How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Vingle]

Supposedly women are cleanly but some of the vilest, most filthy slobs I've ever known were female. It was seriously bitch, you actually live like this levels of filth.

I should've stated that it depends on the person. As the homes those people that clean up after hoarders of varying levels, those are random a mix of genders. I recently learned that hoarders actually are retarded, as in the part that's responsible for keeping track of things related to messiness don't work.

It was more the statement that "You can do it, because you’re good at it", that's more dumb.

 

[Waifuwars]

Just found out one of my best friends is a fraudster on the level of Anna Delvey. A business contact showed me proof of them committing wire fraud and of them lying outright. Honestly, finding it out has put everything in a different light and her texts now make me feel sick to my stomach with how much they've lied. Unfortunately, I can't really reveal this proof to other people in their circle as it's confidential business info that the contact only showed me because they learned that I was their best friend.

What would really be the smoking gun would be to find out if they really attend their alma mater. Unfortunately I can't request confirmation of their attendance without a signed consent form so I'm at a loss. To make it even worse, they're starting a venture with another one of my friends. Obviously, revealing this risks me ruining our friendship and opens up the possibility of them finding out and then deflecting further. I'm really at a loss and feel sick to my stomach.

 

[Betonhaus]

I got a job interview! Aaaaand it's for a company selling fancy smoke alarms that has a suspicious pay structure.

 

[Imp]

I've been retrofitted with new knee!

Spoiler: Week the first

So I don't remember much of the first few days but it really wasn't that painful and I hallucinated. The nerve block wore off after 3 days so the pain was painful. They slapped a waterproof dressing on me so I could shower no problem. I am having in home therapy for the first 2 weeks.

Spoiler: Week 2

I have bruising from my groin to my foot, hard swelling from mid thigh to foot and de pain boss, she hurt. Tomorrow the surgeon plucks the staples and next week I go to facility PT. I can use my cane on occasion but still mostly on the walker/Zimmer frame.

Spoiler: Ehler Danlos teaser

Finally I may or may not have Ehler Danlos/other connective tissue disorder that has not impacted my life except: I have never gotten stretch marks, not pregnancy, not boob growth, not fat. My face is almost completely wrinkle free at greater than 2x Dylan Mulvaney's age. And my range of motion in recovery is greater than anyone my Phys therapist has ever seen at this point in recovery. I can sit with my legs akimbo if only briefly. Maybe it causes the pain reliever to be less effective or maybe it's my red hair genes.

 

[spaztocate9000]

Up and down, anxiety is getting better. I found these sleep shots that have gaba and 5htp in them, helping me sleep better.

 

[Shadfan666xxx000]

My utility company fucking sucks. Not only are they a bunch of greedy thieves but the city has had at least 3 severe outages this summer. Seriously, every time a stiff wind blows close to this place, I get an outage. I could let it go if it was just the first time since I know another metro had a big outage off at the same time as mine but it's getting to be annoying.

 

[Betonhaus]

Checked my dose set and realized I forgot my meds yesterday, which explains a lot.

 

[Vingle]

The summer has been pretty chilly, and wet. Since after June, where plants began to get yellow. So it's a good thing it has rained a lot. Since the apartment complex haven't started the radiators yet. In the daytime the temp is good, but it gets cold in the evening. So I have went and retrieved my electric oven from my storage space

My parents left some bacon for me after they left their yearly visit to me. I've been spinning them around garlic bread I heat up regardless. It's heavenly good, everything gets better with bacon grease.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

I still hate everybody and everything, but I've gotten some good sleep recently

 

[Geddy Lee's Fee and See]

I asked my advisor if I could leave his lab because I find him to be an egotistical insufferable prick and he didn't even the necessary skills to do his ME robotics research in a way that my training in pure math would suggest I could and frankly I am sick of being put on spot for what are really his shortcomings in teaching. Of course I said it more diplomatically and I realize a PhD involves a lot of independent research, but I think it is fair that a person from outside your field should be trained properly to work with your tools, like any job does in the onboarding, which he never did and forced me to do by myself adding to the fucking stress of grad school. The dude is such a fame-hungry, disigenuous, self-centtered cunt. He is the type of careerist faggot that infests academia at the moment. Anyways, he hasn't responded back yet but I can't imagine he'll say no since I haven't really produced any results as of yet due to his poor guidance as an advisor. I really hate interacting with this man. He nearly drove me fucking insane.

The upside is that I have another professor that respects me, my time and my talent right there and I have a job that will pay a lot of money in the near future, but I have to get this done quick. School starts very soon and I want to start on a good foot this fall.

/rant

 

[Woodchipper]

I came to the realization that I unironically scare hoes.
Not women in general, polite and tidy ladies get along just fine with me. But hoes of the variety that would get pelted with rocks in Islamic countries.
I find their little slut games insultingly manipulative and they likely get weirded out that the tricks they rely on generate the opposite reaction they were look for.
Or I just give off serial killer vibes.
Regardless, I'm feeling based and sigma-pilled today

 

[Alex Krycek]

Hello all. I know I’ve been away for a while. Probably doesn’t matter much but for anyone interested I am explaining why.

First of all, didn’t care to use TOR it is extremely slow. I pretty much always use Yandex or Duck Duck Go. Next I have had a family member going through a health issue that I’ve really had to deal with. Lolcow stuff is always fun and I love you guys a lot, but there’s always obligations. I will be back more often but it’s going to be a bit sporadic.

