Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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a normal functioning body doesn't meet qualifications for reconstruction.
by having no wounds to reconstruct, they give you a wound of your very own and then you struggle to survive like a real injury.
makes sense that there are so many phases of failed recovery, what the fuck were they trying to reconstruct?
they have to hurt you and pretend to fix you.
 
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My surgeon said, and I quote, "some people just have two buttholes"
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"My biggest most important objective was to reduce the number of orifices on my body by one so I can feel a sense of security in my own body."
"I feel like this whole process has just solidified for me that I won't ever feel happy and safe in my body. "
" at least I won't have that loathsome hole in my body that makes me feel so vulnerable and powerless. "

This obvious CSA victim needed therapy not surgery. ☹️
God, this one hits in the feels a bit. 90% of TiFs seem to be CSA victims with blindingly obvious trauma still to deal with, but most aren't quite this clear about it/their reasoning for the armwurst installation. I hope this lady finds a good therapist and some peace someday, the last thing she needs is any more surgeries.

Are these people just so used to blaming others that this HAS to be due to poor treatment rather than admitting they subjected themselves to and extremally experimental, cosmetic, and purposeless mutilation?
Pretty much yes — external locus of control combined with victim mentality leads them to believe that normal shit like getting necrosis around the gaping wound you are forcibly keeping open suddenly goes from xnormal if unintended consequence of my own stupid actions" to "shit, this is all that butcher-surgeon's fault and I am the biggest victim in the world".

I wonder if some of it is self-protective, in the case of troons. Coming to the realisation that you've willingly mutilated your body and shortened your life because you didn't want to deal with therapy must be a tough one to have to chew over. I'd bet some of the 41% are those with a modicum of self-accountability...
 
Look at the inside of the stinkditch in the x-rays. it literally looks like an inveterted penis
 

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A lot of the Aydens specifically seem to just be traumatized girls who are basically screaming "I'm afraid to be raped!"
I'd be interested to read any studies on the percentage of FtM troons that suffered CSA, and the correlation between it and trooning out, but its something that will have to wait for the backlash to be in full swing as the Cult of Slaanesh would reee to the heavens at the very idea of such a comprehensive study, likely because they know what the results would say.

The state of Western medicine is that a clearly traumatized rape victim tells her doctor that she wants to 'reduce the number of holes' in her body to 'feel safer', and instead of referring her immediately to intensive inpatient therapy, he fasttracks her to the surgical table where he in fact gives her MORE holes... Is it too faggily optimistic to hope that one day these butchers are brought to trial and paraded in front of the entire world as the amoral monsters they are, before getting lined up and shot behind their own clinics?
Actually I don't think the majority of these gals are actually rape survivors. Not making a judgment on the ones who say in so many words that they are, but I wouldn't assume it about the majority, including the ones who say creepy shit like they want to "reduce the total number of orifices on their body." No that doesn't sound like trauma brain to me. That sounds like the much more common, much more mundane catastrophizing of workaday neurotic anxiety brain. What these girls have is not trauma from having been assaulted, but dread of acquiring that trauma, which they feel sure is both inevitable for females, and something they are incapable of surviving.

Thus we see that the actual problem is not having been damaged by an assault for many of them, but a pair of things that are actually endemic to their generation, and which explains very neatly why troonism suddenly took off with them:

1. A general lack of resilience, having been raised in such a way that they were not allowed space to learn from trial and error enough.
2. An overpowering feeling of doom about being female, what it means to be female, what happens to females in society, caused by the constant drumbeat of "Law and Order SVU" second wave influenced media culture.

Having been subjected to "awareness" about DV, rape, sex pests, and more by their mothers and teachers since they were fetuses, and also told that these things are so devastating they ruin you forever, they are desperate to escape what feels like their inevitable fate. Not because they have personal experience of how bad it is, but because they do not- and thus don't realize that even though it is indeed a very bad thing, it is very much possible for women to survive it and come out the other side in one piece.

tl;dr their self-concept is based in fragility and they think it's only a matter of time until their number comes up to be raped because they grew up with "1 in three women!"
 
