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Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers
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Dear god. That really puts the horror chef’s kiss on the marketing strategy of Sidhbh “Yeet the Teets” Gallagher. Truth in advertising, I guess.
Screamer_2
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One thing my wife and I frequently talk about is how the idea of attractiveness has been destroyed. We can look at buildings in our societies but especially with fashion. People (mainly younger than us) seem to want to dress and look as hideous as possible. Terrible ill-fitting clothes. Horrible tattoos. Working out is alt right. Then you also see it in the older trans. Wearing outfits that look ridiculous. We assume it's part of the deconstructionist ideology pushing people to want to actively push against the notion of what looks good. More so than people think it is actually fashionable in the current style.
When I look at these horrific surgeries. Is the same thing in effect? Where they literally have been programed to not notice the horrific nature of how they now look? There's all the genitals that look like a chainsaw accident, but things like top scars? It seems like a celebration of looking awful. So much so there is no demand for the surgeons to be able to make it not look like they just an axe.
When I look at these horrific surgeries. Is the same thing in effect? Where they literally have been programed to not notice the horrific nature of how they now look? There's all the genitals that look like a chainsaw accident, but things like top scars? It seems like a celebration of looking awful. So much so there is no demand for the surgeons to be able to make it not look like they just an axe.
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behindyourightnow
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I was talking to a friend last night who's about four years on T. He told me he's frustrated by pubescent levels of facial hair and basically zero fat redistribution. I got curious and asked him what his levels were. He said he didn't know his E levels, but knew his T levels were in the low 400s. He'd complained to his endo, who let him go up one more pump of gel, but told him that higher doses are risky because they increase red blood cell count and the risk of clotting. They also said he wouldn't see any more changes if he upped his dose at this point. Straight up medical disinformation. When I started in 2017, my first endo (who fucking rocked) told me that could happen, but said I'd be in the same range as cis men and could just donate blood if that happened. My friend said he tried advocating for a higher dose, but his endo stonewalled him and said he should be happy in the 4-600 range.
I immediately told him he needed to push harder and, if they didn't let him, try to switch endos... or just self-medicate as long as he kept up with regular blood work. My alarm went off because I'm no stranger to this shit. About two years into medical transition, I had to switch endos and ended up with the worst acne of my fucking life. I mean I had raw, red surface-level pimples with deep cysts underneath all over my face. And I was an emotional wreck. Turns out I had low T with E levels in the mid-female range. A few months before the beginning of the pandemic, I finally had my dosage more than doubled. My acne cleared up almost immediately and I grew a goatee within weeks of lockdown. My brain fog cleared and I felt like myself again. Still, I have permanent scarring and no doubt missed out on a couple years of body masculinization.
Cut to yet another endocrinologist, who I started seeing about a year ago. I came into my visit last month with T levels in the mid-900s. I was pressured to drop my dosage with the same disinformation my friend was given, the same pushing of the 4-600 level range, plus some extra fearmongering about unclear long-term studies. I just said I didn't want levels that bordered on hypogonadism in cis males, that I was happy with the results I was seeing, and declined to lower my dose. Thankfully, my endo was chill with that, but I really feel for guys who are starting now and believe what they're told at face value because they trust their provider (as everyone should be able to do).
I don't know if it's too conspiracy theorist of me, but I'm starting to wonder if endocrinologists are doing this to cover their asses against detransitioners or the people who actually believe they can pick and choose effects on "low dose" or "half dose" T. Maybe I just got lucky with my first endo, but I saw no trace of this stuff when I first started ~6.5 years ago. They don't want to allow trans men to masculinize to the point that they'd actually be, you know, hormonally male, in case they turn out to have made a mistake. So they keep us in near-hypogonadism ranges for years. That and I'm sure they don't see any of us as men. Strangely, though, I don't see any level of cautioning against top surgery. Anyone else have experience with endocrinologists trying to coerce patients into low levels, or have ideas on what the hell is up with this?
I immediately told him he needed to push harder and, if they didn't let him, try to switch endos... or just self-medicate as long as he kept up with regular blood work. My alarm went off because I'm no stranger to this shit. About two years into medical transition, I had to switch endos and ended up with the worst acne of my fucking life. I mean I had raw, red surface-level pimples with deep cysts underneath all over my face. And I was an emotional wreck. Turns out I had low T with E levels in the mid-female range. A few months before the beginning of the pandemic, I finally had my dosage more than doubled. My acne cleared up almost immediately and I grew a goatee within weeks of lockdown. My brain fog cleared and I felt like myself again. Still, I have permanent scarring and no doubt missed out on a couple years of body masculinization.
Cut to yet another endocrinologist, who I started seeing about a year ago. I came into my visit last month with T levels in the mid-900s. I was pressured to drop my dosage with the same disinformation my friend was given, the same pushing of the 4-600 level range, plus some extra fearmongering about unclear long-term studies. I just said I didn't want levels that bordered on hypogonadism in cis males, that I was happy with the results I was seeing, and declined to lower my dose. Thankfully, my endo was chill with that, but I really feel for guys who are starting now and believe what they're told at face value because they trust their provider (as everyone should be able to do).
