Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Flan Handler]

Our stunning little man just posted an update:
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So she still can't make a kissy face, and isn't sure she'll ever be able to again. I imagine a few facial functions will now be beyond her grasp or made harder - using a straw, puckering at sour food, kissing.

But at least she can pee now! Totally couldn't have used a STP device to emulate the gender feels.

And finally, the best for last - she's applying Neosporin to her sewn up WeenieBaby® like a madman and staining her pants left and right. I wasn't expecting to cap this off with the mental image of a demented, aspirational FtM coomer strutting the city with her suspicious stains, but boy am I glad it did. Oh man, where's the ceiling to this shit?

Some revealing language… she talks about “my mouth” but goes on to talk about “your phallus”, I think her mind is trying to distance itself from the horror.

I haven’t seen the full history of this person- is she always this twitchy? She looks very pained around the eyes if you watch without sound.

These people are just living nightmares.

 

[Geranium]

I haven’t seen the full history of this person- is she always this twitchy? She looks very pained around the eyes if you watch without sound.

See this comparison of her expressions before & after the surgeries:

Ashton before phalloplasty (end of 2021)

I rounded up a selection of her TikTok videos here, trying to show a representative sample of her updates over time.

 

[Cryptosporidium 136]

I agree that she’s in pain. Was the graft taken from her right cheek? It looks like she’s avoiding one side like you might do if you bit it or burned it.

 

[Stupid Sexy Flanders]

“It’s a penis, not a sunset.”
Surprised so many of my feminine kind have been jealous of the STP thing. (Although I know, not obsessed).

The thing that fascinates me with those that get those monster fleshtubes is what they do when they have to sit down to poop? I mean, do they just flop it onto the toilet seat or do they get ~uwu~ genderfeels when it touches the porcelain? Of course, they probably have no sensation in them so never mind. I guess I'd just be worried about it rotting off my body and going down the toilet like Yaniv's unclit went down the bathtub drain.

 

[Flan Handler]

See this comparison of her expressions before & after the surgeries:

I rounded up a selection of her TikTok videos here, trying to show a representative sample of her updates over time.

You can see in her face, at every stage she gets more stressed and grief-laden. She starts as a normal girl and just gets possessed by something that makes her miserable but she can’t or won’t resist.

 

[AfghanBlue]

Yucca talk about “alls well that ends well”

Bitch are you actively trying to jinx it?

It has only just started

 

[batteredpancakes]

The thing that fascinates me with those that get those monster fleshtubes is what they do when they have to sit down to poop? I mean, do they just flop it onto the toilet seat or do they get ~uwu~ genderfeels when it touches the porcelain? Of course, they probably have no sensation in them so never mind. I guess I'd just be worried about it rotting off my body and going down the toilet like Yaniv's unclit went down the bathtub drain.

This questions interests me so here a compilation of comments I found searching this in r/phallo Archive

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>Lol every morning I pee standing up and then turn around and sit down to take a poop. If I’m sitting and pee I’ll shake my dick out a bit then point it upwards so I can stand up and turn around and properly milk the last of the pee out.

>DO NOT PUT YOUR PENIS IN THE TOILET, that led me to get multiple UTIs and they are no joke

>Yeah definitely don't let my penis hang down when I sit.​

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>Hahaha yes!! The toilet bowl in my apartment is so small that I can’t really fit my dick to hang while I poop… so I play that game of “will I risk peeing on the ground while I poop or will I risk taking too long to pee and pooping?!” I’ll sort out a better routine as time goes on but damn… did not anticipate the small toilet bowl problem!

>I have a 6.5 inch phallo and my dick never touches the water, even if I let it hang down. It does touch the toilet bowl itself though so I don't like doing that but definitely not the water!
I rest my dick on top of my thighs when I use the toilet. It happily stays there and my scrotum just chills in position. If that managed to hit the toilet bowl I'd be shocked

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>When I was more immediately post-op and wasn’t peeing through my penis yet, I did rest it on the seat with some gauze or TP underneath to protect it, but that was bc there were fresh incisions.

 

[Fapcop]

This questions interests me so here a compilation of comments I found searching this in r/phallo Archive

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>Lol every morning I pee standing up and then turn around and sit down to take a poop. If I’m sitting and pee I’ll shake my dick out a bit then point it upwards so I can stand up and turn around and properly milk the last of the pee out.