Actually I don't think the majority of these gals are actually rape survivors. Not making a judgment on the ones who say in so many words that they are, but I wouldn't assume it about the majority, including the ones who say creepy shit like they want to "reduce the total number of orifices on their body." No that doesn't sound like trauma brain to me. That sounds like the much more common, much more mundane catastrophizing of workaday neurotic anxiety brain. What these girls have is not trauma from having been assaulted, but dread of acquiring that trauma, which they feel sure is both inevitable for females, and something they are incapable of surviving.

Thus we see that the actual problem is not having been damaged by an assault for many of them, but a pair of things that are actually endemic to their generation, and which explains very neatly why troonism suddenly took off with them:

1. A general lack of resilience, having been raised in such a way that they were not allowed space to learn from trial and error enough.
2. An overpowering feeling of doom about being female, what it means to be female, what happens to females in society, caused by the constant drumbeat of "Law and Order SVU" second wave influenced media culture.

Having been subjected to "awareness" about DV, rape, sex pests, and more by their mothers and teachers since they were fetuses, and also told that these things are so devastating they ruin you forever, they are desperate to escape what feels like their inevitable fate. Not because they have personal experience of how bad it is, but because they do not- and thus don't realize that even though it is indeed a very bad thing, it is very much possible for women to survive it and come out the other side in one piece.

tl;dr their self-concept is based in fragility and they think it's only a matter of time until their number comes up to be raped because they grew up with "1 in three women!"
Anecdotally speaking, most of the women I know have experienced some form of trauma, abuse or coercion (as have a good deal of the men I know, for balance). Not one in three, the literal vast majority.

I know the plural of anecdote is not data, but I have an easier time seeing these women as actual survivors rather than women who are scared of rape culture. Or suffering some other modern malaise that they've interpretated as trans-ness. Too many of those TiFs have obvious self-harm scars, too many of them allude to what they have survived, too many of them are just... So clearly not coping with the very real abuse they have very obviously suffered through, I guess.

With all that said, we do indeed live in clown world and I agree that at least a few of these ladies are both lucky enough to have never been victimised and scared enough of rape culture anyway to permanently mutilate themselves. I pity them in a totally different way to the 'actual abuse victim' TiFs, but to a far lesser degree.
 
Anecdotally speaking, most of the women I know have experienced some form of trauma, abuse or coercion (as have a good deal of the men I know, for balance). Not one in three, the literal vast majority.

I know the plural of anecdote is not data, but I have an easier time seeing these women as actual survivors rather than women who are scared of rape culture. Or suffering some other modern malaise that they've interpretated as trans-ness. Too many of those TiFs have obvious self-harm scars, too many of them allude to what they have survived, too many of them are just... So clearly not coping with the very real abuse they have very obviously suffered through, I guess.

With all that said, we do indeed live in clown world and I agree that at least a few of these ladies are both lucky enough to have never been victimised and scared enough of rape culture anyway to permanently mutilate themselves. I pity them in a totally different way to the 'actual abuse victim' TiFs, but to a far lesser degree.
I mean sure if you expand it to "some form of coercion" almost everyone has gone through something upsetting and scary, if nothing else there's schoolyard physical bullying to bring up the numbers.

But no, most of these people have survived neither violent assault nor some kind of more chronic childhood maltreatment or neglect. They are neurotic and have generalized neurotic malaise. "SI scars" are well within the bounds of that as well. It's a hobby of bored and lonely neurotic upper middle class girls, as has been retconning it by way of the patriarchy. Always has been (see Plath, Sylvia et al.)
 
Cut little bunny indicated an appt with the surgeon 9th November so perhaps we’ll have an update soon?

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These comments, trying to lure some poor sap into the amhole, let it be known- were on the post he wrote titled REALLY BAD SMELL FROM SRS? NORMAl??

This fucker is trying to stank his hole on some poor other guy.
w h h h y?? Is it’s too gross for you to deal with when you *sniff your own dialator?*, why would you want to Stink up some poor boys dick?

Even without the rotting necrosis innard smell he apparently has, this early on in recovery, his bloody healing wounds will be stinking like a butcher shop- minus the refrigeration.
I can’t imagine wanting to fuck soemone when you know you’re rank, let alone when the rank hole you’re trying to entice them into is a literal new and painful wound.

Insanity. Can we breath a sigh for relief for the bullet dodged by ‘Shy’Guy ?
That would be legitimately a traumatising thing to happen to you. A sexual experience like that… tamer things happen in horror films.
 