I don't know if it's too conspiracy theorist of me, but I'm starting to wonder if endocrinologists are doing this to cover their asses against detransitioners or the people who actually believe they can pick and choose effects on "low dose" or "half dose" T. Maybe I just got lucky with my first endo, but I saw no trace of this stuff when I first started ~6.5 years ago. They don't want to allow trans men to masculinize to the point that they'd actually be, you know, hormonally male, in case they turn out to have made a mistake. So they keep us in near-hypogonadism ranges for years. That and I'm sure they don't see any of us as men. Strangely, though, I don't see any level of cautioning against top surgery. Anyone else have experience with endocrinologists trying to coerce patients into low levels, or have ideas on what the hell is up with this?
Summary:
- OP's fellow pooner friend has an endocrinologist who won't let her raise her T dosage because he thinks it would put her at risk of erythrocytosis, the same condition that probably caused that 23-year-old FtM to develop a brainstem clot and end up with locked-in syndrome
- OP is angry about this, tells her friend to demand more T from the doctor and if necessary, find another doctor
- OP tells her own story about being "pressured" to drop her T levels because of the same "disinformation" (that she could develop a clot) but says she argued against it and was allowed to stay at a high level
- OP implies that doctors who are marginally responsible enough to warn pooners about high T levels just secretly want pooners to detransition
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I hope that nasty pooner goblin becomes the next locked in tranny.
As I said before: locked in syndrome is tranny quarantine.
brocktherock
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No, it's a general word to mean 'throw forcefully', like throwing your phone out of shock, or before running out into a storm or throwing your shirt into a moshpit. But self harm 'communities' definitely use it like a drop-in replacement for 'cutting' and pooners 'yeet the teet' the same way insane feminists 'burn the bra', mostly because they're brain damaged zoomers who can't bare to speak the truth that they slice themselves open and so have to hide it behind a layer of meme irony.
Self harmers should not be interacting with each other, it's like anorexic groups, what good does it do? It makes them think about it more. Sure, they trade tips to do it 'safely' because they don't want to die but all that leaves are these hollow shells of people who, in my experience, survive for longer but spend all that time being sad and cutting some more. These subreddits should be banned. Sorry to get like this, I had people in my life who cut, some of which are a little younger, I've never felt more like a disappointed parent than when one of them accidently sent me a self-harm 'meme' and I forced them to explain it which is how I know about r/madeofstyrofoam. They're still alive but don't hate themselves any less.
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Why even go to the endo when you clearly know more than someone who went to med school for years, and then some? Their "GIMME BOY JUICE NEOWWW!!!" attitude is somehow stronger than their belief in well-studied & honest research. Ironically it's also this flock that also caws endlessly about believing in the science and how troonery is natural. If my endo/doctor warns me about a side effect that might literally kill me in the future, I don't automatically assume that they're warning me to fearmonger - I simply understand that they're telling me for the sake of my fucking livelihood
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Alright here's a transbucket user with the works.
User: fenambo (a 5'2" manlet)
User: fenambo (a 5'2" manlet)
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Submission: 15258
Surgeon: Dr. Chen, Mang
Date: April 2016
Submission: 15258
Surgeon: Dr. Chen, Mang
Date: April 2016
I had United Health Care through my work (Best Buy) and my insurance plan 100% covered all transition surgeries. I paid 10% ($775) of the total cost. I will get my testicular implants within 6 months (between October-Janurary 2016/2017). I am extremely happy with my results! I 100% recommend Dr. Chen. He has an exceptional bedside manner and I knew from the moment of my phone consultation that I wanted him to perform my surgery. He is very reassuring and I completely trust him.
Procedures
Metoidioplasty with phallus release, urethra lengthening, scrotoplasty, and vaginectomy. Testicular implants will be sized and inserted at a later date, between October-December 2016, to ensure maximum healing. The surgeries were performed on April 7th, 2016 by Dr. Mang Chen in Greenbrae, CA.
PRE-OPERATIONAL
My flaccid penis length was a little over 1.5 inches. I was a little over 2 inches hard. I could fully penetrate with my penis.
WEEK 1
My body swelled up bad and I had tachycardia after surgery. I also experienced the exact same thing after my peri-areola surgery and hysterectomy. My body was also really weak and shaky. I experienced nausea, upset stomach, sore throat and dizziness following surgery. My genitals and upper thighs were purple and swollen at least three times their size. My thighs hurt on the inside, as if I intensely worked out. My penis was so swollen it looked like it wasn’t even there. The only visible part was the shaft. The scrotum appeared bunched up due to the numerous stitches.
My perineum swollen too, and it was also puffed, hard to the touch, and lined in stitches. It felt like solid muscle, even though it wasn’t. There is a small half inch to one inch area of skin where the vagina was closed. That area felt like it had been repeatedly kicked in and was really sore. I wore disposable cotton underwear the surgical site provided and my genitals were packed with thick gauze. The gauze was changed at least 2-4 times a day depending on how much blood and other drainage occurred.
