- Joined
- Apr 6, 2023
Not sure if I'm the only one, but his unhinged LegalBytes rant was the first time I noticed him acting seriously out of character. The "I'll fuck you until you love me," line had me replaying it to make sure I heard it right. It's also the first time I've ever seen him visibly drunk on stream.This is why I think the "I've always been this way" is a cope on the part of Nick. He's changed, but doesn't want to admit he's changed so he's rewritten his own past pulling his more degenerate aspects to the forefront of his memories. Pointing to past evidence of degeneracy pre-Depp stream is all well and good, but Nick did used to be entertaining in his own right.
Kiwi's documented the change in his personality in real time.
- Pressure mounts due to overworking himself during the Depp stream
- Toward the end of the trial "Worst Day" happens and he's noticeably upset and admits as such
- Goes to Hedonism II to try molly and potentially swing where he has the time of his life
- Spends every waking moment since then chasing that same high and wondering why he doesn't fill fulfilled any more
The comedy is that Nick built what every man dreams of building, a family with financial independence, but is likely to squander it all chasing drug highs and cooms or kill himself in some sort of molly fueled vehicular accident with his balls in a cock cage.
I saved the time code but not the stream or link like an idiot, it's 3:18:00 from whichever stream he got absolutely ripped on and started going in on LB.