Actually I don't think the majority of these gals are actually rape survivors. Not making a judgment on the ones who say in so many words that they are, but I wouldn't assume it about the majority, including the ones who say creepy shit like they want to "reduce the total number of orifices on their body." No that doesn't sound like trauma brain to me. That sounds like the much more common, much more mundane catastrophizing of workaday neurotic anxiety brain. What these girls have is not trauma from having been assaulted, but dread of acquiring that trauma, which they feel sure is both inevitable for females, and something they are incapable of surviving.

Thus we see that the actual problem is not having been damaged by an assault for many of them, but a pair of things that are actually endemic to their generation, and which explains very neatly why troonism suddenly took off with them:

1. A general lack of resilience, having been raised in such a way that they were not allowed space to learn from trial and error enough.
2. An overpowering feeling of doom about being female, what it means to be female, what happens to females in society, caused by the constant drumbeat of "Law and Order SVU" second wave influenced media culture.

Having been subjected to "awareness" about DV, rape, sex pests, and more by their mothers and teachers since they were fetuses, and also told that these things are so devastating they ruin you forever, they are desperate to escape what feels like their inevitable fate. Not because they have personal experience of how bad it is, but because they do not- and thus don't realize that even though it is indeed a very bad thing, it is very much possible for women to survive it and come out the other side in one piece.

tl;dr their self-concept is based in fragility and they think it's only a matter of time until their number comes up to be raped because they grew up with "1 in three women!"
Creating a culture of fear, and projecting victimization onto an entire class of people is bound to garner some nasty psychological results.

Look at the victim complex that has manifested in the black culture in america, something that wasn't present and manifest to the same degree even when they were legitimate victims of injustice. Media narratives coupled with the constant propaganda in every level of education has essentially corrupted an entire subgroup of americans into nonfunctional, antisocial(in the clinical sense) citizens that venerate crime, and see no problem in suckling the states teet.

The same has been done with women, look at Roe vs Wade, even women who oppose abortion on principal still have hesitation about going the full mile and banning it because they're gaslit into believing shit like "republicans want women with ectopic pregnancies to carry until they rupture and die" yes this is an unironic statement I've heard irl.
 
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Cut little bunny indicated an appt with the surgeon 9th November so perhaps we’ll have an update soon?
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"i told him he could do whatever he wanted with me [but he didn't]" because nobody actually means that dummy, also you told him to do whatever he wanted and how do you know he didn't? Way to dehumanize and objectify this poor innocent lad just because he wasn't sex crazed enough to use every excuse he could think of!

Another disgusting parent of a young TiM has turned up on r/Transgender_Surgeries. Unsurprisingly, his bottom surgery was a fuck up and she's complaining and wants another doctor for revision.
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"Transgender friendly/knowledgeable malpractice attorneys in Colorado?"

Might as well ask for an unicorn since we're asking for not just fantasy things but ones in specific locations.
 
Thus we see that the actual problem is not having been damaged by an assault for many of them, but a pair of things that are actually endemic to their generation, and which explains very neatly why troonism suddenly took off with them:

1. A general lack of resilience, having been raised in such a way that they were not allowed space to learn from trial and error enough.
2. An overpowering feeling of doom about being female, what it means to be female, what happens to females in society, caused by the constant drumbeat of "Law and Order SVU" second wave influenced media culture.

Having been subjected to "awareness" about DV, rape, sex pests, and more by their mothers and teachers since they were fetuses, and also told that these things are so devastating they ruin you forever, they are desperate to escape what feels like their inevitable fate. Not because they have personal experience of how bad it is, but because they do not- and thus don't realize that even though it is indeed a very bad thing, it is very much possible for women to survive it and come out the other side in one piece.

tl;dr their self-concept is based in fragility and they think it's only a matter of time until their number comes up to be raped because they grew up with "1 in three women!"

Partly agree, gen z are ridiculously fragile, and somehow still prone to teenage magical thinking/delusion/groupthink, even though they are now heading towards their thirties.

But being taught to be scared of rape is in no way a new thing. Like someone else said, the majority of women can attest to being subjected to trauma, no - not playground bullying, but being beaten up by a boyfriend or raped at a party. This is not something new - mothers have always warned their daughters about certain things, women have always spoken in hushed tones about the bruises seen on Barbara next door etc. It’s not the shiny new publicising of ‘1 in 3 women.’

