from her. And the book treats it like SHE'S in the right.

I'm finding it difficult to sympathize with these people the more Mormon they get. Smith's character is silly of course because the book DOES deal frankly with his shenanigans while also giving him the benefit of the doubt. "Gee golly i sure wish god didn't want me to go secretly marry and plow that 15 year old but i guess if he wants me to he wants me to." That's something that you either ignore, you play it straight like Card has done, or you (as a non-Mormon) play him off villainously. I wonder if anyone has done a non-Mormon novel of those events.
 
I’ve been on a bit of a Schopenhauer trip lately:

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This is the closest I’ll get to reading him in his prime, right next to The World as Will and Representation.
 
I'm in the middle of Asimov's Foundation. Well, I'm not having some good time. I like that sci-fi golden era optimism about scientist, reason and shieeeet. But it's really hard for me to suspend my disbelief when I have those "victory" moments. I can't put it better, sorry.
Also there's that reddit-esque "hecking love science!" and "religion is a tool" scent.

I hope that Book of the New Sun will wash that bad taste out of my brain.
 
This weekend I (re-)read Kafka on the Shore, by Haruki Murakami. Choice to re-read inspired by a child of mine, who has been reading it based on knowing of my Murakami love.

It had been so long since I originally read it that it was virtually a new read. It is not my favorite Murakami (The Wind-up Bird Chronicle was life-changing), and is a more direct story than some of his (it is a bildungsroman...but with talking cats), but it is a classically Murakami creation that threads the style needle of delicacy and bluntness, being economical yet incredibly evocative.

It was also incredibly gratifying to have paper, not a screen, in hand. I'm going back to paper entirely, I think, even if it's less convenient to take notes and quotes (I have been collecting quotes for decades).
 
I'm just about to start The Treatment and The Cure by Peter Kocan. He tried to assassinate the Opposition Leader in 1966, and was first sent to prison, and then ended up in a mental hospital. I picked it up because I have a morbid fascination with mental institution novel and biographies. This is technically a novel, but it seems to be based on Kocan's experiences on the mental health maximum security wing.

I generally despise semi autobiographical novels, but since this is one is interest based I'm going to give this one a go.
 
I am reading all of Otessa Moshfegh’s books. I started with “My Year of Rest and Relaxation” and just finished “Lapvona”. I have loved both, they were amazing so I bought everything she has ever written so I can go crazy.

MYORAR - A millenial trust fund art hoe drugs herself into a coma in order to metamorphosize her trauma out of her body.

Lapvona - Medieval retard, very creepy shit, rags to riches story.
 
I picked it up because I have a morbid fascination with mental institution novel and biographies.
Ever read The Eden Express by Mark Vonnegut? It's by Kurt Vonnegut's son, and is about his experiences with severe schizophrenia and his comeback from that. He basically set up a hippie commune in Canada, did a bunch of drugs, and went absolutely batshit insane. Multiple times.

Despite that it's very coherent about the experience of madness.
 
Ever read The Eden Express by Mark Vonnegut? It's by Kurt Vonnegut's son, and is about his experiences with severe schizophrenia and his comeback from that. He basically set up a hippie commune in Canada, did a bunch of drugs, and went absolutely batshit insane. Multiple times.

Despite that it's very coherent about the experience of madness.
I haven't read it but I do actually have it on my shelf. Thanks for reminding me, I'll move it up the queue.
 
Mushashi's got the best character development I've ever read.

Agreed. By the end of the book, nearly every major character has changed in substantial, interesting ways. From Musashi and Matahachi's differing paths to their goals to even the female characters like Akemi and Osugi.

What was the biggest surprise for me was Sasaki Kojiro. The guy is usually so idealized in other media which features him, so I never expected to dislike him so much. The last time I disliked a character like that was Leo dan Brock from Joe Abercrombie's Age of Madness trilogy. They were just such well-written assholes.
 
I'm almost done with A History of the Penninuslar War Volume 3 September 1809-December 1810 by Charles Oman. I went into the first volume thinking I wasn't even going to finish it much less read any more about the Penninuslar war after getting the basic gist of it and getting my fix of that era. I was wrong and it ended up being a pretty incredible topic that no one I know cares about.

Started out hearing it as an audiobook. I eventually switched to actually reading it when I finally realized I was actually heavily invested in the Penninuslar war itself when the battle of Bailén occured.
 
Hey, I don't know if y'all read Cirsova or feel about small publishers, but they have a kickstarter going for a Sons of Hercules' themed anthology.