I had a supra-pubic catheter several inches below my belly button. The area around the catheter where it went into my body was covered in gauze to soak up any fluids, prevent infection, and to secure the stitch. That was also changed the exact same way as the genital gauze. I experienced pain every time the catheter was moved or pulled. It was easy for the tube to get caught on something or accidentally pulled. It was a long yellow-orange tube; and had a smaller tube near the end of it where urine was released from the bladder into the clear urine bag attachment. The tube fit over the tip of the urine bag like a hose. The bag had to be emptied every 3 hours or when it was full. They provided an irrigation syringe and a bottle of saline solution to clear the tube in case of a block. There is a small less than ½ inch tear on the left side of my penis near the head.
Pain was moderately severe, a 7-8 on a scale to 10. Once the pain medicine (Percocet) kicked in (usually 2 hours later or longer) either reduced it to a 2 or completely eliminated it. The majority of the pain came from the tightness and soreness of closing the vagina, and thus, the creation of the perineum. I had a little bit of pain from the phallus release and the majority of my scrotum was numb. My entire phallus never lost sensation. Eating was extremely difficult due to the side effects of the pain medication. I had severe dry mouth and I couldn’t eat anything without choking. I had to drink water while I was eating applesauce. When I began more solid food later in the week, I still had to eat everything with water because I choked. I chewed food until it was virtually gone and I still choked.
I showered after two days post-op, even though I could shower the day after surgery. I put off showering an extra day because I was nervous about the water hitting my genitals. I had to be helped into the shower because my body was weak and shaking. The warm water didn’t hurt my genitals, as I turned my back against the shower nozzle and let the water stream down my chest and down the front of my body. By using that technique, it allowed everything to get gently washed without the full force of the nozzle.
I used shower gel to carefully run over my genitals and perineum, and maneuvered my body the best of my ability without risking any unnecessary moving or damage to my sensitive region. I showered every day after that and gradually introduced my genitals to the flow of the shower nozzle. Getting dressed was hard due to bending down to put on my socks and sweatpants. I had to slowly bend down with my knees in order to put on my socks and sweatpants. That also got easier every day the more I continued to do it on my own.
I wore long length leg compression socks to reduce swelling and blood clots. I wore the same thing after my peri-areola chest surgery and hysterectomy. It was difficult to move around after surgery; I remained in bed except for walking tiny steps around the bedroom. Dr. Chen advised me to walk around every day for an hour in order to prevent blood clots. It was difficult for me to sleep because I am a side sleeper not a back sleeper. I found that having pillows propping my neck and feet helped me sleep through the night (not to mention the pain medicine)!
WEEKS 2-8
I was supposed to walk for an hour a day every day after surgery. It was difficult to walk, so I had to waddle slowly everywhere I went. I walked longer than an hour every day and my scrotum would become completely numb, swell, and bleed. My supra-pubic catheter was in from April 7th-May 19th due to the intense bladder spasms, pain while urinating through the catheter and bloating. Once the catheter was removed I no longer experienced any of the above mentioned pain. I had to sit on a rubber hemorrhoid donut from April 7th-May 16th.
I couldn’t sit too long because of the intense pressure it put on my perineum and scrotum area. Lying down was much easier. The most painful part during recovery was the catheter pain. I had minimal pain from my scrotum, penis, and perineum areas. I never left sensation in my penis. At 5 weeks post-op I began getting spontaneous erections, and I masturbated and came out of my penis. I was shocked and didn’t expect that.
I accidentally urinated out of my penis on the 5th week and a little bit of blood came out. After that I began to pee out of my penis a few times a week until I became more confident I was properly healing. Since then I haven’t bled out of my penis. I had two holes in my scrotum the day after surgery. One hole was in the middle of my scrotum (it eventually closed around the 7th week) and a second hole underneath my scrotum where they fused everything together (that closed around the 8th week). Both holes severely bled and I had to change the gauze out every two hours. I used Medihoney to help close the holes and it drastically helped decrease the size and speed up the healing. During week 8, my scrotum and penis stitches began coming to the surface.
WEEK 9
I am slowly regaining sensation in my scrotum. The stitches underneath my scrotum came entirely through the surface and I snipped them a little because they were causing pain. My penis stitches are coming further from the underside of my shaft, but I haven’t snipped them yet.
UPDATE 7/11/16
I am getting more sensation in my scrotum and perineum area. I still have internal stitches. They are becoming much thinner and should be dissolved soon (hopefully). I still have stitches in my penis and they are also becoming much thinner.
In early November (a day before my 26th birthday!) I will be completing my full meta surgeries. Dr. Chen will be my surgeon. I am getting the upper skin folds around my penis lowered, a phallus lift, and testicular implants. I am super excited!
UPDATE 11/9/16
It's my 26th birthday and I am 1 day post-op from stage 2 meta. I got a phallus lift, testicular implants, scrotum skin lowering, the underside stitch/scar tissue from my penis removed, the strange divet on the bottom of my scrotum fixed, and the middle part of my scrotum brought together and fixed. I am slightly nauseous at times, but there is no need for medicine. I am in mild pain (a 4 on a scale from 1-10) and I have minor swelling and bruising. I have a little bit of sensation. The majority of my penis is buried (except for the head) due to swelling. My pee stream sprays everywhere due to the swelling. I am experiencing some minor pain and minor bleeding when I pee sometimes. Bleeding is normal. I am very happy with my results.
