🔥 Zoosadist Zoosadism Megathread - Joshua "Kero the Wolf" Hoffman & Friends.

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z00fag said:
I just wanted to get this off my chest for a long time, and I don't know where the fuck to post this.

I'm a zoosadist.

It began with my adolescence coinciding with the golden age of publicly available content on the DW (circa 2011-12) and soon, I was hooked to pretty extreme stuff. I started exploring the rabbit hole of the most vile shit I could find, and then I realized I was into a lot of it.
Basically, for nearly a decade, I had been getting off to zoosadism. I'm not exclusively into that stuff, but my thoughts would often wander even if looking at completely unrelated porn. Once I got a bit older, let's say 20, I started feeling really guilty and bad, and having flashbacks to forum posts I've read and videos I've seen. Only very large amounts of sedative-hypnotics and opioids helped to forget this, and I soon became a physically dependent junkie.
I've been clean for a while now and the flashbacks have come back. I can live with them, but it's not pleasant at all.
I have vowed not to look at zoosadist shit once again, but I think the only reason I might go through with it is because I have lost access to the sites hosting it, and I'm not dumb enough to join some sort of IM group.
Lastly, I know this will sound absolutely retarded and be considered mere nuances of degeneracy, but I want to distance myself from people who are into blood/snuff/gore. I just don't get that shit.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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z00fag said:
I just wanted to get this off my chest for a long time, and I don't know where the fuck to post this.

I'm a zoosadist.

It began with my adolescence coinciding with the golden age of publicly available content on the DW (circa 2011-12) and soon, I was hooked to pretty extreme stuff. I started exploring the rabbit hole of the most vile shit I could find, and then I realized I was into a lot of it.
Basically, for nearly a decade, I had been getting off to zoosadism. I'm not exclusively into that stuff, but my thoughts would often wander even if looking at completely unrelated porn. Once I got a bit older, let's say 20, I started feeling really guilty and bad, and having flashbacks to forum posts I've read and videos I've seen. Only very large amounts of sedative-hypnotics and opioids helped to forget this, and I soon became a physically dependent junkie.
I've been clean for a while now and the flashbacks have come back. I can live with them, but it's not pleasant at all.
I have vowed not to look at zoosadist shit once again, but I think the only reason I might go through with it is because I have lost access to the sites hosting it, and I'm not dumb enough to join some sort of IM group.
Lastly, I know this will sound absolutely retarded and be considered mere nuances of degeneracy, but I want to distance myself from people who are into blood/snuff/gore. I just don't get that shit.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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People will harp on you, for obvious reasons, but I'd like to applaud your courage and strength to fight back against the claws of this dark and depraved obsession.

The Church teaches us that nobody is immune to, or safe from Satan's temptations. Even Christ was tempted (the person, though he felt no temptation, because of his divine nature) by the devil. Furthermore, it teaches us that there is no shame in sin, but sinning.

It's easy to look at someone who fucks dogs to death and hate them (and rightly so), but put yourself in the shoes of someone afflicted with this sickness. I get that most, if not all of these people are terminally ill, but it takes enormous balls to say it loudly, clearly, and without apprehension: I'm a zoosadist. Just the light that this can statement cast on your soul must be very cleansing.

And we must not forget that vice is only a symptom of a sick soul, and that vice always comes in bunches; cutting out one usually means replacing it with another. Once you're within the grasp of the claws of sin, it's so hard to get away. I sincerely empathize with you, friend, the hurt and pain must be unimaginable. And the damage is already dealt, it's an irreparable, irreplaceable part of you that will haunt and follow you for the rest of your days, and something you will have to battle every waking moment.

Keeping away from such an extreme and sick desire is proportionally difficult.
That you have made it thus far is to say you've completed a Herculean task. That isn't to say that all is done, but the sheer insurmountableness of what you've done so far is truly awe inspiring. I'm proud of you, anon, as much as it might be improper to say this to a zoosadist. I truly hope and wish you stay as strong and foreboding in your future. It's going to be a constant steep uphill battle, but we are all dealt the cross we are fit to bare. You're doing the best you can with the cards you've been dealt and that's more than what a lot of people can say of themselves.

I know you'll probably never be able to lead a normal life, and maybe that's some sort of justice in all this, but that's still no reason to give up entirely and just plunge yourself in the darkness.

I assume there's no support group type organization for zoophilia (or there might not be one in your area), but try maybe reaching out to other addiction support groups, the mechanisms for these illnesses is quite similar. It's important to have somebody keep you in check, and to know you can rely on somebody when things get rough (and they will, sooner or later). Truly, sincerely: get well, we're rooting for you.
 
z00fag said:
I just wanted to get this off my chest for a long time, and I don't know where the fuck to post this.

