1. Solid 1. Our journey to heaven is personal and proof for one person is tripe for another. I've teetered off and on atheism and belief most of my life, but I have had experiences which helped prepare me to accept that I don't know what reality even is, which helped open me up to what was possible as a result. Paranormal experiences, demonic possession of those around me, healings, all kinds of unexplainable-by-natural-forces stuff. Being in the right place at the right time to help someone in need, meeting people I wouldn't have, yet who have had great impact on my life.
All of these are part of my personal walk with God, both to and away from Him. I understand that I'm just some faggot on the internet, typing "deep" things which will not convince anyone who isn't already convinced, and yet Jesus asks us to spread seed even though most of it will not root, grow, or bear fruit.
So my seed I can offer is that humility is a dirty word these days, but is so important in my walk. I was "the smartest motherfucker alive" so I knew God didn't exist. That's like climbing a foothill, camping there forever, and saying you climbed the whole mountain. It took humility to accept that, actually, I don't KNOW shit. It took humility to learn that believers aren't retards who believe in sky daddy. It took humility to accept that yeah, I am broken in lots of ways which affect my family, but with Gods help I can be better.
The world actively hates the humble, tramples over them, abuses them in untold ways...because the world is run by egotists, narcissists, and those who take power in any way they can. The world wants us to only look out for ourselves, bucket of crabs style, pinching and kicking and fighting to get to the top, those below us be damned. This is the easy path, to be selfish and self-serving. This is the same issue troons face, pridefully believing they can craft a reality bending identity.
So please, understand we aren't as smart and witty as we think we are, and what we think is important day to day can easily distract us from what is actually important. It's a big universe out there, and a lot is possible. Even atheists having experiences which reorient them entirely.