12/6/16 UPDATE:
I am 2 days shy of being one month post-op. A piece of the stitches came out on the area on next to my penis. My right testicle has fully descended into the bottom of the scrotum. The left one has lowered a little bit, but not much. I still have swelling in scrotum and area above my penis. I am gaining more sensation everywhere.
04/19/18
I am 2 years post-op from release, urethra lengthening, vaginectomy, and scrotoplasty. I am happy over all, 8/10. I still have excess skin on the sides of my penis, the base of my shaft isn't 100% released, and my left testicle implants rests directly under my penis causing a lot of pain. I plan on stretching my scrotum to help with the implant. I am not going to have any revisions because these issues should improve over time (probably except for the release problem).
07/09/19
I am over 3 ½ years post-op. I have stretched my scrotum using 3 different types of stretchers and the skin has stretched a little. My left testicle still rests directly against the bottom of my penis and it's still causing pain and squishing the area. I am seeking a revision to resize my testicle. I am also considering getting phalloplasty. It would relieve my testicle pain and I think I would be much happier.
06/18/20
I am in the process of going through RFF phalloplasty with Dr. Chen and the Buncke Clinic. Stage one will consist of phallus creation, meta burial, UL, and nerve hookup.
Procedures
Metoidioplasty with phallus release, urethra lengthening, scrotoplasty, and vaginectomy. Testicular implants will be sized and inserted at a later date, between October-December 2016, to ensure maximum healing. The surgeries were performed on April 7th, 2016 by Dr. Mang Chen in Greenbrae, CA.
PRE-OPERATIONAL
My flaccid penis length was a little over 1.5 inches. I was a little over 2 inches hard. I could fully penetrate with my penis.
WEEK 1
My body swelled up bad and I had tachycardia after surgery. I also experienced the exact same thing after my peri-areola surgery and hysterectomy. My body was also really weak and shaky. I experienced nausea, upset stomach, sore throat and dizziness following surgery. My genitals and upper thighs were purple and swollen at least three times their size. My thighs hurt on the inside, as if I intensely worked out. My penis was so swollen it looked like it wasn’t even there. The only visible part was the shaft. The scrotum appeared bunched up due to the numerous stitches.
My perineum swollen too, and it was also puffed, hard to the touch, and lined in stitches. It felt like solid muscle, even though it wasn’t. There is a small half inch to one inch area of skin where the vagina was closed. That area felt like it had been repeatedly kicked in and was really sore. I wore disposable cotton underwear the surgical site provided and my genitals were packed with thick gauze. The gauze was changed at least 2-4 times a day depending on how much blood and other drainage occurred.
I had a supra-pubic catheter several inches below my belly button. The area around the catheter where it went into my body was covered in gauze to soak up any fluids, prevent infection, and to secure the stitch. That was also changed the exact same way as the genital gauze. I experienced pain every time the catheter was moved or pulled. It was easy for the tube to get caught on something or accidentally pulled. It was a long yellow-orange tube; and had a smaller tube near the end of it where urine was released from the bladder into the clear urine bag attachment. The tube fit over the tip of the urine bag like a hose. The bag had to be emptied every 3 hours or when it was full. They provided an irrigation syringe and a bottle of saline solution to clear the tube in case of a block. There is a small less than ½ inch tear on the left side of my penis near the head.
Pain was moderately severe, a 7-8 on a scale to 10. Once the pain medicine (Percocet) kicked in (usually 2 hours later or longer) either reduced it to a 2 or completely eliminated it. The majority of the pain came from the tightness and soreness of closing the vagina, and thus, the creation of the perineum. I had a little bit of pain from the phallus release and the majority of my scrotum was numb. My entire phallus never lost sensation. Eating was extremely difficult due to the side effects of the pain medication. I had severe dry mouth and I couldn’t eat anything without choking. I had to drink water while I was eating applesauce. When I began more solid food later in the week, I still had to eat everything with water because I choked. I chewed food until it was virtually gone and I still choked.
I showered after two days post-op, even though I could shower the day after surgery. I put off showering an extra day because I was nervous about the water hitting my genitals. I had to be helped into the shower because my body was weak and shaking. The warm water didn’t hurt my genitals, as I turned my back against the shower nozzle and let the water stream down my chest and down the front of my body. By using that technique, it allowed everything to get gently washed without the full force of the nozzle.
I used shower gel to carefully run over my genitals and perineum, and maneuvered my body the best of my ability without risking any unnecessary moving or damage to my sensitive region. I showered every day after that and gradually introduced my genitals to the flow of the shower nozzle. Getting dressed was hard due to bending down to put on my socks and sweatpants. I had to slowly bend down with my knees in order to put on my socks and sweatpants. That also got easier every day the more I continued to do it on my own.
I wore long length leg compression socks to reduce swelling and blood clots. I wore the same thing after my peri-areola chest surgery and hysterectomy. It was difficult to move around after surgery; I remained in bed except for walking tiny steps around the bedroom. Dr. Chen advised me to walk around every day for an hour in order to prevent blood clots. It was difficult for me to sleep because I am a side sleeper not a back sleeper. I found that having pillows propping my neck and feet helped me sleep through the night (not to mention the pain medicine)!
