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[AnOminous]

I just wanted to say a big thanks to everyone heres who's actually given me some really great wisdom and support the last couple of months. It's weird to think how kind people can be on the sociopath fruit forum.

>be on evil forum
>literally ontologically evil
>meet nice people who offer helpful advice
>wtf?

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

Same; I focused on school and not dating. My school load was quite heavy, one year I average something like 2 hours of sleep a day. I don't recommend that btw. Now I'm trying to meet people as a professional; but socially in a much younger life stage; it's weird as fuck.

And who ya gonna meet these days"? Some faggot that takes a time out to do an instagram dance in public, or some nerd that squeals about the new Mario movie coming out? I'd much rather send more shitty fratboy cinnamon pseudowhiskey down the hatch.

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

And who ya gonna meet these days"? Some faggot that takes a time out to do an instagram dance in public, or some nerd that squeals about the new Mario movie coming out? I'd much rather send more shitty fratboy cinnamon pseudowhiskey down the hatch.

A few choice ones

-A girl who drug me to a toy store to check out My Little Pony shit.
-A girl who wanted to fuck instantly; I said no, she cheated and now chases guys like me.
-A multitude of girls who bring nothing to the table and don't object me paying for everything.
-A few girls who didn't look like their pictures; at all. Bravo to them I suppose.

Last, but certainly not least,

-A girl I broke all my rules for; became the dad to her kid, only to be cheated on w/ a pedo a few weeks before getting married.

I've all but given up trying to find women who are able to converse intellectually. I will settle for that child-like wonder of being shown or given good / new experiences. Food, art, media, etc. etc. etc. In fact I might prefer it; as at least I, probably, wouldn't have to put up with "muh feminism".

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

A few choice ones

-A girl who drug me to a toy store to check out My Little Pony shit.
-A girl who wanted to fuck instantly; I said no, she cheated and now chases guys like me.
-A multitude of girls who bring nothing to the table and don't object me paying for everything.
-A few girls who didn't look like their pictures; at all. Bravo to them I suppose.

Last, but certainly not least,

-A girl I broke all my rules for; became the dad to her kid, only to be cheated on w/ a pedo a few weeks before getting married.

I've all but given up trying to find women who are able to converse intellectually. I will settle for that child-like wonder of being shown or given good / new experiences. Food, art, media, etc. etc. etc. In fact I might prefer it; as at least I, probably, wouldn't have to put up with "muh feminism".

The world other people describe sure sounds nice doesn't it? Except I don't see it either. I think they're lying, what about you?

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

The world other people describe sure sounds nice doesn't it? Except I don't see it either. I think they're lying, what about you?

I think they're naive or live in pockets of sanity. It's akin to that one guy you know who has never applied himself or is an idiot and everything falls into his lap. "Just make a website bro and you'll get job offers all day!" Just because somehow shit fell into your lap; does not mean the world is that way.

 

[anustart76]

It reminds me of the worst advice I was ever given. Focus on your studies, and don't party. Well, I didn't party, but the people who did networked and got ins, I didn't.

When I was a kid, my parents were strictly "no girls, only school, studying is more important than everything else." The moment I finished college, it suddenly became "why don't you have a girlfriend yet, you need to get married, what's wrong with you?"

 

[Ewan McGregor]

Good job for him he's Indian...

Pajeets are disgusting in their obsession with power and wealth

 

[Blamo2000]

All is good here. The holiday stuff got together in time. Not totally smoothly, but it's okay.

 

[Geddy Lee's Fee and See]

I just got into a fight with my sister about stupid weight training shit. She trued to get me to do some exercise I really wasn't interested in and I just said I'd rather do bench presses. It didn't get physical thank God, but she tried to use the fact that I am a bit overweight and she was about to kill herself earlier this week as a fucking guilt trip, as if I am in the wrong when it's just fucking exercise. I came all the way out from fucking Florida to the frigid North to keep you company and the thanks I get for Christmas this.

 

[LonesomeDud]

I just got into a fight with my sister about stupid weight training shit. She trued to get me to do some exercise I really wasn't interested in and I just said I'd rather do bench presses. It didn't get physical thank God, but she tried to use the fact that I am a bit overweight and she was about to kill herself earlier this week as a fucking guilt trip, as if I am in the wrong when it's just fucking exercise. I came all the way out from fucking Florida to the frigid North to keep you company and the thanks I get for Christmas this.

