[skipping the first minute since it's just a meandering explanation of when he was awake, when he slept and so on]
At the moment, there's a lot of people spreading rumors about me, nervous breakdown and stuff like that [points at face] don't think so. I won't say much, I'll only say that the sentence didn't really surprise me, honestly. It's unfair if you ask me, cause I only defend myself nothing else. Er- it's not like I walk around the streets and beat people up, it's also not like I'm making a conceited justification like those two gentlemen that study medicine [coughs] Those two were the biggest clowns in this whole thing. Er- I don't know how this trial was broadcasted or if something was broadcasted or how it was reported, dunno. I don't read newspapers, I don't watch TV, I'm out the loop there. Er- I did get a few pictures that people send to me endlessly via as many websites as possible [clears throat] I didn't watch [videos of] the trial, after all I was part of it, uh, but there were two students of medicine, that, uh, due to insult and that thing where I shoved them away, those were the biggest clowns er- and some other things... [stress sigh] er- well, whatever, thing is, the sentence is unjustified, after all, it's me who is dealing with psychological pressure, who's getting attacked verbally, physically and psychologically. I've been injured, attacked with knives, batons and so on and still it's me who stands trial, even though I just defend myself and so on and that as guilty party.
I understand that the court needs to hand out some kind of sentence, of course yeah, er- they are legally obligated to do so, but [blows raspberry] I think the sentence is unfair. Well, er- [clears throat], what ground my gears the most was the statement that I was a- I have to add, the choice of words by the court and the prosecution, I have to say, that was insulting, er- they said I was a probation failure, that's not true at all, the punishment of- how do you say it?- community hours, I couldn't do that. How can I fail that then? I would have done them, but there was nobody who would have taken me up on it, so I can do my community hours. I had 50 community hours that I couldn't do cause no one took me in, so I can't have failed in that regard. It was outside my responsibility, I wanted to do it, I would have done it, I'd still do it, but I can't. Well. The other thing, they said my probation officer [sniffs] suggested various things that I didn't do. That's not true, I did sell my house, in part something suggested by my probation officer, however I planned to do that before, but something got changed in that regard and I did change it in this regard [?] but... [shakes head] I am about to change it. But they also said that- essentially, now and based on the probation, I'm turning my whole life upside down, and start a completely new life, but that doesn't do me any good. [clears throat] Regarding how this'll continue, I got 2 years but not on probation, 2 years prison sentence and no probation, that means there's no chance for probation and now the thing, of course, is, I already said how I'll react if I am sentenced for the court, if I should get locked up, this is running its course. We'll see if the sentence will end up higher or not, cause when you do this [=appeal], the sentence can also increase from the previous one, that's what we'll have to see, how it goes. I'll do whatever it takes, cause I won't just accept getting locked up over defending myself.
[5 minute mark]
What should be said in addition in conclusion, before I continue watching my anime, I intended to stream, but now I ended with an anime that I wanna watch. Erm- [clears throat] [stress sigh] I'd like to know how anyone else would react. Everytime, they say I am acting wrongly, that I react wrongly er- I should stay in my house, I should not go outside er- that was even said in regards to the guy who climbed my fence, who intruded into my life, my private sphere, who ...my life... who turned my life upside down and -uh- well, and I should stay inside and watch him stroll around my property, possibly while he ruins my stuff, maybe steals something, huh? The police did show up in time, but I can't know that! I can't know in advance how quickly the police will show up. Er- especially since this has happened a lot before. Another thing that annoyed me was I was- that I insulted the police and so on and that I said- what annoyed me the most there, they said that Mr. Peter and so on- I know that Mr. Peter is maybe doing his job properly, yeah, I'm saying maybe cause I can't know for sure, I assume he's doing his job properly concerning other aspects, but not as far as my home is concerned. It happened in the past and also recently, er- when I was attacked with pepper spray, just this year I was attacked with pepper spray, yeah. Er- the funny thing is, I was sentenced for [using] pepper spray and the same shift, er- where I said wasn't doing anything didn't do a thing back then either, I waited for 3 hours for the cops, the haters hang out for 2 hours or 2 and a half hours, attacked me twice with pepper spay, shouted and made a ruckus, and who knows what else, and the cops didn't show up. And er- in the end, I'm here and I don't know what to make of it. [stress sigh] It is... frustrating. It's very frustrating when you er- don't know how to defend yourself. How am I supposed to defend against that? I am not allowed to punch them, I'm not allowed to say anything, I'm not even allowed to get angry when people, whose job is to deal with crimes don't do a thing, what- what- am I supposed to do? I know the Police Neustadt [closest police station] is pissed off and that they have a lot to do and that they can't just focus entirely on me. Never did I say- [sniffs] never did I say they'd- how do you say it? Wait, I'll know in a second- Never did I say they're my private security.I never said that, it would never even would occur to me. But the thing is, the stuff that happened- what happened was shitty. Yeah. But... in full context... [stress sigh] I have no other option to defend myself.