WEEKS 2-8
I was supposed to walk for an hour a day every day after surgery. It was difficult to walk, so I had to waddle slowly everywhere I went. I walked longer than an hour every day and my scrotum would become completely numb, swell, and bleed. My supra-pubic catheter was in from April 7th-May 19th due to the intense bladder spasms, pain while urinating through the catheter and bloating. Once the catheter was removed I no longer experienced any of the above mentioned pain. I had to sit on a rubber hemorrhoid donut from April 7th-May 16th.
I couldn’t sit too long because of the intense pressure it put on my perineum and scrotum area. Lying down was much easier. The most painful part during recovery was the catheter pain. I had minimal pain from my scrotum, penis, and perineum areas. I never left sensation in my penis. At 5 weeks post-op I began getting spontaneous erections, and I masturbated and came out of my penis. I was shocked and didn’t expect that.
I accidentally urinated out of my penis on the 5th week and a little bit of blood came out. After that I began to pee out of my penis a few times a week until I became more confident I was properly healing. Since then I haven’t bled out of my penis. I had two holes in my scrotum the day after surgery. One hole was in the middle of my scrotum (it eventually closed around the 7th week) and a second hole underneath my scrotum where they fused everything together (that closed around the 8th week). Both holes severely bled and I had to change the gauze out every two hours. I used Medihoney to help close the holes and it drastically helped decrease the size and speed up the healing. During week 8, my scrotum and penis stitches began coming to the surface.
WEEK 9
I am slowly regaining sensation in my scrotum. The stitches underneath my scrotum came entirely through the surface and I snipped them a little because they were causing pain. My penis stitches are coming further from the underside of my shaft, but I haven’t snipped them yet.
UPDATE 7/11/16
I am getting more sensation in my scrotum and perineum area. I still have internal stitches. They are becoming much thinner and should be dissolved soon (hopefully). I still have stitches in my penis and they are also becoming much thinner.
In early November (a day before my 26th birthday!) I will be completing my full meta surgeries. Dr. Chen will be my surgeon. I am getting the upper skin folds around my penis lowered, a phallus lift, and testicular implants. I am super excited!
UPDATE 11/9/16
It's my 26th birthday and I am 1 day post-op from stage 2 meta. I got a phallus lift, testicular implants, scrotum skin lowering, the underside stitch/scar tissue from my penis removed, the strange divet on the bottom of my scrotum fixed, and the middle part of my scrotum brought together and fixed. I am slightly nauseous at times, but there is no need for medicine. I am in mild pain (a 4 on a scale from 1-10) and I have minor swelling and bruising. I have a little bit of sensation. The majority of my penis is buried (except for the head) due to swelling. My pee stream sprays everywhere due to the swelling. I am experiencing some minor pain and minor bleeding when I pee sometimes. Bleeding is normal. I am very happy with my results.
12/6/16 UPDATE:
I am 2 days shy of being one month post-op. A piece of the stitches came out on the area on next to my penis. My right testicle has fully descended into the bottom of the scrotum. The left one has lowered a little bit, but not much. I still have swelling in scrotum and area above my penis. I am gaining more sensation everywhere.
04/19/18
I am 2 years post-op from release, urethra lengthening, vaginectomy, and scrotoplasty. I am happy over all, 8/10. I still have excess skin on the sides of my penis, the base of my shaft isn't 100% released, and my left testicle implants rests directly under my penis causing a lot of pain. I plan on stretching my scrotum to help with the implant. I am not going to have any revisions because these issues should improve over time (probably except for the release problem).
07/09/19
I am over 3 ½ years post-op. I have stretched my scrotum using 3 different types of stretchers and the skin has stretched a little. My left testicle still rests directly against the bottom of my penis and it's still causing pain and squishing the area. I am seeking a revision to resize my testicle. I am also considering getting phalloplasty. It would relieve my testicle pain and I think I would be much happier.
06/18/20
I am in the process of going through RFF phalloplasty with Dr. Chen and the Buncke Clinic. Stage one will consist of phallus creation, meta burial, UL, and nerve hookup.
Link
Surgeon: Dr. Watt , Andrew
Type: RFF phalloplasty (phallus creation, urethral lengthening and nerve hookup)
Submission: 16470
Date: September 2021
Surgeon: Dr. Watt , Andrew
Type: RFF phalloplasty (phallus creation, urethral lengthening and nerve hookup)
Submission: 16470
Date: September 2021
Hello everyone. Thank you in advance for reading. I had surgery on 9/8/21 with The Buncke Clinic. I had RFF phalloplasty which included: phallus creation, urethral lengthening and nerve hookup. I had a full metiodioplasty 5 years ago with Dr. Chen and the Crane Center. I previously had: release, vaginectomy, urethral lengthening, scrotoplasty, testicular implants, phallus lift, and scrotum revision.
My insurance is Blue Cross Blue Shield provided by Amazon. They covered 90% of the surgery. They covered 30% of electrolysis. I was in CMPC Davies hospital for 5 days. I stayed in an Airbnb in Haight-Ashbury that was a 5 minute drive to the hospital. My best friend decided to walk daily to the hospital because the parking situation is shitty here.