Be the bigger man and tell her you don't want to fight with her on Christmas and that you love her. Just trust me on this, bro. I get that she's an annoying bitch, but this isn't worth it.

I'm good. I need to shower and shave, but I'm enjoying the next couple of days off. Still have to be human and shower.

Soon.

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

I am a bit overweight

Be the bigger man

Heh, "be the bigger man"

 

[Geddy Lee's Fee and See]

Be the bigger man and tell her you don't want to fight with her on Christmas and that you love her. Just trust me on this, bro. I get that she's an annoying bitch, but this isn't worth it.

I'm good. I need to shower and shave, but I'm enjoying the next couple of days off. Still have to be human and shower.

Soon.

I really wish my family worked like that but they just don't respect me for the most part. They think I need to be coddled and babbied even though I'm a man of marrying age. I tell them this is annoying,frustrating and just does terrivle things to me self-confidence, but they insist upon it, to the point of belittling me when I try and stand up for myself.


I've made the decision to just stop interacting with them from here on out and to look out for my self and people that appreciate, love and respect me. I'm also going to change my name when I get married because I refuse to be tied to my family past what is absolutely necessary. I don't want my kids to suffer the same way I did.

 

[LonesomeDud]

I really wish my family worked like that but they just don't respect me for the most part. They think I need to be coddled and babbied even though I'm a man of marrying age. I tell them this is annoying,frustrating and just does terrivle things to me self-confidence, but they insist upon it, to the point of belittling me when I try and stand up for myself.


I've made the decision to just stop interacting with them from here on out and to look out for my self and people that appreciate, love and respect me. I'm also going to change my name when I get married because I refuse to be tied to my family past what is absolutely necessary. I don't want my kids to suffer the same way I did.

Don't do it for her. Forgive her and love her as an action for your own sake.

 

[Geddy Lee's Fee and See]

Don't do it for her. Forgive her and love her as an action for your own sake.

Serious question: How do you love someone as an action? I can forgive, but what does it take to love? I can only really understand it as an emotion.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Serious question: How do you love someone as an action? I can forgive, but what does it take to love? I can only really understand it as an emotion.

I have someone in my life I was very close to who is currently addicted. Their food, housing, and basic needs are covered, so many people advise cutting them off from all communications. It takes more strength to love them through it. We talk about once every couple of weeks through a text or call, but I always tell them I love them, and am praying for them. And I am. It often ends in a barrage about how bad a guy I was/am, and that's okay, because they have the choice to see the truth and believe me, because they have explicitly been told and helped and offered help, and choosing action rather than hoping someone has read between the lines has brought me a lot of comfort about that relationship.

 

[Geddy Lee's Fee and See]

I have someone in my life I was very close to who is currently addicted. Their food, housing, and basic needs are covered, so many people advise cutting them off from all communications. It takes more strength to love them through it. We talk about once every couple of weeks through a text or call, but I always tell them I love them, and am praying for them. And I am. It often ends in a barrage about how bad a guy I was/am, and that's okay, because they have the choice to see the truth and believe me, because they have explicitly been told and helped and offered help, and choosing action rather than hoping someone has read between the lines has brought me a lot of comfort about that relationship.

Thanks. I'll try and put that into motion. I can't carry the weight of my family's dysfunction anymore, you know? All I can do is pray for them and hope the best for them. They can choose to believe it or not, but at that point, it's in God's hands, not mine.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Thanks. I'll try and put that into motion. I can't carry the weight of my family's dysfunction anymore, you know? All I can do is pray for them and hope the best for them. They can choose to believe it or not, but at that point, it's in God's hands, not mine.

Boundaries are perfectly reasonable.

 

[Second Sun]

Decided to deal with loneliness and panic attacks by drinking for 3 days straight. I don't believe I'll ever be ok.

 

[Nick Obre]

These holidays and all that tend to bring out feelings in everyone, and I'm no exception. So I'm writing this here for myself, but with you all as my witnesses.

"I've done all this and got myself here for a reason. And this tinge of sadness is the last time I'll be sad about you."

Decided to deal with loneliness and panic attacks by drinking for 3 days straight. I don't believe I'll ever be ok.

You will.

This, too, shall pass.
Or as the kids say, we're all gonna make it, brah.

 

[Betonhaus]

For Christmas Eve we had Wor Wonton soup and Stargazer Pie. I had more of one over the other.