I'm a zoosadist.

It began with my adolescence coinciding with the golden age of publicly available content on the DW (circa 2011-12) and soon, I was hooked to pretty extreme stuff. I started exploring the rabbit hole of the most vile shit I could find, and then I realized I was into a lot of it.
Basically, for nearly a decade, I had been getting off to zoosadism. I'm not exclusively into that stuff, but my thoughts would often wander even if looking at completely unrelated porn. Once I got a bit older, let's say 20, I started feeling really guilty and bad, and having flashbacks to forum posts I've read and videos I've seen. Only very large amounts of sedative-hypnotics and opioids helped to forget this, and I soon became a physically dependent junkie.
I've been clean for a while now and the flashbacks have come back. I can live with them, but it's not pleasant at all.
I have vowed not to look at zoosadist shit once again, but I think the only reason I might go through with it is because I have lost access to the sites hosting it, and I'm not dumb enough to join some sort of IM group.
Lastly, I know this will sound absolutely retarded and be considered mere nuances of degeneracy, but I want to distance myself from people who are into blood/snuff/gore. I just don't get that shit.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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Before you proceed to the nearest cliff, can you tell us anything possibly relevant about zoosadism or the zoo circles you were in? If you don't know anything, oh well; never hurts to ask.
 
z00fag said:
I just wanted to get this off my chest for a long time, and I don't know where the fuck to post this.

I'm a zoosadist.

It began with my adolescence coinciding with the golden age of publicly available content on the DW (circa 2011-12) and soon, I was hooked to pretty extreme stuff. I started exploring the rabbit hole of the most vile shit I could find, and then I realized I was into a lot of it.
Basically, for nearly a decade, I had been getting off to zoosadism. I'm not exclusively into that stuff, but my thoughts would often wander even if looking at completely unrelated porn. Once I got a bit older, let's say 20, I started feeling really guilty and bad, and having flashbacks to forum posts I've read and videos I've seen. Only very large amounts of sedative-hypnotics and opioids helped to forget this, and I soon became a physically dependent junkie.
I've been clean for a while now and the flashbacks have come back. I can live with them, but it's not pleasant at all.
I have vowed not to look at zoosadist shit once again, but I think the only reason I might go through with it is because I have lost access to the sites hosting it, and I'm not dumb enough to join some sort of IM group.
Lastly, I know this will sound absolutely retarded and be considered mere nuances of degeneracy, but I want to distance myself from people who are into blood/snuff/gore. I just don't get that shit.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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If you aren't larping can you shed some light onto the Darknet Zoosadism forums that you were familiar with? Names and dates they were around please.
 
Mexican Space Program said:
If you aren't larping can you shed some light onto the Darknet Zoosadism forums that you were familiar with? Names and dates they were around please.
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Animal's Nightmare and Animal's Dark Paradise. Around 2013-2016, maybe 2017.

>Before you proceed to the nearest cliff, can you tell us anything possibly relevant about zoosadism or the zoo circles you were in? If you don't know anything, oh well; never hurts to ask.

I wasn't in any circles.
I know I fucked up the multiquote.
 
z00fag said:
Animal's Nightmare and Animal's Dark Paradise. Around 2013-2016, maybe 2017.

>Before you proceed to the nearest cliff, can you tell us anything possibly relevant about zoosadism or the zoo circles you were in? If you don't know anything, oh well; never hurts to ask.

I wasn't in any circles.
I know I fucked up the multiquote.
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How did you find this thread?

I would imagine lurking it would be terrible for your recovery. Seems like it could just be another way to scratch the infected itch.
 
Spergerella Junior said:
How did you find this thread?

I would imagine lurking it would be terrible for your recovery. Seems like it could just be another way to scratch the infected itch.
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I have been browsing KF for a pretty long time.

I try to avoid this thread, 90% of the people mentioned here are a lot more depraved than I am and it makes me sick.
One specific post from AN/ADP I remember referring to the Boss series, just said "Why did his master beat him even after X, Y?".
It's one of the worse flashbacks.
 