The hospital staff took GREAT care of me. The food was great. A nurse named Pam was a true trans advocate. She went on a 20-minute spiel to a student nurse about trans care. The student nurse asked me questions about surgery. I was more than happy to help.
The Buncke Clinic used 3 veins instead of the usual 2 veins for my penis. Dr. Watt said I had an unusual vein formation and they went ahead and decided to use that vein. Dr. Watt also said my surgery couldn't have gone more perfect.
I am 4.1 inches long and 4.5 inches thick. I currently (as of 9/15) have some minor swelling. I am very happy with my results. It's very proportionate to my body size (I'm 5'2" and 135lbs). Even nurse Pam said it was very proportionate to my body size. I don't have sensation in my penis yet. I can feel my meta penis inside of my phallo penis. It has full sensation. I accidentally peed out of my penis. It worked well. I won't start voiding trials for a few more weeks.
I also had a top surgery revision at the same time as my phalloplasty with Dr. Walter Lin of th Buncke Clinic. He removed excess tissue and fat. I am very happy with my results.
On 6/24/22, I had glansplasty with Dr. Andrew Watt. I did not get to choose whether I had surgery with Dr. Watt or Dr. Chen. They scheduled me with Dr. Watt because he was the first one available. I used xeroform an additional 2 weeks after surgery to promote healing even though Dr. Watt said I could discontinue it after 1 week. I had some minor bleeding up to a month post op. There were only a few drops of blood from where it was healing. I was completely healed in about 6 weeks. I had no complications. I am very happy with my results.
On 4/7/23 I had the Coloplast Titan 3 piece inflatable erectile device surgery with Dr. Mang Chen at GuRecon at the CMPC Davies hospital. The surgery lasted two hours. After surgery, I had 5/10 pain. Two days after I had 5/10 pain. The rest of the time, I had 2/10 pain. I had to stay partially inflated for 6 weeks. It was awkward trying to conceal an erection. I kept running into things and it would hurt for an hour. I wore athletic pants, baggy shirts, and a jacket to conceal the erection. At 8 weeks, I am cleared for sexual activity. I am super excited!
Please feel free to ask me anything.
My insurance is Blue Cross Blue Shield provided by Amazon. They covered 90% of the surgery. They covered 30% of electrolysis. I was in CMPC Davies hospital for 5 days. I stayed in an Airbnb in Haight-Ashbury that was a 5 minute drive to the hospital. My best friend decided to walk daily to the hospital because the parking situation is shitty here.
The hospital staff took GREAT care of me. The food was great. A nurse named Pam was a true trans advocate. She went on a 20-minute spiel to a student nurse about trans care. The student nurse asked me questions about surgery. I was more than happy to help.
The Buncke Clinic used 3 veins instead of the usual 2 veins for my penis. Dr. Watt said I had an unusual vein formation and they went ahead and decided to use that vein. Dr. Watt also said my surgery couldn't have gone more perfect.
I am 4.1 inches long and 4.5 inches thick. I currently (as of 9/15) have some minor swelling. I am very happy with my results. It's very proportionate to my body size (I'm 5'2" and 135lbs). Even nurse Pam said it was very proportionate to my body size. I don't have sensation in my penis yet. I can feel my meta penis inside of my phallo penis. It has full sensation. I accidentally peed out of my penis. It worked well. I won't start voiding trials for a few more weeks.
I also had a top surgery revision at the same time as my phalloplasty with Dr. Walter Lin of th Buncke Clinic. He removed excess tissue and fat. I am very happy with my results.
On 6/24/22, I had glansplasty with Dr. Andrew Watt. I did not get to choose whether I had surgery with Dr. Watt or Dr. Chen. They scheduled me with Dr. Watt because he was the first one available. I used xeroform an additional 2 weeks after surgery to promote healing even though Dr. Watt said I could discontinue it after 1 week. I had some minor bleeding up to a month post op. There were only a few drops of blood from where it was healing. I was completely healed in about 6 weeks. I had no complications. I am very happy with my results.
On 4/7/23 I had the Coloplast Titan 3 piece inflatable erectile device surgery with Dr. Mang Chen at GuRecon at the CMPC Davies hospital. The surgery lasted two hours. After surgery, I had 5/10 pain. Two days after I had 5/10 pain. The rest of the time, I had 2/10 pain. I had to stay partially inflated for 6 weeks. It was awkward trying to conceal an erection. I kept running into things and it would hurt for an hour. I wore athletic pants, baggy shirts, and a jacket to conceal the erection. At 8 weeks, I am cleared for sexual activity. I am super excited!
Please feel free to ask me anything.
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Submission: 17059
Surgeon: Dr Watt, Andrew
Date: June 2022
Submission: 17059
Surgeon: Dr Watt, Andrew
Date: June 2022
On 6/24/22, I had glansplasty with Dr. Andrew Watt. I did not get to choose whether I had surgery with Dr. Watt or Dr. Chen. They scheduled me with Dr. Watt because he was the first one available. I used xeroform an additional 2 weeks after surgery to promote healing even though Dr. Watt said I could discontinue it after 1 week. I had some minor bleeding up to a month post op. There were only a few drops of blood from where it was healing. I was completely healed in about 6 weeks. I had no complications. I work at Amazon and have BCBS Premera insurance. Insurance covered 90% of the surgery. I paid $350 for the surgery and the anesthesia fee. I am very happy with my results.
