This bothers me a lot, as a nurse you will see and hear a lot of stuff first hand. Maybe you see something you don't like? Maybe that's influencing your choice on vaccination. If my uncle is a used car salesman, and he tells me about how a certain car I wanted to buy always falls apart, I might pay attention to what he's saying. He's not a German car engineer, sure, but that doesn't mean he can't talk about how this car has a propensity to leak oil. If many nurses are seeing a weird trend, and are willing to lose their job over it, my spider sense goes off a a little. I swear though, if I hear someone say the healthcare system is overwhelmed I'm going to scream at the person and ask them what they thought about it when the state was firing hundreds of nurses.