Er- though I have to add, ever since I sold the house, I've become a lot more calm, I said so in court, the people that now come to my house and yank around my gate and throw things on my property, it doesn't concern me anymore and I won't deal with that stuff any longer. I'll call the cops if they start vandalising or cause a ruckus, and that's it.
What I didn't get a chance to do in court, annoyingly, was showing how often I call the cops. So. I printed out everything... a few videos ago I told you how many haters showed up at my place and so on. How many haters a week, how many haters a year -or month- and I had that entire list with me in court [clears throat] but I got no chance to read it out loud. Uhm- my lawyer also told me that it was useless at the moment, but I think they should have taken a look, they would have seen what's actually going on. How many people actually er- actually show up at my doorstep, how often I call the cops, what kinds of trespassing, vandalism and assault and I dunno what else and that yelling erm-
[10 minute mark]
Erm- and another thing that- I want to say this in conclusion of this video, something that triggers me extremely, was the statement from the prosecution, that they haven't watched any of my videos, that's nice and dandy, they don't have to watch those videos, but I also have to say that claiming all my videos and my entire channel is a provocation, that's simply not true. It's just not true, I'm doing a lot of gaming, I'm making many gaming streams, I'm making a lot of prattle-streams and none of this stuff is a provocation. The only things that are a provocation are the things that are triggered as provocation, that is to say, when I make a video and the haters show up and start yelling and who knows what else. [sniff] Cause that's only the situation when people are at my doorstep, it has nothing to do with what's a provocation, I just wanna show what's going on here. What's happening and how people are behaving, and how I am behaving in return. Erm- And with this I want to show erm- what people are doing. [stress sigh]
I'm not okay with this sentence, definetly not. And I already said what I'll do in case of such a sentence, I already expected it. People now claim that- and I will end the video now- people claim that erm- people have made the claim that I had a nervous breakdown [shakes head] not true. I was just very tired, cause at the time of the sentence, I had- when was it? Around 6PM? [stares off into distance, attempts to perform basic maths] wait a moment- eeeeeeer- 6PM... I have to calculate that for a second midnight, 1AM, 2AM, 3AM, 4AM, 5AM, 6AM, that's 7, that's 8... I hadn't slept for 31 hours at the time of the sentencing. Erm- and I went to sleep 9PM, so that means I had [stares off into distance, trying to do basic math again] 36 hours... no, nonsense, that doesn't add up, whatever, I was awake more than 30 hours, I got up the day before at 11PM and was awake throughout.
I did lie down, around aroundaround 11, but- 11PM!- but I could not sleep. Cause my regular sleeping rythm -it has to be mentioned- due to haters, I can't go to sleep. On monday, I tried to go to sleep, er- around 2 o'clock, usually I go to sleep around 3 or 4 o'clock, but I wanted to go to bed early, so I get used to a better sleeping rythm, see, I have a healthy, I have a good sleeping rythm, I just happen to go to sleep at other times than other people. I go to bed at around 4 or 5 ot 6 o'clock and tget up around 10, 11, 12 o'clock -sometimes at 9... and this is a very annoying matter.
Well, anyway, thanks for watching and -well- as I said, no breakdown, I wouldn't even know why. This sentence was what I expected or something similar. I thought it'd be something along the lines of 2, 2 and a half years. Well then. Thanks for watching [peace sign] hope you'll be around next time, let's see how this pans out and this is the only statement I'll make in this whole matter. Everything you can watch someplace else, watch some liars if you don't want to believe me, cause we all know, whatever I say is a lie - and yeah, this statement is most likely seen as another provocation, but as I said my entire channel is not a provocation, surely there's some provocative statements or videos but ultimately it's a fact that I am just trying to live my life, no matter how many obstacles are put in front of me.
See ya, your Drache, bye~
