Alright, let's drop the idle responding and try to make something out of this dead thread for constructive feels. Help me here, apprentices: I meet all the criteria to post on this chan, and yet I am shunned the moment I reveal my intentions and attitude. Other times, when I just write about myself to pass the time, I am welcomed with open arms because of who I am.
I've grown to tolerate this disparity, but it doesn't cease to perplex me. Am I one of you after all or not? I've been warned by a wise wizard that combining the teachings of the normalfags with practising wizardry is not going to end well. Do I shame the wizard community by displaying such reckless foolishness, or-
…or do you just not trust me? I think I see that now. It's not even that I'm a troll. I'm not, for instance, someone from the CWCwiki forums who goes here to get a rise out of you, as one might suspect they would. (I do lurk there, though. Their thread about our site helps put things in perspective.) I came here naturally when /r9k/ was overrun by normies. But the reason I'm hated must be because I bring upheaval. I am not averse to change, but with it comes the risk of forever having my greatest treasure - my pure and immaculate virginity which allows me to regenerate my magic energy over time - taken away.
But to fight entropy is a natural property of all life… Is depression desirable? I thought for the longest time that it was not.
One last thought. Those people from CWCwiki… they laugh at us. That's one thing I do not comprehend. I could never bring myself to laugh at someone because of their perceived inadequacies. I never bullied anyone, either, and could not understand why I was bullied. Their attitude towards the people on this site is perhaps the greatest mystery of them all to me. I feel only compassion towards those who lose, the weak, the broken, etc., even though I rarely can help. I could just leave to put you out of my mind, but that would be the easy way out. And I really want to be a wizard.