I was curious about what the older known zoosadism videos ever made were, since it seems that Tim Win was one of the first to film and distribute this type of stuff.
For clarification, I'm not going to count "regular" bestiality towards this, while although they do portrait animal abuse, it isn't explicitly animals being harmed to the point of obvious injury or being killed for sexual pleasure.
For what it's worth, the earliest bestiality film I'm aware of is a silent short that seems to be only part of a longer film. I've also heard of snuff films being made in the silent era.
I ended up digging into Color Climax as they are already a pretty dark porn studio, known for distributing bestiality and child porn in the 70s. Well, it seems they also dabbled a bit into zoosadist content.
I'll note I haven't seen these myself, as I found a detailed write up of 90% of this part of Color Climax's work, and checked it to one of the non-sadist videos, so they're pretty accurate.

#1276 snake fuckers (better fucked than fried): A zoosadist type video. Two women abuse eels. They bloodily kill some live eels, then use the last live one like a sex toy in a lesbian sex scene. This is intercut with the dead eels cooking in the pan. It leads to a dinner guest showing up and a threesome.

#1341 chicken lover: Another case of early zoosadim on film. Bodil Jensen makes a mailman rape a chicken, which is shown bleeding as it staggers away after.

There's also an extra i'll throw in, since it includes similar abuses and is partially from Color Climax:
Videorama Compilation (title unknown): a series of bestiality clips, some of which seem to be from Color Climax. A man has sex with a cow and a chicken, and then his girlfriend blows him (both in disguises). A threesome with a man, woman, and a doberman. Another eel scene where they are used as sex toys, then one is put in a bowl, defecated on, and then cooked.

I also have a bunch of write-ups on other Color Climax content, if I can find a reason to post about this company I will.
 
z00fag said:
I just wanted to get this off my chest for a long time, and I don't know where the fuck to post this.

I'm a zoosadist.
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I would say something nasty, but I respect you for at least being honest and distancing yourself from that content. But... just why would you do it in the first place man.
I also don't understand how you can judge gore, because at the very least in some cases of violence between adults can be 100% consensual, but still concerning, but animals can never consent.
 
AIDShaver69 said:
I would say something nasty, but I respect you for at least being honest and distancing yourself from that content. But... just why would you do it in the first place man.
I also don't understand how you can judge gore, because at the very least in some cases of violence between adults can be 100% consensual, but still concerning, but animals can never consent.
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Y'all are dumb. If zoofaggot is here on fucking kiwifarms it isn't for therapy or to do good. Jesus Christ. It's either a fetish or to troll or most likely both. Which I honestly imagine makes up a large margine of this place.
 
AIDShaver69 said:
I would say something nasty, but I respect you for at least being honest and distancing yourself from that content. But... just why would you do it in the first place man.
I also don't understand how you can judge gore, because at the very least in some cases of violence between adults can be 100% consensual, but still concerning, but animals can never consent.
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I'm talking about zoosadists who are into gore, snuff, bodily harm, violence, etc. But I don't think I really have a say in this.
I don't know why I like it, no fucking clue. I wish I didn't.
 
I thought Bodil Jensen "loved" animals (well, you know what zoophiles say) and defended her bestiality as love. Seems like at the end of the day they don't care about hurting them even tho they claim otherwise.

I'm curious about the other Color Climax writeups/content, anything interesting? Where did you find this info? Early pornography is very interesting to me.
 
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shoegazed said:
I thought Bodil Jensen "loved" animals (well, you know what zoophiles say) and defended her bestiality as love. Seems like at the end of the day they don't care about hurting them even tho they claim otherwise.

I'm curious about the other Color Climax writeups/content, anything interesting? Where did you find this info? Early pornography is very interesting to me.
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I'll post the lot of the write ups here once i can track down a few of the videos, as not all of them were described.
These were an excerpt from a book about the history of porn, posted in an old pornography forum. Found the info when looking up the magazine CC did that was just bestiality, which itself is not online in any form. If i can find that post again I'll get the title.
I also found a list of all their 8mm titles, which was how i got the other titles and distribution numbers.
All of these are 8mm film loops, so this stuff is old. Apparently Tim Win shared a gif of an 8mm bestiality film on reddit but i can't find a match to it in these, suggesting there were other groups making this content back then.

Bodil had her animals taken away due to neglect as i remember? She no longer could make money having sex with them, and stopped caring (or was too depressed to try).
 
Slantern said:
Found this via twitter.


And on archive.org
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That is awesome you manages to find that. The animal-Pi site also has a 3 part document about Janis, and it includes details I've never heard of before, and pictures of his face. Seems he still owned animals after being banned from having them?
I'll do a proper write up on him with this info, but apparently he did more that the Boss series... he was also making full snuff content that I've never heard about anywhere before, and had a girlfriend at the time this was written.
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