>DO NOT PUT YOUR PENIS IN THE TOILET, that led me to get multiple UTIs and they are no joke

>Yeah definitely don't let my penis hang down when I sit.​

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>Hahaha yes!! The toilet bowl in my apartment is so small that I can’t really fit my dick to hang while I poop… so I play that game of “will I risk peeing on the ground while I poop or will I risk taking too long to pee and pooping?!” I’ll sort out a better routine as time goes on but damn… did not anticipate the small toilet bowl problem!

>I have a 6.5 inch phallo and my dick never touches the water, even if I let it hang down. It does touch the toilet bowl itself though so I don't like doing that but definitely not the water!
I rest my dick on top of my thighs when I use the toilet. It happily stays there and my scrotum just chills in position. If that managed to hit the toilet bowl I'd be shocked

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>When I was more immediately post-op and wasn’t peeing through my penis yet, I did rest it on the seat with some gauze or TP underneath to protect it, but that was bc there were fresh incisions.

JFC!

Absolutely disgusted and horrified at what I just read. Do these crazy women really think this is what men do, or that penises function this way?!

“Stand up and milk the last of the pee out”?!?

Ffs, no wonder these bitches get constant UTIs!

 

[Xanax and Wine]

Can you imagine having to go through a goddamn puzzle about what to do with your dick every time you just want to take a shit? This sounds so exhausting to deal with.

"First I pee standing up, then I poo sitting while holding my dick in a perfext 48° angle to keep the pee in, then I stand up again to milk the piss out by swinging it in the shape of a hexagon and chanting ancient Native American spells and that's it my dudes! Sometimes I get it mixed up and shit on the floor but that's just male things tihihii "

 

[Programmer Socks]

I never expected FTMs to be more disgusting and broken than MTFs but here we are.

Can you imagine having to go through a goddamn puzzle about what to do with your dick every time you just want to take a shit? This sounds so exhausting to deal with.

"First I pee standing up, then I poo sitting while holding my dick in a perfext 48° angle to keep the pee in, then I stand up again to milk the piss out by swinging it in the shape of a hexagon and chanting ancient Native American spells and that's it my dudes! Sometimes I get it mixed up and shit on the floor but that's just male things tihihii "

Was thinking the same. What about at night, or if you're drunk, sick or tired? What about the future version of you who might be injured, immobile or facing major surgery? What use is the flaccid meat tube hanging off your body then? Imagine encumbering yourself with something as demanding and restrictive as that, but it is also useless and causes you pain/discomfort/inconvenience. Something completely unnatural that your body rejects and wants rid of, compromising the rest of your life.

Yucca's skinned arm is unbelievably brutal, the mess between her legs is head-spinning. A completely unnecessary procedure that has ruined her body and is far from being over. Her medical problems will never be resolved. All for a non-functioning, non-feeling, unrealistic rotdog that is literally decomposing before her eyes. Imagine the psychological drain that would be every second of every day. A living nightmare.

 

[Cloacan]

Unrelated to above, I'm sorry if this picture is old news,

She's cute, too. A petite very feminine female like her bursting at the seams with femineity trying to adopt masculinity is almost as farcical as the typical MTF with femininity. Very sad; much insanity.

If you haven't had your ovaries or testicles removed, you "go back to normal", with whatever long-term damage the cross-sex hormones have caused. If you have had them removed, your body will not function properly. Fatigue, muscle and bone wastage, weight gain, hot flashes. Think the menopause but worse.

Turning back to the Reddit post (reddit.com, archive.ph), I can't help but feel that when faced with the apocalypse you might have more pressing concerns than access to cross-sex hormones (as in, the end of the world and your impending death).

I think maybe many FTMs could be feeling this more acute than usual due to the ongoing testosterone shortages. They put in all this effort to go legit, and now can't even get T at a pharmacy, and have to turn to the black market to obtain it.

 

[Florch]

“Gender affirming” liposuction is infuriating. That better not be paid with tax dollars. How about a gender affirming diet and exercise?

Here's some info on the SRS experience of Nicholas Secondino aka Nikki, cross posted from the A&N thread. He killed his father and stabbed his sister last Thursday. (Quote excerpts info relating to medical transition but there is a bit more in the thread relating to the murder/family)

From listening to a lot of detransition stories, I truly wonder if the hormone changes could have led to severe mental health changes for him before the killing.

Unrelated to above, I'm sorry if this picture is old news, I didn't see it in many places on reverse image search. But wow. Lock this surgeon up

Spoiler: mastectomy & self harm

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10-15 years ago, if anybody compotent saw such..specific scars on a girl of her age, a male somewhere in her life would be doing hard-time.

Now? Gaslight, sterilise, butcher and experiment.

I'll admit, I never quite understood 'end game is to fuck children',
But JFC. It's true. It really is true.