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Long ago, in ages past... there were men who travelled the world, seeking adventure. Fighting injustice, defending the weak and the helpless, looking to right wrongs wherever they are found: these were the Mighty Sons of Hercules!
Cirsova Publishing invites you to join eight of the Mighty Sons of Hercules on their daring adventures! You'll be amazed by their impressive feats of superhuman strength. You'll be dazzled by the exotic and dangerous beauties who would seek their downfall. You'll cheer as they save the innocent from peril and mete out justice to dastardly villains.
Wherever righteousness must have a champion, there you will find the Mighty Sons of Hercules! Whenever there is need and no mortal man can suffice, a Mighty Son of Hercules shall appear!

It's about 2,000 dollars short of it's goal with 8 days left.
 
A couple of the more recent novels in mystery author Max Allan Collins' long running series about private investigator Nathan Heller, who started out as a cop in Capone-era Chicago, and seems to have wandered into every major crime story in the early and mid-20th century. Heller, who went from a loose cannon lone wolf P.I. with a one room office to running the A-1 Detective Agency with offices in NYC and Hollywood, manages to rub shoulders with a variety of famous people on his cases which have included Amelia Earhart, Clarence Darrow, the Kennedys, Marilyn Monroe, Bugsy Siegel, Mickey Cohen and others. The series is an intriguing weaving together of historical fact and fiction, and Heller is an intriguingly flawed character, a horny bastard with a romantic streak, not averse to a dishonest buck, but there are lines he won't cross and he cannot be faulted for his loyalty to his clients.

Do No Harm - Heller gets involved with the case of Dr. Sam Sheppard, osteopath and police doctor who was accused of the murder of his pregnant wife Marilyn in 1954, and claimed a mysterious intruder was the real culprit (a case that was supposed to have inspired noted TV-series The Fugitive). Bay Village, OH mayor Marsh Dodge, Cuyahoga County coroner Dr. Samuel Gerber, and Cleveland Press editor Louis Seltzer all thought Sheppard was guilty, and county prosecutor Frank Cullitan successfully convinced 12 jurors of his guilt. Three years after the trial, Heller is approached by Erle Stanley Gardner, former lawyer, author and creator of defense attorney Perry Mason and founder of the advocacy group the Court of Last Resort. Gardner wants Heller to review the evidence. Nate’s job isn’t to exonerate Sheppard, but his thorough investigation leads to enough questions to raise at least some reasonable doubt. However, it's not enough. 1966 - Sheppard is still in prison and his new defense attorney, F. Lee Bailey hires Heller to once again review the evidence and it leads to an interesting conclusion - in his author's notes Collins notes that his research in the case led to him changing his thoughts on who the guilty party was at least half a dozen times.

Followed up by The Big Bundle - published by Hard Case Crime, Heller gets involved with a once notorious case that has slipped into obscurity over time, the real-life 1953 kidnapping of millionaire auto dealer Robert Greenlease's 6-year-old son, Bobby Jr. whose kidnappers asked for a record $600,000 ransom. By the time Heller has been retained by Greenlease and arrived in Kansas City, the kidnappers have already sent several garbled messages via the mail and telephone with unclear directions about how to drop off the money and don't look like they're actually going to return their victim. Heller's been retained in hopes that his underworld connections will be able to turn up anything involving the marked bills used in the payoff though Heller fears that the boy is already dead.

Flash forward to 1958. The aftermath of the kidnapping was indeed tragic, and $300,000 of the ransom money was never recovered. Reporters and police suggested the funds had been laundered through organized crime. Heller has been asked to covertly investigate what happened to the tainted money, at the behest of both Teamsters boss Jimmy Hoffa and chief counsel for the Senate Rackets Committee, Robert Kennedy, RFK being convinced the missing money was stolen and ended up in the Teamsters Pension Fund.
 
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Lily Prior's Cabaret arrived in yesterday's post. I read it over breakfast.

I can see why it got bad reviews and did poorly. I love surrealism, don't get me wrong, but this was not a successful example of the genre. Many absolutely luscious images were offered, but they were presented like they had meaning when they had none. I have no clue why the love interest kept showing up everywhere disguised in costume and a wig. The psychiatrist telling the main character that nothing that she thought happened, actually did was maddening l. What was the point of the ventriloquist's dummy? What happened to the ventriloquist himself? I was promised a talking hamster on the cover blurb, but when it did show up, it said one short sentence and was never seen again. I want what was promised to me, dammit! I want my talking hamster!

As I said, I love surrealism, and I'm perfectly fine with things that aren't supposed to have meaning beyond being strange and beautiful, but this book was just a mess from top to bottom. It honestly felt like I was reading an abridged version of a much longer, better written work. I'll read it again in a week or two and see if I can better my opinion of it, but I suspect that I'll be disappointed again.

I can understand why this book had such a low print run, and why Prior seemed to just disappear afterwards.
 
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