- Joined
- Aug 7, 2022
I was there from the beginning when Kizuna Ai started dropping videos out of nowhere. The tech behind that back then blew me away - I thought she had to be some kind of guerilla marketing campaign for some kind of major corporation like Yamaha, because the idea that somebody could do that with commercially available tech just didn't seem possible back then (and just because her backdrop was very reminiscent of the old iMac commercials from the early 2000's).
Now it's just background noise. I'm not that close to anybody in real life anymore. I had female friends who showed off their quirky and charming sides when they figured out you weren't trying to date them; at their best, that's what these women or any other streamer has to offer. It's just a semblance of sociality that I don't really have access to anymore as a working adult who aged out of the few natural opportunities for commingling that were available to me. It's the soft buzz of conversation a few tables away at the neighborhood cafe that shut down years ago. It turns the volume down just enough on whatever it is I'm working on that I can focus and get my job done. The two distinctions these autistic women have over, say, MATI or Kino Casino or Metokur is that they're always online and they're never saying anything so interesting that I have to pay much attention to what's going on. It's like listening to AM radio but without the constant ads.
Now it's just background noise. I'm not that close to anybody in real life anymore. I had female friends who showed off their quirky and charming sides when they figured out you weren't trying to date them; at their best, that's what these women or any other streamer has to offer. It's just a semblance of sociality that I don't really have access to anymore as a working adult who aged out of the few natural opportunities for commingling that were available to me. It's the soft buzz of conversation a few tables away at the neighborhood cafe that shut down years ago. It turns the volume down just enough on whatever it is I'm working on that I can focus and get my job done. The two distinctions these autistic women have over, say, MATI or Kino Casino or Metokur is that they're always online and they're never saying anything so interesting that I have to pay much attention to what's going on. It's like listening to AM radio but without the constant ads.
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