Link
Submission: 17060
Surgeon: Dr. Chen, Mang
Date: July 2023
Submission: 17060
Surgeon: Dr. Chen, Mang
Date: July 2023
On 4/7/23 I had the Coloplast Titan 3 piece inflatable erectile device surgery with Dr. Mang Chen at GuRecon at the CMPC Davies hospital. The surgery lasted two hours. After surgery, I had 5/10 pain. Two days after I had 5/10 pain. The rest of the time, I had 2/10 pain. I had to stay partially inflated for 6 weeks. It was awkward trying to conceal an erection. I kept running into things and it would hurt for an hour. I wore athletic pants, baggy shirts, and a jacket to conceal the erection. At 8 weeks, I am cleared for sexual activity. I am super excited!
Doctor says its cleared for sexual activity? How sturdy are these fake cocks? It looks like it would break off if she tried.
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I'm fucking disgustex and appalled by the dictionary.
This is why women get infantalized. This is why we don't get taken seriously. Little shits like this calling FUCKING DANGEROUS SELF HARMING TOOLS "sliceys".
These girls are no different from munchies where they don't want to grow the fuck up. We shame men like this calling them man children or losers, we need to start doing it to women, too. And these bitches wanna be "respected" as men? Fuck no, you're a god damn little girl wearing her dads shoes saying you're going to work with a folder as a brief case. You want to be infantalized? Fine, you don't have patient rights anymore, you're a ward of the state because your parents fucking failed you.
Rate me MATI, this shits infuriating.
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- Jun 26, 2021
Fucking crazy that doctors are so scared of their own patients tattling to some bullshit board infiltrated by progressive nutjobs and losing their jobs that they're just like "oh, you want to sit at a testosterone level 20x higher than the average female? Well, who am I to say otherwise." Ethics out the window, just cover your ass and get that bitch out the door with a smile on her face.
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That's the thing, I would've been joining you (I was a tree climbing, stick/rock fighting, vidya game kid who also played with dolls, shock horror) and that's FINE. Fuck knows what would've happened at school or something with an insane gender cult teacher or on the wrong part of the internet (my parents would have none of that shit but with these new laws coming in about it being abusive not to "affirm" their children..)
Same, they look like dog nuts.
I wish I hadn't read that, it's nauseating and the description of the fat etc.. Scary. It's always quite chilling when you see young humans talking cutesy shit about serious issues like this or ana-chans doing the same.
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Holy shit she's a bigger mess than I thought. I need to remember to check pooners accounts more.
What she needs is therapy, not some T-juice that will magically turn her into a man. I bet she stretched the scars on purpose.
I've been in surgery few times and the first thing they told me was to keep my limbs low for two weeks so the sutures don't open. This makes me believe she must've done anything to make the scars as big as possible. This and the surgeon's bad stitching makes it possible.
I went over her other posts and noticed that she had made a post about her mom being emotionally abusive. This is probably the reason why she transitioned.
TW: Transphobia, Emotional Abuse
Before anyone says anything I know this is a spiteful thing to do but idc.
My mum kicked me (18ftm) out over the summer because I started testosterone. I've been out to her for over two years and she's never been any sort of supportive but starting T was the final straw. Our relationship has always had issues due to a lot of childhood emotional abuse after her mental health dipped after she had an affair and got divorced from my dad. I'm still in full-time education so don't have enough money saved up to support myself so had to move in with my gran to avoid homelessness and losing my education. My gran is 80 and has to drive over three hours a day to get me to and from college as there are no buses from where we live. It's really unfair and I hate that she's been put in this position, essentially by my mum. It honestly angers me more than the transphobia, especially as she regularly messages my gran telling her about how this is a great opportunity for both me and her in terms of bonding and such and completely disregarding the massive physical and financial strain this has put on her. Whilst I can't work full time, I've got a weekend job to help pay for stuff and am infinitely grateful for my gran.
Anyway, gran being the kind person she is, wants me to get my mum a Christmas present despite the hell she's put me through and the stress she's given my gran. I do see the merit in keeping a relationship with her although atm I don't want her in my life for obvious reasons.
So basically I want to get her a gift full of humourous spite, something assuming, cheap, and not directly rude.
TLDR: My mum's transphobic and kicked me out putting my gran under a lot of stress but I need to get her a Christmas gift so naturally I want to give her something funny and full of spite.
Before anyone says anything I know this is a spiteful thing to do but idc.
