What's the earliest instance of sexual attraction you can remember? - Post your early pervin' days

My hobbie was to find online bfs in online games. Then I’d date them for one hour or so, we’d do a lot of things (;)) , then they’d break up with me, then I’d find another bf.
My dream was to marry a rich dude and have kids.
Basically I was a Kardashian? Or a gold digger, but I guess that’s the same thing
 
My first crush would probably be either Sailor Jupiter or Ada Wong, but keep in mind that I was five years old at the time.

When I was a little older, I always thought Lucy Liu was attractive.
 
Quite late, about 16 or so, but I don't think at the time I even knew it was a crush.

There was this guy at college I used to hang around with. At first I just enjoyed his company, and the more time I spent with him, the more I came to admire him. He wasn't handsome, or smart; but there was just something that made me want to be around him, and when he was happy I was too.

I found out several years later he'd come out and had a boyfreind. I can't regret making a move, because as dumb as it sounds I don't think it had occured to me I was a faggot yet and he wasn't out either.
 
When I was about 5 years old for some reason I really wished the school receptionist was my mum. My mum's a good mum and it's not that I wanted a replacement, I just think I had a kind of crush on her.

This is utterly ridiculous to me, but some time when I was a kid I saw a Cilla Black LP in a shop window and I wanted my mum to buy me the album just for the picture. Looking at pictures of her on the Internet now I cannot fathom what that was about. If the picture of her was good it must have been a once in a lifetime thing because I cannot see anything about her that was attractive at any time in her life.

I had a crush on a bi-racial baby sitter one time. She offered to let me stay up later to watch a horror film after my brother went to bed and I really wanted to say yes just to be with her, but I didn't understand why I wanted to be around her so much so I said I'd go to bed at the same time as my brother. I think I was a pretty normal kid, I always wanted to stay up late, but that must have been the one time I volunteered to go to bed early. I don't know how old she was, but I'm not sure what her motive was in offering to let me see a horror film. She thought I was saying no to the horror film, but I was saying no to being around her, which I really wanted but didn't understand.
 
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When I was 7 we went on a trip to the zoo. I had managed to get to the tortoise exhibit just as two of the beautiful creatures had began having coitus. I watched for at least 10 minutes straight, admiring their form and their sensual serendipity, and in that exact moment everything inside my being just clicked together. From that moment on I know just the kind of man I was, I’ve embraced my true self and I’ve spend years indulging in my taboo love.
 
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