Kindness' twitter is an incomprehensible word vomit, but this one caught my eye in particular. It's a part of a long thread where she's updating her health. I'm not going to screencap the entire thread, but there's a few subtweets that caught my eye.
The Farms got a mention, in which she asks kiwis to analyse the writings of her mother.
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Here's the writings.
TL;DR: Her mother wrote a lot about Kindness - especially her observations - and does seem to be extremely concerned that Kindness has ADHD. Essentially the letters (third and fourth) seem to be a plea for help. I can't remember if she was finally diagnosed with it or not, but it does indicate that Kindness was a genuinely bright kid, if not troubled/disruptive. Check out the first paragraph of the fourth image - it's very apparent she hasn't changed.
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I'm not gonna lie, reading her mother's writings made me feel a fuckton of sympathy for Kindness. She was clearly just a kid who needed a lot of help and guidance. That is, until I read the next few tweets.
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“FUCK YOU MOM FOR BEING A GOOD PARENT TRYING TO GET ME HELP!”
What a cunt.
Regarding the letters, first of all it’s important to consider that her parents had two other kids, including another teenage daughter.
So then reaching out trying to get her, well… Controlled better is more of a reflection on Alyssa than it is a reflection on their parenting skills.
Secondly, the person the letters describe is your archetype cluster B personality. An inability to have (and keep!) friends, constantly wanting to be the center of attention. Lovebombing one person and then reacting with vitriol when they don’t get their way.
Alyssa’s way of using sex to get attention can also be fairly typical cluster B behavior.
There are likely some co morbidities, probably ADHD.
But the biggest problem is clearly her BPD or NPD or other cluster B disorder.
Unfortunately for Alyssa, they’re not easy to “Medicate away”.
EDIT: Heck, just her reaction to the letters is peak BPD/NPD: A mature person would empathize with her mother, recognizing that she was trying to get help, and possibly admitting that they were a handful as a kid.
Plenty of people are nightmares to parent, but when they turn out ok, they acknowledge it.
Alyssa’s reaction says it all: “Check out this fucked up shit my mom wrote! Clearly SHES the one with a problem!”
So is this writing from her adopted parents or her actual parents? That was one of her lies, wasn't it.
I do believe these are from her parents though.
Edit: Alyssa, you need to find a way after whatever this hospital shit is to have them help you get your meds CORRECT. You are on so much shit, and there's no way you need to be. And stop rubbing that stupid testosterone shit on yourself.
You need to be somewhere supervised, and have your med properly changed. I don't know if there's even a way to do this, but there might be programs or something in your country?
Maybe if she's really in hospital, Bonnie can bring it up as a way of treatment.
It won't cure her crazy, but there's no reason to be filling her body with poison either. Maybe when you aren't causing your own issues, they can properly diagnose you.
She likes being on medication though. It affirms her ideas of being super, duper sick, aside from all the attention it gets her from doctors, pharmacists, etc.
(What exactly is she on, btw?)
Y'know, I'm beginning to think that Alyssa isn't actually all that kind.
I think it’s a good thing she decided to troon out.
She could have been a fairly attractive woman I’d she hadn’t, as those cosplay pictures show.
And an attractive BPD chick can do a lot more damage.
I might have more sympathy for her if she:
A: Wasn’t taking up a hospital bed right now for absolutely no fucking reason, and…
B: Wasn’t costing the hospital a four to five figure amount every day. (Yup, hospital stays are expensive. That’s why they try to get you outta there as fast as possible.
That cost will of course be absorbed by other patients as well as social help. But it’s not like Alyssa gives a shit.