Why.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

Our stunning little man just posted an update:
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Edit to add commentary after because upload was being weird and I have no patience:

So she still can't make a kissy face, and isn't sure she'll ever be able to again. I imagine a few facial functions will now be beyond her grasp or made harder - using a straw, puckering at sour food, kissing.

But at least she can pee now! Totally couldn't have used a STP device to emulate the gender feels.

And finally, the best for last - she's applying Neosporin to her sewn up WeenieBaby® like a madman and staining her pants left and right. I wasn't expecting to cap this off with the mental image of a demented, aspirational FtM coomer strutting the city with her suspicious stains, but boy am I glad it did. Oh man, where's the ceiling to this shit?

This woman is so fucking deluded, the surgeon could tell her that he needs to amputate her arms and legs to make the horror sausage and she would just nod and then make TikTok videos where she pretends to be sooo happy.

I have no arms and legs but I have a Phallus, yaaaay!! I'm sooo happy and euphoric!!

 

[GenociderSyo]

I have no arms and legs but I have a Phallus, yaaaay!! I'm sooo happy and euphoric!!

What you seek already exists:

 

[blanketdog]

I'm gonna put money on some sort of dramatic piss-related drama.

Strictures. It’s always strictures.

Our stunning little man just posted an update:
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[OG Link in case someone can archive it - Link]
Edit to add commentary after because upload was being weird and I have no patience:

So she still can't make a kissy face, and isn't sure she'll ever be able to again. I imagine a few facial functions will now be beyond her grasp or made harder - using a straw, puckering at sour food, kissing.

But at least she can pee now! Totally couldn't have used a STP device to emulate the gender feels.

And finally, the best for last - she's applying Neosporin to her sewn up WeenieBaby® like a madman and staining her pants left and right. I wasn't expecting to cap this off with the mental image of a demented, aspirational FtM coomer strutting the city with her suspicious stains, but boy am I glad it did. Oh man, where's the ceiling to this shit?

I watched all the previous surgery vlogs she posted and the descent into pain and effort to hide it is palpable.

I rewatched it and, yeah, I can see why you think that.

I didn't really notice a few things at first; with some more attention you see she's got her mouth twisted in a slight, perpetual sneer - one corner of her mouth is clearly higher than the other. And it is probably because, like she's saying, she has skin missing inside one of her damned CHEEKS and... can't... physically fucking relax her mouth ever again.

Which is maybe why her speech is also punctuated with frequent pauses and sharp inhales through the nose. Though the pauses could just be the steady decline in her ability to cope with and process the horrors eventuating across her bodily form in real time.

She's also wincing and trying to hide it but, again, could be equal measures dealing with the physical pain vs. trying and failing to cope.

I’m delighted to see others’ analysis of her body language.

Spoiler: Behavioral analysis autism

I, as a chronic armchair psychologist, have been doing a deep dive into reading body language and behavior (of course everyone today is a professional interrogator or at least a private detective online, whatever). You don’t have to have that knowledge to see the horrifying slow journey into whatever she is living with currently. The asymmetric expressions seem to get stronger in every video and more frequent which indicates the person is most likely not truthful or is trying to mask their real feelings regarding what they’re saying. It comes off really strong. She is also using a lot of self-soothing behaviors and so on. An old trick to see a different side to what she’s saying is covering her mouth/lower face. I only see struggle and a desperate attempt to cope with forced positivity. Many expressions and gestures are also out of sync with what she is saying and that’s what throws you off.

On the other hand, her videos are hard to analyze for body language because you’d need to see what her baseline behavior is and all prominent trans men on social media have this really artificial, forced positivity facade online and it’s hard to tell how integrated it has become in their real self. If they start believing what they’re saying in order to cope then it’s hard to judge from behavior what is an actual lie or an omitted truth.

TL;DR:… everyone can tell she is in pain and is trying very hard to mask it.

 

[Det. Frank Washington Esq]

Some revealing language… she talks about “my mouth” but goes on to talk about “your phallus”, I think her mind is trying to distance itself from the horror.

I haven’t seen the full history of this person- is she always this twitchy? She looks very pained around the eyes if you watch without sound.

These people are just living nightmares.

How am I supposed to show respect and tolerance to a swath of people who can't even be honest with themselves? It's like asking to show more regard for them than they do their own selves.

See this comparison of her expressions before & after the surgeries:

I rounded up a selection of her TikTok videos here, trying to show a representative sample of her updates over time.

You can see in her face, at every stage she gets more stressed and grief-laden. She starts as a normal girl and just gets possessed by something that makes her miserable but she can’t or won’t resist.