Saying that, I agree with you that the majority of tifs do not fall under this category. They haven’t ever been in relationships, had normal teenage social interactions or hit the life mile stones that tend to expose women to these kinds of dangers.
 
I’m only just realising lately how dangerous the Metoidoplasty is- I was under the impression it was much less risky/involved than a phalloplasty (and perhaps it is) but yeah, didn’t realise it was quite as bad as it is.

Exluniasic (or however you spell it) is back on YouTube, and is blasting a load of videos out before she gets banned again, I assume.
She covered one by quite a well known British trans YouTuber who had this procedure, and suffered an arterial bleed, had blood shooting from the crotch, very clearly nearly died in hospital, and was exhibiting obvious genuine trauma symptoms over it- though talking like the next surgery she was terrified for was totally out of her hands in terms of being on the way to happening next.

I don’t know if this is because the meta failed, or that it’s often just a stepping stone.. but yeah for whatever reason I was under the impression it was a smaller step along the way and safer: I think this is quite a common impression?

It would make sense as to why so many people seem to get it and then have to move in to phalloplasty, like it must not often work, cos why you would have that then the next, when you could just get it done with less procedures..
 
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I’m only just realising lately how dangerous the Metoidoplasty is- I was under the impression it was much less risky/involved than a phalloplasty (and perhaps it is) but yeah, didn’t realise it was quite as bad as it is.

Exluniasic (or however you spell it) is back on YouTube, and is blasting a load of videos out before she gets banned again, I assume.
Do you have a link for her current channel?
 
Jesus fucking Christ you bunch of morons, it really makes me sick how fucking dumb and naïve you are. Boo fucking hoo, poor little damsel is suffering oh boo hoo.
They are cunts, they are not victims they are not some poor little girls who got wronged, NO. They are severely disordered cluster Bs and what you observe is histrionics. They complain for attention and that shit about orifices is just poor histrionic attempt at hiding the fact she was a dumb cunt to go through all that, now she weaves the narrative of being scared of struggle snuggles, all to avoid the blame and accountability. Disordered women like that lie most of the time and they lie to themselves, just because you read it in groups like trans reedits doesn't mean they are candid or sincere, they lie to everyone and themselves.
They do not deserve sympathy, they are monsters, after going through mutilation they drag more and more people in it.
 
Look at the inside of the stinkditch in the x-rays. it literally looks like an inveterted penis
christ that is horrible. look at how the female diagram has none of this ''depth'' they're talking about.
this is what i meant by "nothing to reconstruct in the first place" in an earlier post.

it's time for the unethical surgeon hoe down.


I started thinking a lot about surgery
since gender dysphoria really gets to me-
paging doctor Rumer, can you reconstruct my balls?
she claims her work is flawless and rejects patient's calls ♫


I don't think having a penis is for me ♫
my insurance covers cutting dicks off for free!
now that it's gone, I regret my trans plans-
I can't piss or shit and I'm just a dickless man


someone told me I looked pretty, so I cut off all my hair
skin-grafted my arms and legs to craft a dick down there-
my body looks nasty, and I can't feel my hands-
I smell like shit and call myself a man
 
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Jesus fucking Christ you bunch of morons, it really makes me sick how fucking dumb and naïve you are. Boo fucking hoo, poor little damsel is suffering oh boo hoo.
They are cunts, they are not victims they are not some poor little girls who got wronged, NO. They are severely disordered cluster Bs and what you observe is histrionics. They complain for attention and that shit about orifices is just poor histrionic attempt at hiding the fact she was a dumb cunt to go through all that, now she weaves the narrative of being scared of struggle snuggles, all to avoid the blame and accountability. Disordered women like that lie most of the time and they lie to themselves, just because you read it in groups like trans reedits doesn't mean they are candid or sincere, they lie to everyone and themselves.
They do not deserve sympathy, they are monsters, after going through mutilation they drag more and more people in it.
Oh, ffs, they run the gamut - there are a variety of instigating circumstances that send someone to these points.
 
If I keep browsing this thread in the foreseeable future I think at this point it's a guarantee my face is gonna look all screwed up from the wincing, scrunching, and cringing.

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