My mum kicked me (18ftm) out over the summer because I started testosterone. I've been out to her for over two years and she's never been any sort of supportive but starting T was the final straw. Our relationship has always had issues due to a lot of childhood emotional abuse after her mental health dipped after she had an affair and got divorced from my dad. I'm still in full-time education so don't have enough money saved up to support myself so had to move in with my gran to avoid homelessness and losing my education. My gran is 80 and has to drive over three hours a day to get me to and from college as there are no buses from where we live. It's really unfair and I hate that she's been put in this position, essentially by my mum. It honestly angers me more than the transphobia, especially as she regularly messages my gran telling her about how this is a great opportunity for both me and her in terms of bonding and such and completely disregarding the massive physical and financial strain this has put on her. Whilst I can't work full time, I've got a weekend job to help pay for stuff and am infinitely grateful for my gran.
Anyway, gran being the kind person she is, wants me to get my mum a Christmas present despite the hell she's put me through and the stress she's given my gran. I do see the merit in keeping a relationship with her although atm I don't want her in my life for obvious reasons.
So basically I want to get her a gift full of humourous spite, something assuming, cheap, and not directly rude.
TLDR: My mum's transphobic and kicked me out putting my gran under a lot of stress but I need to get her a Christmas gift so naturally I want to give her something funny and full of spite.
How long do you think it'll take her to detransition and regret her teet yeet?
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I’m not discounting it, but I am skeptical. I’ve lost count of the number of troons who make this claim and it turns out the parents just wouldn’t give in to insane demands.
Poor Gran is in a rough spot. I understand she loves her granddaughter, but it sounds like she’s enabling self-harm in order to keep her close.
Finding out about the self-harm subreddits (just now) has made me the most MATI I have ever been. These fucking kids are just being allowed to encourage each other to keep cutting themselves. Reddit is the cesspool of the internet and the staff and jannies are enabling this. Those poor fucking kids. Fuck.
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Lol. It looks like a flatworm.
They always look so wrong you don't need to be Superman, don't need xray vision to see there's no corpus cavernosum, no internal structure, just fat cells and arm meat.
Thats why they're always so squishy and dead looking.
This one seems oddly flattened.
And oh dear God I just saw her "balls"
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Here's a Cetrulo victim who cannot get the phallus moved down due it being too fragile to handle without dying.
I remember another Cetrulo victim had to use their arm and ElephantDick was also suggested this by her new surgeon.
User: Codester Submission: 17224 Date: 9 sept 2023
Sensation 1/5 Satisfaction 2/5
Complications: Too high on abdomen could face necrosis if they move my penis down more because there isn’t enough blood supply was originally told I wouldn’t need to use forearm for UL donor and now he says I have to
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I remember another Cetrulo victim had to use their arm and ElephantDick was also suggested this by her new surgeon.
User: Codester Submission: 17224 Date: 9 sept 2023
Sensation 1/5 Satisfaction 2/5
Complications: Too high on abdomen could face necrosis if they move my penis down more because there isn’t enough blood supply was originally told I wouldn’t need to use forearm for UL donor and now he says I have to
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I was told in my first consult that he had done these surgeries before. That was a lie. He told me it would be 4-5 surgeries and I am already at 5 surgeries and require 4-5 more. He told me he would use tissue from inside the abdomen to create the UL for the penis and that ended up not working (on other guys he tried it on), he told me he wouldn't have to use skin from my forearm but that is now the case. I am now at risk of losing my penis because two other surgeons have said it's not robust enough to handle it being moved down more without it losing circulation and dying. The new surgeon, Dr. Winograd, seems to think if we use the forearm skin to create the urethral tube and place it in and let it heal 3-6 mo this, then it will have more veins to give it the robustness it needs to make the move down to my pubic bone where it should be.
Yeah, I'm on neurology and ENT list, I don't get to shout transphobia for the years long waiting list.
Every fucking little inconvenience to them is 'transphobic' while the rest of us are having to suck it up.
Edit: I've been off for a while, I've just caught up and what a blast, troons just keep on giving.
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kiwifarms.net
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Looks like a non-jacked Cody Harman.
Not sure if I've ever seen Cody mentioned on here. FTM bodybuilder. They seem relatively normal and nice all things considered.
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kiwifarms.net
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Lol. It looks like a flatworm.
They always look so wrong you don't don't need xray vision to see there's no corpus cavernosum, no internal structure, just fat cells and arm meat.
They always looks so squishy and dead looking.
This one seems oddly flattened.
And oh dear God I just saw her "balls"
Human brains are amazing, aren't they? Even if you are not particularly interested in the anatomy of flaccid dicks (and I'm not judging either way), you can see at a glance that something is WRONG there. It's attached too high and it's just... hanging there.
Off-topic but this makes me think about all those MtF cope posts about how cis women have had 20+ years to "practice femininity" and that's the only reason male trannies don't pass.
Why do FtMs never express similar ideas about "achieving" masculinity and passing by practice, even though it would actually be more relevant and useful for them than it is for MtFs? MtFs have no hope of losing their bone structure, no matter how much they mince around and flutter their eyelashes, but at least some FtMs would have a decent chance of passing as male if they became gymrats. Build up your upper body especially around the shoulders so you look like you have more of a V shape. Get some developed quads so people don't remark on your womanly thighs. Etc.
(Yes I know the answer is "because they are lazy." But it is interesting that there is actually a subset of non-trans society where people are openly interested in sculpting and changing their bodies to meet an ideal masculine form, and FtMs as a whole seem to show zero interest in it)