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- Aug 1, 2021
Just the utter narcissism of mourning your father's death, but only insofar as it relates to your perceived achievements. What about missing his advice for turmoil you're facing, or his presence on your birthday? When the aforementioned achievements are just ''grifted 100k off without securing a career that makes me feel self-actualized or any way to push this brief ray of relevance into a sustainable income that will take care of me, let alone secure a more comfortable for the family I've created for myself,'' it rings pretty hollow. Doubtful his father would feel anything beyond disappointment and discomfort in his presence."It kinda sucks that I lost him (his father) to cancer a few years ago because I would've loved for him to see where I am today, I only he would've been proud."