So she went from an attractive healthy woman with some underlying mental issues to a (surprisingly) attractive dude with all kinds of physical issues to boot? I thought this was supposed to upgrade your life, not add undue hardships.

Can you imagine having to go through a goddamn puzzle about what to do with your dick every time you just want to take a shit? This sounds so exhausting to deal with.

"First I pee standing up, then I poo sitting while holding my dick in a perfext 48° angle to keep the pee in, then I stand up again to milk the piss out by swinging it in the shape of a hexagon and chanting ancient Native American spells and that's it my dudes! Sometimes I get it mixed up and shit on the floor but that's just male things tihihii "

I like how my penis and balls has this swell function of retracting depending on temperature. So, this issue is sorted out for me by good ol Mother Nature. I even appreciate her ironic sense of humor when I have to pee with morning wood.

 

[Otterly]

Yucca update!
*GRAPHIC* Positive update on necrosis.

Spoiler: Just terrible

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Another update from me! This time a little more positive. Swipe to the end of you want to see some euphoric pics instead of just surgical stuff. I have a nice picture of me standing with my penis hanging and one of my bulge. Feels good to be able to include some happier pictures.

So I've been treating my necrosis with silvadene, an antibacterial ointment, and oral antibiotics. Prior to my post-op appointment yesterday I saw serious improvement. The necrotic part was actually starting to come off and new pink skin was underneath.

I went to my post-op yesterday and both the nurse Meagan and RBL thought it looked so much better. My hematoma has healed really well. It's still open a little but it's so small now it's insane. RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao. The best thing about that is I no longer smell like a zombie. They dressed it with aquacel and I no longer have to use the silvadene, just the antibacterial ointment. Things still look very raw and scary, but RBL assured me that it would all heal just fine. She said aesthetically it will all come together and it's unlikely I will loose much length. That's not a concern of mine. I wanted something between 4 and 5 inches but closer to 4, and I'm 4.75" so we definitely have length to work with.

I had a bunch of my restrictions loosened and I feel more like a human being! I was feeling so good I was able to walk to my PT and OT appointments, which are both in different buildings. We usually get an Uber but I am feeling so much better. I can sit up for 15 minutes at a time a few times a day and when I'm home I can let my penis hang. I still have to keep an eye on everything since I've had so many blood flow issues, but I'm very happy I can do a few more things than before. My left leg is VERY swollen still, so I have to keep it up most of the time. It's definitely getting in the way of me being able to use it but it should go down with time.

I included two semi recent pictures of my arm. It looks even better today but I'm lazy lol. I have excellent mobility and it's getting better every day. I feel like I can do most things with my left hand that I can do with my right now. I have no concerns about being able to return to my activities when I'm ready.

All's well that ends well right? I feel a lot more positive and I feel like things are moving in an excellent direction. I can't wait to get back to more of my normal life slowly but surely. Feel free to ask any questions!

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She looks like she’s been brutally tortured. The phallus is rotting, underneath may have ‘pink skin’ but the inside has foci of necrosis and a spot of ointment is not going to fix it. She will be lucky to keep any of it.
The euphoria is probably a new prescription of opiates.

 

[Fapcop]

She looks like she’s been brutally tortured. The phallus is rotting, underneath may have ‘pink skin’ but the inside has foci of necrosis and a spot of ointment is not going to fix it. She will be lucky to keep any of it.
The euphoria is probably a new prescription of opiates.

Yup… Enjoy the opiate endives euphoria while it lasts.

Neither ointments nor antibiotics is likely to cure the necrosis completely, it’s most likely rotting because it doesn’t get enough blood.

Her frankencock will keep rotting, and then the urinary issues are likely to spring up.

Fun times!

 

[batteredpancakes]

Did Chettawut botch me? (1 month post op)

Spoiler: Amhole (NSFW)

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I had colon vaginoplasty 1 month ago with Chettawut.

I had some intersex variations, it's a looooong story, but SC and PPV were my only options.

I know it needs a lot of time to heal, but I've seen a lot of pictures of how these heal, and I just can't imagine how this is going to look even remotely okay. What he's done literally just looks like a folded down penis with half a scrotum on each side. I've never seen anything like it in any of the pictures I've seen of Chet's work.

Tired of feeling like a freak. Just looking for idk, advice, reassurance, idek. Something.

Another that claims he's 'intersex'. Likely because he had a small dick.
This quote is gold though:

"literally just looks like a folded down penis with half a scrotum on each side"​

 

[lolcow yoghurt]

Did Chettawut botch me? (1 month post op)

That's a cave, not a hole.