Literally the most depressing comment ever in human history :
chessloser2810 hours ago
I wish i was more like you. I could never do those things by myself. I just wont end up going and miss out.
On to the caps now.
Going To Eveents Alone
Kent opens with "what's going on everyone out there on youtube, this is Kent coming back at you guys with another YT video" Children cry of joy, women end up with child and men drop to saulute under these mere words. This is vlog number 2, second vlog. Anyways there is another YTer he liked he's watched her videos for 2 years, she's pretty ya mean? She's nice Lisa Amro. He will link her. She goes to events alone. I said I should make a video his take on this. So shout out to Lisa. This is his version. You know? Kent likes this (older videos he said he wouldn't because he felt judged being single) can explore do it how he likes it take it his pace do how he want to do.
He's gone to a lot of events by himself, he saw a show in bay area, A's game, last year Seattle by himself for Raiders v Seahawks by himself, he has done a lot. He went to WWE twice, an A's game. Yea the raiders v Seahawks. This is a lot of events he likes it it's a relief from depression helps depression to go out and explore things and you know. At the time he went to these. Oh yea he went to a football game when Eagles played raiders (he didn't he met EDP another wack job whom Kent thought was me for a bit) The good part of this is, you can explore go at your pace. He went to events by himself, it helped depression big time.
It really helped his depression big time. Yea he saw Eagles Raiders game, he really liked Seattle he liked it up there, met new people and stuff. Its nice to meet new people quite a few he's met. (From his own statements and videos in his church he goes alone and isolates) When you are at you know he loves WWE when he saw WWE in bay area, he met some new people because they like what he likes, at events people like what you do since it's an event for something you like. He plans to do this more, it helped his depression. Sometimes he just knows go out and does things for fun, he treats himself to like a sports game or WWE if it comes back he will. You know what I'm saying?
Sometimes I treat myself out to lunch or dinner, I do it by myself. I do it all the time. I went to Buffalo wild wings by myself, went to Chevy's had some dinner there. By myself! I didn't go with no one. I enjoyed myself, I just sat back and enjoyed my independence. That's the good thing a pro on you know being by yourself and that. You meet new people and try new things. I'm always willing to try new things, I sometimes liked new things. I really did. I really plan doing more this year, events by myself. I plan on doing some A's game. At least 2-3. It's baseball season right now.
I really enjoyed it really really really. Baseball foot ball wrestling events sometimes a nice lunch or dinner is cool meet new people 10/10 times I meet new people. I chop it up with people who like what I do. Sometimes meeting new people we talk sports you know because we are into the game. We talk baseball at a baseball. we talk the sport we are at. It's fun. Being alone and you know, trying new things man. At first I wasn't willing to do it, then I tried it and I liked it. I did Raiders and Seahawks in Seattle this was the time of my life in the PNW the people up there are nice and respectful I'll never forget it.
In any event that's my video I wanted to make vlog #2. Going to, events alone, you know what I'm saying I really like it. Too bad I didn't meet anyone women I really liked. Pretty much if I meet a woman I really like or start to like, we will have a convo she has a boyfriend no matter how good the convo was. Feel what I'm saying? Stress sight. Other than that, I enjoy myself. I will go to more events THIS YEAR. In the summer. Summer time is coming up. Spring now. But during summer I plan on going out there to events and stuff. You know? Things I like like baseball and foot ball. Foot ball starts in sept. I'll go to a few A's games they are my favorite. That's my plan.
Hopefully I'll meet someone. It'll be good to have a woman in my life. It's that rejection man, But um, going to events by myself I enjoy myself I enjoy myself. I admit it. Like I said before I don't lie in videos none is scripted. It's all true. I only say truth and say for real 100% to everyone I don't lie or front try to impress people. I be who I am man. If people like me they come flocking if not, it is what it is. I try to see it that way.
In any event I'll close this out vlog #2. Let me know if you like these. I'll make if you do. I like doing them. I like blog videos I'll make more if you want. I'll keep em rolling. Sometimes I make these videos gets things off my chest. Even if it same things it's on my mind so I'll say it, it gets it off my chest you know? In any event Shout out to Lisa. I really like her. She's a good YTer, any event I'll see you next. Vlog #2 Kent signing out peace next time.
tl;dw
Kent likes to have fun
Being happy wards off depression.
He's seen what he likes when he goes to events
sports and sometimes he eats
He went to Seattle and liked it.
8/10
The video is mundane, but it gets a very high mark because I'm sure the arm chair shrinks we all play would love it. A BIG part of Kent to me in this is serious he's seeing he's in no rude way, selfish. Let me expand before you click that a-log. How he's saying things since this job showed up... makes me think he has a job. Now like any kid most of us being 15 or so at first job we got all bravado about our pay checks being adults etc. I think Kent is having it now. He's not selfish in a bad way, it's that new freedom pride he's got. Paycheck comes you got 10 bucks can grab a bite. It's a positive reenforcement we all do. Kent is just playing catch up.
The other part Kent's truthful history isn't the best. So he may be seen as lying to himself (and us) about how bad he still hates being alone. Being he has no social circle he's never had to deal with friends or girl wanting to leave early etc and how you sort that. For most of us we've done that and done some stuff solo. Pros and cons to both like all in life. I think Kent is not only seeing some pros of single life and being an adult but he's also seeing some possible cons when a woman steps in.
Then again Kent could also just be trying to pass off he's less than a nutter than he was and he's still really focused on love quest more than anything and he's trying to hide it on YT.
I personally can't make a call on it, but my gut says, he's working and becoming happier and it'll take a damn long time but he may be on the path to grown up dom but, he's right now almost 22 and mind set of someone 15.