Also I’m finally moving to Asia sometime in November or December. New chapter of my life.

Godspeed to all of you, it’s good to be back.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

Or I just give off serial killer vibes.

brother, you are not alone

 

[AnOminous]

I got a job interview! Aaaaand it's for a company selling fancy smoke alarms that has a suspicious pay structure.

If they do a group interview and you have to put up even a dime up front, it's a fraud every time.

He is the type of careerist faggot that infests academia at the moment. Anyways, he hasn't responded back yet but I can't imagine he'll say no since I haven't really produced any results as of yet due to his poor guidance as an advisor. I really hate interacting with this man. He nearly drove me fucking insane.

I was about to pretty much say welcome to academia. You will never find a more bitter group of petty, backstabbing cunts fucking each other over for amounts of power and authority that are so trivial they're unbelievable.

 

[Ughubughughughughughghlug]

If they do a group interview and you have to put up even a dime up front, it's a fraud every time.

I was about to pretty much say welcome to academia. You will never find a more bitter group of petty, backstabbing cunts fucking each other over for amounts of power and authority that are so trivial they're unbelievable.

Experience?

 

[Betonhaus]

Got the reinstalled server up and running and successful distracted myself from job hunting for the day

 

[AnOminous]

Experience?

A little although I surprisingly had relatively good luck and only had to deal with a couple utter nutters. Most I know who have been there have dealt with far worse.

Unless you meant the MLM thing, that's just how those operate. I had my time wasted once by one of the knife ones when it just sounded skeevy on the first encounter.

 

[Spamtaro]

i quit my job today and its a mixed bag of feelings. i was working in a restaurant as a cook. came in for my shift and they'd been super busy today, so everything was totally fucked. things were filthy, shit stacked up in bizarre places, nearly everything at my station was unstocked, all back ups depleted, nothing prepped or staged. just a total fucking shitshow.

which is fine and normal in that business but the a.m. crew, including the kitchen manager, decided to say fuck me and burned off without doing a fucking thing. but what got me heated since the dumb bitch km said she would get this dude to unfuck things before bouncing, which of course didnt happen.

so i bit my tongue, didnt stock shit, waited until we started catching the very heavy dinner rush, collected my things and just walked out. im not about to be disrespected like that, especially at some annoying ass $20/hr job that wont take me a week to replace.

needless to say im still feeling angy and resentful but fucking over a shitty job always feels good. i really hope the dumb bitch kitchen manager had to turn her ass around but either way i know i fucked off their profits for the evening, which feels extra great because theyre such penny pitching douchebags. all they had to do was reciprocate the way i always pass off my station to the next shift. its the basic bare minimum level of professionalism.

ill have something else by wednesday im sure but im definitely feeling guilty for sperging on a kiwi farm while unemployed. probably going to quit posting here until i get my situation unfucked.

thanks for letting me vent.

 

[Big Bobs Beepers]

I broke it off with my GF recently, and while I know that I probably dodged a speeding bullet with the way things were starting to go, I'm still just trying to process it all. To make a really goddamn long and drawn out story short, we met at an art show that I was in, and it kinda just happened from there; It was fun while it lasted, but I refused to be a cuck for her

We loved each other a lot, but when her own art career started to get sidelined for this pseudo e-girl stuff she started to do on Twitter, I started to question a lot of shit. I tried to talk it out with her, but she was having none of it, saying that shit like posting pics of her in these really skimpy outfits that I only knew her to wear around the apartment is somehow empowering, and the Marilyn Monroe is a role model. But it all came to a head when she decided to post pics of her tits on Twitter, and telling a commenter that she was thinking about starting an OF. I ended up coming home later that night, gave her some cash to buy a train ticket back to her home state, and I said that if this is gonna be how she wants to do shit then I'm not gonna stick around. She got her shit and left, and that was it. We haven't spoken since, and it looks like I'm blocked on all her social media now

The worst part about it all is that she's very talented and smart, and I tried to help her do shit like start up her own graphic tee business like the one that I've got, but she squandered it all in pursuit of cheap e-fame. I don't know how someone who is 28 can act like this, but what happened happened, and now I just feel like I need to process it all. I feel like I made the right choice, but breakups are never that simple. I dunno, I'll come around from it one of these days, that just ain't now

Update: I've had a lot of time to think it over, and I now realize that I didn't just dodge a speeding bullet, I dodged a minigun's worth of them by giving her some cash and telling her to take her bullshit back to her home state. Also turns out that a lot of our old mutual friends (most of who I haven't spoken to in months) all blocked me on social media, and I know for a fact that was her doing lol. Like that is some petty shit, and it's even worse when realize that this is coming from a 28 year old woman.

According to a friend of mine, she's fully embraced the internet hoe lifestyle. I'm sure it's going to be just perfect, and this will never, ever have consequences for her later in life. Either way, it's not my problem anymore, and I've made peace with the fact this'll never be fully resolved. But I don't need to, because I met a potential tomboy GF at the skate park the other week, and we're gonna go have a hookah sesh in a few days

Fuck, kicking her to the curb was the best thing I've done for myself in a long time, bros. I'm getting a little better all the time

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

it all came to a head when she decided to post pics of her tits on Twitter, and telling a commenter that she was thinking about starting an OF.

lack of self-respect + easy money for nudes, it's a bad combo that is unfortunately tempting to a lot of women.

It's hard to blame them for ewhoring given how tight money is in this economy, but I wouldn't want to be involved with one either.